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A love 💗 💕 letter to myself.

#Spotify #SoundCloud

You have to be able to lose, to win (Vulnerability).

How are you?

What have you been doing?

What have you up to these days?

Did you miss me?

Could you only think of me ?

I never do anything I don’t want to do.

You watch me like a spectator,

You’re having so much fun.

That’s good, seat back.

You watch and relax.

The show is just about to get good.

Freedom.

My freedom.

My happiness, My joy, My liberty.

That’s what that is;

That’s what I want to call it.

But that’s all My Choice

Thank you ❤️

The war inside of me (my different moods).

#rawcontent #poetry #self-expression #self-expressive poetry

If you want to go fast, go alone. If you want to go far, go together.

-unknown

Twitter ——-very toxic !

Very easily Twitter has a lot of negative opinions because it is a very opinionated app so everyone’s negative mindset and toxic thinking becomes a way of you thinking as well being surrounded by all that energy all the time. It’s like this for example, the boats sinking example which is when the water starts inching a Braids that is when it stops to float and starts to sink Twitter is literally like you are the boat and water is the bad opinions and bad energy. water is bad thoughts and doubts.

So right now I’ve just been watching Chloe and Halle on YouTube and I can see I’ve gotten in touch with a part of me that is a huge part of me like a major part of me which I kind of lost and I’m glad I found. I’m using these terms because someone helped me and by someone I mean Chloe and Halle‘s dad on YouTube ( while watching the videos ) helped me realize the words I was looking for the whole time to describe how I’ve been feeling and just that real part of me that black girl magic 🤩✨that Chloe and halle show me that part of them that is also me because I grew up with them watching them learning them etc.

And honestly I can see it’s very easy to get lost and not knowing when you get lost. it’s scary actually, Bna for example how many times was I able to feel that ‘real me’ for example with Efiok and how many times was I getting lost in regards to just watching all the seniors and people just live their lives and getting lost and by getting lost I mean not being true to who I really am. so my real self by acting different way than I really should have been which would have been really me. Afraid to show myself. To show who I am.

And honestly I can see I live by virtues just like a lot of huge role model celebrities I grew up watching and living by with my loved ones and family members. your surrounded crowd is different; your priorities are different and it’s secondary to the priorities that you know you should have knowing who you really are. I just want to remind you [myself]- I Only temporarily forgot who I really am. but now I remember. Welcomeback!

Change of an overcomer; a poem

The message: repentance

It’s hard. But is it really,

Or am I just expected to believe it is?

What am I,

And who am I supposed to be?

I guess I’ll never know

The teardrops glistening

The pain- I’m listening,

But do you ever stop to pray?

Nobody will ever know,

Who will ever know?

But how I wonder and try

Try to be who?

Try to do what?

What am I but a lost cause!

So now we say to they,

To they who watched us pray

To they who mocked our pay

Now where have you gone?

And who are you with

For to what are we to be,

Never to sway to your dismay.

May we never lack the courage,

May we never lack the faith,

May we never despise.

For again will come a day

such of good delay

That we say today is the day!

#poems #pennyforthoughts

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“All over the world, girls are raised to be make themselves likeable, to twist themselves into shapes that suit other people. Please do not twist yourself into shapes to please. Don’t do it. If someone likes that version of you, that version of you that is false and holds back, then they actually just like that twisted shape, and not you. And the world is such a gloriously multifaceted, diverse place that there are people in the world who will like you, the real you, as you are.”

— Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie

“I had a splendid quote yesterday while lying in bed. I don’t remember.”

—Ebube

Just deleted all (except WhatsApp- just switched off notifications) social media.

About to have a one on one with my physics which is long overdue

#student #physics #fun

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_Most beautiful moment in life_

I remember how it felt, and I want to go back to that time. I wish I could place the hands of the clock on that time. Set back the date. My most beautiful moment of life. One of my most beautiful moments. I guess my heart was fed; so much that just it’s reminiscence turns me to Poetry. For just this, I finally open to willingness of poetry.

Joy, new beginnings, no limits, love, my eyes are open now. I am crying. I am happy. Is this Euphoria? Sorry I’m still with you. Only, I’m far away. Further than I thought I was….but safe.

I am always happy now. Thank you.

Wow! Somethings change you. The change you use to see your best self with beautiful eyes.

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_Most beautiful moment in life_

I remember it all; I remember the best. My peace of mind, my tenderness, the beauty of the world all around me with the beautiful people. The air. The season. I was growing. A beautiful growth. That season was heaven-sent, and in every moment was I fulfilled. I want to go back to that time. I wish I could place the hands of the clock on that time. Set back the date. My most beautiful moment of life. One of my most beautiful moments. I guess my heart was fed; so much that just it’s reminiscence turns me to Poetry. For just this, I finally open to willingness of poetry.

Joy, new beginnings, no limits, love, my eyes are open now. I am crying. I am happy. Is this Euphoria? Sorry I’m still with you. Only, I’m far away. Further than I thought I was....but safe.

I am always happy now. Thank you.

Wow! Somethings change you. The change you use to see your best self with beautiful eyes.