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Outtakes from a friend's photoshoot. He was paid to photograph the sarongs on women, but did extra shoots with men because he found them so sexy. The client rejected all the men's photos, sadly.

He did tell me that the model at the pool fucked him on that sun lounger afterwards, so there's that.

#hairy chest #muscle #pecs #stud #hunk

Desert fun

When I was in the Middle East I met a lot of men just out and about. I definitely have a type--I prefer laborers, workers, ordinary men who are fit (but not necessarily gym fit). These almost never had a place, and I couldn’t bring them back to mine. I had a lot of sex in cars, in stairwells, on building sites, but quite often I was taken out to the desert. There were places to go where you could have the leisure time to have some real fun without fear of discovery.

1. Atakan

This man was Turkish and we really didn’t have a shared language. I didn’t know a lot about him—where he worked, etc. I met him at the supermarket where he followed me around until I stopped and he gently rested his hand on the small of my back and spoke softly to me in broken Arabic, a third language neither of us knew well enough to be useful. He was ugly in a hot way—his body built from hard work and his skin rough and dark from the sun. He smelled of rose water and sweat. I wanted him to take what he wanted without wasting time on words.

We went to the desert three times over as many weeks, always on a Friday afternoon and each time in a different borrowed car. He would put down old towels and then pull me to him roughly. He always came twice—once in my mouth and once in my ass. He was all business—first his blowjob then my ass, and then we’d be back in the car again.

The whole time I knew him I never saw him smile.

2. Kamal

I met this Palestinian guy at a restaurant where he worked in Dubai. Because he lived with his family, he would drive me out in an old Camry and fuck me on a blanket on the sand.

After he would hold me for a while and talk sadly about the state of his home country until he could get hard and fuck me again. I had more money than he did so I would give him something each time and he took it gratefully.

I remember sucking him right after these photos but he always saved his cum for my ass.

(I cropped out his cock because I don’t know the rules anymore for Tumblr. Most of my previous posts have been flagged and hidden 🙄. Pity. it was a really nice slab of meat.)

3. Ahmad and Abdullah

Ahmad

These were brothers from Oman. Ahmad was the oldest and I met him first at Starbucks in a shopping mall. Short but muscled, his face bright with the most incredible smile, I found him crazy handsome and we traded numbers right away. This guy wasn't my usual laborer type--he spoke in fluent, British-accented English and about a week later he asked if we could meet. He told me exactly what he wanted from me--open holes, total submission--and asked if I’d been to the desert yet. He told me to prepare myself and be clean but that there would be, in his words, 'no 'romance.'

When the day arrived he pulled up in a Porsche Cayenne and I jumped in, only to notice there was another man in the back seat. This was his brother Abdullah, who must have been about 19-20. Although polite, he didn’t seem happy to be there.

Abdullah

I didn't know why he was joining us, so I asked Ahmad if he was dropping him off somewhere. At this he laughed and told me that he will have me first and Abdullah will wait his turn. My toes curled when I realized I was to be passed between the two of them.

After we arrived, Abdullah put down a carpet and then went to sit in the car. Ahmad told me to undress then roughly pushed me into doggy and spit-fucked me until he came. He was very hands-off--his cock was the only part of his body that came into contact with mine. When I reached back to touch him mid-fuck he pushed my hand away roughly and pounded my ass so hard I had to use both arms to hold myself upright. After, he pulled on his shorts but moved mine out of reach. Abdullah joined us on the carpet where we sat for a bit drinking Pepsi and talking. The only one naked, I felt vulnerable and slightly uneasy. Then Ahmad said something in Arabic, Abdullah returned to the car, and Ahmad returned to dogging my ass, this time taking longer to climax.

After he filled me a second time he stood to dress and then leaned against the hood of the car, scrolling through his phone.

Abdullah was thinner with a sort of softness his brother lacked. I quickly sucked his soft dick erect and I noticed Ahmad taking quick glances backwards at us. Only once he said something, a sharp word he snapped in anger when it looked like Abdullah was moving to take my cock in his mouth. The boy immediately straightened up and throat fucked me hard until he came.

He took almost no time recovering, this time putting me ass-up in doggy just as his brother had done. He fucked me inexpertly, pounding my ass in a way that was all power but no pleasure--a self-consciously dominant performance we both endured to his brother's satisfaction.

Ahmad's cum queefed and squelched in my ass as Abdullah frothed it up and he came a second time, adding a third load to my aching ass. Thinking I was finished I stood to find my clothes when Ahmad shook his head.

‘Wait.’

Reluctantly, Abdullah pulled at his cock to get it hard once more. He said something to his brother, who frowned but nodded, and he took me for his final time on my back with my legs over his shoulders. His brother paid more attention then, turning around and watching critically. Less violent this time, Abdullah thrust painfully into my aching guts for what seemed like hours until finally his cadence rose and he shuddered and fell onto me panting, wet with sweat.

Ahmad barked something else and the boy immediately pulled away from me and stood to dress. Cum had frothed all over his belly and balls, and I felt it leaking from my injured hole. We were exhausted, filthy, and bruised. Ahmad’s message was clear: someone like me is fine to use but not to love. A real man takes his pleasure from the boys, wives, and whores who cannot refuse him.

I walked over to the other side of the car for privacy and squatted, expelling as much cum out of me as I could. Snapping at me to hurry, Ahmad tossed me a towel to sit on so I wouldn't stain his upholstery. I dressed quickly and sat in the back seat as we drove to the city in silence.

I never heard from him again.

Later that day I got a text from a number I didn’t know—it was Abdullah. He was texting to apologize. We started meeting after that, just the two of us, and he became my one of my favorite memories of the city. We would kiss, cuddle, and suck, and eventually he took me into his ass, cumming as I thrust, his face lit up with a beautiful smile.

4. Mehdi

Mehdi was Yemeni but had lived in Dubai all his life. We met at the gym. I liked his eyes and asked if he wanted to meet up some time. He was straight and married and told me right away he was only interested in being a soft top—blowjobs with no reciprocation. I was up for it and the first time we met was on a small single bed behind his friend’s begala—one of those small neighborhood food shops that are in the residential neighborhoods. It went as planned and we met on and off over the months I was there, sometimes at his friend's place, but more often in his car. Right before I left Dubai he wanted to do something nice for me and we went out to the desert. He had packed a lunch that we ate together and he was so sweet. Of course I sucked him again but it wasn’t about that.

When we said goodbye he hugged me close and called me brother.

#muscle #hairy chest #arab men #raw

Can anyone ID this guy? I’d suck those tits all night.

#pecs #hairy chest #chubby #south asian #fuck my body

My boyfriend just showed me some pics when he was a freshman in college (❤️). Now look at him!

#hunk #pecs #muscle #glow up

UPDATE:

I am out of sex work finally. I have a normal job and a boyfriend and even though it’s an open relationship and I see other people, I have stopped being a cumdump. It’s progress!

The following was written before my last trip to the Middle East. It was a bad time and I left early after being pretty badly beaten up and sexually assaulted. It’s been a journey for sure:

So last time I wrote I was on the way back to the Middle East. I was set up in an apartment and had to be ready every day at 7pm for whoever he sent me. It was an easy gig, they stuck their willies in my holes and came and left, but I’ve learned not to bother being ready before 11. No one comes earlier.

I was there one month and I’m going back in October. The pay is good and the work is easy, and honestly this won’t last that much longer. I’m not so young as I was.

I have a regular who usually comes on Friday nights. He’s easy, an older guy who takes a while getting started but then has his fun and finishes. Last time I met him he brought his ‘cousin’. I don’t know if he really was but he was young and wild and that was a lot more fun. I got his Snapchat and this afternoon I sent him a bunch of peach emojis. He answered with eggplants. So that’s something to look forward to.

He (the older man) also likes to film. He brought a guy to film us a few times. The last time I was lying down on the bed waiting for him to finish in the bathroom. The photographer asked me to roll over so he could film my ass and the next thing I know he’s sticking his dick in me. He came fast and was back to filming before his boss finished in the bathroom.

The Indian houseboy wasn’t there last time. Instead there was a Syrian man, middle aged with a big potbelly. Ugly as hell. From day one he insisted on fucking me and it was easier to just let him do it. Once he finished he left me alone until the next day. He liked doggy which was good, I didn’t have to look at him. The strange part was how he viewed me as his hole to fill. He never asked. The first time he held me down and stuck it in. After that I lubed myself and stuck my ass up. I’m just a whore, right?

I think I’ve mentioned before that I don’t know who these men are. They are bigwigs of some description and I’m there as a thank you to them. Whatever they’ve done for my boss, he’s providing them a reward. They are usually not very good fucks. They stick me, mouth or ass, pump a few times, and finish. They wear too much perfume and all of them are running to fat. It’s a lot more fun going to the gym. I have never missed there. Young, sexy guys, and some of them are always dtf. They usually can’t host though. I’ve sucked and been fucked in a lot of cars. One of them was so fucking handsome and had a stutter. Beautiful body. He took me to the Hilton and called his two best friends. A rotating spit roast. Each of them had my ass twice and then I had to go.

I’ve been trying to keep up with my therapy visits when I’m back home. I had a really shitty childhood with a lot of abuse and I’m trying to use that knowledge to take more control of myself. But I still haven’t been able to get past the feeling that I’m only valuable when I am serving men sexually. When they get hard I feel good, and when they cum I feel like a ‘good boy’ who has done what he was supposed to. I love a group because it gives me so much validation. I expect to be humiliated and taken advantage of because I always have been. So I go to therapy and then I take these jobs and I’m back to being an eight year old boy being held down by my foster father. The first one to do it used to cuddle me after and as much as it hurt and as much as I hated him, I felt warm and safe from everything else for those few minutes. I’ve been searching for that feeling ever since.

The pandemic gave me a break and I loved it. But I’m back to my old habits. My roommate in the states is a straight guy who really isn’t into men, but I insist on sucking him and sitting on his dick when he’s drunk. We never talk about it later but I think he is pretty unhappy with it. He has a drinking problem and I take advantage of that. I brought my Uber driver home with me a few weeks ago, on my roommate’s day off. He could hear us fucking and after he asked if I could stop bringing strangers in. He’s not wrong, but I can’t stop looking for the next cock.

One of my friends is an FTM guy. He’s really short but really hairy and muscular, with a pussy. Top surgery only. I really wish I had a pussy. I don’t want to be a woman at all. I want to be a sexy guy with a pussy. My dick is pretty big but I never top. I often hide it with jocks or thongs. I love the idea of another hole for them to fill. And maybe it would feel good in my pussy. It doesn’t always feel great in my ass.

I asked to fuck him once just to see how it felt. I was nervous because I don’t really know how to be the active partner, but he helped. I fucked him a while and came inside him. It felt great and he told me he liked it. Honestly I didn’t believe him but maybe he did. I’m pretty well hung. Sex has never been about feeling good to me—so to cum for pleasure was really nice.

No one reads this so I won’t apologize for being disorganized and having no point. Maybe I’m a little worried about going back in October. I can use the money but I think I’m supposed to be trying to stop this sort of behavior. How many cocks will be enough? When will I finally be satisfied? The boss hinted that he wants to do some decent quality videos with some of his other boys. I know I won’t say no, but maybe I shouldn’t go in the first place? There are / were videos of me as a minor on the internet. I have no idea if they are out there still. But should I add some of me 15 years later? It feels like I’ve learned nothing.

I got invited back to the Middle East again. He told me he has an apartment for me, and I’m to be prepared at night from 7PM. He wants it like before—i don’t say no to whoever he sends.

I was in this arrangement with him a few times before the pandemic. He sends his friends and sometimes clients and I’m just meant to entertain. Usually I leave the door unlocked and they come in. It’s easiest just to be naked, ass up on the bed. They usually start with my mouth and end with my ass and it never takes very long.

And the pay is good.

Normally he sends an Indian boy over in the evenings to make them tea or whatever, and a few times they will fuck him instead. Works for me—the sex is sort of boring and routine and with out of shape older guys. I always do like it when my ass is dripping with cum though. It makes the fucking sloppy and noisy and that turns me on.

Now i have to shave everything and shove a dildo up myself to get ready. I haven’t been seeing anyone during the pandemic. My ass is not as loose as it needs to be.

Anyone can help?

Ok I'm back in the USA. Next maybe Israel? I've never been there. I need a host, someone who can put me up and pimp me out for a percentage. I've never been to Israel so I don't know what the market is like. In the Gulf I am often used for parties or private dates, and the host has me whenever he wants me. I also freelance (with no percentages paid to the host for what I find myself). I'm willing to work out a deal, HMU. Power bottom, cum slut, sub

Just got this after I sent a body pic to an Arab boy 😂😂😂

Stand in line, bitch

34 men in 35 days. I'm slipping 😞

So many pickup lines have been thrown my way, but this has to be a first.

Free again

Ok I'm back. For the past few months I've been living with an older guy in Atlanta. He offered me the best deal so I relocated, but the situation is played out. I'm packing up and getting out. My first stop is Dubai next week. I have so many contacts there, and the men have money. I'll be turning 30 in a few years, I need to make this ass pay off while I can. It's a discreet group but if I can get any pics I'll post them here.

Travel warnings

Ok so I flew into Paris last week to meet with a guy I know from Dubai. He and some of his friends are here. I thought I'd be group-banged like usual but some French Arab boys are being brought in for the parties. One of them is so beautiful I made him eat my cum and then licked the mess off his face. But when I tried to kiss him he refused. This boy--with the cum of 3 men leaking from his ass, cum drying in his hair, cum filling his mouth, cum leaking from his own cock--won't kiss another man. A moment later he is in the next room tongue-deep in a dirty rim-job that gets the host's fat Egyptian secretary squirting like a fire hose.