mana is stored in the balls

cyber / joel / hudson ☣︎ he / it 🇵🇹

[phreakkkk]

howdy, i'm joel/hudson ( or cyber )! im of mixed heritage ( portuguese + sephardi jewish ) and i draw weird freaks sometimes. i am also an aspiring drummer & i plan on pursuing tattooing.

beware that i am anti-censorship and anti-harassment. also i ship kyman. do not interact with me if you engage in useless shipping/fandom discourse, enjoy shota/loli, real gore enjoyers and tcc retards.

im happily taken by my boyfriend who i hope to marry someday <3 ( ILY SYDNEY ). i am not interested in anybody else, don't be a creep.

under cut ( a bit more info before you follow )

im triggered by stuff related to politics & ongoing wars along with espionage ( you can make jokes but do not mention it near me if you're talking in a serious manner ). i am also anti-radqueer.

i am autistic ( type 2 ) and trying to get over my selective mutism. i often misinterpret people's tones and sometimes have a hard time understanding what people mean.

if not clear already somehow, i often use slurs i can reclaim. you're not gonna have a fun time in my blog if you're against slur usage. i also vent a lot.

im trying to engage more into horror and splatterpunk stuff. im open to suggestions for this type of media!

[phreakkkk]

i am leaving the eltingville club fandom. im done. i will no longer be posting tec related things on my account. i still enjoy TEC but this fandom sucks dogshit i hate almost the WHOLE entire fandom. is it so hard to be a fucking decent human being?

im not one for drama/discourse but i recently found out about the eltingvillez person. apparently THAT guy was dating my bf and both me and my bf had NO IDEA of the shit he has said and done. this is disgusting. i told my bf about this yesterday because i read the google doc on him and i recognized the discord username.

this pisses me OFF because my boyfriend's already gone through shit in relationships as far as im aware, and then this fucking guy just. does this. MY BOYFRIEND DOES NOT FUCKING DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS. FUCK YOU ZEPHYR, A BIG FUCK YOU.

my boyfriend has gone through so much and im nearly crying as im typing this because i feel so fucking bad for him. i know hes gone through so much and now he became zephyr's victim. he feels like shit because of zephyr.

i was in a gc with both zephyr and my bf. none of us HAD ANY IDEA of the terrible shit hes said before. my boyfriend is not mentally well. and what did zephyr do? hide all of the weird racist shit hes said in the past! congratulations! YOU HAVE MADE MY BOYFRIEND FEEL TERRIBLE.

and sydney (my bf): its not your fault, please believe me. you had no knowledge of any of this until i brought it up yesterday, and its fine to feel confused, scared, and desperate. take your time to process things, baby. i will forever support you and be here for you no matter what, and i am so sorry that you had to go through this. i love you. <3

(also please do not witchhunt eltingvillez or involve me and/or my bf into this situation. none of us had known of the things he had done until yesterday and this is just a vent and small announcement i wanted to write).

i am done with this fandom. fuck you.

[phreakkkk]

hello, it's been a while since i posted here and i do apologize, i just dont have any motivation to be active on this account especially since it was centered around eltingville club content the most. anyways, i do not intend on continuing this whole drama because me, my bf, and zeph have all talked it out and i would like to only let out my frustrations regarding this situation. i have told zephyr that he is genuinely disgusting and zephyr talked behind my bf's back and manipulated him into "dating" for a while. also very ironic how he suddenly started apologizing as soon as my bf sent proof of the shit he told behind his back, and zeph also proceeded to claim that i was being toxic and i was speaking over my boyfriend?? i was defending him and i have the right to be involved in this situation because i have been in contact with zeph before while he was dating my bf.

i take relationships very seriously. i am committed to my boyfriend and whenever theres a problem, we talk it out. even if yes it may seem a little hard for us, we use communication to resolve any issues. i care about my bf's mental health a lot. i am even currently in the process of preparing myself a bank account and soon open art commissions to save up some money and help my boyfriend move to my country in a few years (which by the way i will most likely advertise my comms here and in other socials, i'll prolly also make a ko-fi so that people can donate any amount they'd like in case they feel generous or something). i take this extremely seriously.

zeph if you're reading this, i will remind you to never speak to me and my boyfriend again. just go away, take a break from the internet. you disgust me with all the shit you've said not only about my boyfriend BUT also the racist crap in the past. leave us alone, you need serious fucking help.

once again please do not go harass or witch hunt zeph, leave him alone. this guy needs to change and i do not want him to ever get in contact with me or my boyfriend if he ever does actually change, i will not tolerate people mistreating my boyfriend. i will NOT forgive someone who wasnt able to communicate properly and be patient with a partner who clearly isn't mentally stable. i do not want to talk about this anymore nor do i wish to engage with the TEC fandom to avoid any future conflicts. This is all i had left to say.

[tekunoraizu]

Yes His Name Is Roblox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[icht]

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[ryanphantom]

this is a picture of my dad from 1975 his name is alamy

[loiswasadevil]

Meg Griffin

[kawfimachine]

MEET AND HUH???

[triangleguy]

[feralratbitesu]

lego poop seal revealed

[phreakkkk]

i am leaving the eltingville club fandom. im done. i will no longer be posting tec related things on my account. i still enjoy TEC but this fandom sucks dogshit i hate almost the WHOLE entire fandom. is it so hard to be a fucking decent human being?

im not one for drama/discourse but i recently found out about the eltingvillez person. apparently THAT guy was dating my bf and both me and my bf had NO IDEA of the shit he has said and done. this is disgusting. i told my bf about this yesterday because i read the google doc on him and i recognized the discord username.

this pisses me OFF because my boyfriend's already gone through shit in relationships as far as im aware, and then this fucking guy just. does this. MY BOYFRIEND DOES NOT FUCKING DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS. FUCK YOU ZEPHYR, A BIG FUCK YOU.

my boyfriend has gone through so much and im nearly crying as im typing this because i feel so fucking bad for him. i know hes gone through so much and now he became zephyr's victim. he feels like shit because of zephyr.

i was in a gc with both zephyr and my bf. none of us HAD ANY IDEA of the terrible shit hes said before. my boyfriend is not mentally well. and what did zephyr do? hide all of the weird racist shit hes said in the past! congratulations! YOU HAVE MADE MY BOYFRIEND FEEL TERRIBLE.

and sydney (my bf): its not your fault, please believe me. you had no knowledge of any of this until i brought it up yesterday, and its fine to feel confused, scared, and desperate. take your time to process things, baby. i will forever support you and be here for you no matter what, and i am so sorry that you had to go through this. i love you. <3

(also please do not witchhunt eltingvillez or involve me and/or my bf into this situation. none of us had known of the things he had done until yesterday and this is just a vent and small announcement i wanted to write).

i am done with this fandom. fuck you.

[phreakkkk]

i hope my boyfriend is okay.

[phreakkkk]

i miss my bf i jusr. want him back i dont want him to ever leave me :-(

[trismeowgistus]

I can't stop thinking about the Thick Thighs Pussy Salad like I went to bed laughing about it and woke up laughing about it.

[cosmovain]

[thatgarden]

tomodachi life us direct: everyone wants to fuck this silly ass jester

uk direct: everyone wants to fuck this silly ass clown

jp version:

Carlo~

[nagitokomaedasleftsock]

He would NOT fucking say that.

[7-eleven-offical]

............................... @eric-cartman-offical

[skyrim-forever]

Todd Edit Every Day Until TES VI: Day 434

He didn't get the dress code