Through The Cold Glass

Doing a whole lot better now.

[outofthecoldchild]

Where Am I Now?

This isn't how things should be. I shouldn't be so scared. Tina shouldn't be so broken. We shouldn't be like this. Why is this happening?

[outofthecoldchild]

Oh Cherished Silence

Must you be so heavy,fleeting and painfully obvious?

[outofthecoldchild]

Blood Drops All Around

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

Tina...ate...her....

[outofthecoldchild]

Broken Chess Piece

However am I supposed to piece you together again?

[outofthecoldchild]

How Long Have I Been Dead?

Feels like I've been gone forever.

Tina's been so quiet and I'm worried. She's usually more talkative. And she's been staring at me like I'm doing something wrong. Like I'm different or something. So I'm going to be checking my recent posts to see what's up. I'm curious if this is my doing.

Or the Jabberwoky's.

[outofthecoldchild]

Deliberate Stumble Down the Hole

And somehow we've not lost our way. Despite the terror of the Jabberwoky...we're somewhat safe. Me and the broken chess piece.

[outofthecoldchild]

We Are Pieces on the Board

We do not plan our moves. Someone else does. And they are ruthless.

[outofthecoldchild]

Cold is Creeping On Us

I'm going to take a wild guess and say it isn't just winter upon us. We're in a small hotel right now. Tina's sick. She's been in the bathroom for a while now and I'm worried. It doesn't seem natural. Also she's been refusing medication. Like she thinks it's going to hurt her or something. Tina is so fucking stubborn and I don't think she's going to take meds willingly. No way in Hell will I force her to take some. Anyone got a better remedy?

[outofthecoldchild]

What's a Jabberwok?

A fantastically horrible creature. I pray you never learn just how fantastically horrible it is. You would be so sorry.

[outofthecoldchild]

Why are you with Tina? Is she like yourself?

No. Tina is nothing at all like myself. She is more like an odd chess piece. Former Queen quite possibly.I am currently traveling with her because she is such a dear friend. And she needs my assistance more than I require hers.

[outofthecoldchild]

Have you gotten in touch with any of your other friends?

Sadly no. I suppose I should. Been horribly out of touch with a certain bird. I do hope she forgives me.

[outofthecoldchild]

What's your feelings on crows?

I am not quite sure why you are asking but they are interesting birds. I wish I kept in touch with one.

[outofthecoldchild]

----- Became Queen

I wish I had something on the Jabberwok. Hell something on my "Doctor's" so called "helpers". I just want to know if getting away from any of them is possible. If he is who I read about then,Tina and I are in for a bit of trouble. We might be dragged to his home. I can't go back there. All those screaming people. People begging for death to just take them. And that smell...horrid stench of things decomposing as well as bodily fluids. Never going back there. ....as anyone can guess,I lost my other job. Right now survival is more important and I dunno where the Cold Boy is. He seems to be biding his time. Waiting to strike whenever we're vulnerable. But Tina's strong. We'll be okay. For now.

[outofthecoldchild]

To Win In 11 Spaces

She ate a little yesterday and the days before. Sleeping isn't easy for either of us but I've been managing it better than she has been. I've been worried that maybe it's happening.

That dark thing is happening again with her.

But she barely speaks of it and won't answer me directly. She'll let me check her body for injuries and the toxic hole thing. It isn't there by the by. Though I feel like we're safer here.

So much safer than we've been in a long while. Yet she says not to relax and I'm sure she's right. I'm sure.

I just wish she'd tell me what she's so afraid of. After all. We escaped the Jabberwok.

Who else is left to fear?

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You Never Talk To Me

She's not talking to me anymore now. I'm not sure what's wrong but I'm sure it has to do with me. Maybe I've harmed her? I've said something awful without thinking?

How can I get Tina to talk to me again?

Does anyone have any ideas on how I can get her to open up to me? I'd really appreciate it. 

[outofthecoldchild]

Can We Talk?

You've been so quiet since we started this trip. And it isn't the least bit like you. What I'm trying to say is that I'm worried about you. But I can't seem to say it to you.

Everytime I start to speak,you shrink.

You're so pale,tired and I can tell that you're not eating right. It's going to make everyone worried. Hell I understand why you're doing this again. What we saw last night wasn't pretty.

But you can't neglect your personal health. I know how that sounds from me but I'm completely serious. Tina. What's wrong with you? And why aren't you taking that medical mask off again?

You're acting so strange....I just don't know how to ask you what's going on...

[outofthecoldchild]

I Have Slept

Finally. Been a long while since I've been able to get some sleep. Had a few weird dreams and I slept in later than I intended. But I don't care. I finally slept well.

That thing hasn't been around lately. Wondering if it went somewhere else or if its up to something. Been watching my closet. No new claw marks. At least none that I can see.

My so-called Doctor has been trying to call me and has sent me a letter. Yesterday his associates tried to get my laptop from me. They didn't outright threaten me but they did strongly imply that they would tell a certain Doctor I was uncooperative. And that I should be back in the "clinic". 

I won't open the door for them next time.

The Cold Boy seems to be uping his efforts. My new boss and coworkers have seen him and have been finding ice everywhere. Along with snow. Though I shouldn't be surprised that they have.

I wonder if I could trap this kid. Keep him locked in one place and make it really warm. Maybe that'll kill the little winter manipulating demon.

Maybe.