.Magic.

[cherrywaved]

[kosmogrl]

[notyourmagic]

CW: Disgusting

GW: 120

Height: 5’6”

Age: Old

[summersweeet]

[notyourmagic]

My heart wants to hurt but pr0zacc makes that impossible. A different kind of control entirely.

[totallypressdnails]

[notyourmagic]

Starting therapy really just made me feel like I wanted to go back.

Back to the competition. Back to the weightless feeling. Back to all my clothes fitting exactly how I knew they would.

No surprises.

Life was predictable.

It was bad but predictable.

Life update and goal? I miss my life. I miss my body. I miss the simplicity.

[lisbongirly]

2222

is a sign of balance, peace and harmony in your life, do not lose the focus.

[waitingwatchingwaiting]

me fasting: I don’t wanna do this

me binging: I don’t wanna do this

me restricting: I don’t wanna do this

me eating like a normal person: I don’t wanna do this

[lbholoss]

This actually really hit me

It really shows the effect of eating disorders

[thinendeavours]

Me

[reznorsbrat]

being skinny is hard. being fat is hard. it’s hard working out and counting calories and ignoring your growling stomach. it’s also hard to not be able to wear the clothes you want and dread going out and hate looking in the mirror. choose your hard.  

[nastty]

Naomi by Steven Meisel, Vogue Italia 1990,

& Rosie by Emma Summerton, The Violet Files 2014 !!

[notyourmagic]

jeeze

[notyourmagic]

damn that kiss in the rain

Fairy tale kind of love man

[notyourmagic]

Even in my dreams he pulls the same shit

[phaxes]

via weheartit

[phaxes]

via weheartit

[389]

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

“I longed with all my heart for a fresh green silence between living water and forests.”

— Renée Vivien, tr. by Jeanette H. Foster, from “A Woman Appeared To Me,”