RetroMamaBlahBlah

This is where I release the beasts. Most of them. I am a grown up elsewhere.

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I am enjoying this book......#susanorlean #thelibrarybook https://www.instagram.com/p/B8jiGk6lAUA/?igshid=1olqvgru4d23n

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Drown it out with loud music.

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Too late to turn back now.

Same thing as before. Same day. Same situation. Pray to imaginary figures in the sky I be dark and drawn. Lost and forlorn. Weathered and worn. Break. Me. Down. Wear. Me. Out. New day tomorrow. Stay up all night. Broken in the light. Drown in coffee. Do it again.

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Excuses

I need to fix my brain waves now. I used to control this temper other ways...less realistic ways. Crutches? Maybe, but it worked and it was simple. Natural. Breathing deep....no oxygen needed... Now I have dig through this thick black goo and find out what I'm made of. Girl, what you are made of hasn't left you yet. You just need to dig it out and scrape off the scab..

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Broken

Broken are the bones

Fallen from the sky

Nuremberg after Day and night.

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Is.

I is a poet. Sounds like the dead. Rocked from the desk...rotten in the head.

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Titles of People You Know, Best-ies

I have always hated the term bestie. Not only does it sound juvenile, I think it reminds me of the fact that I don't have any one close friend anymore that is in and out of my daily life. Who has the time to call people on the phone and chat? (Unless of course you're 20 something and single....) (...ok just single really.) The term reminds me of 7th grade. Put your friends in order. Everyone else isn't good enough.

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a break

The world is so exhausting. I need a break. Guess the world doesn't stop for a girl with a squeaky voice.

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I miss you

I miss you tumblr. I will see you soon.

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So tired

Of the box. s.

Of the barking.

Of the non stop noise.

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Ego

Put that shit aside. My motto for the day month year  forever.

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Here.

Arriving on the scene like a green jelly bean.

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I form Words

I shape them like a solid mass.

Destroy them like a mosquito.

Violate them like a ....like a.....like something violent.

You'd like something violent wouldn't you? Me structuring my words to say something contrary to our natural being. Or, rather something natural for us beings. Eating raw meat. Ripping bone from flesh in the winter morning. A cold Sunday under the clouds, hunting and falling through the ice.

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All is Everywhere

On the other side of the world a butterfly is born. This is what the Internet brings you. Wonder what's happening down the street?

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Environmental Landscape

The environment is about so much more than our physical landscape.

It is what makes us as humans.

The spaces we occupy define us, inspire us, and motivate us. We should all be so lucky as to be surrounded by things we love.

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Money Hoarders

The billionaires of our world are nothing more than money hoarders.

They exhibit the same compulsive tendencies to have more and more and more. There is no amount that is too much. There is no cost too great.

We should get them all a spot on the show Hoarders. We should let an expert come in and "council" them.

Or, better yet, we can clean them out in a few days and then they can deal with the repercussions. A country with healthcare, a more stable middle class, better educational system....or we can go with the old standby....invest in another war.

image: "Money is the Root of All Art" Ron English

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obsession

Wood floor

beneath my feet

plaster

above my weak

Counting all the ties

in between my sheets

Fallen in conform

Stuck in the house

to work out the mom

fallen in the home