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[hustlerose]

i’m not getting enough fucking enrichment. in my enclosure

[mrspider-deactivated20221213]

my vision: get top surgery. wear a “my eyes are up here” shirt. wear a “my boobs are down there” hat. lift my shirt. “not anymore” tattooed on my chest. heel turn. “why the fuck are you reading my clothes dipshit” on the back. look down. “jucky” on my ass. walk away

[charlesoberonn]

[pictures-of-dogs]

pov you are a fish or perhaps a berry

[everythingfox]

Please, we need a translator

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[catchymemes]

[xxtc-96xx]

the little booties

[ohbeans-lxix]

What's it like to be a part of a friend group that actually cares that you're there and thinks you're just as important as everyone else bc I can't say I've ever had something like that

Also what's it like to have at least one friend that picks you as their first choice bc I've never had that either

I don't even have any friends at this point so you know lmao

[ohbeans-lxix]

If you never want to talk to me again why are you still friends with me on social media, I dont know if you like the fact that I can see you being happy without me or if you're really that oblivious to how its leading me on and hurting me. You know I'd give anything to talk to you again and you know im going to keep trying, so if you dont want me to be able to do it why haven't you gotten rid of me yet

[ohbeans-lxix]

Apparently my cat back at home is dying and I can't do anything about it or even say goodbye to her why the fuck is this happening to me

[ohbeans-lxix]

Everyone in my house is mad at me and tomorrow even more of my family will be mad and disappointed in me so that just makes ne hate myself so much more

[ohbeans-lxix]

Apparently one of my only friends has a crush on me and has for awhile and I feel so bad because I dont like them like that and im so worried theyre going to stop talking to me now

[ohbeans-lxix]

Anyone else ever just collapse on the floor and cry and physically scream because same

[ohbeans-lxix]

Lmao I want to throw up

[ohbeans-lxix]

Nothing feels right anymore. I've had such a bad concept of time recently that it feels like it should still be September but its almost December already. Every day I do the exact same meaningless shit and every day just blends together. I keep catching myself just disassociating and feeling so surreal and not really there. I have no friends whatsoever and im just so fucking lonely. Theres pretty much nothing I look forward to anymore and I dont want to become anything in life like I used to. All I feel anymore is numb and sad and the only thing that could possibly help is something I definitely dont deserve and will never get back and that absolutely breaks me in ways I cant explain.

[ohbeans-lxix]

Pretty sure I've gained weight and that absolutely disgusts me like I can hardly handle looking in a mirror anymore, I've never really been able to tolerate what I looked like especially my face but after it being proven to me how unlovable I am and now this I just can't anymore

[ohbeans-lxix]

can guarantee im gonna have at least one panic attack when i come home for break

[ohbeans-lxix]

Being in a situation where the only social interaction i get for weeks is when im forced to talk to classmates is a horrible feeling

I have no friends and the only time i hear from people is when my mom calls and when my siblings send Snapchat streaks