chara

hello dystopia mafumafu

[periodic-bah]

semi urgent tier 2 request um jealousy holder based off miss miseryguts by riproducer thank you so much ^_^

Finished Generating Lab Results !

JEALOUSLY HOLDER (Songtive)

( “test tube” - tier two ) ( open to use ! )

tw :: song and images contain disturbing imagery

faceclaims ::

name :: missy , ophelia , mauve , rosette ,

pronouns :: sh3 / h3r , it / its , ae / aer , cute / cuteself , gut / gutself , bun / bunself

genders :: gxrl, gorebungender, girlgutsic, cutecoric, dreamcoric

roles :: jealousy holder, obsessor

species :: humanoid

sexualities :: sapphic, hyperromantic

personality :: emotional , jealous (obviously) , hot - headed , desperate , kind , loving , creative , clever

quirks :: prefers bright colors , enjoys gurokawa fashion , plays with hair , smiles a lot / in inappropriate scenarios / when stressed , throws tantrums

age :: ageless

related data : art credit to @oshioverdose for the second pic !! :) such a sweet person for our two minute interaction so check them out lolz (-👻)

[oshioverdose]

AWW STOP UR SO SWEET THANK U SO MUCHH 🥺

[periodic-bah]

semi urgent tier 2 request um jealousy holder based off miss miseryguts by riproducer thank you so much ^_^

Finished Generating Lab Results !

JEALOUSLY HOLDER (Songtive)

( “test tube” - tier two ) ( open to use ! )

tw :: song and images contain disturbing imagery

faceclaims ::

name :: missy , ophelia , mauve , rosette ,

pronouns :: sh3 / h3r , it / its , ae / aer , cute / cuteself , gut / gutself , bun / bunself

genders :: gxrl, gorebungender, girlgutsic, cutecoric, dreamcoric

roles :: jealousy holder, obsessor

species :: humanoid

sexualities :: sapphic, hyperromantic

personality :: emotional , jealous (obviously) , hot - headed , desperate , kind , loving , creative , clever

quirks :: prefers bright colors , enjoys gurokawa fashion , plays with hair , smiles a lot / in inappropriate scenarios / when stressed , throws tantrums

age :: ageless

[oshioverdose]

omg my art I’m honored

[periodic-bah]

AHH!! i didnt realize it was your art (╥﹏╥) i found it on pin and couldnt find details to credit

would you like me to edit the og and add creds? :3

[oshioverdose]

AWW ITS OKAY!!! you can credit if you’d like!! I’m more so just so happy you thought it was good enough to use 🥺 hehe thank you!

[periodic-bah]

semi urgent tier 2 request um jealousy holder based off miss miseryguts by riproducer thank you so much ^_^

Finished Generating Lab Results !

JEALOUSLY HOLDER (Songtive)

( “test tube” - tier two ) ( open to use ! )

tw :: song and images contain disturbing imagery

faceclaims ::

name :: missy , ophelia , mauve , rosette ,

pronouns :: sh3 / h3r , it / its , ae / aer , cute / cuteself , gut / gutself , bun / bunself

genders :: gxrl, gorebungender, girlgutsic, cutecoric, dreamcoric

roles :: jealousy holder, obsessor

species :: humanoid

sexualities :: sapphic, hyperromantic

personality :: emotional , jealous (obviously) , hot - headed , desperate , kind , loving , creative , clever

quirks :: prefers bright colors , enjoys gurokawa fashion , plays with hair , smiles a lot / in inappropriate scenarios / when stressed , throws tantrums

age :: ageless

[oshioverdose]

omg my art I’m honored

[nursecel]

when constructive criticism

[throwaway180926-2]

Given what has recently come to light about Vocaloid producer GHOST (specifically racism and ableism), I wanted to speak about R.I P.'s ableism again. (I previously did this from a different throwaway.)

I will say that GHOST's ableism, from what I have seen, includes anti-NPD ableism, including legitimizing the term "narcisstic abuse" and insiuating people with NPD are inherently violent. (screenshot not mine)

R.I.P.'s ableism, while not as obvious or direct, is specifically related to people with BPD and their "dangerous" symptoms.

They hurt my close friend this way by, in short, encouraging a mutual friend to stalk its private twitter and leak vent tweets about its BPD symptoms, then years later writing a song demonizing it for these symptoms that it deliberately tried to keep hidden from them.

We need to keep the vocasynth space a safe place for people with heavily stigmatized disorders (such as cluster B personality disorders) to exist and to use the music we make and listen to as a form of coping and therapy. It cannot be a safe place if these ableist behaviors go unchecked.

I made a post about this around 2 years ago. It includes a link to a Google Doc (and I do apologize because I know Google Doc "callouts" are inherently petty at this point, but it was the best way I knew how to compile the screenshots and information). I have reblogged that post to this blog, and if for whatever reason you wish to reblog this, I recommend you reblog that post instead. The only reason this post is not unrebloggable is because I do not know if it will appear in tags. If you would like to share anything you know of these producers or anyone else having a history of ableism, please make your own post. I do not want this to spiral into a callout drama thread of reblogs that only aims to air personal grievances.

I originally wanted to queue this post a month in advance because I do not want to use this horrible situation with GHOST as a means of promoting awareness of a mostly unrelated issue. I did not want to post this so soon after that has come out. However, I have recently seen people use this situation to praise R.I.P. (among others) for being so much better, which is extremely hurtful knowing that they have never faced any consequence or apologized for their behavior. I do not want to wait longer to post about this again, on the off chance people will listen and understand why R.I.P. (specifically regarding the song MISS MISERYGUTS) is not innocent of ableism.

These topics are only related in the sense that they are both indicative of a larger issue within the vocasynth online space. I have some hope that people being made aware of GHOST's recent ableist remarks (among their other racist, antisemitic and otherwise extremely toxic behavior) will make it easier for people to recognize this kind of ableism and hold people accountable for it. As of now, R.I.P. has not been held accountable.

For the record, from what I can tell, R.I.P. is no longer friends with GHOST and has directly posted on Twitter about GHOST's racism and other wrongdoings, though I do not know whether they have directly addressed his anti-NPD ableism. Unfortunately, given their past behavior, I would not by surprised if they at least privately (if not publicly) held some of the same ableist opinions as GHOST.

Thank you for reading. I give my condolences to anyone who has been hurt by GHOST's behavior.

[throwaway180926-2]

Given what has recently come to light about Vocaloid producer GHOST (specifically racism and ableism), I wanted to speak about R.I P.'s ableism again. (I previously did this from a different throwaway.)

I will say that GHOST's ableism, from what I have seen, includes anti-NPD ableism, including legitimizing the term "narcisstic abuse" and insiuating people with NPD are inherently violent. (screenshot not mine)

R.I.P.'s ableism, while not as obvious or direct, is specifically related to people with BPD and their "dangerous" symptoms.

They hurt my close friend this way by, in short, encouraging a mutual friend to stalk its private twitter and leak vent tweets about its BPD symptoms, then years later writing a song demonizing it for these symptoms that it deliberately tried to keep hidden from them.

We need to keep the vocasynth space a safe place for people with heavily stigmatized disorders (such as cluster B personality disorders) to exist and to use the music we make and listen to as a form of coping and therapy. It cannot be a safe place if these ableist behaviors go unchecked.

I made a post about this around 2 years ago. It includes a link to a Google Doc (and I do apologize because I know Google Doc "callouts" are inherently petty at this point, but it was the best way I knew how to compile the screenshots and information). I have reblogged that post to this blog, and if for whatever reason you wish to reblog this, I recommend you reblog that post instead. The only reason this post is not unrebloggable is because I do not know if it will appear in tags. If you would like to share anything you know of these producers or anyone else having a history of ableism, please make your own post. I do not want this to spiral into a callout drama thread of reblogs that only aims to air personal grievances.

I originally wanted to queue this post a month in advance because I do not want to use this horrible situation with GHOST as a means of promoting awareness of a mostly unrelated issue. I did not want to post this so soon after that has come out. However, I have recently seen people use this situation to praise R.I.P. (among others) for being so much better, which is extremely hurtful knowing that they have never faced any consequence or apologized for their behavior. I do not want to wait longer to post about this again, on the off chance people will listen and understand why R.I.P. (specifically regarding the song MISS MISERYGUTS) is not innocent of ableism.

These topics are only related in the sense that they are both indicative of a larger issue within the vocasynth online space. I have some hope that people being made aware of GHOST's recent ableist remarks (among their other racist, antisemitic and otherwise extremely toxic behavior) will make it easier for people to recognize this kind of ableism and hold people accountable for it. As of now, R.I.P. has not been held accountable.

For the record, from what I can tell, R.I.P. is no longer friends with GHOST and has directly posted on Twitter about GHOST's racism and other wrongdoings, though I do not know whether they have directly addressed his anti-NPD ableism. Unfortunately, given their past behavior, I would not by surprised if they at least privately (if not publicly) held some of the same ableist opinions as GHOST.

Thank you for reading. I give my condolences to anyone who has been hurt by GHOST's behavior.

[malaise-p]

.✦ ݁˖REDRAW.✦ ݁˖

this has been taking WAY too long

@oshioverdose

[oshioverdose]

AWW I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHEN ITS DONE 🥺🥺🥺🩷🩷🩷🩷

[oshioverdose]

I don’t think iys coming back help me 😭

[oshioverdose]

when it turned into me wanting attention instead of actually liking the Damn Song I knew it was over but was in denial for months. and when people started shit talking me for it it killed whatever interest I had left in it rest in peace to the thing that actually changed my life. I’m still really sad over the whole thing

[oshioverdose]

I don’t think iys coming back help me 😭

[selysie]

　 ˖꣖　　₊⠀⠀⠀⠀།♰ ྀི⠀⠀｡ㅤwebcore frames

⠀⠀˙⠀⠀𓈒　⠀ credit + reblog to use, NO REPOSTS.

[pixopix]

your dividers are really cute :33 could i request some old web / webcore dividers? 🖥️

Aww thanks! 💕

I'm not all that familiar with webcore, hopefully these work for you!

Please credit @pixopix, likes and reblogs are appreciated!

[stimdream]

Hello Dystopia stimboard!

💙 💙 💙 / 💙 💙 / 💙 💙 💙

[mvvocaloidgifs]

Hello Dystopia / Mafumafu feat. Kagamine Rin / Len

[oshioverdose]

please never look for your fave character on telegram oh my god

[oshioverdose]

I thought I was getting better then I saw someone highkey drawing eroguro of her and another character and when I tell you. Burning sensation throughout my entire body. What the fuck boy!!!!!

[oshioverdose]

please never look for your fave character on telegram oh my god

[oshioverdose]

ok guys

[oshioverdose]

I still feel so inspired to turn her into more than a one dimensional character im restraining myself until I stop getting like actually sick over her

[oshioverdose]

I’ll come back soon. I just don’t know when I need to get into a better mental state first. probably by the end of april?? pls be patient with me everyone tysm

[oshioverdose]

oh I’d like to add that I was already on hiatus like a month before I posted about it at all here.. I’ve been pretty inactive since late January lol

[oshioverdose]

ok guys

[oshioverdose]

I still feel so inspired to turn her into more than a one dimensional character im restraining myself until I stop getting like actually sick over her

[oshioverdose]

I’ll come back soon. I just don’t know when I need to get into a better mental state first. probably by the end of april?? pls be patient with me everyone tysm