pan chip-103

H0ld my arms back when they beat me, Leave me in the ditch when they kick me, Sever my limbs and deceive me, Sometimes life isn't easy. ------------------------------- ((Ventblog for Lacerati0, please read the rules!!)) ------------------------------- thoughts/status/commands/chat logs

[pc103]

Okay well that was a bad idea. I'm going to curl up with Rui and sleep for a week again.

[pc103]

My moirail has chucklevoodoos.  My last (real) moirail was a trickster. I wish people would just.. Stop. 

[pc103]

My only other real Moirail is probably dead now too. I still haven't heard anything from him.. It's probably not been as long as it feels.

[pc103]

I stopped filling my queue again..

[pc103]

I miss people. But people don't miss me.. 

[pc103]

My moirail has chucklevoodoos.  My last (real) moirail was a trickster. I wish people would just.. Stop. 

[the-psycho-cutie-deactivated201]

I was just thinking about someone else touching you and now I can’t decide on whether I want to break their hands or my own.

i just want you all to myself, i’m sorry  (via childoflust)

[nocturnewriting]

[pc103]

God he's really mean. 

[pc103]

Deep breath.  Vaguely grumpy growling noises. 

[pc103]

I'm like 90% on who it is. Because he's liking all the posts. 

[pc103]

Vague squinting. 

[pc103]

Goddammit. 

[pc103]

I miss being called mommy that's.. Hm. 

[pc103]

Someone smash my skull open with something blunt and heavy. 

[pc103]

I ended up trying to stick a knife in one of my side gills and seeing how far in I could get it without cutting myself.  Then just decided it was in there anyway.. Might aswell. 

I have bandages on again now. 

[pc103]

No matter what I do I always feel second best. 

No. I'm not even second to anyone. 

[pc103]

That was obviously a bad way to do that but I probably wouldnt've told him else....