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+ Thinking Out Loud + ☉Virgo || Libra ☽

[konoko]

[thoughtkick]

“The darkest nights produce the brightest stars.”

— Unknown

[overcomingoverthinking]

Back too it. Infusion pt2 #lupuswarrior

I’m going to be honest. Having an autoimmune disease becomes such a big part of who you are and as much as you want to believe you’re this idea of normal, or healthy, your body will remind you that you’re just not like other people and that’s okay. We all come with different types of obstacles in our lives whether we chose to share them or hide them and this one is mine. But I chose to fight every day no matter how long it takes. I’m just thankful that I still get to live the life I choose to live and I learn how to do that daily. Listen to your body. Take care of yourself. There’s only one YOU.

[thoughtkick]

“There’s really no shortcut to forgetting someone. You just have to endure missing them everyday until you don’t anymore.”

— Unknown

[overcomingoverthinking]

I think the wheels fell off..

[thoughtkick]

“When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.”

— Unknown

[overcomingoverthinking]

This….

[alooha]

[hue-d]

[thoughtkick]

“Life is a journey, not a destination”

— Ralph Waldo Emerson

[thoughtkick]

“I know this transformation is painful but you’re not falling apart; you’re just falling into something different, with a new capacity to be beautiful.”

— William C. Hannan

[overcomingoverthinking]

This is the one.

[overcomingoverthinking]

Only thing I hate about drinking is when I’m upset and my feelings are amplified.. I could cry right now. Literally fighting back tears.

[thoughtkick]

“Quiet people have the loudest minds.”

— Skinthetiger

[overcomingoverthinking]

I will never understand how I got here, all I know is that it hurts so bad..

[overcomingoverthinking]

I can’t wait for a time where I won’t cry for a mother fucker who will never do for me like I need him too.

I can’t wait for a time where I’ll never feel for him again. Where he won’t make me weak for him ever again.

I’m just so over crying for a no good piece of shit who will never give me the future I deserve I can’t keep wasting my time waiting on someone to want to do something for themselves let alone us.. I just can’t wait on a mother fucker who doesn’t see how it hurts me so bad to be in love with them and their potential.

I wish I never let someone who I should’ve known would never change back in because he don’t know how much it hurts so much. And I could drop it all for him but I’ll never let myself because I already know where all that would lead me to.

I have so much going for myself and every time I let him in I seem to always jeopardize everything I’ve worked towards. Over what? A temporary feel good feeling. And it feels so good when he’s with me but it always hurts so bad when he’s gone…

I really let him rip open this wound this time when I thought I was finally healed and moved on. I was doing so good till he did that. & I’m just tired of crying and keeping this bottled up.. I’m in the healing process all over again.. and I just feel so fucking stupid because of it.. I guess I did it to myself.

[insane---world]

[thoughtkick]

“Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want most, is the person you’re best without.”

— B.J

[urbanasereia]

[thoughtkick]

“No matter how attractive a person’s potential may be, you have to date their reality.”

— Mandy Hale