carpe nøctem

[escapetomovies]

Half Nelson 2006

[stylesnews]

Harry for SNL

[plxntmouf]

I’m never on here anymore but apparently someone hacked my shit I deleted all the bs sorry about that

[drugstoreperfumemp3]

I didn’t reread it, it’s like 1500 f*cking pages.

[plxntmouf]

just popping in to say that yeah it’s been like 10 years but I’d still fuck bill hader

[plxntmouf]

bitch I’m two months on low dose testosterone mother fucker

[plxntmouf]

bitch 8 months!!

[queereyegifs]

[plxntmouf]

bitch I’m two months on low dose testosterone mother fucker

[cozysafefactory]

[graceisanocean]

Hi! You don't have to answer this if you don't feel comfortable doing so but would you mind sharing your experience with transitioning and singing? I'm a pre-t singer and I am very apprehensive about "ruining" my voice, but you sound fantastic!!!

Testosterone doesn’t affect your ABILITY to sing, it just affects tone. The ability to sing comes from your ability to properly hear tones, not the physical form of vocal cords. Your sound/tone will change, but your ability to sing will not. It’s hard to sing at all during puberty (voice cracks and all that fun stuff) but that of course, doesn’t last.

[hobs-birb]

[adelmortescryche]

Reblogging for other diasporic and expat folk. Especially non-caucasian diasporic and expat folk. Some things change when you shift countries. Keep the changes in mind.

[fierceawakening]

Whenever I see this I wonder what the gun guys think about it.

[taako-yknowfromtv]

[muck-raker-deactivated20181222]

“I VIOLATE ARTICLE 27, SEC. 553-4 OF THE MARYLAND ANNOTATED CODE SAFELY, OFTEN, AND EXTREMELY WELL,” Second National March on Washington for Lesbian and Gay Rights, Washington, D.C., October 11, 1987. Photo © Exakta.

Sections 553 and 554 of Article 27 of the Maryland Code prohibited sodomy (punishable with a sentence of “not less than one year nor more than ten years”), oral sex, and “any other unnatural or perverted sexual practice with any other person.”

via @lgbt_history

[plxntmouf]

probably making my way back to tumblr to see if i can connect myself with some ftm/nb/transmasc people

I’ve been debating starting testosterone and getting top surgery for over a year now and I’ve driven myself pretty mad about it and now I’m in therapy about it.

not solely /that/ but for the most part

but I’m pretty sure I’m gonna start medically transitioning. I already set an appointment at planned parenthood but I’m probably gonna push it back to after my ep is done recording. I know my voice is gonna change and masculinize, which has the potential to “ruin” my voice, and I’d at least like to have a little bit of a formal record of my pre-t voice.

my voice is the biggest part of why I haven’t started testosterone. i feel like my voice is such a big part of who i am that if i weren’t able to sing anymore I don’t know what I’d do with myself. But I really can’t handle stifling myself anymore. I think it’s a risk I need to take. Or I just need to take a low dose and continuously sing and work hard to maintain my skill. I think if I’ve done it once I can do it again.

I feel like in the last year of being wrapped up in this depressive fog of trying to figure myself out, I’ve isolated myself and ended up quite lonely. and in a time where I’m emotionally and spiritually aching and need support, finding myself alone sucks. Hard.

I’m just rambling but that’s where I’m at rn

[skylikethat]

James Dean and Paul Newman’s incredibly iconic sexual tension filled screen test for East of Eden.

[plxntmouf]

teenageurie—>plxntmouf

[plxntmouf]

haven’t listened to the new panic album but I’m about to head to the gym right now to do so

(scared it’s gonna not be good but still hopeful and proud ya know, happy album release bb)

[plxntmouf]

album is great and fun I’m just a lil bich!