Mistake

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GANG IF YOU COME BACK... PLEASE DO SOMETHING "The ghost of you" RELATED PLLEEAASSSEEE

I’m sobbing I never use tumblr so I forgot people can just send questions 😭did u have any specific idea in mind? And like did u mean something art/comic related or like a written story (my stories are buns but I think I’ve improved lmao). Anyway I got u fam just lmk

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Need to get this off my chest…

a friend had me watch invincible and I literally became obsessed, anyway here’s a piece I’m like never gonna finish but love the way it’s come out so far🥀💔

Obviously a huge w.i.p. But UGH Cecil my beloved 😔🙏 the situations id put that old man in.

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Full of w.i.ps ig lmao

Lil supernatural siblings these two 😼😼 love em w/ my hole heart lol

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Another old w.i.p. I never finished but actually rlly like.. ahaha

I loooove fearplay like a whore loves money fr 😭🙏 maybe I’ll clean it up some day and make it look xtra nice. But today is not that day- so enjoy a little space explorer on a mission gone wrong

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~finally finished~

I think this is like my first real time doing ‘scenery’ so it’s shit but wutever I tried🙈.(I also think the quality is worse than when I drew it but idk how to fix it so oh well 😭). Here’s my little project ft. My demon oc and his little buddy. I doubt anyone wants a story but I might do one for my own benefit lol

[Silly scene scenario😝]

“P-please let me go…”

“Sorry dude- Uurp- I’d hate to lose a good meal.”

“P-please! I-I promise I won’t tell anyone- I’ll do whatever you want I-”

“Just sit tight while your little friend digests. It’ll be your turn soon enough.”

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back by not a single demand-

Upcoming wip 😔 I can’t tell y’all how difficult it’s been tbh 😭 doubt anyone will see it but why not yk

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aint nobdoy eat shit on the sidewalk outside like i eat shit on the sidewalk outside

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Wow I’ve been gone forever 😨😨 and I ain’t coming back any time soon lmao but quick little doodle of party poison and shrunken!Kobra au that I cant stop thinking of 😫🤞

You can’t really see kobra but that’s beside the point 🙄 anyway I might make a fic on it but I have almost zero knowledge of the killjoy universe 💀

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Just found out there’s like no breaking bad v0re fics 🙁🙁 do I have to write them myself? They arent gonna be good 😪

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Something else no one wants or asked for.

- same tags different au. We out here bein disappointments 😪

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“You sure u guys don’t wanna visit Ray with me?”

Nah we’ll probably head over there tomorrow. Me and Mikey have some work finish up here.”

“Alright, I’ll tell him you guys said hi. Later Gee”

“Bye”

Walking towards the exit of town to get into the woods, Frank grabs some water out of his bag knowing his walk is going to take a while. He, Gerard, and Mikey have known Ray for a few years now. Their first meeting certainly wasn’t the calmest but somehow they’ve all bonded over different things. More particularly the shared love for music. But even if it weren’t about music, they all love Ray. He’s a sweet guy and he’d do anything for his friends.

Reminiscing on past memories he and his friends share, Frank hears a familiar pattern of thuds come from somewhere in front of him. Having memorized Ray’s footsteps so they aren’t accidentally mistaken with some other giant, Frank quickens his pace forward hoping to catch up with wherever his friend is.

“Ray!!” - Frank shouts loud enough for his large friend to hear.

Looking down towards the voice Ray greets Frank with a large smile

“Hey Frankie! Didn’t expect to see you out here today. What’s up?”

“I cant come visit one of my best friends?”

Letting out a chuckle Ray crouches down and lays his hand flat for Frank to walk on.

“What are you doing out here? I thought you’d be at home.”

“I was just out on a walk. But being at home sounds kinda nice right now. And I’m pretty hungry, how bout you?” - he asks looking down to his hand.

“I could eat, what’s on the menu?”

“Whatever I feel like cooking dork” Ray replied ruffling Frank’s hair with his knuckle.

The walk back for Ray’s house filled with pleasant conversation and laughter. As they reach the door it’s opened and Frank is met with the familiar sight. A ‘small’ house with a connected kitchen and living room, with a single door to the bedroom. The living room holding a couch, table, t.v, and just normal things you’d see in any other house. Frank always found it strange that giants were able to have the same things people can have at such a huge size but it wasn’t his place to question.

Being set down on the kitchen counter, Frank watches as Ray looks in his fridge and cabinets.

“What’re you in the mood for” -Ray questions looking over

“Like you said, whatever you feel like cooking.”

Ray smirks and rolls his eyes back to the cabinet.

“How about spaghetti?”

“That sounds awesome.”

Hearing his own stomach growl Ray chuckles and responds - “Spaghetti it is”

Talking to Ray about anything that comes to mind while he cooks, Frank can’t help but notice how out of it Ray looks. And this strange look on his face he hasn’t seen before. He seems worried about something..

“Hey man you good?”

“Hmm? Oh- yeah I’m fine just. Thinking.”

“What’s up, something crazy on your mind?”

“Heh. I guess you could say that. But it’s not a big deal I’ll be fine..”

Having known Ray for so long, Frank can tell when he’s holding out on something.

“Come on Ray you can tell me anything.”

“It’s not really something I can just go and say. Don’t worry about it too much Frankie it’s whatever.”

“If something’s on your mind you should-“

“I said let it go.” - Ray says sternly

Frank jolts in more surprise than anything. He’s never heard Ray sound so upset over something. Let alone something he won’t talk about. Not wanting to pry any longer he decides to change the subject.

After a little more friendly chatting, the spaghetti is finished and Ray starts to clean up so he can plate the food and go sit down. Getting his things together and putting a hand out for Frank, they head to the couch so they can relax and watch some horror movies while they eat. Frank still going on with random conversation he can still see that look on Ray’s face despite any attempt to hide it. Finally as Frank goes to take some more of Ray’s spaghetti he hears a sigh from above him and sees Ray looking rather serious and… scared? About something.

Speaking with his mouth full he begins-

“Look Ray.. I know you don’t really wanna talk about whatever’s bothering you but I’m here if you need me or there’s anything I could-“

“No no. It’s fine. Thanks for offering Frank but sometimes some things should be left alone. And I don’t think you’d really wanna hear about this anyway.”

Frank goes to question whatever his friend means but Ray quickly excuses himself and rushes to his room closing the door. Worried his friend may be sick or hurt he does his best getting down from the table and quickly jogging to the door. He knocks and asks Ray whats going on once again, hoping that third time’s really the charm.

The door cracks open and Frank sees Ray sitting on the ground rather than standing, he also happens to be blocking the door from opening any more than enough to see half of his face.

“Ray come on you’re starting to worry me. I’ve known you for forever and if somethings going on I’m here for whatever it is. No matter how bad.”

“I don’t think that counts in some cases” - Ray says half laughing and half sighing.

“There’s nothing so bad that I’d stop talking to you over.”

“Yeah…” - he says looking away

Frank walks closer to the crack in the door urging Ray to talk about whatever’s on his mind but he’s quickly met with said door slamming shut. Jumping back he goes to speak again until he hears a soft and muffled voice saying-

“I don’t think you should stay any longer Frankie…”

“Ray I didn’t mean to upset you. If I did I-“

“No no it’s not that.”

“Then what’s going on?”

“It’s… about me..”

“Dude that could mean a lot of things. What are you gay or something?”

“What? Dude no, if it was- whatever, that’s not it.”

“Then tell me! I’m hear to listen Ray.”

Seeing the door crack open again, this time a bit more than before and being able to see Rays whole face rather than just part of it.

“Um…” - he sighs, clearly not knowing how to say whatever’s going on

“Just rip it off like a bandaid dude, I guarantee it’s not as bad as you think it is.”

“Ok ok… so you do know why humans are told to.. stay away from giants right?”

“Well yeah, who doesn’t? Most of them eat people.”

“It’s not… just most of them.. it’s all of them. But-“

“But you don’t eat people? So it can’t be ALL giants right.” - Frank says matter of factly

Despite Frank’s confidence in his statement, he looks up to see Ray looking away in a guilty fashion. Suddenly he feels his heart sink as Ray’s expression renders in his brain. Looking back up having taken a single step back he says-

“Unless… you. Do?..”

Frank isn’t given a verbal answer, but another look that speaks all but words. Suddenly not hearing his own thoughts. Or even processing anything else around him, he takes about three more steps back.

“Holy shit-“

Is all he can mutter out as sweat starts to drip from his forehead and his hands begin to shake ever so slightly.

Ray immediately regretting not being able to explain fast enough quickly backtracks. Putting his hands up defensively causes a brief flinch from Frank but he tries to mutter out-

“Wait- WaiT! It’s not like that! I promise just stay calm and I’ll explain everything!”

Not wanting to be around the next time Ray gets particularly hungry but also not wanting his view of someone he’s considered a friend for years to immediately shatter he thinks and weighs out his options.

Finally he takes a few more steps back until he’s well out of arms reach then looks up at Ray expectantly. Although uncomfortably.

Despite being hurt from how scared he’s made one of his best friends, even seeing the hesitance in making eye contact. He seizes the chance Frank has given him to speak and explain himself.

“I um… it’s pretty hard to explain so hear me out..”

Believing Frank’s silence is the best response he’s going to get, he continues.

“Technically all giants need to.. eat humans in a sense. Some more than others. But that doesn’t mean they all enjoy it- I mean for the majority I guess they do but not- not all. Not me of course.. and despite needing to.. ‘eat’ humans.. it doesn’t necessarily mean anyone has to get hurt. And uh…”

Looking back up and seeing Frank’s face look more concerned and confused than ever, Ray tries to get his point across sooner.

“In short all giants get the urge to.. eat people. After a specific amount of time.. like a craving. And it’s not something that can just be ignored, we could die if we did- but uh… think of it like a vampire thing? Some vampires kill people while others just drink blood? But all of them get the craving and need to do it..”

…

“You’re comparing eating people to fictional monsters?…”

Hearing words come from Frank for the first time in a while Ray is surprised. But quickly understands what was asked and tries to defend himself yet again.

“It- was just the best analogy I could think of. Obviously it’s not.. exactly the same but the basic principle is. What I mean is we’re able to do what’s called ‘storing’ people… it’s a way of eating them without really. digesting them… and I know how crazy it sounds but-“

“It sounds fucking insane. And it SOUNDS like you’re hinting at something..”

“Wha- OH-! NO NO! I um.. I would never do anything like that to you. But i just.. needed to get it off my chest and explain everything.. especially since I thought…”

…

“Thought what? You cant just stop in the middle of a sentence when it comes to something like this Ray…”

“Uh.. you’re not gonna like it…”

“I don’t think I could hate this any more? But knowing my luck I probably jinxed myself.”

“Well- the way I said the feeling was like a craving… it kinda makes it r e a l l y hard to be around humans. Especially as close as you’ve been today. I tried to ignore it but I just… couldnt. and I-“

“Ignore what!! Wanting to eat me?!”

Franks response was silence as Ray looked away in shame. Worried one of the only friends he’s ever had was seconds from walking out of the door forever. Which justly was Frank’s first thought. Thinking over the past few hours and how close he’s been to Ray this whole time. One impulse away from being grabbed and promptly swallowed without a second thought-

…

But it was Ray. This is the same guy that he watched help a stray animal find its parent. The same guy he’s hung out with on numerous occasions and never once felt a hint of fear. Someone he knows would do anything to protect him… so what if he had the giant’s cannibalistic version of a monthly period. (I think I’m so funny omfl 🚍🚶🏽‍♀️).

It’s still his best friend.

He lets out a deep sigh.

“What’re you-“

“What’s it look like I’m doing? I’m taking my jacket off.”

“Why?”

Walking a bit closer to Ray, Frank responds-

“Well I don’t want it getting dirty. This shit was expensive. And I don’t know if you can wash out saliva..”

Ray’s eyes go wide as he stares at Frank-

“WHAT?! Frank- I could never ask to do that to you!”

“Well you’re not asking are you? I’m offering…

I should’ve heard you out in the first place. I’m sorry for not trusting you Ray.”

Looking up at his friend he sees Ray’s eyes looking glassy. Is he gonna cry?

“Uh- you good man?”

Ray sniffles and wipe his nose saying-

“yeah.. I’m ok. Thanks Frankie.”

Placing a hand down for Frank to climb onto, he brings him a bit closer to his face. Before doing anything else he says-

“Are you sure about this? It’s never to late to change your mind! And if you-“

“Just do it already you dork.”

Understanding Frank’s eagerness to get it over with, Ray nods and opens up his mouth drawing Frank closer. Despite the calmness Frank claims to have, he’d be lying if he said we wasn’t the least bit scared right now.. But he trusts Ray.

Seeing the sharp teeth splayed out in front of him he’s reminded as to what they’re used for. But he moves on from the teeth to the straight shot he has with Ray’s throat. Surprised to find out it’s less scary. Of course that reason being because it’s practically pitch black. He feels Ray’s hand slowly drawing closer to his mouth, realizing Rays giving him time to change his mind and refusing against it, he promptly walks towards the edge of the hand and hoists himself up onto Ray’s teeth.

Slightly jumping from shock Ray tries to readjust his hand under Frank in case he falls. Feeling someone willingly crawl into his mouth is something he never thought would happen. Even now he can’t really believe it. Finding it tugging on his heart that someone would trust him so much.

Frank pulls himself up and over the set of teeth and slips onto the tongue. Which he totally meant to fall face first on. Sitting up and looking around at the surrounding area, acknowledging its likely the last bit of light he’ll be seeing for a while until he’s let out he takes in each individual detail. The teeth glistening, the tongue under him being softer than he thought, the saliva that’s coated his clothes from him slipping onto said tongue. It’s all very strange.

Hearing a click fall behind him with a drawback of light, he changes from sitting on his knees to crossed legs. Suddenly feeling movement as the tongue thoughtfully and carefully brushes over him, though slightly grossed out, tries to sit still to make it easier on the both of them. A brief pause is followed by a slight incline of angle. Assuming this is Ray’s way of asking if he’s ready, he pats the tongue and flattens his legs sitting still. Being softly pushed against the palate getting ready for what can only come next he takes a deep breath and holds it.

The incline increasing as he falls to the back of the throat. Hearing a rather loud swallow he feels his legs being drawn back and pulled down. Though trying to keep still he can’t help but jump a little bit at the movement. But after flinching he feels things slow and come to a stop. Realizing he must’ve worried his friend he again pats Ray to ease concern, this time on his palate.

“I’m alright man, you can go ahead.”

Getting the reassurance he needed, Ray carefully tilts his head father back and swallows a couple more times. Feeling Frank go limp and slide down his throat making things much easier than they’ve ever been. Tracing Frank’s path down with his hand to hopefully reassure him however possible.

Frank feeling the tight hot squeeze from all around slightly causes him to worry. Despite it not being genuine fear, the space would give anyone claustrophobia. Hearing things pass by on his decent, the gravity of his current occupance finally hits him. Hearing the beating heart and Inhaling lungs sound close enough to touch he really takes in where he’s at. Though slightly annoyed he thinks to himself how lucky Ray is that he loves him (p l a t o n i c) enough to let him do this . Feeling the squeeze begin to lessen, he assumes that means one thing.

He finds himself correct as he’s dropped into a dark and.. fairly spacious chamber. Despite not being able to see anything in front of him he can’t deny its pretty comfortable. But his concern spikes back up again as he realizes there’s still stomach acid in there with him.. Leaning far into the walls and as he’s about to shout out for Ray he suddenly feels a pressure against him from the outside and hears a voice that’s somehow muffled yet all around.

“You alright Frank?”

“Yeah but uh… is there supposed to be stomach acid in here still?..” - trying to hide the true concern in his voice

“Oh of course don’t worry! The ability just neutralizes stomach acid. Not get rid of it. You’re completely Safe! I promise.”

Hearing the smile in Ray’s voice Frank relaxes into the walls and sinks into the waist deep liquid. Though it’s not a 5 star hotel, and he could go without the constant groaning and growling of the stomach, it is warm and soft.

He feels himself letting go and calming down. The surrounding heartbeat and rushing of air into the lungs. He feels.. content. And tired..

“You still good in there?”

Jumping back up at the sound of a voice he realizes he left Ray alone without a second thought.

“Sorry! Didn’t realize I was drifting off heh..”

“Uh.. you could? If you want to of course.. and I could let you out in the morning?”

…

“That sounds pretty nice. Thanks Ray “

“For what? If anything i should thank you… and I am. Thank you Frank.. I really mean it.”

“Anytime bud.”

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Wanted to make another mcr fic but before I do that the zero people that look at my shit can have this w.i.p. Based on my last one 😫

Yes obviously it’s shit. That’s what a w.i.p. Is 😒😒

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Alright, the world is gonna get what it didn’t ask for 💀💀 mcr g/t / Vore fic 🚍🚶🏽‍♀️

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Mikey has know Ray and Frank for a few months now and has somehow been able to keep it from his brother. See, Gerard being a predator, tends to take any chance he can to dine on borrowers. And though Mikey is also a predator he tends to not take the same diet. Of course there have been close calls.

Every now and then Gerard will come back home randomly while the others are hanging out and Mikey will have to hide them and I play it cool. And despite the urge to met Mikey’s older brother, Ray and Frank obviously decide against it knowing things could go south very quickly.

But sometimes you don’t have a choice.

One day while going on a walk in a nearby woods, the three men see a cave. Frank wanting to test fate thinks it’d be fun to venture inwards. The other protest for a short while but end up giving in. Ray and Frank relaxing on Mikey’s shoulder while he does all the walking of course. Traveling inside the cave, slight glimmers of light travel in with them, but other than that it’s almost pitch black.

“Do you really think we should be doing this? There could be bears, or snakes, or god knows what else in here..”

“Quit whining Ray. If anything they’ll go after Mikey and pay no mind to us.”

Mikey looks to his shoulder to show his annoyance but the darkness makes his point hard to be made.

Suddenly tripping over what he thinks is a strayed branch he makes haste to catch his two companions before hitting the ground. Lying there shortly to catch his breath he hears Frank and Ray simultaneously breathe out a-

“Holy shit-“

“Dude I almost just shit my pants”

“I told u this was a bad idea dumbass. You good Mikey?”

Responding with a small grunt of affirmation he sits up from the fallen positions he was in.

“Have u you guys seen my glasses?”

“Jinkies Velma, might wanna get some contacts instead.”

“I swear to god Frank I’m gonna throw you.”

The two borrowers responding with a laugh begin to help Mikey search in the dark. Suddenly Rays hands brush against something cold.

“Found em”

Guiding Mikey’s hands to his sight seer’s, he puts them on and dusts himself off.

“Maybe that’s a sign we should get the hell outta dodge shorty.”

“Aww come on, don’t tell me you’re already giving up?”

“I literally can’t see a thing in front of me. There’s nothing to explore without my eyes.”

“Echo-locate.”

“Oh my god. Ray what do you think?”

“ I’m with you, this place is boring let’s get outta here.”

As Mikey went to grab his friends from the stone and dirt floor he felt something sting the side of his left hand-

“oW”

“What happened?”

“I don’t know?”

Reaching for said hand he pulls out a barb of some sort.

Using the little light he has in the cave, he concurs a nearby flower shot it at him

(Yes we’re going jumanji style in this bitch)

“The hell… this place is weird let’s go.”

Finally grabbing his friends and placing them on their perch, he walks out of the cave but begins to feel dizzy and light headed.

“Woah, u alright man? U look pale.. more than usual.”

“You’re one to talk. But yeah you do seem pretty bad-”

“Im not really sure. I feel really hot and woozy.”

“You sound hungover, what’d you do last night?”

“Come on man I’m serious.”

“Alright alright I’m sorry. Try to sit down next to that tree or something.”

Walking over to the biggest tree he can find he sets his passengers down in the grass next to him and tries to rest his eyes for a minute. Ray and Frank sharing a concerned look try and stand calmly while waiting for their friend to regain himself.

“Do you think you’re dehydrated or something?”

“I’ve been drinking water our whole walk. I don’t think it’d be that-”

Briefly glancing at his left hand he does a double take and realizes his wound looks inflamed and is slightly bleeding.

“Uh oh…”

“Uh oh? What’s uh oh?”

“ Remember how I said ow in the cave?”

Ray and Frank repeat a yes at the same time-

“Well I got pricked by some sort of plant and that could be why I feel like this.”

“Poisoned by a plant huh? Imagine. Couldn’t be me.”

This promptly results in a brief hit on the head from Ray

“Do you think we should get you to a doctor?”

Despite his attempts to respond, Mikey’s voice comes out quiet and shaky. The sweat on his forehead more prominent and a wave of exhaustion overcomes him. Realizing this is much more severe than they originally thought, Ray and Frank try talking Mikey through whatever’s going on but as his eyes shut they see his head lean back against the tree and he passes out.

“HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT WHY DID YOU GUYS LISTEN TO ME?!”

“DUDE CALM DOWN WE NEED TO GET HELP OR SOMETHING!”

Frank stops his frantic panic and slowly looks over to Ray. His looks is one that says-

“How the fuck do we do that.”

Before Ray can respond he looks back over to Mikey and sees something happening to him.

“What the fuck?”

Frank looking behind himself to see what Ray could be seeing, his mouth drops agape as he sees Mikey shrinking down quickly inch by inch until he’s about 5 inches tall. Roughly about Ray’s height.

“HOLY FUCK CAN WE PANIC NOW?!”

“NO! NO. Calm down man. Let’s think this through… we’re not to far from Mikey’s house. We could-”

“You expect us to drag him all the way there?!”

“No shut the fuck up let me finish.”

Quickly glancing around he sees an opening in the tree just big enough for them to get in to.

“I’m saying we put Mikey in there so he’s safe and we go find his brother.”

Frank promptly looks to the spot Ray points at acknowledging that it would be a very good spot to keep Mikey safe. But as the second part of the sentence renders in his head he stares at Ray in shock.

“Dude we’ll be lucky to even get a hello in with that man he’ll kill us?!”

“Look I know how bad it sounds but let’s try and take this slow.. maybe if we mention what happened to Mikey first he’ll hear us out.”

“And if he doesn’t believe us?”

“Alright let’s not get ahead of ourselves. Let’s just make sure Mikey’s safe and get this shit over with.”

Despite Frank wanting to protest, he realizes how much could be at stake for Mikey and dubs it worth the risk. Swiftly pulling Mikey into the tree hole they check for any other animals that could in there with them and decide it safe. They then begin their treck to Mikey and Gerard’s house.

“… I’m not looking forward to this.”

Breathing a sigh Ray agrees with Frank as they keep walking. Luckily they didn’t go very far in the first place. But that doesn’t stop the walk from being long for them. About an hour in, maybe 30 minutes before they get to the house. Frank speaks up about a recent thought.

“Do you think one of us should’ve stayed with Mikey just in case?”

Ray pauses his steps to take a deep breath and responds to Frank.

“Yes Frank… I do think that. But it’s to late now.”

They keep walking until they reach the front door. Luckily Mikey and Gerard already live in a fairly secluded area away from others so they don’t have to worry about excess people getting in the way.

“Well… go ahead and knock.”

“Me? It was your idea to go in the cave!”

“Yeah but it was YOURS to come here!”

“Oh yeah cause we’re totally capable of handling this ourselves?”

As they bicker they hear footsteps from behind the door coming their direction and their hearts sink. Trying to be calm Ray decides to knock as loud as he can, thinking now as good a time as any. The footsteps come to an abrupt halt and quickly walk to the door. Just as it’s about to open, Frank whispers a very inspiring-

“We’re so dead.”

Ray shoulders his arm and looks up anticipating the height Gerard would stand at. The door opens and Gerard looks around searching for the origin of the knock and doesn’t see anyone. Just as he’s about to close the door he looks down and sees two borrowers staring intensely at him.

“Oh? Hello there.”- he says with a questioning smile

The two attempt to speak but their throats have closed up from fear. This doesn’t stop Gerard from reaching down to pick the two of them up in a fist and hold them in front of him.

“I don’t think either of you thought this through. But I guess it doesn’t matter, I was hungry anyway.” - he says with a shrug

Snapping out of his daze Ray hastily goes stop anything else from happening.

“wAit WAIT! Um…”

His courage gone as he sees daggers being stared into him.

“Uhh… we came here because we had to tell you something.. about Mikey.”

This sets something off I’m Gerard. These two have the gall to walk in front of him and mention his brother as if they know him? A stern glare forms on his face as he says

“I hope your next words are better than your last.”

“uH yes yes of course! We came here because he’s hurt.. right Frank?”

Frank slightly awakening from his daze, the nervousness in his gaze and voice apparent as he says-

“Oh yeah yeah! We were with him when he got very hurt and we needed your help…”

“And I should believe you becaauuse?”

“Well we’ve… known him for a while and.. um..”

Seeing this talk has gotten them nowhere thus far Ray reaches in for any bravery he has and flat out says-

“Look we just really need your help! We don’t know how badly he’s hurt and we don’t know if he could get worse.”

“Well I’ll do you one better-“

A shout emerges from Frank as the back of just shirt is pinched and he’s raised above Gerard’s mouth, seconds before dropping Frank in, Gerard hears Ray try negotiating with him.

“WAIT WAIT!! IF you eat us now you’ll never know where Mikey is! And he could die If we don’t go help him!”

Briefly looking at Ray and giving his words thought, Ray can see Frank’s shaking figure slightly relax. Seeing Gerard’s face come to what looks like a decision he prepares himself for anything he can. Looking back down to Ray, Gerard says-

“How about this. I store your friend here, and you take me wherever Mikey is.”

“If your telling the truth I’ll let your friend out. If not then you go in after him and neither of u come out.”

Ray gulps and looks over to Frank who shouts-

“Wait why does it have to be me?!”

Gerard looks at him with a raised brow and says-

“Well it could be the both of you but if that’s the route you wanna tak-“

“NO- no we’ll… do it your way. I’ll show you where Mikey is..”

“Giving Frank an apologetic look and seeing the tense stare he has while looking at Gerard, he looks away as Gerard opens up his mouth. Swallowing quickly to get it over with. Ray flinches as he hears a loud gulp. Only hoping Gerard doesn’t go back on his word.

— Frank trying to stay as calm as he can knowing that not only his life is on the line but so are his friends. Despite that he still justly shouts like a girl as the mouth below him opens up into a dark abyss. He’s dropped in and falls directly on the tongue, swiftly scooting back to the front of the mouth as it closes out of pure instinct. Yet again having to remind himself of what’s at stake, he freezes and only hopes things go well.

— Ray hears the large man promptly state-

“Where to shorty?”

Finding an odd irony in how both way brothers have given him and Frank the same nickname he quickly mutters out-

“Over in the woods. Maybe 20 or so minutes that way..”

Looking to where Ray pointed he raises his brow and promptly walks in that direction. About 5 minutes in Gerard comes to a realization and voices it.

“Wait a minute you both left him Alone?”

Flinching from the sudden volume after complete silence Ray tries to quickly make a case for him and Frank.. If Frank were here of course.

“No no don’t worry we uh… we made sure to put him in a safe place so nothing else happened to him!”

“Put him? What the hell happened?”

“Well… in short he got pricked by some weird plant and it made him…” - trailing off not knowing how to explain to someone their typically 5’11 brother is now the size of a borrower.

“Made him… what? Spit it out.”

“It made him me and Frank’s size… so about 5 inches tall.”

Feeling all movement come to an abrupt stop he looks up to see Gerard has stopped moving and is staring at him with wide eyes. Clearing his throat Gerard repeats his first question but this time with more severity.

“And… YOU LEFT HIM ALONE?! so help me god if anything has happened to him while he was like this you’re gonna wish all I did was eat you.”

Rays mind going frantic as he thinks to console and ease Gerard’s mind but he doubts it would help much, and after a threat like that he’s not sure talking is a good choice anyway.

As more time passes Ray realizes he can see the tree he and Frank had left Mikey in. Announcing it to Gerard they direct their pace to said tree and crouch down as instructed. Ray is placed near the entrance of the hole and walks inside to get Mikey, get Frank out of his current “predicament”, and move on with their lives as if this never happened. Looking around the open tree he sees nothing but empty. He decides to move further in the tree and prays assumes his eyes are just playing tricks on him, and Mikey is safely tucked into a corner of the tree fast asleep. But his hopes are shattered when he realizes there’s no one in there but him.

“Knock Knock, what’s taking so long?”

“Um… so you’re actually gonna find this hilarious but uh. He’s not… here.”

…

“He’s not what?”

…

“So help me god you better be telling some shitty joke.”

“ I swear to you this is exactly where we left him!”

“Alright-”

Suddenly a hand reaches in the opening of the tree to grab Ray but he scoots to the very back of the tree he now considers his safe haven. Wanting to calm Gerard down, not only for his sake but for Frank and Mikey’s, he shouts-

“WAIT WAIT! Just one more chance please! I promise he’s in these woods somewhere! I just need more time to find him!”

The hand slowly comes to a pause and retracts from the tree. Hearing a deep and internal sigh come from the outside of his hidey hole he hears an annoyed-

“10 minutes. I’ll help you look for him. But if we don’t find him by then it’s your ass.”

Breathing a sigh of relief Ray figures that’s the best he’s gonna get and doesn’t want to push his luck. Slowly edging closer to the holes entrance (pause🤨) he glances up at Gerard who looks like he’s seconds away from throwing him. He releases a yelp of surprise as he’s quickly picked up, he calms himself down as he’s asked a begrudging-

“Where do we look first?”

“Well.. if I were in his position I’d probably be really confused and just start looking around. Which means we should just look in the surrounding area. He couldn’t have gotten to far right?”

Gerard seems unamused as he listens and quickly looks down towards the ground once Ray is done speaking. A few minutes of looking around the forest floor and Gerard asking Ray more questions of what he thinks goes by and when told that the clock is ticking Ray is trying harder to look in different spots he wouldn’t have even thought of before until he’s suddenly picked up by the back of his shirt.

“Times up shorty.”

Though Ray was understandably freaking the fuck out he acknowledged how calm and monotone Gerard’s face seemed. Albeit pretty annoyed. He wondered how often he’s done something like this. Though the thought didn’t visit long as he was raised higher into the air. Staring death in the face didn’t sit well with Ray. Rapidly stuttering out whatever he could think of to try and stall Gerard.

“Wait! I know we didn’t find him but Mikey’s still out there and could be hurt! Do you really wanna risk him dying?!”

Despite Gerard having his mind made up about what he was doing, he opened his eyes looking up at his snack and nonchalantly uttered-

“I went on this wild goose chase for nothing. I’m sure he’s fine and I just let myself get played like a violin.”

“If you’re so sure he’s fine then call him! You.. have your phone right?”

A sigh escapes Gerard’s lips as he lowers Ray to the side and reaches for the phone in his pocket. It continues to ring until he’s met with an answering machine.

“Whatever he’s probably just busy.”

“But-“

Gerard is having non of it as he once again raises Ray above his mouth and starts to lower him. Ray kicks his legs and grabs on to Gerard’s hand to try and keep himself from being dropped in. Strands of saliva shinning in the noon sky Ray is still trying to hope whatever god out there hears his prayer.

“Gerard?…

Everything stops as the two of them slowly look to the side and see a very small, very confused, and very tired looking Mikey standing on the ground.

“Mikey?!” - they both shout in unison.

A few seconds pass until Gerard kneels down, places Ray on the ground, and stares in shock. Ray takes the moment to run to Mikey and tackle him with a hug.

“HOLY SHIT I THOUGHT YOU DIED I WAS SO WORRIED ABOUT YOU!”

Letting out a small cough from being tackled he looks at Ray and hugs him back with a smile.

“You were scared? When I woke up and you two were gone I almost pissed myself.”

The two men get up laughing and dusted themselves off. Ray notices Mikey’s lessened but still occurring paleness and look of exhaustion.

“Are you feeling any better? You still look pretty bad?”

“Oh I’m fine, other than being really short. But what’s happened since I was out? Where’s Frank?”

Ray freezes as he doesn’t entirely know how to respond. He decides the beginning might be best. Explaining how him and Frank thought to get Gerard for help. The terms of Gerard’s deal to help look for Mikey. And when they didn’t find him in the tree Gerard almost-

“THats enough- I get it…”

Mikey looked a bit scared as he glanced past Ray over to Gerard, who was still in shock that Ray was telling the truth. Wanting to relieve tension, Mikey decides it best to say something to Gerard.

“Jeez kiddo, have a growth spurt?”

Gerard a bit surprised with the question he laughs crossing his arms and responds-

“I mean I do drink my milk and eat my veggies.”

The two briefly laugh at the sort of normal they can find in this less than situation. Ray slowly walks closer to Mikey and nudges him with a look that says-

“A little haste never hurt”

Understanding, Mikey asks Gerard if Frank is alright and sees him freeze up and look away.

“He’s fine. I’ll let him out when we get back home.”

“You cant do it.. now?”

Well if he wants to be covered in saliva for the next 20 minutes he can be my guest. Otherwise let’s get a move on so we can figure out how to turn you back. Shocked at his brothers bluntness he and Ray climb on the awaiting hand. Ray of course more hesitant.

Looking back up to Gerard, Mikey feels bad that Frank and Ray went through so much to make sure he was ok.

“Hey gee. Don’t you think someone might like an apology? Hint hint.” - it might not be much but he hopes it’s somewhat a show of appreciation

But Ray thinks it’s testing his luck with Gerard.

But as Gerard looks down at his hand, Ray can see a look on his face he hasn’t yet seen… regret? Nervousness? He can’t really place it.

“I’m sorry Ray.”

“Oh uh… it’s fine? Thanks?”

a few minutes of Mikey and Ray talking passes when the three of them hear Gerard’s stomach growl. His face a dusted shade of red as he looks down while the other two slightly flinch looking back. This makes Mikey realize he hasn’t thanked Frank yet. Let alone talked to him.

“Gee would you mind if I um…” - he trails off pointing towards Gerard’s stomach.

Raising his brow in slight confusion he shrugs.

“Knock yourself out dork.”

Raising Mikey and Ray up slightly and getting them close enough to press themselves against his shirt. Mikey presses his ear against Gerard’s stomach and promptly asks-

“You alright in there Frank?”

A few seconds pass as they hear a sudden jolt and a voice

“wHat where am I?”

“Uhh… Frank?”

“Oh yeah… my bad I fell asleep.”

A slight chuckle can be heard overhead.

“How you holding out?”

“Been better, been worse, Livin’ life.”

And though they can’t see him, Ray and Mikey both see Frank smirking making a peace sign with his hands.

“Well I wanted to thank you. For everything.”

“No problem man, that’s what friends are for.”

As the others all adjust themselves to their previous positions, Gerard feels a moment of remorse. He never thought Mikey could be so close with someone other than him. Let alone borrowers.. maybe he really misjudged them..

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Ok that’s all I’m doing because it’s 12 am and I have to wake up in 4 hours. Anyway I hope you liked it 😍😍 this is my first fanfic and it took way to goddamn long. Anyway if u want more then like.. ask? Idk. I’ll deff continue some more of this au and probably some different ones for mcr because I fucking love them and can never find these kinda fanfics for them anywhere 💃🏽🕺

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HELP QHJWH I DONT SHIP FERARD IN ANY WAY SHAPE OR FORM BUT I THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE HILARIOUS-

YES IT LOOKS LIKE ASS BUT I WASNT REALLY TRYING ADJWJF ANYWAY HOPE U LIKE IG 😭🔫🔫

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Sigh.. sick and tired of being completely and utterly obsessed with mcr… but the grind never stops 💀 so here’s a little doodle I made of the g-man

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Sigh.. I’ve been very bored lately. Which means new art & g/t art 😕😕 lmao. Anyway here you go, gorillaz 😍😍🤞🤞🫶

No neither are inked because I’m to lazy. And the second one looks like shit cause it’s almost 12 am and I’ve been up all day 💀 anyway do with this what u will dorks 🙈🙈💕💕

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I love how I literally don’t know what to do with this account 💀 very tempted to delete it all but idk lmao 🦟🦗🦟🦗🦟

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Did I make another drawing based off one of @vorish-musing’s fanfic? Yes. Yes I did. Shit got a chokehold on me I cant lie 💀💀🔫

(No I didnt add backseats. Sue me 😭)