i am not a beast

independent and selective beast/prince adam || 2017 based with other influences

[pasunebete-blog]

braid

send one to see how my muse reacts  /  soft edition.

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mines hair.

“You think you’re funny, don’t you?” He rolled his eyes as he tugged at the braids she was making in his mane. As used as he had gotten to her, there were certain things he wasn’t all that fond of. Mainly when she treated him more like a pet than a... person.

He hadn’t felt like one for so long. Not till she’d entered his life. And he hated the reminders that he wasn't one.

[andhungry]

natasha, pierre, & the great comet of 1812 lyrics sentence starters.

act 1  //  act 2.

❝  dear old friend, how goes the war?  ❞

❝  i wish i were there, with death at my heels.  ❞

❝  it should have been me.  ❞

❝  how i envy you and your happiness.  ❞

❝  i will kill him one day.  ❞

❝  he is not a great man, none of us are great men. we are just caught in the wave of history.  ❞

❝  what am i to do if i love him and the other one too?  ❞

❝  i see nothing but the candle in the mirror. no visions of the future, so lost and alone.  ❞

❝  i am in deep despair at the misunderstanding there is between us.  ❞

❝  i beg you to believe that i cannot help loving you.  ❞

❝  i shall never be happy again!  ❞

❝  i must love you or die.  ❞

❝  how was it i noticed nothing? how could it go so far?  ❞

❝  i’m glad, i can’t hide it any longer!  ❞

❝  oh, you don’t understand anything! don’t talk nonsense, just listen!  ❞

❝  it seems to me i’ve loved him a hundred years. it seems to me that i’ve never loved anyone before.  ❞

❝  if you tell, you are my enemy!  ❞

❝  i won’t succumb to your tender tone.  ❞

❝  i’m afraid for you! afraid you are going to your ruin!  ❞

❝  leave me alone, yes, leave me alone! i hate you, i hate you, you’re my enemy forever!  ❞

❝  forget everything and forgive me.  ❞

❝  i know you are capable of anything. i know you so well, my friend.  ❞

❝  i will stand in the dark for you.  ❞

❝  tonight i go away on an adventure. you’ll not be seeing me for some time.  ❞

❝  now wait! you’d better just give it up now, why don’t you? while there’s still time!  ❞

❝  this is no time for your stupid jokes!  ❞

❝  and my handsome lips mutter something tender to myself.  ❞

❝  well, comrades, we’ve had our fun. lived, laughed, and loved.  ❞

❝  kiss me one last time.  ❞

❝  you will not enter my house, scoundrel!  ❞

❝  don’t touch me, let me be! what is it to me? i shall die!  ❞

❝  why did you interfere? who are you to tell me anything?  ❞

❝  go away, go away! you all hate and despise me!  ❞

❝  there’s ruin at the door!  ❞

❝  nonsense, nonsense, nothing has happened! everything is fine!  ❞

❝  at this moment, you are more repulsive to me than ever.  ❞

❝  i don’t know what deprives me of the pleasure of smashing your head in with this!  ❞

❝  i shan’t be violent, don’t be afraid.  ❞

❝  after all you must understand that besides your pleasure, there is such a thing as other people, and their happiness and peace. and that you are ruining a whole life for the sake of amusing yourself!  ❞

❝  well i don’t know about that, eh? i don’t know that! and i don’t want to!  ❞

❝  is it satisfaction you want?  ❞

❝  well, how are you? still getting stouter?  ❞

❝  there’s a new wrinkle on your forehead, old friend.  ❞

❝  there’s a war going on.  ❞

❝  you told me once a fallen woman should be forgiven.  ❞

❝  but i didn’t say that i could forgive — i can’t.  ❞

❝  that would be very noble — but i can’t be that man.  ❞

❝  if you wish to be my friend, never speak of that again.  ❞

❝  tell him to — tell him to forgive me.  ❞

❝  but still i’m tormented by the wrongs i’ve done him.  ❞

❝  did you love that bad man?  ❞

❝  consider me your friend. and if you ever need help, or simply to open your heart to someone, not now but when your mind is clear, think of me.  ❞

❝  don’t speak to me like that, i am not worth it!  ❞

❝  if i were not myself, but the brightest, handsomest, best man on earth, i would get down on my knees this minute and ask you for your hand. and for your love.  ❞

❝  mankind seems so pitiful, so poor, compared to that softened, grateful last glance she gave me through her tears.  ❞

❝  the comet is said to portent untold horrors and the end of the world.  ❞

❝  my softened and uplifted soul and my newly melted heart, now blossoming into a new life.  ❞

[andhungry]

natasha, pierre, & the great comet of 1812 lyrics sentence starters.

act 1  //  act 2.

❝  there’s a war going on out there somewhere.  ❞

❝  ____ isn’t here.  ❞

❝  this is all in your program, you are at the opera.  ❞

❝  chandeliers and caviar; the war can’t touch us here.  ❞

❝  it’s dawned on me suddenly and for no obvious reason that i can’t go on living as i am.  ❞

❝  i used to be better.  ❞

❝  i drink too much.  ❞

❝  i never thought that i’d end up like this. i used to be better.  ❞

❝  and the women, they all pity me, ‘cuz i’m married but not in love.  ❞

❝  you empty and stupid contented fellows, satisfied with your place! i’m different from you, i’m different from you, i still want to do something!  ❞

❝  or do you struggle too? i pity you, i pity me, i pity you.  ❞

❝  how beautiful you looked in the snow.  ❞

❝  i love you, trust no one but you.  ❞

❝  he’ll be the family’s saving grace.  ❞

❝  but it’s not nice to enter a family against a father’s will. one wants to do it peacefully and lovingly.  ❞

❝  i’ve aged, i’ve aged so very much.  ❞

❝  all my friends are dead.  ❞

❝  time is moving, it’s now or never! my fate is slipping past me.  ❞

❝  i’ve abandoned the hope of getting married.  ❞

❝  it’s my money and i’ll throw it where i want.  ❞

❝  i disgust myself.  ❞

❝  i know they’ll like me — they can’t help but like me — everyone has always liked me! there is no reason for them not to like me.  ❞

❝  from the first glance i do not like ____.  ❞

❝  i am not afraid of anyone!  ❞

❝  is that the truth? i think it is not convenient to speak of that now.  ❞

❝  what have i said, what have i done?  ❞

❝  first time i heard your voice, moonlight burst into the room — and i saw your eyes, and i saw your smile, and the world opened wide.  ❞

❝  you are so good for me.  ❞

❝  i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you, i love you!  ❞

❝  i’ll never be this happy again.  ❞

❝  we’ve done this all before — we were angels once, don’t you remember? joy and life inside our souls, and nobody knows, just you and me. it’s our secret.  ❞

❝  i’ve never felt like this before.  ❞

❝  they’re looking at me, they’re talking about me — they all like me so much.  ❞

❝  so beautiful, what a charming young girl! so enchanting.  ❞

❝  there’s a woman one should stay far away from.  ❞

❝  oh, i’d tickle you all if i could!  ❞

❝  he moved with a swagger which would have been ridiculous had he not been so good - looking.  ❞

❝  no one else is here, no one else can see us.  ❞

❝  smile at me, gaze straight into my eyes.  ❞

❝  everything is dark, obscure, and terrible!  ❞

❝  drink with me, my love, for there’s fire in the sky, and there’s ice on the ground; either way, my soul will die.  ❞

❝  keep drinking, old man. drink the whole night through.  ❞

❝  all i care for is gaiety and women and there’s no dishonor in that!  ❞

❝  god, to think i married a man like you.  ❞

❝  here’s to the health of married women and their lovers!  ❞

❝  how dare you touch her?  ❞

❝  you can’t love her!  ❞

❝  oh, a duel! yes, this is what i like,  ❞

❝  just show me where to go and tell me when to shoot.  ❞

❝  you are a fool.  ❞

❝  he will never come, or something will happen to me before he does.  ❞

❝  i suffer more now than before.  ❞

❝  am i guilty?  ❞

❝  oh, how she blushes, my pretty!  ❞

❝  you are such a lovely thing, oh where have you been?  ❞

❝  a woman with a dress is a frightening and powerful thing.  ❞

❝  i am seized by feelings of vanity and fear, there is no barrier between us.  ❞

❝  i don’t know good from bad. i’m so frightened.  ❞

❝  you are enchanting.  ❞

❝  don’t say such things. i am betrothed, i love another.  ❞

❝  don’t speak to me of that when i tell you that i am madly, madly in love with you!  ❞

❝  is it possible that i should never see you again?  ❞

❝  but i love you — of that there is no doubt. how else could all this have happened? how else could we have kissed?  ❞

❝  i will love you, ____. i’ll do anything for you.  ❞

❝  i’ll do anything for you.  ❞

[pasunebete-blog]

“ what if he won’t like me? ” -forgottenroyal

“Then he’s an idiot, and we’ll find someone better, Alice. Don’t worry so much.”

[forgottenroyal]

@pasunebete liked (X) for a starter

“I hate this. I look ridiculous.” Alice picked at the dress she had to wear. There was so much going on with it, she didn’t even know which part she hated most. “Why does a dress have to be so ornate? Can’t I wear something simpler.” Prettier even, but she didn’t want to go so far as to say that.

[pasunebete-blog]

“Because Father said so,” Adam muttered irritably, barely looking at his sister. “And he is the King, we can’t exactly go against him. Not without consequences.”

[pasunebete-blog]

❛ why do you have peanut butter in your hair? ❜

“I have a two-year-old who’s still learning how to eat politely. Does Chad not do that sort of thing?”

[pasunebete-blog]

“ do i look fat in this? of course i do. don’t even answer. “ -forgottenroyal

“Alice, don’t be absurd, you look fine.” Adam sighed, barely looking up from his desk. “You’ve been worrying about this all week, nothing is going to go wrong, you don’t look fat, and you’re fretting over nothing.”

[bitbraver]

THE LIGHTNING THIEF MUSICAL STARTERS.

( feel free to change the pronouns as you please! )

❛ the gods are real. ❜ ❛ those kids have issues. ❜ ❛ you never listen to me! ❜ ❛ i didn’t want to cause trouble… ❜ ❛ dude, what was that? ❜ ❛ why do you have peanut butter in your hair? ❜ ❛ dude, i’m your only friend. ❜ ❛ hey, don’t talk about my mom / dad! ❜ ❛ this was your final warning. ❜ ❛ you think i’m trouble. just like everybody else. ❜ ❛ yeah, well, i’m sorry i let you down. ❜ ❛ yeah, he sounds like a real winner. ❜ ❛ he didn’t have a choice. ❜ ❛ everyone has issues they’re dealing with. ❜ ❛ if you’re weird, you’re weak. ❜ ❛ the things that make you different are the very things that make you strong. ❜ ❛ you’re destined for great things. ❜ ❛ yes, ____, you are special. ❜ ❛ be strong. ❜ ❛ when i say run…run. ❜ ❛ i love you so much. ❜ ❛ don’t pass out! ❜ ❛ am i dead? ❜ ❛ i must be dreaming. ❜ ❛ you drool in your sleep. ❜ ❛ oh. you’re alive. ❜ ❛ yeah, and i half-care. ❜ ❛ oh, great, she’s crying. ❜ ❛ the best thing to do is break up with the guy. ❜ ❛ what are you doing here? ❜ ❛ i need a drink. ❜ ❛ you mustn’t blame yourself. ❜ ❛ no one can blame you for holding a grudge. ❜ ❛ you’re gonna be fine. ❜ ❛ it’s gonna be bloody murder she wrote. ❜ ❛ i’ll put you in your place. ❜ ❛ is the food here really that bad? ❜ ❛ …and i ran away. ❜ ❛ wait, is that true? ❜ ❛ things couldn’t be worse when your parents run the universe. ❜ ❛ i got a fern in some dumb mason jar. ❜ ❛ she steals my mascara and all of my dates! ❜ ❛ if i tried to sing, i’ll probably cause an avalanche. ❜ ❛ we’re all friends here. ❜ ❛ he’s doing it wrong. ❜ ❛ is anyone up here? hello? ❜ ❛ approach, and face your destiny. ❜ ❛ you shall be betrayed by one who calls you friend. ❜ ❛ you shall fail to save what matters most. ❜ ❛ everything i ever do is wrong. ❜ ❛ i never try to do anything. i never mean to hurt anyone. ❜ ❛ i swear that i’m a good kid. ❜ ❛ guess i’m good for nothing at all. ❜ ❛ the only family that mattered, well —— she vanished into the air. ❜ ❛ no ever ever tells me that they’re proud. ❜ ❛ all i need is one last chance. ❜ ❛ i’m good enough for someone. ❜ ❛ you’re my best friend, dude. ❜ ❛ if you’re going to save the world, i’m the best person to keep you from messing up. ❜ ❛ ____, are you coming too? ❜ ❛ don’t get eaten by monsters. ❜ ❛ we just exploded a bus! ❜ ❛ all our food was in there…all our clothes were in there…all our food was in there! ❜ ❛ we’re lost, and it’s cold, and it won’t stop raining! ❜ ❛ we’re lost in the woods! ❜ ❛ it’s not safe to stay out here in the open. ❜ ❛ how are we gonna survive? ❜ ❛ you hurt his feelings. ❜ ❛ tell the squirrel you’re sorry. ❜ ❛ i think the gods are trying to tell me they hate me. ❜ ❛ the world is freaking awful. ❜ ❛ do you ever even listen? ❜ ❛ my grand plan is that i will be remembered. ❜ ❛ i intend to stand my ground. ❜ ❛ i will be great. just wait and see. ❜ ❛ look how far we’ve come; we can’t give in! ❜ ❛ people are counting on us. ❜ ❛ i’m counting on you. ❜ ❛ no fates are ever gonna cut our string. ❜ ❛ if you hadn’t bought all those dam snacks —— ❜ ❛ i was hungry! ❜ ❛ why are we fighting? ❜ ❛ i never felt like i was worth a damn. ❜ ❛ i need a place to sleep. ❜ ❛ are you sure that’s a good idea? ❜ ❛ sacrifice is necessary to remake the world. ❜ ❛ maybe if i’d been a little bit braver…maybe if i’d stayed behind to fight —— ❜ ❛ “maybe” doesn’t let me go back and save her. ❜ ❛ “maybe” doesn’t make it alright. ❜ ❛ here’s a tip: you ain’t gettin’ out. ❜ ❛ what do you think of my song? ❜ ❛ you’re dead! ❜ ❛ you ain’t ever gonna save what matters. ❜ ❛ you ain’t ever gonna protect your friends. ❜ ❛ you ain’t ever gonna be remembered. ❜ ❛ this is where your story ends. ❜ ❛ what belongs to the sea can always return. ❜ ❛ that’s life, and life ain’t fair. ❜ ❛ i’ll come back for you ____, i promise! ❜ ❛ he’ll have to go through me. ❜ ❛ i’ll make this right. ❜ ❛ i’m gonna wipe that stupid head off of your stupid face. ❜ ❛ ugh! what’s my deal? ❜ ❛ where do you go when it’s over? ❜ ❛ whatever! ❜ ❛ sometimes, family is worth the trouble. believe me. ❜ ❛ i’ve barely seen you since i got back. you avoiding me? ❜ ❛ it’s time to make the world our own. ❜ ❛ i don’t care if i hurt anyone. ❜ ❛ it doesn’t pay to be a good kid. ❜ ❛ things will be bad before they get better. ❜ ❛ are we ever gonna once have it easy? ❜ ❛ there’ll be times when your faith is shaken. ❜ ❛ when it’s time to rise and stand your ground, we don’t have to go it alone. ❜ ❛ i’ll make mistakes, but my own. and it frees me. ❜ ❛ i’ll be back next summer. ❜

[melamemea]

first date sentences .

between friends .

“ oh my god. i can’t breathe. this is it. i’m dying. ”

“ but, would it be weird if i suddenly got a case of the flu? ”

“ do i look fat in this? of course i do. don’t even answer. “

“ what if he/she/they won’t like me? ”

“ god everything looks weird on me now. ”

“ not sure if i want to throw up, faint or both. ”

“ we’re meeting in an hour and i have no idea what to wear. ”

“ you know them ?! why are telling me just now !? ”

“ okay but legit question ; how do you know that they won’t kidnap you? ”

“ do i kiss them goodbye ? or do i hug them ? what is natural !? ”

“ i can’t do this ! i’m going to fuck up. ”

“ promise me you’ll call me if i ask you to. ”

“ but if they don’t look like their profile picture ? ”

“ if i don’t want to meet them maybe i can pretend to be someone else. ”

“ i know, i know. no sex on the first date. ”

“ NO YOU CAN’T COME WITH. ”

“ rest in fucking pieces. this will be the death of my love life. ”

the first meeting .

“ woah — you look… great! ”

“ so you’re my date for the evening? you look better in real life. ”

“ where do you want to eat? ”

“ do we… shake hands or — hug, or… ? ”

“ i rarely do this, haha! ”

“ i was nervous you wouldn’t make it! ”

“ i just have to say that i’m really nervous, sorry! ”

“ sorry that i’m late ! ”

“ oh… your profile didn’t mention — that. ”

“ let me get your coa— you’re not wearing a coat, haha, oops — ”

“ no, please — allow me! ”

“ i just can’t take my eyes off you, sorry ~ you’re just really stunning. ”

dinner for two .

“ what do you do, and how long have you been doing it? ”

” where are you originally from? ”

“ where did you go to school? ”

” what was your major? ”

“ where exactly do you live in [insert your city or town here]? ”

” so you have any nicknames? ”

“ if you won the lottery tomorrow, what’s the first thing you’d buy? ”

” do you have any siblings? ”

“ if you could be any person for a day, who would it be? ”

“ there’s this bar downtown… we could check it out? ”

“ what are we doing after this ? ”

[pasunebete-blog]

beastbrave:

                    As soon as he called her by name, a great wave of relief washed over Belle. Despite herself, she sighed beneath its comforting weight && tipped her head back to send a cascade of chestnut curls swaying down her back. While he clambered from the bed to meet her on the floor, she relished in stillness && swallowed against the prick of tears at the corner of her eyes.

It hadn’t struck her before now that she had actually been very frightened. Not of Adam or whatever injury he could cause (&& had caused), but the helplessness she had found in that swelling moment of rage && misery. The nauseating terror of realizing that she couldn't— - hadn’t - —reach him in that murky depth of pain.

&& then he was beside her. Apologizing for what had been done without either of their consent. Guilt sat heavy in his pale eyes && she smiled at him as best she could, reaching to cradle his face in her palms.

     “ I’m fine ” Her voice cracked && she had to wrap both arms around him so that he wouldn’t see her cry. “ Are you all right? ”

“I hurt you,” Adam whispered, pulling away from her guiltily. “How can that be fine?” His breathing had slowed, but his heart was still pounding wildly. He couldn’t stop staring at the marks on her cheek, the damage he had done. That wasn’t supposed to happen. Not to BELLE. Not because of HIM.

“It... it was just a dream,” he mumbled, averting his gaze. “It was nothing.”

Nothing but reliving the worst moments of his life. Nothing by the memory of dying. “We... I’ll send for Mrs. Potts, she can see to the damage.” He stood, still avoiding Belle’s eyes. He knew she would try to reassure him that it wasn’t his fault, that she would try to take care of him, rather than herself.

At the moment, he really just wanted to stew in his own self-loathing.

[rpmemesandmusings]

rp sentence starters - 5 w’s 

WHO?

“ Who are you? “

“ Who are you really? “

“ Who was that? “

“ Who’s there? “

“ Who am I? “

“ Who cares? “

“ Who knows? “

WHAT? 

“ What’s going on? “

“ What are you? “

“ What just happened? “

“ What do we do now? “

“ What are you doing here? “

“ What do you know about me? “

“ What do you know about them? “

“ What the hell? “

“ What happened to you? “

“ What happened to us? “

WHEN?

“ When did this happen? “

“ When did you get that bruise? “

“ When did all of this start? “

“ When are you going to start telling the truth? “

“ When did you first start lying to me? “ 

“ When can I see you again? “

“ When’s dinner? “

“ When are we gonna get there? “

WHERE? 

“ Where am I? “

“ Where are we? “

“ Where are we going? “

“ Where are you going? “

“ Where have you been all this time? “

“ Where have I been? Uh… See… I can explain… “

“ Where were you when I needed you? “

WHY? 

“ Why did you do that? “

“ Why are we doing this again? “

“ Why are you doing this? “

“ Why did you hit me? “

“ Why did you kill them? “

“ Why do you hate me? “

“ Why do you love me? “

“ Why don’t we ever talk anymore? “ 

“ Why do I love you? “

“ Why did you do something so stupid? “

“ Why are you up so late? “

[enstorie]

send one to see how my muse reacts  /  soft edition.

[ trail ] for your muse to start a trail of kisses down my muses neck. 

[ shift ] for your muse to move hair off my muses face.

[ stroke] for your muse to gently stoke my muse’s face.

[ chin ] for your muse to gently grab my muses chin.

[ tuck ] to place a blanket on my muse.

[ wrap ] for your muse to walk into the room and say nothing before wrapping their arms around my muse. 

[ fidget ] for your muse to comfort mine during a bad dream.

[ braid ] for your muse to braid mines hair.

[ sponge ] for your muse to give my muse a sponge bath.

[ drape ] for your muse to help pull off / unzip my muses clothing

[pasunebete-blog]

foppotee:

“-I don’t know. It just seems like one of those things that…” A shrug, and a wrinkle of his nose. “I dunno. You could always get back in bed after you see it. I guess it’s just nice to look at.”

“Yeah, but sleep is nicer. I don’t know about you, but I’m one of those types that can’t get back to sleep once I wake up.”

[foppotee]

@pasunebete liked the thing for a thing!

“When do you think was the last time you saw the sun rise? Not from a window - actually being outside when the sun rises? I don’t think I’ve done that since I was a kid.”

[pasunebete-blog]

“I don’t think anyone who’s sane would willingly be out of bed and outside that early in the day. Why do you ask?”

[pasunebete-blog]

@beastbrave  || fidget

                   The way his figure clenched made him look like an animal. Curled into a taut spring&& ready to pounce into the thick of a war she couldn’t see waged beyond the lines of his face. Jaw set squarely, his nose wrinkled into a snarl she recognized from a pivotal night in the woods. Shoulders tense && lurching in spasms that left the whole bed shaking.

    “ Adam. ” Calling his name in a whisper through the dark, Belle slid one knee beneath herself. Propping her weight into a sturdy kneel on the bedside as one hand sought his shoulder. Aiming to jostle him awake.

&& her touch had some effect, but it was not what she had intended. Instead of a balm to soothe away the nightmare, it acted as a trigger. Spurring her sleeping husband into a wild thrash that reminded her more of the BEAST than the man.

The sound he made startled her. Jerking her hand back to her chest && moving her to rock backwards. Away from his hefty swing, though not quite far enough. The skew of her balance at the edge of the mattress distracted her just long enough for Adam’s hand to catch her— - open-faced - — in the cheek. Nails digging into the soft flesh beneath her eye, he knocked her off the bed && sent her sommersaulting in a noisy clatter across the floor. Landing her on her stomach.

    “ —— ADAM!! ” The household could have heard the ruckus, but she barked his name loudly for good measure as she sat up. “ WAKE UP!! ”

“NO!”

He snapped up, gasping as he clawed desperately at his body, trying to find the spot where he could feel himself bleeding out, feel himself D Y I N G. Slowly, his head began to clear and he realized that he was in his own room, that he was in his own human body, that he was ALIVE.

Then he realized he was not alone. “B-Belle,” he stammered, rushing out of bed to his wife’s side in a panic. “GOD, Belle, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean— are you alright?!” He saw the blood on the stone floor, and guilt SURGED in his veins.

“I’M SORRY...”

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Ben laughed, his cheek dimpling. “Hey I didn’t know my teeth could hurt you then. You were my beastly big dad, you were unbreakable.”

Adam flinched momentarily. “I’m aware."