she’s back (for one final post??) *emotional* *not clickbait*
hi i haven’t posted in months n my spot as top quality casualty content creator has no doubt been overtaken but felt it was appropriate to log back in after tonight’s ep since connie’s leaving. uhhhh this is probs over-sentimental lol but it’s like the end of an era for me n because she’s always inspired me i feel prompted to give an update about where watching connie on screen for years has taken me??? i guess???? this is way too cringey but since i last posted:
- i turned 18 lads !
- i finished my a levels
- it’s results day on thursday and idk how they went
- BUT i got offers for all 5 universities i applied for (??? how)
- and if i pass i’m doing a degree at UCL!!!! but it’s unlikely judging by the way my maths n chem exams went :) i cry myself to sleep over it :)
- anyway i wouldn’t have ever even applied without watching connie beauchamp that sounds dramatic but i’m not kidding there were a lot of points i wanted to Die™ bc i thought i couldn’t do anything w my life n idk she inspired me to like...... get help to fix that mentality i guess ugh cringe but true
- oh n i got lip filler and bleached my hair bc i had an identity crisis during exams!! great fun honestly would recommend to all
- so i guess what i’m saying is follow me on instagram chloeannaxo hehe gotta get that clout
- jk don’t think i even have followers anymore, the downfall of this blog began after the 30th anniversary ep following the 200 note charlie post in september 2015 as much as i hate to say it
- but yeah idk how much i’ll be using this blog in the future which is terribly upsetting!!! but i still watch casualty n i love it so maybe i’ll be online?? potentially??? i don’t know. it’s sad bc it literally feels like a whole chapter of my life closed when i stopped posting on here bc i ran this blog for 4 YEARS n it seems connie leaving came at the perfect time to just like...... move on i guess? i’m going to uni and realistically i’m not going to be as much of an active fan as i was!!
this post was probably so dramatic i’m sorry ohmybeauchamp peaked in 2015 u probably don’t want to see this on your feed hahaha
i suppose the last thing i want to say is thank u to everyone i interacted with through the years bc i had a really awful time throughout school n struggled w my mental health a lot n rlly bad problems at home and idk having this blog and people to rant about casualty to was so good for me in hindsight so thank u everything is much better now!!!!! follow my other blog if it’s up your street @daisychloe!! u don’t have to tho!!!!
ok logging off but not forever i don’t think!!! <3 xoxo gossip girl
