The Separation that Brought Back "You": A Short Story
by Khairunnisa Bratandari
BOOOM! It’s the day that is feared by everyone, “RUN! RUN! RUNNN!!, TO THE SPACESHIP NOW!!” sadly not all of them made it… But what happened to them?...
C1: Ughhh~ It’s been years since I last breathed in fresh air, it’s so frustrating.
C1: Do you know about the rumor that “they” want to go to an empty planet that has been used for research, but they don’t even know what’s even in there.
C2: I KNOW, why are they doing this? Isn’t this just risking the lives of many people on this spaceship?
C1: Yeah I think so too, but maybe they know it’s better than living in this spaceship.
The two of them continued blabbering for hours about how unsafe they think this one experiment is. A few days later an announcement was given to the public, that in around three days the spaceship was going to land on a planet that was thought to be habitable.
“Dear citizen of T4 spaceship, we have officially landed on our designated planet. Please stay inside of the spaceship until informed otherwise. Thank you.” The captain announced. 10 soldiers were later deployed to scan the surrounding area, and I, Raynold the captain of unit 207, was one of them. Everything was all fine, the oxygen levels were normal, no pollution around the planet, and most importantly the plants over there were THRIVING. I went around the perimeter with my buddy Jacque just to examine the vegetation that was thriving on this planet. That was our first mistake. I was so mesmerized by the sight of plants around me that I didn’t realize that someone or something was following us, until it was too late… Before I could even react, my body was SLAMMED onto the ground by some unknown creature.
I was then woken up by the sound of whimpering right beside me. It was… Aaron? I was shocked because I remembered I was walking with Jacque, and NOT Aaron. How was he even dragged into this mess?
Aaron: Hey! Don’t just stay there and do nothing, what were you even thinking about?
Raynold: Ah uhm yeah, I was just wondering how did you end up here with me?
Aaron: What, you thought that wimpy friend of yours was going to be here with you? sigh
Raynold: Hey, watch your mouth, remember who you are talking to.
Aaron: chuckles You're so funny captain, do you really think I care about your position? Right now that’s the least of my worries, what I worry about right now is the fact that we are surrounded by a PACK of giant hunting spiders.
As I looked around I also realised that in the distance there were red giant dots, looking our way and I was shocked. “What? Are you scared my dear captain?” Aaron asked, looking down on me. I was so mad at Aaron at that point and I wanted to scold him so bad, but truthfully I was also terrified of the current situation and so I decided to stay silent. HE HAD NO SHAME. He kept on mocking me until I was on the verge of exploding, and only then he decided to keep his mouth shut, but even though he kept his mouth shut I could see an annoying smirk on the side of his face.
I was so terrified at some point that my body was shaking uncontrollably and it turns out Aaron noticed that, and he helped me calm down. It worked, but I still couldn’t get the time where Aaron was being a literal jerk that made my blood BOIL out of my head. After calming myself down for a bit I realised he had managed to take off the handcuff that was on his arms earlier, I whispered under my breath about his handcuff, but then he told me to shut up so that we wouldn’t attract any spiders. He then made a move to also take my handcuff off, and we survived.
Aaron: There you go, I took off your handcuff, you owe me. Well no time to waste, let’s get moving.
Raynold: What? I owe you nothing, you are my subordinate after all.
Aaron: Fineee, but let’s get moving, the spiders are on their way.
Aaron: WATCH OUT, BEHIND YOU!
Aaron: Kill the spider in one single movement HEY ARE YOU OK?
Raynold: panting Ye yeah I’m fine, let’s continue our journey.
Aaron: Are you sure? Let me take a look.
Raynold: Fine, go on and check.
I finally gave in and let Aaron check my condition, as I’ve said to him, I was fine. It looks like he was very relieved when he saw that I was all fine, and I sure was a bit shocked, since he always looked like the type to not care about anyone but himself. After a few minutes we continued our journey, and it was tiring. As it turns out we checked our watch, it was technically night time, so we decided to sleep under the nearby tree.
It was all peaceful, until we were woken up by the sudden rustle in the bush behind us. Not lying, my heart was about to jump out of my body.Â
Raynold: W…what was that? Aaron, did you hear that?
Aaron: Yes, yes I heard that pretty clearly.
Raynold: How are you not shocked?
Aaron: You can’t react too much to those types of sounds, or it’ll lure them out even more.
Raynold: Y… yeah you’re correct.
Aaron: Well it didn’t look like you acted like that…
Raynold: Shut up, I was asleep ok?
Aaron: Alright alright. We should probably make a move now.
Raynold: Fine let’s go.
I was definitely walking… but I can’t say that I was awake. He continued to walk while I was dragging my foot on the ground. We then came across a cavern on our walk, it sure was humongous, I’m sure that this place could fit the whole plane and its people. While I was writing down and documenting what we had discovered he grabbed my arm and quickly dragged me out of the newly found cavern. I was not fully awake yet so I was unable to question a single thing that he was doing. When we were finally out of the cavern, I realised what was going on.
Raynold: Why are you dragging me!?
Aaron: Shh, they are watching us.
Raynold: stayed silent and did not ask a single question.
Aaron: I think they’re gone already, let’s get away from this place quickly. He said rushingly.
Raynold: Ah… Alright then.
Before we were able to get away from the cavern, a mysterious force sent us flying back to the cavern. I was screaming my throat out, while Aaron was just carefully observing the situation around trying to understand the situation we were in. In the end we ended up in a dark unknown place – it definitely was not unexpected. We were then “greeted” by a four legged creature, but with two arms as well. I was genuinely confused if this creature was a four legged creature or a six legged creature. The creature then introduced himself.
The creature: Well hello there human, we’ve been expecting your visit after that doomsday that happened on earth. 19.000 years ago…
The sentence 19.000 years ago sent a shiver down my spine, I didn’t understand why.
The creature: Let me introduce myself first, I am the duke of the planet’s ruler. I don’t know if you’ve done your research about this place or not before deciding to land on this planet, but I guess you’ve not done a deeper research. Or was it because all the researchers that were sent here 19.000 years ago were supposedly missing, and so you guys don’t have the materials to read through? The duke said with a smirk.
I was trembling out of fear, while Aaron on the other hand was just silently observing. I was confused, how does something like this not make him tremble even a tad bit? I nudged him and asked how he was so relaxed, and his answer was definitely disappointing. He answered with a slight smug face “because I expected this already”. If my screaming was enabled right there, right then, I know his face would have been blown off by the sound vibration coming from my scream, because who in their right mind expected something like this???
The Duke: You guys seem pretty confused, especially you young man.
The Duke: Who else? The gentleman beside you seems perfectly composed while you are trembling out of fear.
Raynold: Well I’m just a normal human, while he is… a total weirdo.
Aaron: What did you just say about me?
The Duke: Don’t quarrel on my property. I don’t mean any harm to the two of you, but that’s just my thoughts, I can’t change the way the higher ups think, so Be careful.
Those were the words you obviously don’t want to hear coming out of something… someone that looks so terrifying, because you now know something worse is coming up… I tried to keep a stone face, but I obviously didn’t manage to keep it that way. I looked at Aaron, and it was definitely not unexpected, he just sits there unfazed with everything going on around the both of us. It sure is annoying, but it’s not like I can do anything about it anyway. I nudged his arm and asked him what we were gonna do now, unsurprisingly he left me hanging. I looked him dead in the eye and that was when he finally answered me with an “I don’t know” I was about to kick his face off right there and then, when I finally got a hold of myself. I looked at him once more with a confused face, but goodness gracious his face wasn’t lying. I was panicking when The Duke finally spoke up again.
The Duke: You guys shall not worry about what I’m going to do to the both of you, but for your own sake young man, you should ask some questions to the fine gentleman beside you.
I was stunned, why would this unknown creature tell me to question my own subordinate in a place like this? I looked at Aaron one last time, but this time he was sweating like a river. I obviously started sweating as well, cause when else do you see this one stone-faced man sweat nervously like this?
Raynold: W what does he mean Aaron?
Aaron: It… it means nothing, it means nothing captain.
The Duke: Don’t you even try to lie Aaron Joo…
Raynold: W why does he know your full name Aaron? You never told him that.
The Duke: Go on and tell him Aaron~
Aaron: FINE FINE I’LL TELL HIM!
Aaron: I was one of the researchers that went here 19.000 years ago, I slipped into their base and found out that they were about to throw some “meteors” to earth but the “meteor” was actually a very dangerous bomb designed by them. I was caught red handed by this particular dude, and he gave me two choices : get executed right there or to sacrifice my team to save the people on earth, and specifically to save you from any disaster. I failed to do that during the doomsday and so I was cursed to live forever until I am able to save you from a tragic death, and it has been 19.000 years.
The Duke: One very nostalgic story from you Aaron~
Raynold: W what does that mean Aaron…
Aaron: It means as such Ray…
Raynold: A and you’ve been doing this for…
Words couldn’t explain how shocked I was, my mind was a blank sheet of paper with a few noticeable dust on it. I looked at Aaron horrified but also with a mix of confusion, at that point I was rethinking everything I thought about how my life is. Aaron looked at me with a tired and regretful expression. I definitely isn’t close enough to be able to say “I know how it feels” but I truly know that he is very tired after all those years of trying to save another version of “me” and witnessing my death countless times. If I were him I would’ve given up YEARSSSS AGO.
Raynold: W why did you make that promise? I wasn’t even that close to you. Why didn’t you give up?
Aaron: sigh You really did not remember who I was to you…
Raynold: Huh? What does that mean?
Aaron: I was your “brother” Ray… Your one step brother, the one that met you in the orphanage, the one and only adult figure you had in your mind. I could never let you go and suffer, that’s why I accepted that promise.
Aaron: You’ll probably not remember anything anyway.
The Duke: Well I can help with that smirk
The Duke then released his power and suddenly my head feels like it was shot from every single angle in existence.Â
Raynold: AAGHHH WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGGG!!
Aaron: STOP STOP IT DUKE!!Â
The Duke: Why should I stop? He needs to know the truth about himself.
Aaron: BUT THAT’S NOT THE WAY
I screamed as every memory of my past life started to appear in my mind. In a gaze I could see Aarons worried face with a smug annoying face from The Duke. Everything, even the tiniest details started to appear back into my memory, it was an excruciating process, nothing about it was enjoyable. Once everything calmed down I managed to finally speak up.
Raynold: W what was that…
Aaron: I’m so sorry Ray… I’m sorry that you have to go through that… he said sobbing
Raynold: I… it’s ok Aaron, I’m ok. If anything I should be the one apologizing to you…
The Duke: maniac laughs There, I brought you guys together again.
Raynold and Aaron: Shut up Duke
Aaron: One shall not disturb the talk of two brothers.
The Duke: Shock What… HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ME! GUARDS TAKE THEM
We were then taken by the guards, that is definitely not a human being, to a dark prison underground. They then locked the door and left us to starve.
Raynold: Aaron… Are you alright?
Raynold: Just take it easy, everything is going to be alright.
Aaron: I’m sorry Aaron…
Raynold: No, don’t say sorry, it’s not your fault…
Aaron: It is my fault Ray! I… I shouldn’t have dragged you into a situation like this, you should not be the one hurting, it… it was only supposed to be me that’s hurting… I should've been the one to save you from hurting, NOT drag you to a place that’ll hurt you!Â
I was shocked by the sudden confession. I tried so hard to hold my tears back, but that didn’t budge. Nothing I did could hold my tears back, and it was devastating. Every single thing now has made sense. I understand that Aaron has definitely had a hard time trying to do everything by himself, and is unable to tell the story to anyone, even if he did, I know that no one will trust him. It hurts me with just the thought of him hurting, I can’t imagine how much it hurts him…
Raynold: Aaron… Stop it…It’s truly not your fault…
Aaron: How can you be so sure?
I finally found the courage to look him in the eye and it was the most painful scenery I’ve ever seen in eternity. I truly didn’t know how to face him at that moment because every beautiful thing had fallen apart, he was my one and only happiness, he was the one that took all the hurtful things from my life, and made it brand new…                                                                                                                                                                               Â
Aaron: But Ray… This was only supposed to be my problem, not yours…                             Raynold: But it really isn’t a big deal Aaron, at some point it was going to be revealed anyway. It’s not your fault, nor is it something you should feel like you’ve failed…Â
Raynold: The opposite way actually, I feel very relaxed now that you’ve told me everything.
Whilst we were talking a guard came in to inform us about what was going to happen to us. It sure was pretty surprising, what he told us.
The guard: You, two humans, get ready, we are going to the princess in a bit. Wash your guy’s face and fix up your clothes, make sure that the princess sees you in your best form.
I was shocked, why were we going to the princess? What’s going to happen to us? Are they going to kill us? We reluctantly follow every direction the guard has given us, not to mention he was watching us by the door with a ferocious look in his eyes. We stumbled left and right, not knowing more guards were watching us holding their laughter in.
The guard: Can’t you guys go faster, I'll give you guys two minutes to finish. Hurry up!!!
We quickly fixed our shirts and belongings and came to the door. We were of course scolded for taking too long to fix our clothes. We then followed the guard to the castle door, while we were walking through the door I glanced above my head for a bit and I saw a sharp portcullis hanging on top, and could not get the thought of it falling onto my body and it ripping me in half out of my head. Fortunately it didn’t fall down, if it does Aaron would just have to go through the same thing all over again in my next life… I didn’t realise I was spacing out while looking up to the portcullis until the guards called out for me.
The Guard: Hey you! Focus on where you are walking!
Raynold: Y… yes, sorry.
We continued walking, and before I even realized we were on the road walking on this unfamiliar road. Everything was faint, nothing felt real, but I know for sure it is the realest thing I've ever thought in a long time. I took a glimpse of Aaron's face and he was terrified, he was sweating like a river going downstream. At that moment my face fell onto the ground, I was terrified, nothing we’ve done together made him sweat this much. I pondered whether he knew what was coming up or not… but from his face, he knew… He knew for sure what was about to happen, and everything started to connect itself… Before I realise it we have arrived at our destination
The Guard: We’re here, don’t do anything disrespectful you two!
Everything seems unreal, nothing is written on my bingo card, it’s weird… I tried to act cool, but it was impossible, even Aaron was sweating out of every pores he has. Before we realised the princess was standing in front of us, with a stern look on her face she said “So this is our next meal, mother?” I was shocked, but Aaron looked the same, still trembling and sweating.
The Queen: Maybe yes, maybe no my child. Let’s just hope they pass our test.
The Queen: Oh darling you don’t have to worry about it, it’ll be painless~
Aaron: You can’t do this to us!
The Queen: Why not darling? You were the one to stumble onto our planet without permission, that’s called trespassing love.
Aaron: But it’s not fair!
A sound echoed across the room stopping everybody on their tracks.
The Queen: Oh love you don’t have to scare them like that, they are our guest and all
The King: But they are true peasants and all!
The Queen: Darling don’t say that.Â
The Princess: But mother, father is not wrong, they are peasants and they don’t belong here.
The Queen: My child, they are also a being, they also have their dignity, we should always spare them even just a tiny bit, because we are stronger than them.
Me and Aaron were shaking in fear, I didn’t know what was going to happen, I could imagine nothing. So with the last strand of hope I asked the Queen.
Raynold: Pardon for my intrusion your majesty, but may I ask what you are going to do with me and my brother Aaron?
The Queen: Oh sweet boy what a great question, just to quickly explain it to you, you are like a wine to us. Your blood makes our body tingles in excitement like a wine, your meat is as juicy as a flowing river, and your organs make such a great medicine for the wounded soldiers.
I was so shocked that I couldn’t move a single muscle, and when I say none, I mean none. But Aaron on the other hand was starting to go back to his normal state, like how? When I was still questioning he was all nervous but now that I know, he is back to his normal state? While I was frozen in place Aaron tried to make an agreement with the royal family, I personally didn’t hear a single thing, but I know for sure it was some heated argument. Once I came back to my senses Aaron was lying down on the cold concrete barely breathing with what looks like a hand mark that probably came from an unimaginably hard slap. I tried to scream for Aaron but the words got stuck on the roof of my mouth. When I took another glance at the family, their eyes were glaring at me like a sharp knife.Â
Raynold: Wha… what just happened…
The King: That sluggish “brother” of yours is a piece of ****
I paused at his hurtful words about my brother.
Rayold: How dare you say that about my brother…
The King: I'm just telling the truth you know.
The King: Just stay still, don’t risk your life for something this stupid.
I felt Aaron's hand tugging on my shirt, I took a glance at his face to see him telling me to not make a fuss out of the situation. It was frustrating to think how he was telling me to shut up, while I had to see him torn up because of that one stupid king. I almost threw my shoe across the room just to get under the king's skin, but fortunately I still had some patience in me and managed to keep my shoes to myself. After a few minutes of extremely awkward silence Aaron finally started to talk again and of course almost started another fight. I could literally not do anything in that situation and decided to just stay still like a broken record player. I was praying that all of that would finish the second I blink, but it obviously didn’t. Just when I thought nothing could go any worse, a strong punch hit the back of my head which made me unconscious for god knows how long. The second I woke up, surprised or not, I was in a dark place. I honestly started to think whether I was in the real world or a fantasy world I used to read as a kid.Â
Raynold: Shucks… Where the hell am I…
The silence surrounding me was too loud, everything seemed to be talking to me: the walls, the chains and the… Mosquitoes? I was confused, why is there a mosquito, wasn’t it extinct back when the doomsday happened? Was this really a mosquito, or was it some kind of spy object? God, I don’t know. I think I’m starting to become delusional and maybe even schizophrenic. How come everything makes sense, but it also feels like nothing makes sense at all… Not long after my delusional runt, something tapped my shoulder, and heck I jumped up like a scared dog. It felt like a thorn was stuck on my throat for a few seconds, until I heard a familiar voice, it was… Jacque? WHAT? JACQUE? I was confused… I was on a weird mission with Aaron wasn’t I? How could Jacque be here… At that point I was sure that I’m delusional, nothing I see nor hear are real. Without much time to waste I started looking around and it was different… There was this floating white thing in the sky, and the sound of some kind of transport around me. Without realising I whispered “Where am I?” Jacque looked at me with disbelief and asked me whether I had a concussion from that fall, well dang that added into the confusion. I quickly explained everything to Jacque and fortunately he also answered all my questions. Like those white things in the sky? It’s called cloud. The loud sound of transport? Those are cars. Everything was new and confusing, I couldn’t understand a single thing, but I just knew then and there that my main objective was to find Aaron. Because I know that if he is somewhere out there, he is also searching for me. Without a single thought, I got up on my feet and ran as fast as I could to a secluded area.