bones • tw !!

he/him • vent blog don’t report, just block active sept 2022

[user-boxer]

This user has a triggering blog

[caffeinatedopossum]

Shout out to everyone surviving school right now.

That shit's hard and I see you tryin your damn best even if no one else does and you deserve a medal 🌟 now go be nice to yourself about it!!

[onion--boyy]

hi guys i am BACK.

[brokenflicker]

"I hate how casual the dark thoughts are lately. It's like I've been depressed for so long that my brain thinks it's normal to get me thinking about dying and my own funeral. "

— notes from the depressed girl

[onion--boyy]

my new motivation is my boyfriend. most of the days we call i’m insecure about how i look and it gets in the way of me focusing on him. i feel like im lying to him by showing him this version of me, and the true me is skinny. i dont care if thats true or not. its true to me. so i’m going to get there.

[mtfoss]

I'm over it ^~^ *blows up and dies*

[onion--boyy]

ok so. i was gone for a bit but im back now. im determined. i gained back all if the weight i had lost and maybe even more, idk im too scared to check. genuinely why did i do this to myself.

[star-err0r-deactivated20240405]

I need to get my sh!t together..I kinda been binging almost every day past week (I don't think iv gained maybe was just maintenance but I won't weight myself for another week maybe) I'll try making an ed shopping list helthie low calorie foods I would eat coz I kinda gave up on buying low cal things other than energy drinks

[onion--boyy]

me fuckin too

[howlsnteeth]

is that why thunderstorms always sound like home

[onion--boyy]

vent time with bones !!!

so i think maybe my best online friend has feelings for me? i’m not sure but theyve been hinting at it a lot. and i also maybe have feelings for them? but they live really far and i cant handle online relationships so i’m trying to make myself stop liking them but its so hard. the best way to do it is to push them away and that would make me feel awful and guilty and hurt them too and i dont want to do that. im. ugh. things are so fucking difficult. why cant they just be easier for a second. please

also i gained two pounds and i am ending it all (/j)

[onion--boyy]

i was having a good day until i looked at the nutritional label

[onion--boyy]

i ate WAY too much i feel so sick and awful ughhh

[recoveryvsrelapse17-blog]

If you’re suicidal and still alive, I’m so fucking proud of you.

If you’re suffering from an eating disorder and still eating, I’m so fucking proud of you.

If you’re suffering from a mental illness and your fighting, I’m so. Fucking. Proud. Of. You.

[onion--boyy]

turned my phone back on so i could talk to my favorite person but they turned their phone off <//3

[halfdeaddevil]

Fuck. Another day tomorrow?? Do I have to?!

[halfdeaddevil]

When does it fucking end?!

[onion--boyy]

my friend keeps commenting on how i look like a skeleton (and i dyed my hair white yesterday so!!!) i’ve had an awful day and his comments are so uplifting and motivating. but he’s noticed how i havent been eating at lunch bah !! anyways hes a real one

[onion--boyy]

happy october !!!! tag urself i’m the skeleton on the far right laying face down