my last letter for you —
life has not been easy since you left. nothing has been the same and everything reminded me of you.
how have you been my love? are things going well for you?
i miss you. a lot. a small part of me wants to move forward and forget everything — forget you. but a huge part of me still believe that you’d come back and we’d be fine again, and that this is just a rough patch.
when you left, you took a big chunk of me with you. but i don’t blame you, & i never did. i choose to be in denial and believe that the universe has its way, and you’d come back.
your love felt like home. i was comfortable and my inner child felt safe around you. i never had to feel like i need to put my guards up when im around you, whenever im with you, im at my most vulnerable state. maybe thats why i kept wanting to make it work, despite it going downhill fast.
we had the perfect love story, until it wasn’t.
xx,q.












