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I finally let go.

21/01

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Time...is all I ask more and that's the one thing they never give.

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I should learn to love myself ...before expecting someone else to.

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Am I worthy of love? Before I ask for more and more ...what can I offer??

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You want to part of their routine but you're just a burden

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Didn't want to agure so I hurt you instead

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Sensitive topic

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Why do i always have to be the bigger person ????? Whyyy?

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www.psychalive.org/how-to-overcome-insecurity/

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https://www.pathwaytohappiness.com/writings-insecurity.htm

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What the fuck is a functional relationship ?????????.

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Broken

I'm so broken inside. Being with you just highlights everything I ever feared. I don't feel accepted enough to grow instead I feel guilty with an urgent need to change. I cry myself to sleep coz I feel like I'm not good enough to deserve you. The more I fall in love with you the more I feel you fall out of love with me. I don't know why I feel this way but right now it feels soo toxic. I also dont want to admit this to you coz pride and ego....something about showing such a vulnerable side that I can never come back from.

Oh writing it down helps ...it helps so much...but still dont have a solution.

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I love you BUT

cooking, fit body and

descent job please.

Boyfriend

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What is emotional abuse...

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I'm not very good at fighting

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When you consider them always and they turn around and fuck you over like its nothing.

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Why do i have to be the one initiating conversation all the time, especially after i said yes. The fun of the chase is gone? what a shit feeling. Not expecting d&m every waking hour of the day. Just checking in now and then. Urg.