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yandere side blog! i write platonic and romantic triggering and disturbing content ahead; beware.

[obsessedjun]

𝖂𝖊𝖑𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝕺𝖓𝖊𝖘 The Author: Jun (he/him [preferred] + she/her) likes and follows from @jaejunnie

💔 I'm an extremely busy person! This means I am not able to write a lot and take a long time to answer asks/requests. Please be patient with updates, asks, and requests.

⚠️ This is a YANDERE blog! This means there will be disturbing themes in ALL of my writing. Please steer clear if this is triggering for you. (Some things in my writing include unhealthy obsession, kidnapping, violence, etc.) ❌️ I do NOT condone this kind of behavior in real life. Please, please, please stay safe and avoid individuals who exhibit toxic "yandere" traits. ❌️ This is FICTION and FAKE. None of the stories I write on here are ever real and should not be taken seriously. ❌️ Do NOT put any of my writing into AI nor create AI art associated with my content. ⚠️ A lot of my writing is platonic. It will always have yandere themes and most of the time have (forced) age regression or infantilization. When I write platonic yanderes, they will never be sexual or romantic in any way. ⚠️ When I do write romantic, I make it clear, and they can be seen romantically and intimately. ⚠️ Any ages can interact with this blog; however, you must respect any content warnings, trigger warnings, or suggestions that I put on my posts and writing. ⚠️ You are responsible for the content that you consume on this blog. ⚠️ I am not hesitant with the block button. Stay respectful and kind with every interaction on this blog.

💝 DMs are currently open if you want to connect, especially if you are a fellow writer or just want to chat about a shared interest!

💘 All my writing has a gender neutral reader, but I will occasionally write male readers. I'm open to writing female readers too, especially if I like the premise of it. 💘 If you see a gendering mistake in my stories/fics please let me know in the comments. I tend to lean towards writing with masc pronouns, because that's what I use for myself. 💘 I also don't proofread at all... literally all my writing is raw lol. If there's any major mistakes, then feel free to let me know. Sometimes I put "Jun" instead of "Name" because I'm dumb like that -- please tell me if you ever catch that in my writing. 💘 I write for both my OCs and for fandoms. 💘 I crosspost some of my works on my ao3 psued here. I do not post anywhere else, so please do not transfer or translate my works without my permission. If you see anyone doing that, please report and lmk!

🎟️ Even if a fandom you'd like me to write for is not on the list, you can still take a chance and request it! I know a lot more media, but I just didn't put all of it because that would be impossible. Plus, even if I don't know your fandom or character(s), if I'm interested in your request, then I'm willing to do research so I can write about it. I do (as with all requests) reserve the right to refuse though <3

Fandoms I'll write for on this blog: Anime/Manga - Demon Slayer, Sakamoto Days, Jujustu Kaisen, Death Note, The Summer Hikaru Died, Most Studio Ghibli Films, Pokemon, Hunter x Hunter, Fire Force, Uzumaki, Tomie... MXTX - SVSSS, MDZS, & TGCF Games - The Freak Circus, Homicipher, Dating Killmulator, Little Nightmares (1 & 2), Saint Spells Love Guide (rusty </3)... Movies/Shows - Nezha 1 & 2, Spiderman Spiderverse, Disney/Pixar Characters, Hannibal... Literature/Books - Harry Potter/Fantastic Beasts, Frankenstein, Alice in Wonderland, The Series of Unfortunate Events, Any Classic Fairy Tales, Greek Mythology...

And of course, I'm always writing for my original works and characters as well!

💌 Asks are: Open! Send in your love letters, darling <3 (Questions, general asks, etc.) 💌 Requests are: Open! I reserve the right to refuse requests, though I'll always try to complete it if I can/if it interests me! 📌 I'm typically okay with anything. There are no themes that I currently avoid writing. I'm open to suggestive content; I just don't write straight-up smut. Don't be shy to send an ask! No judgment here.

💞 My dearest anons: 🎉, 🫐, 🍰, 🌹, 🍄, 🪼, ☠️🐟, 🌧️, 🎃🍼, ... (I implore everyone who plans to leave me a lot of asks to pick a name or an emoji so I can remember who you are! I'll give you a tag and put you here <3)

🎀 Masterlists 🎀 🌹Original Character Intros 🌹 Currently Working On...📝

FYI: What's "Child(ish)" reader? and More Clarification

[obsessedjun]

off topic but i love your aesthetic 😻😻 huacheng >>>>>>>>>>

EEEKK IT'S MY NEW MUTUAL!!!!!! <33

i've been meaning to interact! ily and your work (writing AND art!!!) so much 😩🤍

you have a lovely aesthetic too babeee 😽 your blog looks so neat and sophisticated~

huacheng is the #1 yearner -- to be him or to be with him... tis the greatest dilemma 😫

[obsessedjun]

Hello! I've sent two asks already so hopefully this isn't just crowding your inbox, I love your writing for childish reader x tfc! I actually a lot of writing for them but age regression which is kinda similar (I believe) but anyways, may I please be 🎃🍼 or just 🎃 if that's easier for you! I love your writing it's really awesome and always makes me smile a ton! Hope you're having a good day or night!

hi lovebug! this is so so sweet! of course you may be 🎃🍼, since it's your first pick!

i'm so glad you love my writing, it makes me very happy!! to be able to make people smile motivates me enough to write forever <3

the words got a bit jumbled, but i think you meant that you write agere for tfc! if you did say that, then that's super cool! keep on writing -- you're amazing :D

and don't worry about crowding my inbox! i adore talkative darlings haha 🤍

have a wonderful day or night as well, and take care :)

[obsessedjun]

Sopping wet guy. Can I be 🌧️

welcome aboard 🌧️! i hope you find some solace and pleasure here :) looking forward to hearing from you more 🤍

[obsessedjun]

(☠️🐟) IT APPEARS YOUR REQ ARE CLOSED FORGIVE ME MY FREIND I think that means we’re not supposed to ask u stuff SO I AM SORRY

Requests are open again, dear anon! Please do continue to send in your asks, I'd much love to hear more from you.

I shan't accept your apologies, for they were not necessary from the beginning <3

[obsessedjun]

Excuse me fair fellow :] I haven’t got the slightest clue of what we are to ask of you but nonetheless I would like to stake my claim on “☠️🐟 anon” I saw other tumbler people doing so and I felt left out :D I got tumbler like a few days ago. May I dare to ask? Do we request writings from you?

Greetings, wandering creature! Welcome to our humble abode, we're delighted to pronounce you as ☠️🐟 anon.

Yes, many of my visitors wish a long-lasting connection, hence why there are those coming to claim their titles! I bid you much welcome onto Tumblr as well -- it's a wonderful place to be, as long as you're on the side you want to be on ;)

Be as daring as you want, my darling. The bold are rather charming. You may request writings from me! Although I closed requests awhile ago, they are open again, so I look forward to hearing from you soon. Just be aware that it will take some time for me to answer...

[obsessedjun]

i misread your reqs as open and sent one im sorry lol (I do wonder if it being in small text was perhaps unclear and that's why you kept getting them? Usually when I do reqs I have my open/closed status in big colored text. People also might just. suck.)

it's totally okay dearest! <3

i made a post about it and put it in my desc, but i know that i have a bunch of stuff on my blog, so it can be very confusing. plus, i doubt anyone actually reads my full pinned post because it's so long lmao. i plan to update my blog and pinned post to be easier to navigate when i have more time!

thank you for leaving an ask, hopefully i'll get to your request soon 💕

[obsessedjun]

it’s teen reader anon i wondered if i could be 🪼 reader? i love jelly fish

yes! that is so cute!!! jellyfish are amazing <33

[obsessedjun]

important! requests open again~

hi my darlings <3 there's almost 600 of you now, im so happy 💘

i know i closed requests a few days ago, but there are still requests coming in, so im just gonna open them up again since it's a lost cause lmao 😭🤍

just know im not obligated to write a request, even if i'll try my best to get it done. also remember that it will take me a long time since there's so much for me to do!

[obsessedjun]

hiiii it's the anon that asked the sarcastic reader ask and the 4 am shenanigans ask and I was a little surprised that you realised they were both me, but looking back it's pretty obvious (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠)

anyhoo I'm just saying hello, your one of my favourite creators on here and the one that I get the Brainworms from the most so ill probably be lurking with a few badly written long asks here and there I hope that okay ;-_-

make sure to have some food and water, take meds (you need to) and stretch (if you want to) and have the greatest day you can byebyeeee

also I'm pretty sure I might send you more asks so if I do is it okay if I can be 🍄 anon?

hi darling, of course you can be 🍄 anon!

i implore everyone who plans to leave me a lot of asks to pick a name or an emoji so i can remember who you are! <3 i'll give you a tag and put you in my desc :3

being one of your favorite creators is such an honor!!! im happy with every ask you leave 🤍

i'll be sure to take care of myself as long as you do the same :D

[obsessedjun]

i loved your platonic yandere hashria! i’ve been rereading it so much

aaahh you are the sweetest ever omg 🤍🤍🤍 im so happy you love it!!!

i've been meaning to write more platonic yan kny, and i also have a request for more platonic yan hashira, so this was the exact motivation i needed to actually write it! <3

[obsessedjun]

hellooo I've had the brain worms about your platonic tfc stuff for a while and I've been thinking about random scenario s to put them in (mainly goofy stuff) and I've had a thought I wanna tell you about, you don't have to do anything with this ask or even reply to it I just wanna tell someone :)

so y'know when you're on your own and it's silent for too long so you just make a noise or say something random, there was one time I was up at like 4 in the morning because I couldn't sleep and decided to rearrange my room and in doing so found some old costume stuff of which I put on so I looked at myself in the mirror wearing a wizard hat and a crappy clown costume and decided to get a sandwich, while I was making the sandwich I was very over caffeinated and thought it was too quiet so I started reciting a true crime podcast I had heard, but as Micky mouse, safe to say when I turned around and saw my dad very much half alive and standing by the kitchen door in the dark I looked that man dead in the eyes and said "would the fish drown if Tuesday was purple?" and walked away so my dad would think it was a dream, it worked and the next morning he told me about it and I was fighting back tears not to laugh so I'm thinking of tfc characters in that situation or their reaction to a reader who has a vocal stim and it makes me giggle thinking about it because I'm pretty sure jester would take one look at that and say that the readers defective or smth and it makes me laugh I hope this made you laugh too, have a lovely day and remember to take care of yourself!

hi dear!

im always happy to get asks with lovely thoughts and scenarios!!

is this the same anon that gave me the brain worms about sarcastic reader? sounds very familiar haha <3

your story is just absolutely freaking crazy and felt like a roller coaster lmao i could not believe my eyes

i lost it at mickey mouse. what were you doing as a mickey mouse true crime podcaster darling 😭💀

jester would 100% take a single look at reader and call them defective 💀 he would just be like... what the hell did we let into our circus. pierrot come pick up your pet i cant look at them any longer.

pierrot, on the other hand, would embrace your "otherworldliness" waking up alongside you to dress up in costumes and do some midnight baking while listening to your voice impressions and vocal stims fondly

[obsessedjun]

the freak circus with a child(ish) reader have been stuck in my head for the longest time so now I'm giving the brain worms to you mwehehehe

so! I can't stop thinking about a reader being really sarcastic with people they don't know/don't like and what the reactions would be if they were talking to someone (probably pre-kidnapping cause I doubt they'd be seeing many people post-forceful adoption) and the person says something just so stupid people in the surrounding area has to stop and pause from what they heard think that one girl who thought you could switch off the sun then times it by ten and the reader just stares at them like they turned blue or levels them with such a glare it would make satan wet himself and then says something like "you need a GPS to get around the house don't you?" and then just walks away because they aren't getting paid to deal with that or their ranting about someone they encountered a whole ago who they didn't get along with and casually drops a remark like "they were telling me to fix my posture meanwhile buddy-boy over here looking like he discovered fire, that pigeon toed sea urchin had the audacity to critique me when he probably chewed on brick as a child, that Ethiopia tapdancing cockroach looked like he wore grippy socks on his hands and he was telling me to straighten up!" of something like that, just an over sassy and sarcastic reader who takes no one's crap and will respond with rapid fire insults that don't even make sense half the time.

anyway thing got a lot longer than I intended it too but have a good day anyway bye-bye!

hello lovebug!

i'll happily accept your brain worms hehe

sarcastic reader would be hilarious, and the dynamics with the clowns would be very different!

pierrot would be so cunfuzzled whenever you say something sarcastic he would not catch on at all. he would just think it's a cute quirk of yours. he can't speak unless you're both alone, so he'll keep his curiosity in check until he bombards you with questions later on, remembering every detail of what you said. "what's a pigeon toed sea urchin? cockroaches can tapdance?"

harlequin would be delighted! gosh you're completely savage! he'll encourage you and even join in on your antics, bullying circus guests relentlessly. he thinks your replies are so clever, but he'll always one-up you somehow. it's all fun and games until you start being sarcastic with him... to which he'll be very annoyed.

for doctor... honestly idk lmao. he'd be neutral about it for the most part, though he might like that you have a little fire in you.

TT would be exasperated. "sweetheart, don't verbally harass the guests." he'd probably try to keep you away from people who might trigger your sarcastic responses and scold you lightly whenever you do let one slip. TT acts so uptight, but you can't ignore how the stupid guy you went off on yesterday is now a fool for Pierrot's knife throwing today...

for jester, im a bit lost on how he'd react as well. he'll let you take some snips and stabs, but he'll also warn you not to mess with the circus guests because the clowns must do their jobs properly. if you're ever sarcastic with him, good luck -- you'll need it, even if he can't understand half the words that just came out of your mouth.

[obsessedjun]

i have a lot of requests to catch up on for this blog but i know that i will be very very busy for a long time soon, so im going to try to get them all done!

i also haven't written or updated my original stories here for awhile, or gotten a chance to write a few new ideas :P

in addition, this isn't my only writing blog, and i have fics and projects that other readers and audiences are eager for me to update 🤧🤍

[obsessedjun]

woohoo!! 500+ followers here now!!! im a little late on the announcement but im so so happy to have every single one of you here ❤

it's been a lovely time writing for so many eyes, and im so happy i have been able to reach such a wide range of people who enjoy my work in less than a year.

honestly, i have such a deep love hate relationship with my writing, so im glad what i write can not only be for me, but for all of you too.

yandere stories have been a huge part of how i cope with life since, like, forever, so to be able to contribute back and make my guilty pleasures and daydreams come to fruition is wonderful.

much love,

jun <3

[obsessedjun]

hiii!! i was wondering if you still write for dkill? if so, do you have any headcanons about cabel (cain & abel) x mc? like how they would be as poly partners? i know you did a few with florian but i was curious if you could do so without him! thank you! also your freak circus headcanons are so awesome :)

heyy! YES i still write for dkill!!! had to let this request marinate as i played chapter 17 (which, omg, total cabel x mc fuel). these are not yandere, so i just won't tag it as such. thank you so much for enjoying my writing, especially my freak circus HCs!! xoxo <33

Cain/Abel/MC Poly Headcanons

Abel is always trying to make out with at least one of you. “What’s the point in having two beautiful dishes but not being able to enjoy either of them all the time?” 

Cain is very shy and unsure of how to navigate a poly relationship. He loves Abel a lot, but he’s downright head over heels over you

I feel like they both have a mutual understanding that you’re their priority, even before each other

Abel uses genuinely romantic gestures with you, then saves his most corny, cringey pick-up lines for Cain just because it’s more fun that way

Cain uses both “my girlfriend” and “my boyfriend” in public, so now there are rumors that he’s having some kind of cheating scandal with people rooting for his boyfriend because yaoi fans don’t play

Giu likes you a lot more than Abel. Don’t ask me why. He just does. (Actually, I do know why. You’re just easier to fangirl with)

When Cabel argue, they hit each other at their weakest and trauma dump simultaneously. “Yeah well your scar is fugly anyway!” “Says the guy who’s parents died then proceeded to murder his adopted parents! At least my adopted parents are still alive!”

You just stare at think like… jeez. Your boyfriends need therapy. Maybe they should hit up Florian (They should not lmao!)

Your dad is surprisingly chill with you bagging two baddies. A hot italian and a rich sugardaddy? Hell yeah, his kid is totally winning at life

Cain and Abel get so attached to your dad, like… best friends attached. You’re now a fourth wheel as they binge-watch reality TV shows together

Cain’s money is Abel’s money

“Aw man I really want this but I’m broke.” you might sigh one day. 

“Don’t worry I gotchu babe,” Abel will then respond, pulling out a black card with a previous name (Cain’s) scratched off, and Abel’s name scribbled on it

Cain doesn’t peg himself as the romantic type, but he secretly can’t wait till he can change his last name to either yours or Abel’s. 

You and Abel rock, paper, scissors over the stakes of having the main last name, just for funzies.

When you guys actually get married, poly marriage isn’t easy to do, even with a lot of money. 

So, two of you have to get married and the other is the third partner but not in law.

Abel and Cain get into a month long murder attempt of each other because they both want to be legally married to you.

You settle it by making them get married to each other (yay to gay), and making them both change their last name to your last name. 

There. Now you practically own them, a married couple, while also being part of that married couple, making it a married trouple. 

All three of you love each other so much. There's never a dull moment <3

[obsessedjun]

Question: do the child(ish) works depict a romantic or parental dynamic? I’m just a little confused because the tags include yandereXreader, but it isn’t outlined weather the reader is actually underage.

My child(ish) works 100% depict a platonic and sometimes parental dynamic. Definitely not romantic!

I say sometimes parental, because some of the characters I write might not take on a parent role (for example, they might act more like a friend, sibling, uncle/aunt, someone unfamilial, etc.), but their dynamic with the reader is still purely platonic.

I put R, Rom, or Romantic on all my romantic work titles, and I never put platonic tags on them, so that's how you can differentiate. Likewise, I put P or Platonic on my platonic work titles. I try to make it very clear for you all.

As for tagging my platonic works, honestly, I'm really lost with what to tag lol, I just use general tags that most yandere authors tag their works with. yandere x reader can be platonic as well. I never put explicitly "romantic" tags on my platonic works, unless they feature a separate romantic dynamic with the reader as well.

Child(ish) in particular is harder to explain because it can be read in two perspectives for two different types of audiences: those who enjoy a child reader perspective and those who enjoy reading forced age regression.

For child(ish) I purposely make it vague whether reader is underage or not, because it's completely up to you! You get to pick how old reader is, whether they're a 5 year old kid or a 17 year old teenager being treated like a baby or a 26 year old adult being forced to act like a child (or literally any other age!). It's all in your hands darling, whatever you prefer to read the most!

I hope this clears up the confusion! Don't hesitate to send in another ask if you want more clarification on anything about this blog or what I write <3 (This goes for everyone!)