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I hate this feeling. I don’t think I did anything wrong but it def feels like I did. Im also notorious for overthinking and it ends up making things worse. More often than not I just need to chill out. Bruh I’m stressed lmao

Really fucking annoyed rn

Lmao the more I think about it the worse it gets

Just some late night thoughts

- I’m thinking about starting a photoblog. Or maybe making my photo ig into a photoblog type deal. At first made my second ig as like a portfolio kinda when I was first starting out. I don’t really post too much on there tho. A lot of my photos I really like end up on my main ig or just don’t get posted/sitting in my edits. But I feel like my photog game has leveled up a little bit since I started and I just feel like I have a lot to say lately. Idk I just wanna have somewhere to post my edits and reflect

- I really need to hit up people to chill again lol. I’ve been in a weird place mentally the past few weeks. I guess I’m still tryna navigate with this normal schedule. I’m just not used to functioning at normal hours. At first I wasn’t hanging out too much cause my jobs had shitty hours/night shifts/doubles. Then I quit and thought I would have more time to do stuff but that ended up not being the case. The grind was real just trying to make ends meet. Now that I have a regular schedule I need to start being more social again, it’s just been so long. It’s literally been years since I’ve had free time while other people are also free. I feel awkward hitting people up out of the blue tho lmao.

-Seeing everyone at that wedding a few weeks ago was sooo nice tbh. I really appreciate those friendships that pick up where you left off even tho it’s been like months since you last saw them. It was a long ass drive but getting out of VA was nice too. The air bnb was a vibe for sure, near the water and the weather was hella nice lol. Smorgasburg in Jersey was dope too it was just hot as fuck that day. Low key I had that post event depression after I came back home. I guess I just really needed that.

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by Richard Le

dat4l0re

oceanchemgirl

Data is going to fuck shit up!!!

datastartrek

Data really said ‘maybe violence IS the answer’

Gotta stay postive..

Not gonna lie things have been pretty stressful the last few months. but things are looking up. I just gotta remember there are some things that are just beyond my control and just worry about the things i can control. alkdfahkldf.. easier said than done. is it the end of the week yet?