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@periwinklaire
﹒✿﹒ ୧ 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑑? ୭ ࣪ .
𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗋 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝑤𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑠, 𝖾𝖼𝗁𝗈𝖾𝗌 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠 ;
꒰ track ﹕ 01. ⋆⠀⠀⠀﹕⠀⠀⠀𝒫𝖤𝖱𝖨𝖶𝖨𝖭𝖪𝖫𝖠𝖨𝖱𝖤 ! this is a mutuals only, multi-muse & private space written with love by indy. ✿
꒰ track ﹕ 02. ⋆⠀⠀⠀﹕⠀⠀⠀this space is private and selective, single-muse roleplay blog with medium to low activity. please do not follow first. 25+. gmt+8. she/they.
i got very very busy with work but since it's a holiday for us this friday, i'll try to be here more!
i got very very busy with work but since it's a holiday for us this friday, i'll try to be here more!
➡@periwinklaire asked for a collage❗ [hana & peri.]📌 || from here.
⭐︎⠀ ⠀⠀a look into peri’s spotify.
ft. loveblitz’s kai, sugarholicx’s hana & loveodds’ nico.
i wanna do something but idk what it is sdfsjhdfvbshdfbvhsbd
⭐︎⠀ ⠀⠀ @periwinklaire just added to her story!
⋆ “ @sugarholicx sent﹕ ” ( ✉ → sms ) cna you pick me up… and brign some shoess… i cant find mine (jiyoo.)
( ✱ ) new incoming message ! from peri → jiyoo 🖤 delivered : 11:30 pm ✓
[ 💌 → jiyoo 🖤 ] jiyoo where are your shoes?? 😭😭 [ 💌 → jiyoo 🖤 ] i am omw [ 💌 → jiyoo 🖤 ] can you please send me your location? [ 💌 → jiyoo 🖤 ] i brought some slippers
꒰ 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑒 ﹕ 𝗍𝖾𝗑𝗍 𝗆𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗌. ֺ ⋆
⋆ “ @loveblitz sent﹕ ”
from kai hehe i added his own texts lang sorry
( ✉ → sms ) pretty sure you dialed the wrong number, but thanks for the 13 drunk voicemails last night.
( ✉ → sms ) hehe joke wala ka sinend
( ✉ → sms ) help me choose a pizza topping please
( ✉ → sms ) why do you reply so slowwwwwww
( ✉ → sms ) nagugutom na ko :(((((((((
( ✱ ) new incoming message ! from peri → kaipie 🥧 delivered : 12:16 pm ✓
[ 💌 → kaipie 🥧 ] wait [ 💌 → kaipie 🥧 ] did i really?? 😭😭😭 [ 💌 → kaipie 🥧 ] parang tanga naman ‘to oh [ 💌 → kaipie 🥧 ] bakit ako pa mag-iisip ng pizza toppings mo? [ 💌 → kaipie 🥧 ] sige mag pineapple ka
꒰ 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑒 ﹕ 𝗍𝖾𝗑𝗍 𝗆𝖾𝗌𝗌𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗌 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗌. ֺ ⋆
⋆ “ @komposisi asked﹕ ” i'm terrified of losing you. ( sungwoo )
✿ ͏͏۬͏ ͏ ▸ ℛ𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑝𝓁𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 ﹕
“ you’re not going to lose me, ” peri says softly as she sits down in front of him and takes both of his hands into hers. his hands are so much larger than hers that her fingers barely wrap around them completely, but she holds on anyway. a small sigh escapes her as she lifts her gaze to meet his, making sure he sees how serious she is. “ i know i still have issues i need to work through, ” she continues, giving his hands a gentle squeeze. “ and i know i’m not perfect. but i promise i’ll work through those things with you beside me. ” her voice softens further, but there’s certainty behind every word she says. “ i’m not going to run away the moment things get difficult between us. ”
꒰ 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑒 ﹕ 𝗅𝖾𝗍'𝗌 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗋𝗈𝗉𝖾-𝗒. ֺ ⋆
⋆ “ @loveodds asked﹕ ” if this is a dream, don't wake me up. ( from calum! <3 )
✿ ͏͏۬͏ ͏ ▸ ℛ𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑝𝓁𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 ﹕
peri giggles at calum’s disbelief, resting her head against his arm as she curls closer beside him. her arms slip around his waist while her legs tangle comfortably with his beneath the blanket. she has no intention of disappearing from his life ever again. wherever he goes, she wants to go too. besides, there are plenty of remote and hybrid opportunities for creative directors these days. for the first time in a long while, they don't have to worry about distance getting in the way. they finally get to be together again, and this time for longer than a few stolen days. “ well, this isn’t a dream, ” she says with a soft laugh, nestling even closer against him. “ but i don’t wanna wake up too. ” a grin slowly spreads across her face before she presses a playful kiss against his arm, mostly because she misses being able to do silly little things like this without thinking twice. “ besides, ” she adds, looking up at him fondly, “ namiss ko 'tong big baby ko na 'to. ”
꒰ 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑒 ﹕ 𝗅𝖾𝗍'𝗌 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗍𝗋𝗈𝗉𝖾-𝗒. ֺ ⋆
yongliang sighs, his gaze flickering away from peri. there is a hint of guilt festering and growing inside his mind, but he forces himself to forget about it. "it just slipped my mind, everything's been so crazy," that is at least somewhat true. "it's not going to be that bad though, i really don't think so. i know you care about all this but just... i don't know how to go back and change the time," and they have too much to do for him to actually be going around trying to become physicist anyway.
✿ ͏͏۬͏ ͏ ▸ ℛ𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑝𝓁𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 ﹕
it just slipped my mind. the excuse echoes inside peri's head and all she can do is let out a short, disbelieving laugh. whether it's true or not hardly matters at this point. they work together. they see each other almost every day. promotion or no promotion, they're still supposed to function as a team. at some point, the other person should have crossed his mind. she knows she would have thought of him if their positions were reversed. the disappointment stings. “ thought you were better than this, ” she says, the frustration slipping through. a sigh follows as she drags a hand through her hair. “ it's not that bad? ” she repeats, staring at him in disbelief. “ the event is already happening and i did absolutely nothing to contribute. do you know how embarrassing that feels? everyone else is out there doing their part while i look like i couldn't even be bothered to show up prepared. ”
꒰ 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑒 ﹕ 𝗇𝖾𝗑𝗍 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄. ֺ ⋆
mia cannot help but laugh, but not really at peri. it is always fun, taking care of someone drunk because that is when they are their most unhinged and free selves. but at the same time, it feels double as interesting when it is peri. her eyes are bright, double as much underneath the light of the streetlamps and she looks like as if mia just told her the best thing in the whole world. "mhm... that's a surprise! i cannot tell you right away, where would be the fun in that?" somehow, mia is not sure if peri can even promise to stay awake, but that is a problem for later. reaching out, she pats the top of her head before brushing a few of her messy strands behind her ears. "game plan then. we can walk back to yours, it's actually not that far. and i can give you a piggy-back ride!" she tries to match peri's excitement to get her to agree with her idea. mia is plenty sure in her own muscles and strength — carrying ladies around sounds like exactly the perfect reason for hitting the gym so often.
✿ ͏͏۬͏ ͏ ▸ ℛ𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑝𝓁𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 ﹕
everything coming out of her friend’s mouth sounds like complete gibberish right now. just a bunch of words floating around that peri can’t quite piece together. eyes narrowed in concentration, she stares at mia’s mouth as if carefully reading her lips will somehow make everything click into place. it doesn’t help that she’s trying to stay balanced at the same time. the world already feels slightly tilted beneath her feet. somewhere in the middle of all that effort, though, she catches two words. surprise. fun. and honestly, that’s enough for her. “ okay, okay! ” she says excitedly, nodding far too enthusiastically. unfortunately, that turns out to be a terrible idea. the second she does, a wave of dizziness crashes into her and her stomach immediately protests. peri squeezes her eyes shut for a moment, swallowing hard while doing her absolute best not to throw up right then and there. thankfully, she manages to keep the nausea where it belongs. “ a piggy-back ride? ” she gasps, eyes lighting up immediately. “ i’m so lucky! ” she doesn’t even give mia the chance to crouch down first. instead, she stumbles behind her, throws her arms around her shoulders, and practically latches onto her from the back. her cheek presses against the back of mia’s head as she lets out a satisfied hum. “ you’re the best, ” she mumbles, words still slightly slurred. “ five stars. excellent service. ”
꒰ 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑒 ﹕ 𝗇𝖾𝗑𝗍 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄. ֺ ⋆
༘⋆｡ let's get trope-y.
almost a sequel to this. for the cliches, the relationships you read about in romance novels & see on your tv screen.
friends to lovers.
be honest, have you ever thought about us?
if this ruins everything, i'll still be glad i said it.
you're the safest place i've ever been.
i don't want to risk our friendship.
i'm terrified of losing you.
you've slept over a hundred times before... but this feels different.
i see how you look at me.
you look radiant tonight.
i'm sorry, but i'm in love with you. and i think you love me too.
i don't know why but i hate your new [ partner. ]
if this is a dream, don't wake me up.
you always know exactly what to say.
fake dating.
hold my hand. act normal!
we said no falling for each other.
you're scarily good at pretending to like me.
i thought the plan was to fake a relationship, not be in one!
you kissed me like it actually meant something.
oh thank god, they bought our story.
quick! kiss me.
don't look at me like you actually want me.
i wanna see how far we can take this.
why does everyone think we're perfect together? ...are we?
this was supposed to be simple! then i...
quick reminder: we're just pretending.
rivals to lovers.
god, you're insufferable!
you're infuriating. and yet... i miss you when you're not here.
you're the last person i want to care about.
i think you're the only person that actually understands me.
i've never felt like i've been pushed so far by someone before.
i want to win. but i don't want to lose you.
you're the only one who can keep up with me.
you drive me crazy. and i think i'm crazy for you.
i think you're the only person i want to compete with.
i'm tired of pretending like i don't care about you.
if you win, you can have me for the night.
mutual pining.
why did you say friend like that when you introduced me?
do you ever feel like you're holding onto the shadow of something?
don't read too much into that.
i'm not staring at you! i was just looking in that direction.
i guess i just know too much about you.
it's nothing. just my imagination running wild again.
i'm not jealous of them! you'd... make a cute couple.
i wasn't waiting for you, i just happened to be here.
it's silly, but i always notice when you're not around.
you don't need to say anything. just sit with me.
enemies to lovers.
you make my blood boil... and i hate that i like it.
maybe i'm fighting for more than just victory.
i hate you. i'm terrified of what that means.
i loathe everything about you.
i will destroy everything you stand for. but i won't hurt you.
i'm supposed to see you as the enemy!
i can't stop thinking about you. you're in my blood.
you're supposed to tear me down, not look at me like that.
i want to crash into you. i don't care what that means.
we're from opposite worlds! this could never work!
i don't care. i want to keep you safe.
TEXT MESSAGE STARTERS, PART TWO !
Send one of the prompts below to get a response from my muse.
wrong/random number texts:
( ✉ → sms ) found your number written on a wall… should i erase it?
( ✉ → sms ) [random name here]? is this still your number?
( ✉ → sms ) pretty sure you dialed the wrong number, but thanks for the 13 drunk voicemails last night.
( ✉ → sms ) you don’t know me but i’m bored and texting random numbers, so hi!
( ✉ → sms ) you FUCKING asshole, i hope you know how much i hate you!!!
sad texts:
( ✉ → sms ) can you please distract me so i don’t cry in public?
( ✉ → sms ) everything hurts lately
( ✉ → sms ) thanks for trying to cheer me up, but it’s not working.
( ✉ → sms ) what makes you feel better when you’re sad?
( ✉ → sms ) i just need to vent…
drunk texts:
( ✉ → sms ) im not DRUNK waht amkes you thijnk that
( ✉ → sms ) cna you pick me up… and brign some shoess… i cant find mine
( ✉ → sms ) the party was horrible but at least ikm drunk lol
( ✉ → sms ) whyj don’t oyu fuckign miss me????
( ✉ → sms ) all i wnat to do right now is talkk to you
angsty texts:
( ✉ → sms ) please talk to me. please help me make this work.
( ✉ → sms ) i don’t think we should see each other again.
( ✉ → sms ) when will we admit we’re no good for each other…
( ✉ → sms ) just know i cared about you. i really did.
( ✉ → sms ) i don’t think things can ever go back to the way they were between us
misc texts:
( ✉ → sms ) why do you reply so slowwwwwww
( ✉ → sms ) help me choose a pizza topping please
( ✉ → sms ) don’t listen to any of the voicemails i sent last night. i was drunk.
( ✉ → sms ) you haven’t watched my snapchat story all day. what are you up to?????
( ✉ → sms ) i’ve had the same dream about you three times in a row, is that weird?
( ✉ → sms ) why is april fool’s the only day of the year where people critically evaluate news articles before accepting them as true?
( ✉ → sms ) soooo, in your opinion, what are some of my best qualities? i need help writing my tinder bio.
↪ hana's instagram -- mentioning: @periwinklaire.
› ⩇⩇﹕⩇⩇ ﹗ kai listens quietly to peri, the corner of his mouth lifting every now and then. but underneath the teasing, underneath the way she tries to laugh things off, he can still hear it– that tiny bit of disbelief whenever someone chooses to stay around her willingly. and honestly, though he's aware that it's not his place, he hates that someone, her closest– her best friend, makes her feel like she has to question that in the first place. to kai, none of this feels difficult. spending time with peri never feels like an obligation or something he has to force himself into doing. somewhere along the way, checking on her, eating with her, walking her home, listening to everything she says– it all becomes natural before he even realizes it's happening.
maybe that's why keeps doing it without thinking twice. when she accuses him of just wanting to spend more time with her, kai looks up at her properly for a second instead of immediately laughing it off. and maybe that's what gives him away a little, because his expression softens almost instantly the moment their eyes meet.
“ and what if gusto talaga kita makasama, peri klaire? ” simple. honest. no teasing to hide behind this time. “ i'm not kidding, ah. ”
because the truth is, he does look for reasons to stay around her longer now. even during exam week, even when he's exhausted and stressed out of his mind, peri still becomes the easiest part of his day. the one person who makes him forget about deadlines and reviewers for a little while. he lets out a quiet breath through his nose afterward, leaning back slightly in his seat. “ basta ikaw nagsabi, retsam– alam ko na papasa ako at pagkatapos ng exam ko bukas, i think deserve something better for studying the whole day, ” the corner of his mouth lifts faintly. “ so yeah– getting another iced chocolate with you after is going to be my reward. ”
kai just likes being there for her– making peri smile has started mattering to him more than it probably should. hearing her laugh because of something stupid he said feels rewarding enough on its own. “ gusto ko lang na malaman mo na i'm not doing all of this then expecting something in return, ” he says quietly. “ i do it kasi gusto ko and i want to know that you're safe, ” then a softer gaze lands on peri. “ [ … ] then i'll respect your wishes, but the offer still stands– if you need me, isang tawag lang ako. ”
// 𝖾𝗇𝖽_𝗌𝖼𝖾𝗇𝖾
✿ ͏͏۬͏ ͏ ▸ ℛ𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑝𝓁𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 ﹕
a part of peri feels guilty for trying to push kai away when she knows he’s only trying to be there for her. especially now, when her best friend barely has time for anything else because he’s completely wrapped up in his new relationship. she isn’t blind. she isn’t stupid either. she can tell kai’s actions carry more meaning than simple friendliness. she just refuses to put a name to it because she doesn’t want to assume something that might not even be there.
she already made that mistake once.
back then, she spent years misreading her best friend’s actions, convincing herself that maybe all those moments meant something more. and look where that got her. a broken heart and a confession that never left her lips because by the time she gathered enough courage, he’s already dating someone else. sometimes she wonders if things would have been different if she had been braver. if she told him how she felt before another woman came along. would he have chosen her instead?
but then she wouldn’t have met kai. and somehow that thought makes her pause.
the truth is, she isn’t pushing kai away because his kindness makes her uncomfortable. she’s pushing him away because she’s afraid. afraid that if she lets him get too close, she’ll end up falling for him too. and what if history repeats itself? what if she spends months carrying feelings she doesn’t know how to express until she loses her chance all over again? she’s tired of being the person who loves first and strongly. tired of always being the one carrying feelings alone. sometimes she wonders what it feels like to have someone risk everything for her instead.
“ bakit mo muna ako gustong makasama? ” she asks teasingly, a grin spreading across her face because she desperately wants to keep the conversation light. “ dahil cute ako no? ”
she continues acting playful, throwing jokes around to hide how nervous she suddenly feels. it isn’t because kai makes her uncomfortable. if anything, he makes her feel far too comfortable, safe even. the problem is that she still doesn’t know if he’s being serious or if she’s simply reading too much into everything again. and honestly, she still needs time. time to move on from her best friend properly before she starts opening her heart to someone else.
someone like kai.
because she already knows he’s different.
“ grabe ka naman, ” she says with a shy laugh. “ nakaka-pressure naman yan. parang pag hindi ka pumasa, kasalanan ko pa ata. ” she shakes her head immediately after. “ pero hindi. i know papasa ka. and honestly, you deserve a award after surviving your exams. ” without thinking, she reaches over and pats his head gently. the second she realizes what she’s doing, her hand immediately retreats and she looks away for a moment, suddenly finding the table much more interesting.
when she looks back at him, though, the teasing is gone. because there’s no joking in kai’s voice anymore. no playful excuse. no attempt to brush things off. just sincerity. and somehow that honesty makes something inside her soften. the walls she’s been trying so hard to keep up start lowering little by little. not completely. not yet. but enough for her to let him in further than most people ever get. “ paano kung parati kitang kailangan? ” she asks quietly, meeting his gaze this time. “ you’ll always be there for me too? ”
꒰ 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑒 ﹕ 𝗇𝖾𝗑𝗍 𝗍𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄. ֺ ⋆
