It’s All In My Head...right?

I really have no coping skills and very little self control. So I’m basically a mess.

[bpdamn]

what do you mean “impulsive behavior” i’m just a little spontaneous

[dissociatedclown]

I don't know.

[drogenuniversum]

"Friends take drugs until drugs take friends“

- @drogenuniversum

[tashableddank-deactivated202002]

[catsyte]

hearing ‘’i’m about to cum’’ is such a turn on

[hippiekoral]

i cant sleep. all i want is for you to be next to me with your head on my chest again.

[destroymylife]

have a nice day :)

[nonfatchai]

can’t wait for the day that someone looks at me and they just know

[gh0stpawsss-deactivated20250205]

[olmazkanka-deactivated20211109]

[hisdarkfantasies]

love this ❤️ her pants are so cute!

[herdark-fantasies]

Lovely 😍

[cavlas-deactivated20250412]

[nomenu]

[junkiebabie]

demons in her head and drugs in her veins.

[iamquietlydrowning]

[dysfunctionalgingeralert]

“It was good for a while, being empty. I didn’t hurt anymore. But as time went on, it was like I could hear myself from far away, begging for permission to come back.”

— Myra McEntire (via quotemadness)

[pharmaland]

Don't take full dose after rehab, kids

[the-lowz-of-highz]

I often feel like I can't relate to many other addicts at this point in my life. I keep to myself and avoid bad situations as much as possible. I don't live the life most people expect out of an addict. I don't fuck people over or do any of that dirty shit. I don't even like most drugs or care about getting high. As long as I'm well, functional, not in withdrawal, etc. and I'm able to run errands, take care of my dog, and be there for my loved ones I'm content with that. I'm at the point where when people I use to hang out with back in the day hit me up asking about drug related stuff, asking to pick up, wanting to use together, etc. I just ignore it because I don't want anything to do with that life. I don't want to meet up with someone and end up dragged along on a mission somewhere in the stolen car they're driving without a license. I want to avoid the sketchy people and situations, I've always thought like this and been like this to a degree. But now it's so much so that I just stay to myself, use once in the morning, once in the evening before bed, and move on with my life. I just want to live as normal of a life as possible. If I have to do that alone for many more years I have absolutely no problem doing that. I'm not willing to risk the progress I've made. I'm too scared of ever ending up back where I once was again.