note: hihi ,, thank u for waiting !! this ch is def worth it tbh </3 no warnings ,, just like ... oc goes off on jungkook ,, jungkook gets blindfolded ,, more context on their auras ??? yeah ... tension too ! pls do not be shy and send in ur thoughts !!! i would love to know how u're liking the fic so far as it's my first fantasy au !!!!! (clearly still very nervy lmfao) mwah ,, enj !
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the past few days have been anything but easy for jungkook.
not that he deserves easy—he knows he doesn’t. if anything, this is exactly what he should’ve expected. what does surprise him, though, is just how well you execute the petty treatment. how effortlessly you lock him out. how, no matter how many times he shuts his eyes, focuses, and tries to slip into your thoughts—he can’t.
it’s like the connection doesn’t exist.
which makes no sense.
because it does.
the string between you is golden and bright, undeniable to everyone who has ever seen it. and yet, there’s this… knot. this missing piece. it’s so fucking strange. he felt you before—felt the way your heart would race, the heat that would bloom across your skin. he knew when you were sick, when you were anxious. when the bond first tied, his own pulse had stumbled just trying to match yours. he cared so much when it happened...
but now?
now, it’s empty.
like someone cut the string without actually severing it.
he first noticed it that night in the garden.
you had only been soulmates for a few hours, and still, he felt something. at first, he thought maybe he was imagining it. overhyping the entire invisible string phenomenon. but then, the symptoms started stacking—waves of nausea when you were overwhelmed, your voice in his head when you caught his stray thoughts in class.
you’re in his head.
but he’s not in yours.
and if he’s not in your head, then what about your heart?
after that night, jungkook had gone to bed feeling like absolute shit. you told him he made you feel better—but he couldn’t feel it. couldn’t be sure. how could he trust words alone when everything inside you was a blank slate to him?
it freaked him out.
it got to him.
he spent the night tossing and turning, unable to catch even fifteen minutes of real sleep. and then, the next morning, when you walked in well-rested and seemingly fine—it hit him like a freight train.
it’s him.
he’s the problem.
and as fucked up, childish, and selfish as it is—that’s why he called you boring.
because you are.
because you’re blank.
because he, the so-called master of manipulation, can’t get inside your head.
but he sure as hell can get under your skin.
"so everyone, partner up—and obviously, soulmates go with soulmates," namjoon announces, finishing his rundown of the sparring activity.
you barely register the rest.
instead, you watch the class shuffle into place. soulmates move toward each other. friends pair up. the guys—still without soulmates—team up amongst themselves.
and jungkook?
jungkook leans against a tree, one foot propped lazily against the bark, arms folded over his chest. his expression is unreadable, but the tilt of his head, the barely-there smirk, sends heat curling up your spine. he plays with his lighter.
you exhale sharply and motion for him to come over.
he stays put, smirk growing.
then, he mouths, "don’t wanna."
your jaw clenches. you point at him, then to the ground in front of you.
"come here. now."
jungkook blinks, feigning innocence.
you cross your arms.
you wait—a second, a minute, a moment too long.
then, just as you start to turn away, he appears right in front of you.
"you're impatient today," he remarks, voice smooth, teasing. "is that how fast you need me? i can teleport wherever you want me to go. tell me to go away, i'll do it."
you sigh, pressing your fingers to your temple. before you can retort, he lifts his hands, and with the subtlest flex of his fingers, two sparring sticks float from the pile and dart into his grasp. he catches them effortlessly and offers you one, grinning.
across the field, namjoon groans.
"jungkook, did you really need to use your aura for that? just walk like a normal person."
jungkook huffs.
"wow. it’s like everyone hates me today."
"maybe we do," you mutter, snatching the stick from his hand.
this was foreseeable.
you don’t need jin’s aura to know how this is going to go. the class knows, too. there’s a shift in energy, hushed murmurs, amused glances exchanged.
from where he leans against a tree, jin exhales a chuckle. “this should be interesting.”
and it is.
because while everyone else has started, you haven’t moved past the first three strikes.
not because you aren’t trying.
but because jungkook isn’t.
you lunge forward, aiming a strike at his chest. he doesn’t even flinch. his own stick twirls idly in his fingers, his gaze flicking toward the treetops like he’s more interested in cloud formations than the fight.
he dodges every attack without breaking a sweat. side-steps. pivots. barely moves.
and worse—he looks bored.
your foot pivots. another strike slices through the air. jungkook steps back just enough for it to skim past his sleeve.
“getting closer,” he muses. “try again.”
irritation burns at your spine. you exhale sharply, feint left, strike right. this time, you land it. the stick grazes his arm—not enough to bruise, but enough to count.
jungkook stumbles back dramatically, hissing through his teeth as if you’d run him through with a blade.
"shit—"
the class falls silent for a beat.
then, snickers ripple through the air.
"oh, come on," you deadpan.
jungkook blinks at you, playing it up even more. "that was—you stabbed me."
taehyung mutters something under his breath. jin actually laughs. namjoon pinches the bridge of his nose.
jungkook sighs, twirling his stick again. then, in a movement so smooth it’s almost insulting, he flicks yours aside with a gentle tap.
wood clashes.
you stumble back.
cheers erupt from the watching trainees. but you just glare at him, chest heaving.
"again."
you grip your stick tighter, eyes narrowing. across from you, jungkook still looks at ease. hands loose. weight shifted just enough to be casual. like he’s humoring you.
the heat in your chest flares.
“jungkook, are you even trying?”
he shrugs, nonchalant.
“dunno. are you?”
jimin chokes on a laugh. "god, jungkook’s asking for it."
your jaw locks.
the room feels warmer. everyone's watching. you’ve never cared about proving yourself before—but this feels different.
nam joon's voice cuts in, sharp. "jungkook, get it together. look at ___! she’s clearly upset.”
jungkook’s eyes flicker toward namjoon. then back to you.
and something changes... his teasing drops. his fingers tighten around his stick.
“you want me to try?”
you swallow, nodding once.
he shifts, expression unreadable. “whatever you want, p.”
then, he moves.
the first exchange is fast. too fast. you counter, but his strikes come harder, sharper. for the first time, he’s fighting back.
and you’re losing.
badly.
his strikes come faster, sharper. his movements are precise. he isn’t holding back anymore, and suddenly, you’re struggling to keep up. the wooden sticks crack against each other, loud against the backdrop of rustling trees and hushed whispers.
then, in a split second, he spins.
your stick is wrenched from your hands. before you can react, jungkook grips it, tugging it toward him—until you’re standing nearly chest to chest.
then—
he taps himself out.
a grin spreads across his face. the trainees erupt into giggles. your shoulders rise and fall as you catch your breath.
jungkook extends a hand.
"good game."
it wasn’t.
it wasn’t fair.
it wasn't good.
it was just so him.
instead of shaking his hand, you shove your sparring stick against his chest and avoid his eyes.
"excuse me," you mutter before turning away from the group and heading towards the garden.
jungkook watches you leave.
he doesn’t say anything. he doesn’t move. but, after a few beats, jungkook follows.
you don’t acknowledge him, but you know he’s there.
you can feel it.
the ground hums beneath your feet, a faint tremor shifting the soil like the earth itself is attuned to him. the air turns crisp, infused with something familiar—fresh rain on warm stone, something sharp at the edges, something distinctly him. being his soulmate changes everything.
good and bad.
so you make him work for it.
you take the long way to the garden, slipping between hedges, ducking beneath ivy, fingers grazing the thick vines trailing along the palace walls. the scent of jasmine clings to your skin as you move, quiet and deliberate. you don’t look back.
but he follows.
always.
by the time you reach the stone bench beneath the willow, the late afternoon sun drapes golden shadows over the grass. the leaves rustle overhead, and the distant chime of a wind bell carries through the stillness.
he doesn’t speak.
you wait.
finally, after what feels like forever, jungkook exhales.
“you didn’t come last night.”
the words break through the quiet, heavy and deliberate.
“hmm?” you hum, dragging the sound out just enough to make him second-guess himself.
his jaw ticks. “i felt sick.”
the way he says it—careful, measured—betrays him.
a test.
a trap.
you don’t spring it... not yet.
instead, you lift your gaze, watching him with something unreadable.
“exactly how sick were you?”
his expression flickers—just for a second—but it’s enough. the shift. the realization that you know he’s lying. that you didn’t come because you didn’t want to. that he had waited for you, and you had chosen to ignore it.
he doesn’t like that. not one bit.
for the first time since class, he looks at you. really looks at you. and for the first time, you let him.
the garden is quiet this time of day. that’s why you go. but now, the quiet stretches thin between you, taut as a thread about to snap. the leaves sway overhead. jungkook shifts his weight.
then, without thinking, you step forward.
he doesn’t move. just watches.
you lift a hand, resting the back of it against his forehead.
warm. not feverish, but—warm.
jungkook stills.
for a split second, he stops breathing. the world falls away, distant and unimportant, because all he can focus on is your touch. the way your fingers linger before you pull away.
he reacts before he can think.
his hand catches yours, fingers wrapping around your wrist—not tight, but firm. firm enough to stop you.
you blink.
he tugs you closer.
your other hand lands against his chest, steadying yourself against the solid weight of him.
he is warm here, too. warmer than he should be. his heartbeat is steady, but there’s something frantic beneath the surface, a tension coiled too tight.
jungkook doesn’t know what to do with this. doesn’t know what to do with the warmth spreading through him like something foreign. something dangerous.
his voice is quiet when he speaks. almost unsteady.
“what are you doing to me?”
your lips part slightly, breath catching—
then, you push away.
he lets go immediately, like your touch burns.
your expression smooths out, unreadable. you take a step back.
“nothing,” you say. “that’s the thing.”
jungkook exhales sharply, head tilting. “what’s that supposed to mean?”
you hold his gaze. then, deliberately, you let your aura slip. let it expand—thick, unmistakable.
resistance.
jungkook’s breath catches.
“i can’t read you,” he says eventually, voice low, like he hates admitting it. “i... i could for a day or two... but it doesn’t make sense. this does't make sense. you knew i wasn’t sick last night?”
you nod.
“... you can feel—”
“yeah,” you breathe. “i can feel your symptoms. i can feel when your body reacts to me. i can hear your thoughts when you let me—when you want me to. i feel the bond."
his fingers twitch at his sides. his brows pinch slightly, like this realization is foreign. you inhale, steady. then exhale, letting down your guard just enough for him to feel it.
your aura glows—not to the eye, but in presence.
jungkook stiffens.
“resistance,” he pieces together. “that’s… that’s why i can’t—”
“i had my guard down when we met. i was giving you a chance, and you…” your voice softens, eyes searching his. “you can’t manipulate me. i refuse it.”
his tongue presses against the inside of his cheek. then, he scoffs, shaking his head.
“who said i had plans to manipulate you?”
“isn’t that your aura?”
“and if it is?” he steps closer, chin tilting. “come on, p. you think you have me all figured out?”
your lips curl into a small smile. not sweet. not cruel. something in between.
“yeah, i do,” you say. “the truth is, i’m not upset that you find me boring.”
jungkook waits.
“i’m upset that you’re boring.”
his brows furrow slightly. “what does that mean?”
you step back, turning toward the garden bench as you speak over your shoulder.
“you think i’m just a princess? fine. to each their own. you think you’re too good for me—”
“i never said that—”
“what?” your voice sharpens. “you think you’re not good enough, then? see, i’m confused—frustrated, actually. i understand i’m the newbie to the divinity—to this… to you,” you pause, eyes finding his. “but why should i stand around and let myself be collateral damage to your low self-esteem and ego?”
his expression hardens. offense first, then defense.
“who the fuck said shit about me having low self-esteem—”
“no one,” you almost laugh. “but that’s it, isn’t it? your ego can't swallow the fact that you can't read me. that you can't manipulate your place in my life... that there's a possibility that you can and will fail and have to depend on trust and love to be enough for people like me to stay.”
jungkook clenches his jaw.
"i don't know what the fuck you're talking about," jungkook spits. "do you think you're better than us because you're the divine?"
"no," you answer steadily. "i think i know more because i've been away from the divine. i have perspective. i know what's real—what's out there."
"i know what's out there too—"
"you didn't live in it," you breathe. "jungkook, people in the real world have to do things they don't want to do. no manipulation in time, no manipulation in feelings or things—they face life... you sleep during class. you don’t care when we spar. you don’t care about me—”
“___, you can’t possibly be calling me out and using these as your fucking excuses—”
“i just want you to know it’s okay,” you say it softer this time, like you mean it. “has anyone accepted you... just the way you are? if not, let me be the first one to do so. jungkook, do what you want. be who you are. figure things out or give up—it doesn’t matter. i can live like this, okay? we don’t have to be obsessed with each other. we can fight the bond if that’s what you really want—”
jungkook’s mind spins.
you’re saying so much shit that doesn’t make sense to him. this is escalating too fast. he wasn’t prepared for this. he didn’t know the weight of his words until now.
“it’s not what i want,” he spits out. “___, can you please slow down—”
you shake your head.
“i just want you to know this: you’re wrong if you think i’m the type to tend to someone’s inability to see their goodness. their worth… their purpose. i’m a big believer in accepting what you think you deserve. if you can’t accept me, that’s fine. maybe i’m not what you deserve. but that’s not on me, jungkook. you limit yourself. you don’t believe in fate. you don’t want this—”
“do you?” he croaks out. “do you want this?”
for a moment, you’re stunned.
regardless of all the shit he’s put you through in the past two weeks, you don’t have it in yourself to lie.
“i want more,” you say finally. “not this.”
more.
jungkook didn't know what that meant exactly... but this was a start. he isn't an apologetic type, so this is his... version of it.
trying.
again.
he stands in front of you, rolling his wrists, exhaling slow. his eyes flicker over your stance—checking, assessing, adjusting before he even moves.
“keep your weight forward,” jungkook instructs, tilting his chin toward your feet. “you hesitate too much.”
you nod, shifting slightly. he steps in, light on his feet, and you match him, falling into motion as he throws a testing jab. you dodge. pivot. counter. he blocks. you move again.
but it’s wrong.
every strike, every dodge, every block feels a second off. like walking out of rhythm with someone—close but not quite. you follow his cues, but there’s no flow, no instinct, just effort.
jungkook exhales sharply.
“again.”
he moves quicker this time, forcing you to react faster, but it only makes the disconnect more obvious. he shifts left when you expect right. your counters don’t land where they should. his frustration grows, simmering beneath his skin, evident in the slight drag of his feet, the way his breath turns shallow. he shakes his head, readjusting.
you know that feeling—the itch of something not working, of knowing it should but not being able to make it.
you step back, panting, watching the tension tighten in his shoulders.
“can we try something?” you ask, voice softer now.
jungkook pauses.
he blinks at you, expression unreadable, before tilting his head slightly.
“try what?”
you don’t wait for his response.
“wait here,” you tell him before you turn on your heel, feet light against the stone path as you take off in a quiet sprint. the air is thick with the lingering tension of missed steps, of a rhythm neither of you could quite grasp, but you know—you know—it isn’t just about movement.
jungkook doesn’t call after you.
he stays where he is, watching as you disappear.
when you return, there’s gold handkerchief is wrapped around your fingers. the fabric glows in the dim light, soft between your hands as you come to a stop in front of him, close enough that you see the slight furrow of his brow.
his gaze flickers to yours, unreadable.
“trust me?” you ask, already reaching up.
jungkook exhales. then, slowly, he nods.
you tiptoe, wrapping the cloth over his eyes, knotting it at the back of his head. his shoulders stay squared, but you feel the way his breath slows, the way he stills beneath your touch. his lashes flutter against the fabric before he adjusts his stance again, waiting.
this time, when you move, he doesn’t see you—he feels you.
“focus on me,” you tell him.
“h-how—”
“i’ll focus on you too. maybe if we do this properly, our auras will meet. i can put my guard up any time, but putting it down is something entirely different. it’s beyond my control to put it down. it’s a reaction to you—your vulnerability, not mine.”
jungkook swallows, letting your words sink in.
"how do you know this shit?" he attempts to hide his suspicion.
you laugh. "have you forgotten who my grandparents are? just because i was raised outside this palace doesn't mean i wasn't educated and trained for the divinity."
"you are the divinity."
"that i am, little prince."
you don't know it, but he rolls his eyes.
"and you're a princess."
"that i am not."
he chuckles. so do you. the moment is light.
then, he takes a deep breath and envisions you.
in his head, it’s hazy. there’s only so much of you that he memorized in a short period of time—but he hopes it’s enough. he recalls the way you turn your head and how pretty your neck is. how long your hair is and how your eyes smile before your lips curve into one.
before you know it, the air shifts and he strikes. there’s a slight tremor in your breath when you hesitate—a quiet hitch when he moves too close.
his body reacts without thinking, syncing to yours in a way sight never allowed. he follows the push and pull, the rise and fall of your heartbeat, matching it, learning it. and for the first time, there’s no disconnect—no distance or this… force that pushes him away.
no struggle.
just instinct.
just you.
and then, in a way he can’t explain, he knows where you’ll be before you even move.
he anticipates every pivot, every feint, as if something unseen is guiding him—no, pulling him. there’s a thread between you now, stretched taut between his ribs and yours, humming with energy. it tightens when you step back, loosens when you exhale. he feels it with every shift, with every breath you take.
it’s disorienting at first, the pull, the quiet certainty of it. but it’s right. more right than anything has felt in a long, long time.
his heart pounds, syncing to yours. for the first time, jungkook doesn’t fight it.
instead, he lets it fall.
in so many fucking ways, he lets himself fall.
you bend over and tug the handkerchief off of him.
then, you extend a hand.
jungkook squints, adjusting to the night. then, he stares at it for a beat too long, his pride hanging in the space between you. you didn’t exactly win… but you didn’t lose either. regardless, he feels defeated.
the garden is quiet except for the sound of both your breaths, still uneven, still trying to settle. the tie had been hard-earned—one final strike knocking him down, leaving him on his back, staring at the night sky like it held the answers he didn’t.
you wiggle your fingers. “good game?”
his lips press into a line before he exhales, reaching up. his palm slides against yours, rough and warm, and you brace yourself as he uses the momentum to pull himself to his feet.
too strong.
the force drags you forward, nearly colliding into his chest.
you stumble, hands reaching for balance, and jungkook catches you before you can fall completely. one hand wraps around your waist, the other grasping your arm, steadying you like it’s second nature. his fingers press firm into your skin, and for a moment, neither of you move.
your palm lands flat against his chest.
a sharp inhale. not yours.
his heartbeat hammers against your touch, wild and restless. the same way it felt when he was blindfolded—when he had to rely on instinct, when the rhythm of his breath synced with yours and something unseen pulled tight between you.
you lift your gaze.
jungkook is already looking.
your eyes meet and it’s like you’re the only thing he sees. you see it. you look into his eyes and freaking see what he sees.
you. only you.
his lips suddenly part like he wants to say something, but he doesn’t. his eyes flicker, unreadable, caught between hesitation and something heavier. his grip on your waist doesn’t loosen. if anything, it lingers, fingertips pressing in like he’s mapping out the shape of you, committing it to memory.
"what are you thinking right now?" he asks rather shyly. “since i… i can’t read your mind.”
your voice is soft. it curls between you, laced with something you’re not sure you want to name.
jungkook swallows. his grip tightens—just slightly, just enough for you to feel it… seconds stretch.
then—before anything else, before you let yourself think too hard about it—you smile. you let out a small chuckle, tapping his chest with the back of your hand.
"figure it out, jungkook."
the walk back is quiet, but the air hums with something… different.
the weight of the sparring match lingers between you—his hands on your waist, your fingers on his chest, the breathless moment you shared before you pulled away. now, as you walk side by side beneath the moonlight, the space between you feels impossibly small, as if the night itself is pushing you closer.
your fingertips brush once. a fleeting touch, barely there. but it’s enough to send a pulse through the invisible string that binds you.
twice. his breath stutters.
three times.
fuck.
you hear it.
not aloud, but in the space between your thoughts, in the echo of his heartbeat. it’s his voice though. you know it is… and it’s the sheer panic in his mind and the way his body that betrays him. you giggle before you can stop yourself, and jungkook tenses beside you, as if caught in something he wasn’t ready to admit.
his jaw tightens.
his ears burn red.
you reach your doorstep too soon. your heart is still racing, tangled up in him, in the weight of his presence. and before you can stop yourself, you blurt out, "i can send a guard to take you back to yours—"
jungkook scoffs, low and amused. “i can handle myself.”
you fumble for an excuse.
“it’s just that… it’s dark.”
he glances up, a slow smirk pulling at his lips. the night sky is dark, but the stars shine almost as bright as you. it’s enough for him to know where he’s going.
“the stars are out.”
you follow his gaze. the sky is vast, endless, and speckled with constellations that stretch far beyond the palace walls. the kind of night that feels infinite.
“they are…” you exhale softly. “wow, they’re so bright here.”
jungkook tilts his head. “you do live in the highest point of the palace.”
you laugh, shaking your head.
“still. regardless of where i am, i can never spot the big dipper.”
he hums, tilting his chin toward the sky. “really? it’s over there.”
“where?” you ask, mimicking his gaze.
“made you look.”
you gasp, swatting his arm, and he grins—really grins, boyish and unguarded, like the version of him that slips through when he forgets to keep his walls up. it sends something warm curling in your chest.
you soften, stepping back toward your door.
“goodnight, jungkook.”
he lingers, just for a moment. the moonlight catches in his eyes, in the way he watches you like he wants to say something but doesn’t. instead, he exhales, the corner of his lips quirking up.
“goodnight, princess.”
you slip inside, shutting the door behind you. the guards reposition themselves and ask jungkook if he’d like to be accompanied back. he shakes his head, declining the offer. then, he puzzles the guards for a moment.
jungkook doesn’t leave immediately.
he waits, glancing up at the stars once more. and then, with a quiet flick of his fingers, the sky shifts. the darkness of the night sky almost flickers. the clouds part ever so slightly, rearranging the constellations.
pairing: bar tender!jungkook x bar tender! f. reader
genre: established relationship, 18+
summary: It's Halloween at the bar.
wc: 1.5k
warnings: sexual content, unprotected sex in a car, some fluff, jealousy, alcohol mention, daddy joke,
date: October 29, 2024
Sunday, Monday Masterlist
“Why aren’t you in your costume?” Jungkook asks as he opens the door to his SUV for you. You climb in, setting your bag in his backseat.
“Because I knew you’d rip it off me before we even got inside,” you respond as you take a sip of your energy drink.
“Fair,“ Jungkook giggles. “Are you wearing that silky soft maid outfit?”
“No,” you giggle, shaking your head. “You stained it with cum last weekend.”
“Oh, yeah,” Jungkook blushes. “Sorry!”
“No biggie, I had a backup.”
“Oooh, show me,” Jungkook pouts, but you kiss him before downing your energy drink. Jungkook watches you with hungry eyes as you set the drink in his cup holder. You lean over his lap, using the lever to push his seat back.
You straddle him, kissing him immediately.
Jungkook tilts his head back, allowing you to kiss his neck. His hands grip your hips, guiding your body on his lap.
“I don’t know why we couldn’t do a couple’s costume,” Jungkook whines when you nip his earlobe. He curses. He moves his hands to the small of your back as you kiss up to his jaw.
“Because we won’t get tips if they know we’re taken. You know our customers like to flirt,” You remind him.
“But Yoongi and Hoseok get to,” Jungkook pouts when you sit up, gripping his t-shirt to pull over his head. You toss it in the backseat, mindful to keep it close so you two won’t be late again.
“They’re married,” you snort, laughing when his eyes widen at the sound.
Jungkook furrows his brows as he thinks for a moment. You don’t notice as you pull your tank top over your head to toss in the empty passenger seat. Should you both move to the backseat? He’d get you on all fours and fuck you so deep. You moan at the thought.
“What if we do?” Jungkook suggests as he grins when you press your tits against him. You kiss him, your fingers threaded in his black hair.
“What, baby?” You murmur in between kisses as his hands grip the back of your thighs. He pushes your panties to the side. He doesn’t know why you still wear any around him when you know they’ll end up pushed to the side or lost in his SUV.
“Koo, what if we do what?”
Jungkook blinks. He’s captivated by your beautiful smile. Your hair frames your face beautifully, and his heart skips a beat. How was it possible to be so in love?
“Koo?” You wave your hand in front of him. “Hello?”
“Sorry,” Jungkook feels heat rush to his cheeks. “I just meant if we got married, we could do a couple’s costume.”
“You’d get married just to match one night of the year?” You ask with a raised brow, judging him.
Jungkook shakes his head. “No, of course not! I just meant…”
You kiss Jungkook, moaning softly when he holds the back of your head with his large hand. The two of you kiss as your clothes get removed, or pushed out of the way.
“I’m not proposing… yet,” Jungkook assures you as he slides home. You bite his shoulder to muffle your cries of pleasure, the stretch driving you wild.
The windows are fogged up as you ride him slowly.
“I would hope not,” you whisper as you rock your hips. You cup his face. “I love you.”
“I love you,” he affirms as he kisses you.
You moan, cursing when he takes your breast into his mouth. Your fingers card through his long hair, moaning when his teeth nip your sensitive skin.
“I would though,” you whisper, breathily.
Jungkook looks up at you. The stars in his eyes shine brighter than ever before.
“I would,” You repeat. “I want it all with you.”
Jungkook nods, too overwhelmed to answer as he swallows the knot in his throat.
~
Security is tighter tonight. Masks aren’t allowed nor fake weapons.
The bar is crowded as well as the dance floor.
Jimin’s shirt is already off, his costume hanging by the threads as he pours a bottle (of water) down his abs. The crowd goes wild as he empties the bottle on his incredible abs.
Yoongi surveys the crowd from the second floor. Hoseok is at the end of the bar with his private security. Namjoon tries to calm the waiting club goers in line as the streets outside fill with people out on Halloween weekend.
“What are you supposed to be?” You ask Jimin when the crowd finally calms down. Jimin giggles and points to the tiny headband on his head. “I’m an angel.”
You laugh, shaking your head. “Uh-huh.”
Jimin rolls his eyes at you. “Tae’s the devil. Doesn’t he look cute?”
You watch Tae clear the empty glasses on the bar before heading to the back. The tiny headband on his head is red with tiny horns.
“How’d you get him to do that?” You ask as you wipe the counter.
“I have my ways,” Jimin smirks before he gets back to work.
Seokjin approaches the bar, fanning himself. “A water please.”
You get him a bottle of water, opening the cap for him. He chugs half of it down before he sets it on the bar top.
“It’s so hot in here,” He groans as he continues to fan himself. “Why is everyone here? There are other bars on this block.”
“Because we’re the best?” You supply, and Seokjin laughs.
“Mhmm,” He waves you off as he heads back to the entrance.
Jungkook is at the other end of the bar. His Suguro Geto costume is torn to bits. He rakes in the tips as he flirts with some of the customers.
You feel silly in your bunny costume. You still get a handful of tips in your jar, but watching Jungkook smile and flirt easily with others makes your heart sink. It’s just work. You’re the one who takes him home at the end of the night, the one he loves, the one he holds at night.
You smile, forcing those dark thoughts out of your mind. You need to make rent tonight so you giggle to stupid jokes and flirt with randoms.
“Oh, excuse me,” you giggle as you walk in front of Jungkook to reach the liquor bottle at the end of the bar. Your ass rubs against him, and he resists the urge to moan.
Jungkook tries to focus on his clientele, grinning when they buy him a shot. He pretends to wash it down with beer, but he spits the alcohol into it instead. Tips fill his jar as he moves to the next group, turning the charm to ten. If he wanted to get you the ring he thought you deserved, he would need lots of cash.
Break time comes quicker than he thought. Being busy at the bar, makes time fly as he heads up the stairs to the break room. He chugs a bottle of water by the time you walk in.
“Come sit on hubby’s lap,” Jungkook pats his lap and you giggle.
“Hubby, huh?” You question him.
“Would you prefer Daddy?”
“Boy, bye,” you cackle as you slide off his lap. His hands reach out for you, tugging you back. You laugh with him as you straddle him. He tugs on your bunny tail, giggling as he presses his forehead to yours.
“It’s so hard watching you flirt with others,” Jungkook admits.
“Same. Do you think I like seeing your top torn to shreds? Those customers need to keep their hands to themselves,” You huff.
“Actually,” Jungkook rubs the nape of his neck. “I ripped my top open. I thought body shots would rake in the cash.”
You laugh, shoving him. “Wow, Kook!”
“I made money,” he smiles before he kisses you. “Besides, you’re the only one I want.”
“Mhm.”
“You know I only want you, baby. Come home with me tonight. Wear the bunny ears.”
“You little freak,” you giggle.
Jungkook shrugs. “I like what I like.”
“Is that right? Gonna breed me like a bunny? Pull my tail just to make me moan?”
You giggle, shaking your head before Yoongi pops his head in. He has a hand over his eyes, not wanting to see the two of you going at it.
“When you’re done making babies or whatever, can you help Jimin at the bar? Taehyung is doing well but Jimin’s doing body shots and dragged Seokjin into it.” Yoongi explains as he risks a peek at the two of you.
“Sure thing,” Jungkook nods as you get off his lap. You take his hand in yours, kissing him quickly before following Yoongi back to the bar.
Tomorrow you’ll hit the grocery store for discount candies, and Jungkook will plan your costumes for next year. Perhaps by then, you’ll be living together, handing candy out to all the neighborhood children.
Jungkook smiles at the thought as he joins you back at the bar.
“I say this with the least bit of anger in me…but…what the fuck are you doing?”
Your eyes blink upwards from the soapy sink, the water running as you slowly drop the plate. Jungkook is staring right back at you with a look of pure disappointment. It’s as though you ruined his mood entirely. He had strolled through the door happily as ever with groceries he was going to prepare the two of you to eat and the smile on his lips disappeared in an instant.
“Washing the dishes.” you deadpan, turning off the water. You already know what Jungkook is going to say and you have to mentally prepare yourself for it.
“You can’t do things like this-”
“You can’t do things like this, Y/N, you’re pregnant.” you mock him with a roll of your eyes, an act that catches him by surprise.
“I’m serious.” Jungkook shakes his head and places the bags of groceries onto the island and rounds the corner to meet you.
“Ever since we found out about this, you’ve gone insane.” you cross your arms with a tilt of your head. “I can’t wash dishes. I can’t walk alone-”
“For your safety, of course.” Jungkook shrugs his shoulders. “You’re the true crime watcher. You know what happens when girls walk alone.”
“Can we explain why I can’t wash dishes then?” you tilt your head.
“I may not have the answer, baby.” Jungkook places a hand on your chin and presses his lips to your forehead to peck them. “I’m sure 1,000 ways to die does.”
Jeon Jungkook was determined that this pregnancy was going to be handled with care. The amount of emotions he’s gone through alone at the realization of even the possibility that you were pregnant was overwhelming. Witnessing the positive pregnancy test and even getting to sit through doctor visits for added confirmation had filled him with emotion.
“I told you in the Jeon family that the woman has to relax.” Jungkook begins to take out the groceries he has bought. “You think my mother was straining her back when she was pregnant with me and my brother? Of course not.”
Jungkook then turns to look at you, eyes fixed. “Speaking of labor…did you quit your job yet?”
Not this again.
“We’ve been through this.” you wipe your hands on your shirt lazily and go towards the fridge. You would help him put the groceries away on a good day. However, Jungkook was adamant on you doing absolutely nothing that could harm you or the child you were barely pregnant with.
“We have.” Jungkook nods. “And I want you to quit.”
“I don’t want to quit.” you don’t look at Jungkook and instead go towards a few slices of cheese to make yourself the perfect grilled cheese that you were now envisioning in your mind.
“You always complain about how stressed you are working there.” Jungkook deadpans. “What if they have you stock?”
“Then I’ll stock.” you shrug, again focusing on the grilled cheese. You’re buttering the sliced bread when you speak again. “My mother didn’t raise a bitch.”
You then knit your brows and hum. In a way she did. Your bitchy attitude towards Jungkook had diminished when you realized that you, dare you say, love him. Especially now that you were very much pregnant by the same man you claimed you’d never give a chance to. How the universe humbles you is amazing.
“Y/N…”
Jungkook takes a deep breath. He turns to face you fully, crossing his arms. You’re carefully placing the cheese onto the bread and he watches you place it into the air fryer. You turn to him with a displeased look.
“You don’t even like working there.”
True.
“I know.” you nod your head. “I have-”
“Don’t say you have bills.” Jungkook interrupts. “I pay all of your bills.”
Your eyes turn to small slits for a moment.
“I’m saving money.” you shrug again. “For the baby.”
Jungkook’s gaze softens a bit, but he has to remain strong. If he gives into you now then you’d never quit.
“Why?” Jungkook questions. “We have enough money.”
“You,” you scoff. “have enough money.”
“I don’t know what that even means, Y/N.” Jungkook shakes his head.
“I can’t have you pay for everything while I sit around and not do anything.”
Jungkook blinks a few times and his response shouldn’t surprise you. It’s Jungkook, after all. “Why not?” he questions slowly, genuinely confused. Probably because he already pays for everything now and he was completely fine with it.
Your hands begin to rub at your temples and slowly you begin to laugh.
“How long are you planning on working there, anyways? Soon you’ll begin to show. School is already stressful enough, don’t you think?” Jungkook decides to take this time to put away the groceries so it doesn’t appear that he’s being too demanding of you and your wishes. “You can always…take a break from both. Just relax.”
The airfryer beeps and you thank the universe for giving you a bit of a distraction. You don’t want to think about school or work now and all you wanted to do was sink your teeth into this grilled cheese.
“We still have to tell our parents.”
Another situation you were holding back from, even if it has been three months since you initially found out. You had held off telling anyone in your family and - even now - it was awkward meeting Jungkook for the first time to reveal that you were pregnant. Besides, you weren’t that far along and you didn’t necessarily look pregnant. Chaeyoung thought you did but that was only because she knew and always insisted on touching your “bump” that you swore wasn’t there.
You take a big bite of the sandwich and swallow yourself in a silent self-pity party.
“I know.” is all you say in response to Jungkook.
As the last item is put away, Jungkook then drops yet another statement that shouldn’t surprise you.
“I found somewhere bigger for us to move.”
You lick your lips, whipping your head to look at Jungkook.
“Bigger?” you hum. “This place is already huge.”
“Not big enough for a baby.” Jungkook tilts his head. “They’ll need their own room eventually. It’ll grow into a child then a teenager and-”
“Please,” you close your eyes for a moment with a shake of your head. “you’re getting too far into the future.”
“Someone has to.” Jungkook retorts. “I’ve been looking in the area for us to upsize. I didn’t want to get anything without your approval.”
“You don’t need my approval.” you snicker. “Just get-”
“Stop doing that.” Jungkook’s tone changes to one that’s more serious.
You take the last bite of your grilled cheese just as the mood changes. You knit your brows at the man.
“You and the baby, Y/N,” Jungkook begins, taking a few steps closer to you. His hair had grown back out from the cut he initially did and it bounces with each step. “are my top priority. I want to take care of you. Your opinion still matters at the end of the day.”
There’s something in you that shifts and you blame the baby completely for fucking with your hormones.
Jungkook is taken aback when your eyes begin to become glossy and you begin to cry right in front of him. For a moment he’s stunned, thinking that he has said something to you that caused you to cry. Then, he understands just how emotional you were (thanks to the fetus inside of you) when you crash yourself into his chest and begin to sob.
“This pregnancy is kicking your ass already.” Jungkook jokes, but his arm wraps you into a hug, one hand soothingly rubbing your back.
“Fuck you.” you sniffle.
“I did and this is how we got here.” Jungkook jokes with a chuckle. “You’re crying now but…I think you’re going to hate me soon.”
“Why?” you murmur against his chest.
There’s a quick knock on the door followed by it beginning to jingle. You slowly lift yourself from Jungkook’s chest, eyeing him suspiciously.
“Remember that I love you.” Jungkook presses his lips to yours, pecking it. “And, I love our baby.”
“Jungkook…”
You can hear voices enter - unfamiliar ones.
“I invited my parents over for lunch.” Jungkook says quickly. “Please don’t hate me, Y/N, my mother has been begging to meet you for months and-”
Your hands dig into his shirt, your eyes widening. Your sadness - caused by the great amount of love and adoration you felt at his words - appeared to diminish on the spot.
“You did what?!” you hiss, teeth gritting.
“Jungkook?”
That must’ve been Jungkook’s mother calling for him, followed by a pair of footsteps inching closer to where you two were.
Fuck Jeon Jungkook. Now you were panicking - probably more than you needed to be. Jungkook told you stories of his parents and how excited his mother was to meet you. He claimed he spoke highly of you to her and you didn’t doubt him. Still, you looked a mess. You weren’t dressed to meet even your own parents right now. There’s a stain on your shirt and the pajama pants you wore were Jungkook’s iron man ones because they were comfy.
Fuck Jeon Jungkook again.
“I hate you.” you murmur as Jungkook turns around just as his mother peaks her head through the kitchen to find her son.
“Ma!” Jungkook gushed, opening his arms to greet his mother with a hug that he met her half way to.
“Your hair has gotten so long since the last time I saw you.” you hear his mother speak, her voice soft and motherly-like. “You never come around anymore.”
“I saw you a month ago.” Jungkook snorts. “I’ve been busy. Where is-”
“He’s stuck at meetings all day.” his mother adds, already knowing what her son was going to ask concerning his father.
You stand awkwardly behind Jungkook, your nerves beating your ass mentally.
“Ma,” Jungkook slowly steps aside and turns around. “this is-”
“Y/N.” she finishes, coming a bit closer to you to wrap you in a hug. It stuns you for a moment and Jungkook offers a soft smile when she does. You proceed to hug her back, your irritation towards her son slowly dying down. “I thought I was never going to meet you.”
Jungkook exhales, holding in a breath he wasn’t aware of. “We’ve been busy-”
“That’s what he’s been saying.” his mother now speaks to you with a shake of her head. “You’re so cute.”
Your body burns with embarrassment at her compliment but you gently thank her. You look a mess, truly, and the more you remember this, the more you think about how you wanted to punch Jungkook in the gut.
“I was just about to start lunch.” Jungkook claps his hands. “You and Y/N can relax while-”
“I can help.” you suggest.
“No.” Jungkook deadpans, his eyes widening a bit. He makes a gesture with his head at his mother right in front of you. It’s as if you wanted him to die.
You release a huff. No physical labor. Wouldn’t it look more suspicious if you didn’t help? Then his mother would suspect something.
She could also suspect that you were lazy and using her son for-
“His father cooks all the time.” his mother holds onto your hands and offers you such a warm and kind smile. “That’s where he gets it from.”
Jungkook’s mother was a kind woman and she appeared to like you just as Jungkook said she would. She speaks fondly of her son and shares stories of his childhood, all the while Jungkook cooks in the background. He makes you tea, one you usually drink when you feel sick and serves his mother some wine.
“I thought I’ll never get to meet you. Jungkook kept you locked up in here.”
Jungkook chuckles softly at the tone his mother gives him, his cheeks flushing.
“I…I’ve been busy.” you laugh off, as well. “If I would’ve known you were coming I would’ve…dressed better.”
“Nonsense.” his mother shakes her head with a hearty laugh. “It took a lot of self-control to not come here myself and meet you. You bring so much joy to Kookie’s life.”
Jungkook remains silent, plating the food for the three of you. He glances your way to silently assure that you weren’t overwhelmed. You’re a bit flustered as he can see but comfortable nonetheless.
“Okay~” Jungkook sing-songs after a few more minutes, placing two plates in front of you and his mother. He goes to serve you two some water, as well - extra ice for his mother and just a few cubes for you. Just the way you two enjoyed it.
Jungkook has always enjoyed watching you eat and it increases now that you’re pregnant. He - unbeknownst to you - began to search for what was healthy for the child and how he could introduce it to you in a way you’d enjoy it.
“When are you guys going to tell me?”
You stop chewing to focus your attention on Jungkook's mother.
“The tea…the constant sneaking of stomach rubs…” her eyes lowered to Jungkook’s hand indeed on your stomach - he insisted on touching it whenever because he swore he could feel something, even if you told him that was impossible. “...the fact that I finally was able to meet her after months.”
Jungkook gently taps your thigh as he faces his mother. She offers a little eyebrow raise.
“Okay then, Ma.” Jungkook shrugs. “Y/N’s pregnant. I’m looking for a bigger-”
“I hope it’s a girl.” Jungkook’s mom sighs out. “I’m so sick of all the men.”
She was actually excited, even wrapping you in a hug.
“We can just wait a little longer-“
“We’re not waiting longer, Y/N.” Jungkook cuts you off.
You release a short sigh, your nerves eating you alive at this very moment.
You didn’t want to have to do this - not now at least. You had time. You could even pop up randomly in a few months with the baby in hand if it meant avoiding telling your parents.
It wasn’t as if your parents were the traditional type. They weren’t married when they had your brother and by the pictures you saw, your mother was heavily pregnant with you at her own wedding.
Still, you always told them that a child was the last thing you wanted, if at all. Your mother always told you it was because you didn’t find a man worth giving a baby to - and you hated to be told “I told you so”.
Your parents were expecting you and Jungkook for dinner this Saturday evening. It was becoming a habit that she saw you and Jungkook once every week. She would gush about how handsome and smart Jungkook was and how happy she noticed you were lately - ew.
“Why are you so hellbent on waiting anyways?” Jungkook asks. “My mother already knows.”
“That’s because you trapped me.” you seeth.
Jungkook chuckles, poking your cheek playfully. “Because of situations like this, baby.” he says, knocking on the front door. Usually, you would walk in, yet he noticed just how much you were stalling and decided to take things into his own hands. “It’s now or never.”
“I hate you.” you hiss, turning around just as your mother opens the door. “Mother..” you murmur.
“Why are you knocking, Y/N? Come in!” she says, wrapping both you and Jungkook into a hug. “You look even more handsome, Jungkook.”
You roll your eyes and scoff, going deeper into the home. Your brother was already here and appeared to be in a heated debate with your father in the living room while his children, really your niece, ran wild.
“Stop running.” you say to her as she nearly crashes into you. “Or you’re going to fall.” Eventually.
“You’re mean.” was all she responded with and continues to run. Your nephew has since learned how to walk and he attempts to follow his sister, yet he’s much slower.
You release a sigh - this is what your life was going to be soon. A child running around not bothering to listen to you in the slightest.
“I have some wine,” your mother makes her way towards the kitchen where you and Jungkook follow. There’s a pot boiling on the stove and the aroma alone causes your stomach to churn. “Y/N, grab the wine glasses.”
“Hey Jungkook!” your niece runs past you, nearly causing you to stumble to get to the man. She widens her arms. “Can you flip me like you did last time?”
“No.” you deadpan.
“Sure!” Jungkook exclaims.
You sigh.
You grasp two wine glasses, one for your mother and the other for Jungkook.
Your niece is occupying Jungkook’s time with the amount of time she demands to be flipped while your nephew - who manages to waddle over - watches with slight amazement.
“Why are there only two wine glasses?” your mother asks.
“I’m not really in the mood to drink.”
Jungkook glances your way, furrowing a brow.
“Why not?” she asks. “You’re always in the mood for wine.”
You shrug your shoulders, hoping that would be the end of it. You make your way to the cabinets to find yourself something to munch on.
“How about a beer?” she asks you, going to the fridge to open it and look for whatever your father has in there. “We have-”
“I don’t want a beer.” you say, taking out some cookies. “Really, mom-”
“Are you sick, Y/N?”
You turn around to face her. “Am I really that much of an alcoholic?” you question, unsure why you declining alcohol was such a big deal.
“Don’t be so dramatic.” your mother waves you off.
You roll your eyes and dig into the cookies. Your eyes watch as Jungkook begins to play with both kids now, your niece on his back while he swings your nephew around. You swallow, tilting your head a bit at how content he seems to be. They were treating him like a jungle gym but he actually enjoyed it.
“I actually have a bottle of champagne.” your mother says, dragging you out of your thoughts. You hadn’t realized she left the kitchen until she returned with said bottle of champagne. “Expensive, too. I actually bought it on sale!”
Your mother this time actually takes the initiative to grab three glasses herself and pour. Jungkook gives your niece his phone to occupy her while he places your nephew on his shoulders. He strolls over to where you are leaning against the counter.
“Mother…”
“Jungkook.” she hands Jungkook his glass, the bubbling champagne sizzling inside. “And Y/N-”
“I don’t want anything to drink.”
“Well I don’t see why not.” Jungkook gently chuckles at your mothers words. “Jungkook is-”
“I don’t give a damn what Jungkook is doing.” you munch aggressively on another cookie. “He’s the one that got me pregnant.”
Your mother falls silent for a moment, her eyes slowly widening as she registers your words. Your nephew has his chubby hands on Jungkook’s forehead, his chin resting atop of his head. Jungkook is grinning encouragingly. “Not exactly how I wanted to tell you…” he trails off.
“We could’ve said it over dinner if I wasn’t pressured to drink.” you huff, continuing to munch on your cookies in peace. You admit that now that your mother knew, it did take a weight off of your shoulders.
“Preg…nant…?”
Your mothers behavior is different for Jungkook. She’s such a bubbly person that her state right now - wide eyes and shock - has him questioning if she was disappointed or not. He swallows, a deep sorrow running through him. He slowly puts your nephew onto the ground so he can waddle away and he comes face to face with your mother.
“I love Y/N.” Jungkook exclaims, eyes determined. He didn’t want your mother to think that he was just going to get you pregnant and not plan on being there for you. Sure the two of you were young - but Jungkook loved you and the baby. “And I promise to love her and the baby unconditionally-”
Your mother begins to cry, shuttin Jungkook up. The sorrow runs through him again and his eyes widen. Has this been a mistake?
You roll your eyes. “Happy tears.” you tell Jungkook, not wanting him to break into tears too by getting the wrong idea from your mother. “She’s always this dramatic.”
“My baby,” your mother wraps you in a tight embrace. “is having a baby!”
Jungkook lets out a sigh of relief.
“And by such a sweet and handsome man!” she continues to gush, thanking the heavens that it was by Jungkook, someone she was praying you didn’t scare away with your attitude.
“You’re supposed to scold me about finishing college.” you say, hugging her back.
“You can still finish college. Don’t be rash.” your mother squeezes you a little tighter. “Don’t stress yourself too hard.”
“That’s what I said!” Jungkook pipes in, nodding his head. “She doesn’t even want to quit her job and allow me to support her.”
You gasp, glaring at Jungkook. He knows that your mother would take his side and this was his plan all along.
“Why must you be so stubborn?” your mother releases you from her tight embrace and scolds you with hard eyes. “It’s not about you anymore, Y/N-”
“Not you, too.” you groan. You didn’t have time for this right now.
“My mother and I are searching for bigger homes.” Jungkook smiles at your mother. “I would love for you to join us.”
“Kiss ass.” you grumble, taking a whole cookie into your mouth.
“I would love to!” your mother is brought to tears again at how loving and genuine Jungkook was. It’s as if she couldn’t believe it. “Have we thought of names-”
“We don’t even know the gender.” you shake your head.
“I,” Jungkook places a hand on his chest. “want a girl.” he admits.
Your mother again sobs - because men typically wanted boys. You roll your eyes right out of your head at how dramatic she was being.
Fuck Jeon Jungkook for having your mother love him harder.
“That was easier than I expected.”
After dinner with your family - where your mother dramatically shared the news of your pregnancy - you and Jungkook returned back home. It felt, dare you say, great not holding in such a secret any longer. Especially since you didn’t feel disappointed.
You always envisioned yourself having a steady career after college and if you found the right person, then marriage. You didn’t like to look too far into the future and think of children, but you suppose now you had to.
“You and your mom are so much alike.” Jungkook chuckles, his hands rubbing along your back. “So emotional at times.”
“Fuck off.”
Jungkook only grins wider, massaging your lower back. He does this every night now, even lighting candles to further relax you. He makes it harder to not depend on him - and that's exactly what he wants.
“Have you thought about what I said?” Jungkook questions. “About working?”
You sigh, your eyes closing.
“I have.” you murmur. “...you aren’t going to stop pestering me about it.”
“Of course not, baby. You can’t work while pregnant.” Jungkook scoffs. “The man is supposed to provide.”
“It’s the 21st century.” you find your lips curving into a soft smile at his words - fuck Jeon Jungkook for feeling this way. “What if I get bored?”
“You wouldn’t. You’re always sleeping or eating nowadays.”
Your eyes snap open and you furrow a brow.
“Besides, we need to prepare for the baby.” Jungkook’s hands curved on your neck, rubbing his thumbs into it. You sigh low. “Buy baby clothes…furniture.”
You hum, nodding your head slowly. You’ve come across a few baby items that cause your heart to jolt at how adorable they were. You could just imagine decorating the nursery for the baby alongside Jungkook, clothing the baby in little clothes. Getting to see Jungkook hold the baby in his arms similarly to the way he holds your nephew.
Jungkook leans away as you turn to lay on your back. Your eyes flutter open to look at Jungkook. He tilts his head. “Are you okay?”
You nod your head, hand reaching out to touch Jungkook’s. His fingers entangle with yours. “It feels…weird.” you confess. “Being pregnant…we’ll actually be parents soon.”
Jungkook brings your hand to his lips and presses light kisses.
“I’m happy.” Jungkook admits, though the both of you knew this. “It’s sudden. But…I’m happy.”
Your heart flutters and you lick your lips. “I’m happy, too.” you whisper. “You’ll be a good dad.”
Jungkook’s eyes slightly widen at your words and his heart flutters. Jungkook deepens the kiss on your hand. “You think so?” he murmurs, lowering himself to face you. His breath tickles your skin.
“Yeah.” you nod. Your hand untangles from his and you place it onto your cheek. Your thumb traces his lips - moments like this wasn’t rare anymore. You were more loving to Jungkook now, especially seeing how he was. You’re reminded constantly how good Jungkook treats you and there wasn’t a reason to (pretend) not to like him or his actions.
“You’ll be so good to us.”
You connect your lips to his, hand on his cheek now clasping on his shirt to bring him closer. Your legs wrap around his waist to cage him in.
Jungkook moans into the kiss, cupping your naked thigh, shorts riding up your upper thigh.
“You’re just trying to make me feel good.” Jungkook snickers.
You hum, connecting your lips to his again, pecking gently. “I want you to fuck me.” you murmur against his lips, going to remove your shorts in a rush.
Jungkook chuckles, licking his lips. “Of course you do.” he states, voice deeper. He wasn’t opposed to this, however. He wanted you whenever you wanted him.
“Don’t act like you don’t want me either.” you manage to get out of your shorts, panties sticking to you.
“I always want you.” Jungkook rushes to do the same, removing his sweatpants. His cock throbs at just the thought of being inside of you. “This is why you’re pregnant now.” his hands go to tug at your panties, fingers forcing their way past them to touch at your clit. “Wanna taste you…”
“No.” you say, pushing him away. “I’m too impatient for that.”
You just needed Jungkook inside of you, no foreplay needed - for now. You push your panties off and swing your leg over to get atop of him.
“Fuck - okay.” Jungkook doesn’t need to be told twice. He loved foreplay with you - you on his tongue or his fingers deep inside of you. He loved it all.
Your hand reaches back to grasp his cock, centering it at your entrance. You bite your lip, fluttering your eyes to look directly into Jungkook’s ones.
You enter his cock slowly, your lips parting to release a moan.
Jungkook pushes his head deeper against his pillows, his hands placed on your hips as you begin to buckle them. “You’re so beautiful…”
“I barely did anything yet and you’re already simping.”
It’s flattering, however, that it doesn’t take long for Jungkook to indeed simp for you.
You sit on Jungkooks cock fully and shudder. The hair on your skin rises at how full you feel with him inside of you. It’s a feeling that isn’t foreign, yet a sensation that you could never get enough of.
You don’t bother to waste any time, immediately going to buckle your hips in a rhythmic motion that has the man groaning beneath you. You rarely were the one in control, but when you were it always drove Jungkook crazy. Maybe he was just obsessed with you as you said.
You lean back, head pushed back and your eyes closed with your hands begin to roam his chest. To Jungkook, you were beautiful like an angel who’s light is shining brightly down at you. He just knows the way you fuck yourself against his cock that it feels good to you. Your pussy is squelching and your moans only grow louder and louder by the second.
“You’re getting tired.” Jungkook notes, instantly thrusting upwards to meet you halfway. “I can take over.”
You don’t fight him - you never did. However, Jungkook doesn’t move from his position and instead continues to ram into you, his nails digging into your skin.
“It’s…so deep.” you groan, your head hanging.
Stamina unmatched, Jungkook's hips never halter. His eyes are unblinking, as well, watching every reaction this caused.
Jungkook leans forward to wrap both arms around your body protectively, continuing his brutal pounding. His lips leave wet kisses upon your skin, a need to taste you like he always does - but he understands you need to cum now.
“You look so pretty on my cock. Like always…”
Maybe it’s the pregnancy that allows you to have this new found glow to you - that or his mind was playing tricks on him. Regardless, he wants nothing more than to cum deep inside of you like the both of you desire.
“I know you’re going to cum…” Jungkook continues, this time placing his lips onto yours.You two engage into a heated kiss turned makeout session, somehow him never ceasing his thrusts. Your tongue dances with his and all you could truly think about was cumming right now.
“...g…gonna cum…” you say between kisses, your hands tangling into Jungkook’s dark tresses for support and he doesn’t mind in the slightest. “....wanna feel you cum in me.”
Jungkook groans - this is why you are pregnant now, he thinks - such dirty words and needy-like that he cannot help but give you what you want. His tongue licks onto your skin, trailing down your jaw to your neck. His teeth clamp down onto your skin.
You’re cumming as Jungkook’s teeth continue to nip at your skin, eyes fluttering close. Jungkook himself isn’t far behind, sloppy thrusts pounding deep into your wound and echoing off of the wall until he too is cumming hard, milky ropes of cum painting them entirely.
i just saw a tiktok of a lady w her baby son who said his first words dada and she got upset because she was fat for 9 months bc of him and he keeps saying dada and the dad was just laughing and rolling around in the background and i was like wow this is sooo ungodly hour couple 😭
Honestly, I can see it now 😭
"Go ahead, say it." Jimin coos, a finger stroking the babies soft cheeks. "Ji...Min..."
Jimin was determined that whenever his self-proclaimed Godchild spoke, that it would be his name. It was his own way of taking back revenge for nearly 2 years ago when you had vomited all over him.
That, and he wanted to see the look on your and Jungkook's face when you two heard your child's first words - the pure look of horror that instead of "mama" or "dada", your child said his name.
"Ji...Min!" Jimin continues, determined to get the baby to say his name by any means neccessary.
"Mama."
Jimin rolls his eyes at your voice behind him. He turns his head and scoffs. "As if Mama would be her first word." he snaps. "Go away, Y/N, we're bonding."
Jimin understood that while you were pregnant and became so nice to him that it wasn't truly you - it was the baby. The fetus understood that Jimin was her favorite uncle right in the womb and for that, he was grateful. He was the first friend there, having knocked over Namjoon to make sure he was the first to hold her after you and Jungkook.
"Mama," you coo, kneeling down to your daughter who's seated on the ground in front of Jimin. "right, baby?" you laugh, prompting your daughter to do the same.
Jimin's eyes widened. "Jimin!"
"Mama."
"Jimin!"
"Mama!"
Your daughter looks between the two of you as it was a game to her now. Her arms begin to frail, and she suddenly looks up and past the two of you. What she says next causes you and Jimin to both nearly die.
"Dada!"
Jungkook's eyes widen and his heart bursts. He had come up behind you and Jimin to watch in amusement, but never did he expect for his daughter to actually speak. He scoops the baby from the ground and hugs her close to him, bouncing her in his arms. "Aww, you must love Dada so much." he coos, rubbing his nose against hers.
"Traitor." you murmur, poking your lip out a bit, but even your heart begins to swell seeing Jungkook and how much he loved the little bundle of joy you two created.
"Have another child and I'm so serious, Y/N." Jimin shakes his head, a look of disbelief on his face.
"You're not a monster, Jungkook." You reassure him.
"Not yet."
Main tags/Warnings: Werewolf!Jungkook, Werewolf!Bangtan, strangers/enemies to lovers, romantic Jungkook x reader, Platonic bangtan x reader, eventual smut, mentions of past emotional/psychological manipulation, hurt and comfort, fluff!, some Angst, mostly fluff tho, slight body-horror
Length: 7.7k words
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A/N: Sorry to disappoint. I'm still here, oops
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They were definitely right when they said that you’d feel better back at their place.
The moment Jungkook brings you towards his little home, having had to carry you the last stretch of the way since you were so tired, you can feel eyes on you- but instead of them making you feel anxious, they give you almost a sense of security. Like everyone has your back, and is able to defend you if you’re unable to see a threat coming right away.
“Where do you want to sleep?” Jungkook asks as he sets you back down to your feet inside his home, while you take your backpack down towards the sofa immediately. Wordlessly so- but he can only laugh to himself, clearly able to interpret your actions without verbal messages.
You just instantly feel right at ease again- exhaustion making you a bit hold as you kick down some smaller pillows in order to make space for your body to lay down. It doesn’t seem to bother the young man though, as he just watches amused, blankets and more comfortable pillows already in his arms.
“good thing you were already wearing your sleeping clothes huh?” Jungkook comments, remembering how he’d told you to not change out of your already comfortably dressed state, since it’s so late that no one would see nor notice or care about it anyways. You just nod, yawning as he helps you get comfortable, making sure you have everything you need.
But it’s when he attempts to go to bed himself that your tired mind throws all hesitation out the window, holding onto his shirt.
To him, it’s clear what you want, but is he allowed to just.. let you? What if something happens, or maybe what if you’re just a bit needy right now and simply not in the right mind? And yet, he can also feel with the way you let go that you must be, because this terrible face full of confusion finds it’s way back to you, making him simply.. give in.
The moment you realize he’s taking your hand, you’re quick to follow him- his bed not quite made for two people, but still big enough to fit you both in it. And to be fair, you weren’t really aiming for any personal space anyways- if you wanted that, you would’ve just stayed on the sofa. But Jungkook made it clear that he’s interested, you honestly can’t deny your own attraction towards him either, and together with him, his pack in itself also provides you with a sense of security and comfort in this pretty confusing time.
Jungkook watches fondly how you basically cover yourself in his scent before you cling to one of his pillows, visibly making yourself feel right at home in his bed. It’s a compliment and also a clear sign of your attraction towards him. It’s also evident that you don’t take your medication any longer, scent stronger now and very noticeable. Luckily enough he’s very much in control of himself, and has never had any issues with falling victim to his own instincts- but it also makes him awfully protective over you.
For now however, he’s got you- clinging to you just as much as you do to him, having been craving someone to be with like this for way too long. It’s not like he’s got any trouble finding company for a night or two, it’s more so that he can feel the genuine connection you’re both building brick by brick.
This has very much the potential to one day become real love.
For tonight however, this is just pure company- a bit of proof that he meant it when he said that you wouldn’t have to be alone any longer from now on.
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“Uh.. What exactly are we doing?” You ask, as Jungkook leads you through the woods, both of you by now having strayed away from the trampled down paths. There’s no clear road or way, and yet, Jungkook seems to know exactly where to go or to step- a stark contrast to you, who’s still tripping over roots and rocks.
“You have to learn how to be yourself.” He simply tells you, walking further, by now letting go of even your hand, last little help now lost as you try and keep up with him. He’s not even walking fast, rather strolling around it appears like, and yet you’ve got immense trouble trying to stay close to him. Not just because of the rather tricky surroundings, but more so because you feel.. Distracted.
By what exactly, you can’t tell.
And yet, you hear him chuckle at your internal struggle- and once you look for him, he’s gone. Out of sight, nothing to see any longer. It’s as if you blinked, and he vanished into thin air, leaving you with nothing but yourself. How are you supposed to find him in these woods? You’ve got no clue how to even get back to the cabins to ask for help or at least wait there for him. This is just mean.
Why is he doing this to you?
The moment you let his cruel actions go though, you take in your surroundings more properly. Looking at it, the trees and birds don’t even look all that scary- a squirrel high up on a thick tree branch watching you with equal curiosity, as if it’s waiting for you to do something.
Like it’s studying you the same as you do.
You wonder if animals act differently around Jungkook and all the other werewolf people, or if that’s also just a myth. Are they confused about the different forms they take? Will they see you as an enemy, or a friend?
How have they perceived you until now?
You haven’t even noticed that you’ve begun to walk again, wherever it might lead you, your own curiosity about everything around you slowly taking control more and more. The wind smells nice, isn’t too strong but still has enough force to shake the very tops of the trees on occasion, letting some leaves fall to the ground where you are alongside many other beings. They don’t seem alarmed to have you around, most birds pecking at the ground not even bothering to look up at you as they search for their daily food. A large rock catches your attention suddenly, being shined on by warm sunlight, as if it’s inviting you to sit or lay down just for a bit, to rest and just enjoy the scenery around you. And the moment you touch it, it’s surface is smooth, and warm against your fingers.
The moment you find a comfortable position, its like the warmth of the stone surface is seeping into your body, fueling you like a battery being charged. The sounds of nature around you, the wind never being too harsh on you, the smells and simple feeling of everything is putting your entire being in a state of pure.. Nothingness.
Like time isn’t passing any longer. As if the world isn’t spinning.
Nothing matters.
You’re not sure how long you bathe in the sun like that, but when a hand carefully moves some of your hair out of your face, you slowly open your eyes again to see Jungkook’s soft smile. “Had a good rest?” He asks with a teasing undertone, and you slowly sit up to glare at him. “What?” He chuckles, as you cross your arms.
“Why did you just leave me like that?” You accuse him, and he just laughs, sitting down near your legs like a guarding dog.
“I didn’t.” He denies. “You simply wandered off- and I let you.” He explains to you, and from the look on your face alone he knows that this isn’t enough to really tell you what happened. “We are connected to nature around us, you know? But I guess, until now, you never really let yourself feel that connection. Well, until today.” He offers, and you nod, before you look at where you’re sitting. It’s now late evening, sun setting, and yet, you don’t feel alarmed or ready to go back home yet.
He slowly moves closer to you, and you invite him at that, scooting a bit around on the rock so he can sit behind you as well. His arms around you and legs right next to yours give you comfort- but his scent fogs up your brain, warmth of his body against your back causing your mind to start getting hazy.
You’re not sure what this is.
“Jungkook?” You say, and he hums, voice alone enough to make you shiver. “You.. this makes me feel weird.” You admit, and he nods, hands carefully moving to touch the skin of your arms a little.
“Bad-weird, or good-weird?” He wants to know, and you have to think about it for a moment.
“Good-weird.” You tell him. “it’s just.. I don’t know.”
“Talk to me.” He says, taking your words as reassurance as he rests his chin on your shoulder. “tell me what you’re feeling.” He almost whispers, close proximity making it unnecessary to talk with a full voice.
Your legs push together a bit in embarrassment, before you look down at his hands now holding yours. “You’re warm. But.. you make it hard to think.” You say. “You uh.. also smell really nice.” You mumble, causing him to smile, grin clearly felt against the skin of your neck where his lips barely touch now. Is he feeling a similar thing? Does he struggle equally?
What even is this?
“You know how.. this feels to me? Hearing you say this?” He asks, and you shake your head, though you almost push yourself back into him, needing him close like this. “it feels like a rush. It’s.. it makes me extremely happy to hear this.” He offers.
“Do you.. also..?” You ask. “I don’t know.. I uhm, maybe it’s just because you were there when everything went down but, I feel like, I really like you.” You admit. “I’m just a bit scared of things right now.”
“and I understand that.” Jungkook nods. “and I know asking for your trust is a gigantic thing to ask for- but I hope that someday you can do that.” He says.
You stare at your hands in his for a moment. At the way he holds them, fingers gently running over your skin, never demanding anything. He’s just happy to be here, with you- he’s simply happy with whatever you give him.
And you realize, as you know for a fact that he must be able to.. well, smell your accidental arousal, he’s not acting on it. He’s not trying to advance this, he’s simply responding to your own actions.
You do trust him.
“I do trust you.” You say. “I really do.” You admit. “I just.. don’t know a lot of things and I might end up doing something that upsets you on accident-“ you start, when suddenly, jungkook seems to run his nose over the crook of your neck, arms now wrapped around your body.
“That’s fine.” He hums against your skin. “I don’t mind. I’ll teach you anything I can, and the pack will keep you safe. Promise.” He offers.
“Jungkook?” You ask, and he moves a bit to lift his head and look at you from the side- and only now you see what kind of effect you must have on him too. Cheeks flushed a faint red, eyes glassy but not from tears, gaze a little heated. All this time you thought it was only you who felt things like that- but he is too.
Visibly so.
“is this.. okay for you?” You ask, and his eyes widen a bit. “like, I’m not hurting you by.. taking small steps, right?” You worry. But he shakes his head.
“No.” He denies. “You could crawl at a snail’s pace and I’d crawl right next to you.” He jokes, as you let some thought in your head win over, turning around in his lap to put your hands on his shoulders, running your nose over the side of his neck the same way he did before.
Only that from him, you can hear a gasp, chest rapidly rising and falling. Did you do something wrong?
One look, and he stares you down almost angrily- but there’s a clear playfulness in his face, reassuring you. “small steps huh?” He asks, and for some reason, you feel bold.
“I’m just returning the gesture.” You innocently reply, when his hands find your hips, pulling you closer, faces only a breath apart as he stares you down with a golden gaze. Have his eyes always been so vibrant? Or is it the light? Or maybe you’re just seeing them up close for the first time.
“now you’re just playing with me.” He almost growls, and you swallow hard, unsure what you want. In a way, you do, because deep down you trust him to be able to control himself.
He wouldn’t.. in the woods, right?
The scenarios in your head spawning like little demons make your breath hitch, while one of his hands moves to run his thumb over your bottom lip.
“I can’t stand not having your attention.” He almost playfully complains. “what’re you thinking of?” He demands to know, but you just shake your head, making him smile. “I see. How about this?” He asks, leaning back a little. “come and get it.” He teases, and you play dumb.
“Get what?” You stammer, and he just leans his face to the side a little.
“What you want.”
What do you want? You know it, deep down, but will that screw up your relationship with the pack? Will they be upset if they found out what you’re doing right now, sneaking out like a teenage couple behind their parents’ backs?
“What.. what about the pack?” You ask, and he shrugs.
“What about it?” He chuckles. “they’re my family, not my mates. That spot is still up for grabs.” He jokes. “they won’t be mad.” He promises in a serious tone, and you nod, before you look down at his chest, before you put your hands in your lap. “You don’t have to say yes-“ he reassures softly, but you shake your head.
“I want to.” You say, finally, before you put your hands against his shoulders, finally jumping over your own shadow-
And the second your lips are on his, he makes his hunger clear, hands holding your face as he leans into you, eagerly taking over. In this moment, he proves so many things to you- not only that you made the right choice, that he’s the right person, and that you can trust him- but also that you can happily let him take the lead.
Soft careful pecks turn into desperate open mouths stealing each other’s breaths, his hands holding you close to him as he kisses you. It’s everything you thought it would be- it’s all the things that Jungkook openly wears on his sleeve for all to see.
Wild, untamed, yet with a gentle nature that you can’t really describe. His pace is steady, controlled, but yet giving you a fleeting taste of what he’s got to offer you.
It’s sensual. That’s probably the best way to describe it.
“There you a- oh, god damn!” jimin laughs, turning around while Yoongi shamelessly stands there, arms crossed.
“Don’t act so surprised Jimin, they’ve been stinking up the woods for miles.” He says, while you hide in Jungkook’s chest-
Who just laughs, still high off of your taste.
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“He’ll be back around 6.” Jimin reassures you, as you find yourself staring at the soapy water for the dishes to get cleaned in. “so he should be home soon.”
“Oh, sorry.” You apologize for some reason almost on instinct, shaking your odd feelings off as you continue doing the dishes. “I don’t know why I’m.. so clingy.”
“its normal. We tend to be a lot closer than normal humans after all.” He shrugs. “and with you and Jungkook clearly into each other, it’s not surprising that you miss him.” He teases, making you cringe a little. “Listen..” jimin says, putting down the last plate he’d dried. “..You’ll.. I don’t know if you know, but Jungkook isn’t just any kind of wolf.” He starts, and you nod.
“Yeah. I know- he said something about it, and me being.. similar. But I’m not sure what that means.” You admit, causing Jimin to sigh as he searches for the right words, when Yoongi enters.
“means he’ll be more difficult to handle. Basically everything you think you know about alphas, but ten times worse.” He simply says, as he sits down at the kitchen table, reading something on his phone while drinking a cup of what you assume must be still the same coffee he took into his house that morning.
“Yoongi-“ jimin whines a little, but you shake your head, and dry your hands before you turn around. You’re unable to really look at Yoongi, for reasons you’re not sure of- but you have to stand your ground.
Why? You don’t know. It’s not like he insulted you or jungkook.
“No.” You deny. “all I know about Alphas is.. that they’re aggressive, and arrogant, and not in control of themselves because they think they don’t have to be.” You say. “Jungkook isn’t like that.”
There’s a bit of silence, before Yoongi sets his phone down, your words having clearly caught his attention.
“And why do you think that?” He asks, in an almost melodic tone. “You’ve known him for what? Three weeks? At maximum.” He says, horribly sweet like he’s talking to a child. “Maybe he’s a good manipulator. Using your innocence and instincts coming through against you. After all, he knows how omegas work, why do you think he’s not capable of playing you like a puppet, with you being this naïve?” He asks, and you swallow.
Would Jungkook do that?
But then, you remember something. “no.” You deny. “He had chances. More than one, and he didn’t take it. A-and..” you grip the kitchen counter behind you as you continue trying to keep your voice strong. You’ve got no idea why this is stressing you out so much. “and I trust the pack. You know.. you guys.” You tell him, unable to look at whomever just entered the kitchen as well. “You gave me.. you took me in and you had so many chances to be bad but you’re not and-“ you deny, “-and I want to believe that I finally found a place to let my guard down and.. learn how to be me.” You say.
“Well if you want to take a first step towards the self you’ve refused to be until mow..” yoongi chuckles. “How about you take a look around, and do something about the dilemma you’re in?” He asks, and for a second, you’re stunned.
A broad shouldered man you recognize must be Seokjin has walked in, and so has Namjoon, both having watched the scene and listened. But what does yoongi mean when he talks about the ‘dilemma you’re in’? That’s what you don’t understand. All you know is that you feel embarrassed, awkward, and in need for shameless comfort. Something itches in your very fingertips as if your body knows what to do, but your brain can’t give out the right commands to the appropriate limbs to move and do something.
But for some reason, something about Namjoon of all people looks terribly inviting. And the second he smiles with a sense of understanding and encouragement, you just move on autopilot, clinging to him for a good moment.
“you’re mean, yoongi.” Jin scolds as he sits down, while Namjoon runs a comforting hand over your back.
“I’m not. She knows what to do, she just has to figure out how to do it.” He shrugs, when you glare at him tearfully from Namjoons chest. “sorry. You’ll forgive me soon.” He teases, but you turn away instead, and hide again.
“I leave for work and you guys make her cry. What the hell?” Jungkook whines, as you look up, a bit torn. In a way, you want to move to Jungkook- but you also feel oddly calm with Namjoon. But he seems to somehow sense your inner torment as he lets go of you, and takes the burden of voicing out your needs from you, as you switch to the man who just came home from working in the city.
“make sure to at least leave her with something next time you leave then, alpha.” Yoongi teases, while Jin laughs.
You feel a bit embarrassed, especially when Jungkook simply sits down at the table with you- though you’re not getting your own seat, instead being placed on his lap, facing him. It appears that no one thinks of it as odd or out of place however , with all of them moving on with their days like nothing is going on, while Jungkook sighs, and let’s his body relax in the seat. “Sorry I came home later. Had to do some overtime.” He mumbles, and you nod.
“That’s fine.” You simply respond. “just.. don’t overwork yourself.” You tell him, and he smiles, nodding.
“I won’t, promise.” He answers, when Jimin chimes in again.
“You literally can’t now.” He teases. “or else she might have to turn to the packleader for comfort again.” He jokes, making Jungkook roll his eyes.
“don’t listen to him. You can go seek Namjoon out whenever you need. It’s not weird at all- we all do it.” He explains, and you nod.
“I don’t know why I even did that.” You say, when Namjoon sits down at the table with a snack.
“it’ll become easier soon.” He offers you. “your instincts already know what to do. That’s why you did what you did. It’ll become natural.” He reassures, and you nod, before you yawn. You’re not even tired, or exhausted- but more so you feel like all of your muscles have relaxed by now, no tension left in you. “Like Jungkook said, all of them tend to come to me for both comfort and guidance. That’s normal, since I’m the packleader after all.” He says, and you nod.
This is all still so incredibly confusing.
“Well, she is putting an effect on me, that’s for sure!” Seokjin laughs suddenly, as he stretches and yawns, making everyone laugh in a sense of agreement, while you move to look up now.
“You’re making them sleepy.” Jungkook explains. “since you’re so at ease here it makes us all feel at ease too. Makes them tired.” He clarifies.
“Oh-“ you start, before you yawn and look over at Namjoon.
“Let’s go take a good nap in the living room. Take it as bonding.” He jokes almost, though you do take the opportunity. Its strange how once almost everyone of the pack have gathered around in the living room to nap, you yourself feel a lot more at ease as well, sleeping close to Jungkook and Namjoon. It’s when you wake up later and realize that by now everyone’s in the living room asleep that you begin to see what Jungkook really meant by his words earlier.
You’ve been so busy thinking about how your life is changing, that you didn’t really spare any thought on how their life might be changing too, now that you’re in it. It’s not just Jungkook after all- his whole pack is now a part of your life, and some are you becoming a part of theirs. How much trouble are you already causing? Is there anything good they’re getting out of your presence?
For now, you just accept everything around you, and trust in the fact that they’ll tell you when you’re overstepping boundaries-
Softly sleeping amongst them, an odd new feeling of safety wrapping around you like the softest blanket you’ve ever felt.
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For some reason, these days, every time you’re alone with Jungkook, you feel on edge.
It’s not nervousness, and neither is it an uncomfortable feeling- not really, at least. You don’t know what it is, why you feel this way, and how to fix it, but what you do know, is that something about him just.. Icks you.
Especially the fact that his smirk is just so all-knowing, proving to you that he knows exactly what’s going on with you, and yet refuses to tell you. He’s going to make you figure it out all by yourself, and you hate him a little bit for it.
It started randomly today, when he came over to your apartment, helping you with some paperwork that came in, before you both decided to use the rest of the day to just.. Hang out together like normal people would. It was then, on your little couch, while watching a random video on your TV screen that a strange thought started to invade your head, like a voice inside of you that you’re familiar with, but haven't heard in a long time. Suddenly, you began imagining just.. Biting him, and not even in a sexual sense.
Just.. Biting. Not hurting or anything, just.. A nip. In his arm, especially. Maybe his forearm? Or his bicep. Maybe it would leave a mark. Would he think of it as weird? Would he bite you back?
He does have sharper teeth than you, a natural development since he didn’t grow up with suppressors in his system like you did. So he’d definitely leave a mark on you.
You’d wear it proudly. But why?
He’d asked you what you were staring at. You’d told him ‘nothing’. He’d just laughed, and pulled you a bit closer.
The next strange thought came when took one of your random blankets and put it on the side of the couch, resting head on it. He’s looked at you again, just for a moment, before asking if something was up. Again- you didn’t reply with an honest answer, and again, he only smiled and shook his head.
By now, you’re convinced he’s trying to really rile you up. This isn’t a coincidence anymore.
He’s sitting next to you with his arms crossed, and a grin on his face that just spells trouble in capital letters, and you don’t know why that makes you so.. Strange. It’s an odd feeling, one that you can’t describe, because you’ve never felt this way ever before. You’re not mad at him, and yet he’s got your blood boiling. You’re not aroused, but still you don’t want him to stop his antics. You’re not upset with him, though you’re not happy with his actions either.
So what is it?
“Come on.” He beckons, and you cross your arms to mirror him, making him laugh again. “What’s got you so hot and bothered?” He asks, and you sigh.
“You? I don’t know.!” You admit, finally cracking as you throw your hands in your lap, even kicking at nothing.
“What about me?” He wonders innocently, though you know his acting is fake.
“I don’t know!” You bark out almost, surprised at your own reaction. “I don’t know- something's just.. Bothering me and I don’t know what.” You admit.
“You do know. You’re just too shy to say it out loud.” He tries to read you. “Or you think its weird. Or maybe both of it?” He wonders, leaning into your direction, which is a mistake- because as if on pure instinct, you move your foot to push him back by his chest, fluffy sock a stark contrast to his plain white shirt. That makes his pupils dilate and contract visibly, as if you’ve pressed a button- hand of his around your ankle, head leaning to the side a little. “Almost there.” He says ominously, and you huff at that, trying to pull your leg away- but he’s got a good grip on it. “What? Trying to get away from me now?” He teases, making you pull harder- but he’s still not letting go. In fact, he’s pulling you closer, laughing about how easy it is to move you around, even reaching out towards your face-
And that’s what makes you tip over the edge.
Suddenly you feel the slight saltiness of his skin on your tongue, and before you realize it, you’ve nipped his hand, slightly red imprints from your teeth still visible on the back of his palm. The moment is quiet, eerily so as you try and comprehend that you just bit him-
Until he laughs.
“Did that get it out of your system?” He asks, and you think for a moment, until you realize that yes, he indeed must’ve been able to somehow read your mind this entire time. He knew what was going on inside your head, meaning that it’s most likely normal, but also meaning that he purposely tried to get you to this point by endlessly teasing you the entire day.
“You’re an asshole, you know that?” You mumble under your breath, while he coos at you, trying to pull you into his lap- but this time you actively protest, squirming out of his grip until you’ve found yourself right beneath him, wrestling with the alphawolf on your couch so much so that by now all of the pillows and blankets have fallen to the floor. He’s right above you, front pressed against your back, while you bite at his arm, not to hurt- but for what?
You’re not sure. All you know is that he’s laughing, actively enjoying this. And you, somehow, do too.
“You’re so cute.” He giggles, moving his arm away from your teeth, before he cages you in, your struggling form trying to squirm free for a good moment longer until his head is in your neck. Something about that action alone, the feeling of just his lips running over the crook of your neck makes you completely boneless, muscles relaxing. “It’ll get easier one day. I promise.” He tells you, as he lays down with you again, arms and legs around you now as you nod into his chest.
“How do I know what’s actually weird and what’s not?” You ask, looking at the red mark you’ve left on his arm.
“Simply tell me what you’re thinking. Tell me when you’re confused.” He offers. “I promise you, I’ll never laugh, or.. You know, make you feel like you’re weird. You’re not.” Jungkook explains to you softly. “Trust me, we all go through this phase where everything’s weird and odd. I remember especially when in school and hitting puberty I thought I was the strangest person ever born.” He tells you. “I was in a primarily human school, after all. They don’t teach any of the wolf-stuff, so I had to kind of.. Just figure it out myself.”
“That sounds tough.” You tell him.
“It was a.. strange time, I admit.” He shrugs off. “But I had my pack around me, and many people other than them. Kind of like a safety net.” Jungkook remembers, a hand running over your back. “And you have that too.”
You nod.
“Do you think I’m.. Like, a big burden on the pack?” You ask him, making his eyes widen. “Like, do you think I’m putting.. I don’t know, a lot of pressure on them? I don’t want to make things weird between you guys, because I know being an omega and all that has an effect on them-” You rant, but he shakes his head.
“Namjoon and the rest have already accepted you. If anyone was having issues you’d know, trust me.” He laughs a little. “You might’ve realized it by now, but wolf-instincts are.. A little tough to control sometimes. So if you were bothering anybody, you’d surely know.” He offers.
“Jungkook?” You say, looking at him, and he nods, moving his hand to sort out your hair a little for you. “Why do I.. I don’t know. Why do I want to hurt you?” You worry, and he looks a bit caught off guard.
“Pardon?” He wonders, and you sigh.
“I.. Somehow, today, I just.. I had those thoughts about biting you, out of nowhere. And when you took the blanket, I wanted to take it away from you, but I also wanted to see if you’d fight for it? And if you did I would’ve fought for it too- and when you were standing in the kitchen for some reason I just felt like pushing you.” You explain, and he laughs.
“Oh god, for a second I was worried!” He admits, before he grins at you. “You’re just sensitive today. It happens to all of us.”
“Sensitive?” You ask, still confused but relieved that your thoughts don’t seem to be too out of the ordinary to him.
“Sensitive. I guess that’s the best word to describe it.” He shrugs. “Sometimes we have days were we just.. I don’t know. I don’t know what it’s like for an omega, but I know what it’s like for me.” He shrugs.
“And what are those days like for you?” You wonder.
“I honestly just want to fight everyone!” He laughs, moving a bit so you can rest your upper body on his, arms over his chest as you listen. “I’ll get on everyone’s nerves and I know that- but I just feel like I need to.. Test my boundaries? It’s tough to explain.” Jungkook says. “Like, I’ll start random arguments just for the sake of it. Or I’ll wrestle over food with Taehyung. Or go bother Jimin until he chases me out the pack house.” He chuckles. “I don’t know. On those days, everything just icks me.”
“So just like me?” You say, before you elaborate. “Like, you don’t bother me, to be honest. It’s more like.. I want to know what you’ll do. How far you’ll go or, if you’d..” You drift off, shrugging- but his hand on your back stills.
“If I’d..?” He asks, wanting an answer, and it takes you a moment before you mumble it out.
“If you’d put me in my place.” You say.
It’s quiet for a moment, before he speaks again- his voice a bit more serious, though still soft and comforting. “I would- but not yet.” He admits. “I don’t think you’re.. Quite ready for something like that yet.”
“So I can do whatever I want?” You tease, though one look tells you that he’s serious in his words to a good degree.
“Careful.” He warns. “But.. No. I’m still really careful with you, because I know that you’re still getting used to things. I don’t want to scare you off.”
“You won’t.” You deny, but he just smiles.
“I know you think that way-” He begins, hand moving again as if to occupy himself a little. “-But better be safe than sorry. We can take it step after step.” Jungkook offers, before he seems to become more serious. “Which reminds me of something we need to talk about.”
“What is it?” You worry, making him instantly try and reassure you, body turning a bit to face you better.
“I’m.. Going to shift soon.” He admits to you. “In a few days, actually. Namjoon wants you to be there, but I’m not sure.”
“Why not?” You ask, and he sighs, avoiding eye contact.
“Because it’s not a pretty sight for someone who’s not used to it.” He tells you. “I’m.. Scared you’ll be scared of me. I don’t know if I can handle that.”
“Why would I be scared of you?” You ask. “You told me before that you’re the same no matter what form you’re in. And.. I’ll have to go through it at some point too, no? So isn’t namjoon right then by saying I should be there?” You ask, before you become a bit more quiet. “Or.. Do you not want me to be there?” You ask, making him shake his head, face troubled.
“No I want you there, that’s the issue!” He admits. “I want you around, all the time, but I just..”
“Jungkook..” You start, waiting until he looks at you. “..has anyone ever.. Gotten scared of you?” You ask, and the way he looks away gives you your answer. “I won’t be. Promise.”
“You can’t promise that.” He shakes his head. “You have no idea what it’s gonna be like-”
“But I want to know.” You protest. “I want to see it. I want to be there.”
“Are you sure?” He asks, once more, and you nod, determined.
“I am.” You press on. “I want to be around you no matter what.” You tell him-
And as a strange expression washes over his face, you’re reminded that at the end of the day, no matter how much of a hero he is in your eyes-
He's also just a simple mortal being, carrying his own demons inside just like you.
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“Do you think Jungkook wants me to leave?” You ask Jimin a few nights later, both of you washing the dishes together while the rest of the pack is scattered around, Jungkook especially far away, having claimed to ‘needing fresh air’ after dinner. Jimin chuckles softly.
“No, I don’t think so.” He shakes his head as he dries another bowl you give to him. “He just gets like this- we all kind of do. He’s a few hours overdue after all, so he might just be getting antsy.” He shrugs. “He’s not like Seokjin or Taehyung, who seek out the pack for comfort. He tends to be alone while shifting.” Jimin explains.
“So, I should just leave him by himself?” You ask, and Jimin seems to think, before he shakes his head.
“No.” He denies. “He’s just scared you might get traumatized.” He jokes- though you know that there’s a bit of truth in his words. “But I’ve got faith in you. You’re tougher than you both think, in my opinion.”
“How so?” You wonder, drying your hands on a towel close by.
“Not everyone would cope with this whole situation like you do.” Jimin praises simply. “It must be overwhelming- but I never hear you complain or back away. You’re moving forward despite the future being so unclear to you, which is admirable.” He says, before he pats your head. “And now go out and find your lover before he’s too far away.”
You instantly remember what he’s referring to, and rush to the door- just to stop right at it, looking back. “But I don’t even know where he’d gone to?” You wonder, making Jimin laugh.
“Just use your instincts.” He teases, before he pushes you out the door. “Trust yourself for once.” He winks, before the door closes, and you’re left alone outside for a good second or two.
You’re lost on what to do, slight fear creeping up your spine. You’re still so new to all of this- how the hell are you supposed to find him with no clues whatsoever? It’s almost nighttime too, its getting dark, and the woods are way too big for someone like you to navigate. What if he was right about his fears as well? If he won’t come find you, who will?
You’re not alone.
You’ve got that safety net too.
It’s like your legs move by themselves before you even notice you’re running, mind following clues that you can make out better and better the more you follow Jimin’s advice to trust yourself a little more. The more time you give yourself to adjust not only to the darkness around you but also your surroundings, the clearer things become as well- a certain scent leading you now, like an invisible trail to follow.
And it’s only a few minutes later, after almost tripping over some growing roots, that you find him, sitting near a creek.
“Jungkook?” You ask, and his head turns a little- though he’s not looking at you.
“They really let you run off at night, huh?” He chuckles, though he sounds almost out of breath. “Gotta have a word with Namjoon about that once I’m through with this..” He seems to attempt to joke- though you can feel a sense of discomfort in his tone alone.
He’s not wearing a shirt. His shoulders are red from scratching them, most likely- so are his sides. He’s visibly uncomfortable, leaning his head from side to side like his muscles ache. “Can you.. Stay there for me, please?” He asks, and you stop your movement, instantly complying with his words.
“Of course.” You say, and his eyes close at the sound of your voice alone. Is it reassuring? Does it help him? “Is there.. Anything I can do?” You wonder, and he chuckles a bit, while rubbing at his arms again.
“Not really.” He says, running his hands through his hair now. “I just.. No. I don’t know. I’m sorry.”
“What’re you sorry for?” You ask, sitting down on a rock as you watch him, his back still turned towards you. There’s a strange sight suddenly, like his muscles beneath his skin are spasming- and you can’t imagine what he must be feeling in that moment.
“Not being of any help right now.” He gasps out, curling into himself. “Becoming.. A monster I guess.” He laughs breathlessly, as he almost tips over for a second, though he catches himself.
“You’re not a monster, Jungkook.” You reassure him.
“Not yet.”
You want to argue once more, but the moment he groans out in pain, you’re alarmed. The sight is utterly surreal to you- you've truly never seen someone shift, after all. The second the clouds above in the by now darkened night sky break, moonlight breaking through, he seems to fall into utter agony. Hands bracing himself on the forest floor, he somehow drags himself closer to the running water, and you fear that he might slip or hurt himself. But you also remember that this isn’t his first time-
And despite the state he’s in right in this moment, you trust him.
His muscles appear to ripple beneath his skin yet again, but more violently so- strange cracking sounds appearing strange to you, especially once you realize they’re coming from him. He’s breathing heavily, groaning in pain and exhaustion, and you wonder how long this will have to go on for.
How long can he endure this? Will your first time look the same?
Will he feel just as helpless as you do right now?
The moment his skin rips along his spine, you break too- having to look away as you hear him gasp out breathlessly, ocassional whine interrupting the otherworldly sounds his body emits while it twists and turns. You can hear his clothing rip and as your eyes carefully move closer to him, you also notice the amount of blood already covering plants and forest floor, some of it washed away by the running waters.
Maybe the flowing water helps his pain? You hope it does.
Somehow, in that moment, as he whimpers to himself in distress, you remember the moment you woke up in the pack house amongst all the other members. You remember the conversation you had with him in your home, about your own effect on others- and that alone makes you close your eyes as you take a deep breath, trying hard to ignore the iron smell of blood around you.
If you stay calm, will that help him? Maybe you’ll.. Emit some scent that’ll calm him a little as well?
You want to be of help so bad, but you don’t know what to do. You want to be just as helpful as he is, or the pack is- how can you be just as much of an anchor as Namjoon is for example?
When you look up, Jungkook is no longer in sight- instead, there’s a pile of somewhat wet fur, laying on the grass, deep breaths making the whole thing move up and down.
Is that him?
Is he really still the same?
The moment you stand up to walk closer, you get a better look of it all- some ears, tilting towards you, while his head stays on the grass, none of his limbs moving at all. The closer you get, the more you realize just how big he is in this form- no dog you’ve ever met coming even close to his size. One of his ears is a bit.. Tilted? No. It seems like the tip is flopped over a little, but just a tiny part. It’s such a unique feature that it captures your attention so much so that you don’t even realize that you’re by now close enough to squat down and reach out.
But you do reach out- unsure for just a second, before your hand finds his head.
The moment you touch him, his eyes close like all exhaustion leaves his body- a large sigh escaping him as he lets himself fall to his side and right into you, making you fall into a sitting position against your will, and with a bit of a surprise. He’s heavy, that’s for sure- his body now on your legs, which you have to pull out with a bit of a struggle, before you run your hand over his fur. It’s dark, with a few lighter patches here and there- but for some reason, you can still see Jungkook in this.
He’s truly still himself no matter what form he’s in.
“Are you tired?” You wonder, before you question yourself if he can even understand you- but he does, visibly so, as he leans into you. You’re sure you’ll regret this soon because the wet forest floor will definitely make you sick- but you still lean into him, especially when he adjusts his body to better accommodate you in a way. “I’ll stay with you.” You promise-
and can’t help but laugh the moment you hear his tail wag.
Tags/Warnings: Hybrid AU, Wolf hybrid!Jungkook, Otter hybrid!Reader, Angst, strangers to lovers, adult content, ♥️
Length: 1.3k words
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When Jungkook wakes up, he needs some time to adjust to the real world- because it doesn’t feel real to him.
It takes him a good moment to realize that yes, this is no longer just your place but his as well- some boxes still packed in the corner of your bedroom, because you both haven’t found time nor a place for his things yet. It’s only been a couple of days yet, but he already feels himself familiarizing his mind with your apartment. He already knows where to step at night even when he can barely see through his sleep-fogged eyes. He knows where your cutlery is in the kitchen, where you store your laundry detergent, how you like to sleep in bed.
And he especially has become familiar with the way you cling to him at night, arms and legs around him, one hand always holding his.
It’s surreal to him that he’s truly in this situation- living with you, a person so understanding and kind, in a small apartment in the city. No longer is he just a body to be rented out, no more does he have to adjust to someone else- he’s your person now, can be the version of himself he deems truly his own, and he knows you accept him like that.
You had a small argument last night, but you talked it through. It didnt even last long- but for a fraction of a second, he had been scared that his little dream would fade over nothing but a silly little fight.
But that’s not the truth. Truth was, and is right now, that you talked about it, communicated your sides to one another, and worked it out.
How serene.
Especially serene is the sight of you sleeping so close to him, bathed in the early morning sun seeping into the room through the cracks of the curtains not fully pulled close. It must be very early in the morning, and he’s not even sure why he’s awake- but he still enjoys this. The moment of seeing you vulnerable next to him, completely trust placed in his palms.
He knows it’s not wasted. Not if he can prevent that.
A kiss placed on your head is enough to wake you, sleepy gaze finding his, and even in your still hazy state, you smile so warm and kindly at him. You make him feel like a person worth loving, like he’s never been who he’s been in the past. It’s like he’s been given a second chance to not only change, but take full control over his life- and he’s eager to take it.
Deep down, he’s accepted that his love language is simply physical touch- not just because that’s all he knows he’s good at, but because he enjoys intimacy with you. It’s not just sex he thinks about when picturing you in a more sensual way in his mind- it’s a need to prove to you physically how much you occupy his mind. How you fill his soul to the brim with adoration for you, how much he wants to mark your skin for everyone to see. He’s never been possessive over things in his life because that wasn’t what was fitting for his role in the world- but now, he’s free.
He’s allowed to be a little selfish.
You’ve planted actual hunger back into his body, seeds that sprout desire for you, roots spreading all throughout his limbs until he can no longer take the ache of it all. The moment he leans over you to kiss you, he’s falling again- in love, into your arms, into what he knows are safe hands that will never hurt him.
You’re sleepy, and yet you happily respond to his very clear hints at his intentions- offering yourself to him in a way that makes him stir to life. There’s a strange feeling that starts to grow in his mind from just the simple sight of you so easily willing to give your body into his care- a feeling similar to pride, but less burdening. It more so makes him eager to prove his worth, hands beneath the covers pulling down your underwear for him so he can begin his journey at the first step.
His hand between your legs works you up effortlessly. He knows exactly what to do to get you restless beneath him, the sigh of your breathing becoming deeper and more desperate enough of a reward. It’s the way you squirm the more he plays you that makes his lips twist into a soft smile, while you whine in complaint.
„What is it?“ He wonders, teasingly- and you frown, before you look at him.
„I want you.“ You complain to him, and he leans his head to the side a little in fake innocence.
„Huh?“ He wonders, removing his hand. „But you have me, right here.“
„Not like that.!“ You huff impatiently, and he can’t help but laugh. Even in moments like these you manage to make his heart swell- well, that, and something else entirely.
He knows you’re taking preventative measures. He knows there’s nothing holding him back. This time, he can do whatever he sees fit. Whatever he desires.
The thought alone is enough to help make him stir alive, his own underwear pushed down to reveal his ready length to you for just a second as you watch him guide himself right where you want him most. Your mind isn’t clouded by your heat this time, so it is like your first time together, basically- but without the added fear of something being awkward.
You trust him, after all.
Pushed inside you he sighs, leaning in for a desperate kiss as he fails to go slow in any capacity. His need for you is simply too big to control, hips moving without much of his control as he gives up trying to be someone he’s not in this situation. He wants you, wants to see you utterly ruined between his body, and it looks like it won’t take much to do so. Only now, amongst eager breaths and closed eyes does he spot the way you’re holding hands- like second nature, an instinct followed, and it makes him gasp out a bit at the absolute absurdity.
Deep down, he always dreamed of something like this. Pure love, in its raw form, stripped of all superficial layers.
He adjusts your position a bit, moves one of your legs over his thigh while the other is between his own, making him reach even deeper, giving him the ability to be even closer to you than before. He doesn’t mind the obscene sounds of your wet skin colliding, or the way the blanket falls and exposes your rather sloppy lovemaking- this is what he’s always wanted.
You arch your back in bliss, as his hands grip your hips, guiding you into him with every thrust of his. He can’t help his own body speeding up, eagerly rutting into you while he bites his own lip, drunk off of the sight and sounds and whole moment. It’s pure bliss, his senses high, your end clear by the way you suddenly spasm around him, core clenching his length inside you in a rhythmic manner that can only be described as sinful- all of it enough to make him push himself as far as he can, to spill his seed and claim you as his own.
You’re breathing heavily, before you both break out into smiles, his hands carefully running over the red imprints of his fingers as if to apologize for his grip.
"Jungkook, I could've helped you out way earlier." You say gently, sitting next to him as he sighs with his face in his hands. Your palm is running over his back, and its supposed to soothe, but all it does is make him feel horribly guilty.
He's the man in this relationship. He should be the leading role, the protector, the one who's helping you and not the other way around.
Instead, he's now about to be evicted from his way too expensive apartment, having shamefully admitted to you that he's going to need a place to stay soon.
Quitting his job maybe meant freedom for a short while, but it also meant no income, and by now, he feels utterly lost. He's got no work experience, nothing he wants to do. There is nothing he believes he's good at. He never planned for anything past his old occupation. Now he just feels lost.
"Well, no use in crying over spilled milk!" You suddenly say, jumping up and grabbing your comfort plush- a new one he's not seen you carry around before.
"What?" He wonders, no tension or motivation in his body at all.
"You said they're gonna be there end of the week. So let's go pack then!" You say, determined.
"But- I-" He stammers, unsure. He doesn't really like the idea of you helping him. Not that he doesn't want you in his apartment, but he doesn't want you to feel like you have to clean up the mess he made all by himself.
"If you don't wanna live in my tiny apartment long term that's cool, we can search for something once you've found a new job. Until then, I'm gonna make some space in my closet for you, no problem!" You simply squeak, putting on your boots, before you bring him his own shoes
"How can you be so calm about this?" He asks, genuinely confused as he looks at you with his ears all droopy and upset. "I've failed as a mate. As a boyfriend." He tells you.
"You didn't, kookie. Not at all." You say, climbing into his lap to hug him, before you nuzzle against his cheek. "You were simply being silly. Asking for help isn't weak or bad, it's totally okay. But you're still learning that." You explain.
He feels like crying. You're too sweet for him.
"I shouldn't have to learn it. I'm an adult. I should know all of this- but then the first rent failed, and then the second, and suddenly I was behind so much and-" he rambles, while you're holding onto him.
"It all became too much?" You finish for him, and he nods into your shoulder, quietly holding onto you as well. "Thats okay. It happened, and now we're gonna work with what we have." You reassure him.
"But I've got nothing." He complains.
"You've got me?" You squeak almost offended, looking at him. "You can rely on me, Jungkook. You don't have to do things solely yourself to claim the reward of the success later on."
His hands can't help but find the sides of your face, knuckles gently running over your soft skin, before he leans in for a kiss.
"I love you." He whispers, almost with no voice at all.
Throughout his life, Jungkook had always been a people-pleaser.
It's easier to just do as told than to make your own decisions, he's learned. Every choice made by himself bears the possibility of consequences he won't be comfortable with, after all. It's scary, even now, as an adult. But looking at you, he feels as if those consequences can't ever be worse than the idea of not having you at his side.
What are you at this point?
He's not sure because he's never truly asked you out, and neither did you. He knows he's pretty much clinging to you like glue, but do you feel the same way?
You're currently holding onto his arm like a lifeline, and he's come to learn that it's simply otter-behavior. Or at least he tells himself it's nothing more than that to not get his hopes up too high, or his emotions from overflowing. You just need something to hold on to, and he's conveniently an alpha wolf hybrid, known to emit a strong and calming presence.
"Oh, I love those!" You say, pulling Jungkook with you to the candy isle at the small food store. "I'm gonna stock up on those. I love chewing on them whenever I'm feeling like a pup that's going through teething again." You laugh, putting two bags of the hybrid snack into your basket before you hold onto Jungkook's arm again.
You're so effortlessly cute in his eyes.
"Have you talked to a dentist about that?" He wonders quietly. "There might be something going on if your teeth hurt." He asks, but you shake your head.
"No, they don't hurt-" you explain as you both walk past an elderly couple that stares after you with fond gazes. "-Its a mental thing, I believe. Like stress-relief!" You tell him, and he nods. He can understand that. When he was a pup, he went through phases like that too. It's interesting that you've not gotten over those phases yet it seems.
"Can I ask why you're so clingy with me?" He wonders calmly as you put all the things you want to buy out to be scanned by the young worker.
"Well, first of all I'm an otter, and we're just.. like that, I guess." You shrug. "And second of all, you're my boyfriend now, right?" You ask, gaze lifted up at him.
He blinks, once, twice, before he fully registers what you'd just said.
He's your boyfriend.
He's your boyfriend.
You're his girlfriend.
He doesn't know why that makes him turn a little red. Why it makes him shy of all things. He's an alpha wolf working in the adult companion industry. Or rather worked, past tense. Still. It's odd how.. nice it feels.
"Oh." He just says after a moment, nodding to himself. "I.. see." He mumbles, while you laugh next to him, squeaking in delight. "What?" He asks, and you just shove his body a little playfully.
"Nothing." You simply say, amused by his reaction.
Later that day, he finds you clinging onto him as you sleep at night like he's your lifeline, and this time, he knows it's not just instinct for you. You like him, enjoy his company for more than just pleasure, and he feels incredibly proud to be the one you chose to be with, despite his awkwardness and controversial past.
He wants to be his best version of himself for you, he decides, as he presses a quiet kiss to your head.
In which Jungkook learns more about you and, in return, opens up to you as well.
Tags/Warnings: Hybrid AU, Wolf hybrid!Jungkook, Otter hybrid!Reader, Angst, strangers to ???
Additional Chapter Warnings: He's so in love it's disgusting, soft hours, it's cute only little angst this time
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A crash wakes him up, nestled into blankets that smell so distinctively of you that it makes him dizzy for a moment before he realizes where he actually is. And once he hears a painful hiss from you, he's instantly on his feet.
"Ow.. I'm sorry, I woke you up, didn't I?" You sheepishly say, sitting on the kitchen floor. He sighs, leaning down towards you to check for any injuries, but you wave him off, smiling. "I'm fine, just clumsy. This happens constantly!" You laugh, but the wolf hybrid doesn't see the joke in it.
"What were you even trying to do?" He asks, before yawning, slowly waking up properly now that the adrenaline leaves again.
"Reach the flour. It's in that big box there." You point to one of multiple colorful storage containers on top of your kitchen's hanging cupboards. "But I slipped on the counter when I was standing on it.."
"Why didn't you wake me?" He sighs. "I would've gotten it for you. You could've seriously hurt yourself." He scolds, brows all scrunched up and face serious. What if you had hit your head or anything even worse? And you just casually saying all of this as if it's a natural occurrence doesn't really help him at all. Now he feels even more protective of you.
"You were asleep, and I didn't wanna wake you." You just shrug, slowly standing up with his help. "Do you always sleep so long?" You laugh, opening the fridge to get some juice out to drink for you.
"No." He answers, scratching the back of his head in thought. "I usually wake up early to work out. What time is it?" He wonders.
"10!" You chirp, glass of juice in hands while your time bear-like ears wiggle on your head.
He doesn't understand. He usually does his workout, eats breakfast, and then starts his day. He never sleeps this long in the first place, he's not lazy- so why does he want to get you back into bed and underneath the warm covers so fucking badly?
It's not even sexual in nature. He already caught himself getting almost angry at the fact that you held onto a stuffed animal at some point during the night instead of him. He got jealous of an inanimate object. What the hell was going on with him?
"Do you have work today?" You wonder, and a bitter taste flows into his heart, it seems. He shakes his head. He doesn't have work, but he will have to go back to his job soon after his break. How will he be able to keep you while also keeping his job? Why does the mere thought of doing what he did for years at this point disgust him now?
He knows it's because it's not you. He knows, deep down, it's because there's emotions involved that he's unable to control nor turn off. It's worse because it's clear that you're also interested in him, despite all of this.
He doesn't want this anymore, he realizes. He doesn't want to go back to how things have been. He doesn't want what's become his routine. He doesn't want to leave you and this chance of change behind, no matter how intimidating it is.
Wordlessly, he walks towards you to carefully place down the empty glass from your hands onto the kitchen table behind you. His face is unreadable as he slowly pulls you into an embrace that's not just a quiet request for comfort. It's not just him holding you, and it's not just a hug.
In which he's got a clear goal, but one look is all it takes for him to throw all self-control out the window.
Tags/Warnings: Hybrid AU, Wolf hybrid!Jungkook, Otter hybrid!Reader, Angst, strangers to ???
Additional Chapter Warnings: He's so in love it's disgusting, soft hours, it's cute only little angst this time
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Following through on his decision, Jungkook returns a week later to return the container that's now empty and cleaned. He had some things to do, or he couldn't quite find the time - or maybe he just pushed this moment until he no longer could.
But everything ends at some point. And you're not something he intents to keep close.
Ringing your doorbell, he wonders if he should've contacted you first. Maybe you're not even home, or what if he's interrupting something you had planned? It would be awkward, to say the least, though he wouldn't mind scaring away a potential candidate for your love.
He shouldn't think like this. You're not his, and neither is he yours.
The moment you open the door, all of his carefully thought over plan of getting this over with, however, flies out the window like an escaping bird ready for freedom, never looking back. You're standing in front of him, eyes half closed, hair a bit messy and clothes wrinkled. You're wearing fluffy socks, though one seems to be trying to slip from your foot.
"Jungkook?" You ask. You remember him, and he doesn't know why it surprises him in a positive way. Of course you'd remember. You're not suffering from alzheimers. It's not a huge thing that you still recall his name and face.
"I came to return this." He tells you, holding out the pink plastic container. "Sorry it took so long. I had things to do." He apologizes.
Tired as you are, it still stings to hear those words. Was he with another client? And why did that even bother you? You should be happy he's this considerate, those Tupperware boxes were a limited edition after all.
And yet, all it does is hurt you more.
"Ah, you didn't have to." You giggle, taking it from his hands. "Thank you."
"Did I wake you?" He wonders out loud, unsure why he's asking. He needs to leave.
"Yeah, I took a nap because I had a headache earlier." You say.
"Oh." He simply answers. "I hope you feel better now." Why is he saying that? True, he does hope you feel better now, but that could've stayed a thought.
"Yeah, just a bit drowsy still." You say. "Do you.. wanna come in? I have some leftovers we could share. If.. you wanna." You ask, a bit hesitantly, and he shakes his head. He can't. He really can't. Walking into your apartment would surely break the promise he'd made himself, and he can't bring himself to do it.
"Only if that's alright with you." He responds, confusing you, because the words he says and the body language he portrays look like polar opposites. You laugh at that, and he looks at you confused as well now.
"You're weird." You simply comment, before you make way for him to walk inside.
He hates you.
He hates how inviting everything feels again, how warm and comforting the light is, and how he can't help but focus on your fluffy socks that you wear as you throw yourself onto the sleeping sofa still full of blankets, because the bottom of your feet are decorated with pink paw prints and its just so typical for you. He doesn't know you, not at all, but you make him feel like he does.
"I'm so tired!" You laugh into the pillows, making him smile to himself for a second before he sits on the edge of the bed. "Sorry, I'll go and get the food." You mumble, but he gently presses your shoulders back down.
"No, you should rest if you're tired." He says.
"But I don't want you to leave yet." You pout, clearly torn between the comfort of your bed and his presence. You don't want to choose between the two. You hate this.
"I can come back another time." He responds, and he's unsure why.
"..." you seem like you want to say something, but you don't, holding back.
"What's wrong?" He asks, sensing that there's something on your mind.
"I can't sleep." You answer, sighing as you sit up next to him, legs dangling off the sides. "I don't know why. I hate it." You say annoyed, and he hums in agreement.
"I can imagine." He offers. "Have you visited a doctor?"
"They only give me pills, that's not a solution." You pout. "All they say is to put my phone away before bed, stuff I could get on Google too. I just wanna sleep!" You whine.
"But you slept just fine when I was here?" He asks, and suddenly, you become awfully still- before you look at him.
"So it's your fault I can't sleep?" You accuse, and he shrinks in on himself.
"I- I didn't say that, I just.. remembered that you slept fine when I was here." He offers.
"Yeah, well, YOU tired me out, obviously." You say, crossing your arms. "I can't just.. have sex every day just to sleep. That's dumb. And impractical." You say to yourself, making Jungkook laugh because why are you just so cute?
"One might argue that it's a pretty nice thought." He says, making you roll your eyes. "I wouldn't mind."
"What?" You ask, and he just parrots the question back. "Jungkook stop!" You say, hitting his chest. He flinched back.
"What did I do?" He asks because the angry glint in your eyes isn't one of joking nature.
"You constantly make comments like these. You made them too when you were here." You say before looking away. "I get that it was your job and all, I really do. But you could definitely cut it off now. I hate being given false hope into something that won't happen." You softly state, and he stares at you for a moment.
He's unsure at first what you're talking about, before he realizes it.
"I.. I'm sorry. I didn't think I'd make you feel this way." He says, making you huff.
"Yeah, well, thanks. Now I'm left with a crush on my hired heat partner. Awesome." You scoff before you run your hands over your face. "Oh God I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm such a bitch today.." you whine.
Jungkook is left with his thoughts for a moment before he moves to take off his jacket, crawling onto the bed properly before he pulls you with him. "Ju- did you even listen to me?" You ask angrily, but he just nods.
"I did." He answers before he falls into his thoughts. He holds you in a way so you can't see him, and you think it might be because he doesn't want you to look at him.
There's a bit of silence between the two of you, before he speaks again.
"This job.. is all I've ever known." He tells you, arms still around you. "I'm scared. If I leave this place, what else is there for me? I'm not good at anything else other than providing good company. I don't have talents. I don't have hobbies." He explains quietly. "I'm so.. grey. And you're so colorful."
"I could spare some colors for you." You giggle, hands unwrapping his arms a little to hold onto his in front of you.
"Can I hold your hand this time while you sleep?" He asks, and this time, you nod.
"Of course." You agree.
Because this time, he offers it because he wants it.
In which your soup makes him cry, but he's glad you can't see it at least.
Tags/Warnings: Hybrid AU, Wolf hybrid!Jungkook, Otter hybrid!Reader, Angst, strangers to ???
Additional Chapter Warnings: Good soup 🤌, Jungkook has some serious emotional constipation, angst, wolfboy is in denial, fluff?
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He wakes up alone in bed, and for a moment, he's unsure if he's actually awake or dreaming.
The room is dipped in an almost golden glow, body cushioned by all the different blankets and pillows in the bed he's sleeping in. There's a faint smell of food, something metallic clattering onto the floor - a piercing sound that makes his ears flick towards the origin.
He turns to see a sheepishly smiling you, clad in comfy clothing, tail tucked between your legs from what he assumes must be the shock of the loud noise. "Sorry. I didn't mean to wake you." You say, and he sits up at that, running a hand through his hair. "You looked too peaceful sleeping, and, you know, I technically still have today so.." You tell him before picking up the spoon that had fallen out of your hands.
"What time is it?" He wonders more or less to himself, moving around to grab underwear from his bag at the side of the bed, feeling an odd sense of dread and disappointment in his bones.
"Around 4 PM." You tell him, turning around to put the now washed cutlery away, while he packs his bag silently. Usually, this would be a time of finally breathing again, another job done, a new month's salary added. But somehow, he feels dread, like he's disappointed your heat had ended so quickly - even though it wasn't quick at all. You've rented him for a full week plus a buffer day if needed, and he knew that right from the start.
You didn't even rent him. If fate had played its cards differently, he wouldn't have even met you ever.
You paid for him. Nothing more and nothing less.
"So uh.." You awkwardly start as he stands in front of you a few minutes later, all dressed and ready to leave. "I really don't know how this.. uhm. Yeah." You stammer before shrugging. "Thank you? Is that what you say?"
"No problem, it's my job after all." He responds, though he spots the faint realization on your face as he says that. It's odd how it makes you look just as disappointed as he feels. "But I enjoyed it anyways."
"Uh.. thanks?" You say, cheeks red while he walks to the door. "Oh, wait!" You call out, running to get something out of your fridge. "You didn't have anything to eat yet, and you said you can't cook well.. so you can have my leftover soup from today." You tell him, giving a pink plastic container to him, one he carefully holds. "Just.. you can keep the Tupperware box, I have a lot." You tell him, and he doesn't know how to properly decline. You're a client, and he doesn't even eat soup-
"Thank you." He says, bowing politely before he leaves your apartment behind him, door closing quietly-
But he still stops in his tracks the second he hears the click of the lock, time standing still for a little while. The container in his hands is cold, biting at his skin, and only after a moment does he carefully place it somewhere in his bag where it can't cause any mishap.
Climbing into the van provided by the company, the driver greets him just like always. "How are you?" He asked, only getting a hum as a reply since Jungkook busies himself with stretching his limbs. "Damn, I picked up Tae today from a similar street. Takes me back to the times when you both were still new." The man chuckles, and Jungkook just shrugs, looking outside the window.
It's true that the scenery looks nostalgic almost, though right now, the wolf hybrid doesn't want to dwell on it any longer. He just wants to go home, sleep well, and enjoy his free time.
His apartment is cold but familiar, comforting as he lets his bag drop to the ground, typical routine starting. But when he stands in front of his shower, he hesitates- he's showered at your place already, there's no need to do it a second time. He'd almost always shower again here at his place to get any scents off of him, but he doesn't actually mind the strawberry vanilla scented bodywash still clinging to his skin.
Or was that your scent?
He's unsure, rather opting to take out the container of soup from his bag to put into the microwave, carefully keeping an eye on it in case the container isn't safe for those temperatures. Filling the contents into a bowl, he sits in front of his TV, boring drama, playing more or less as background noise if anything else as he eats the first spoonfuls of your cooking. It warms up his body, fills him with comfort, and has a soft sense of nostalgia as he watches the screen in front of him.
Until he notices his vision blurring, heavy blinking only forcing the tears to fall.
He's confused. Why is he crying right now? He doesn't even feel particularly sad at all. Nothing is wrong, he's not sick, and neither does it feel like he's allergic to anything in your cooking. There's emotions in his head that just don't make sense at all, and he hates it.
Why does he miss you?
The soup is good, great even, your cooking is absolutely perfect in that it's not perfect at all. There's no expensive spices or ingredients used, just the traditional vegetables and a bit of chicken like he remembers his aunt making whenever he got sick.
He sighs after he finishes the small meal, sitting back on his couch to just exist for a moment, head empty before it fills with you again. Would you spend your next heat with one of the lower ranking workers next time? Possibly, if you won't find a permanent partner before then. He can't imagine that being too hard for you. After all, he's pretty sure he'd choose you as a lover in a heartbeat if he was ever to be asked.
His eyes widen as he realizes what he'd just thought.
As if burned, he jumps up from the couch, taking his cutlery and bowl with him to wash everything in his sink, your pink Tupperware container included. He needs to give that back to you. He needs to return it, and he needs it out of his apartment and out of his life.
And most of all, he needs to get you out of his head.
In which he catches himself I'm behavior he didn't even know he was still capable of.
Tags/Warnings: Hybrid AU, Wolf hybrid!Jungkook, Otter hybrid!Reader, Angst, strangers to ???
Additional Chapter Warnings: Smut², messy sex² (but he puts a towel down), size difference (mentioned), size/strength kink? manhandling, Subspace, Soft-Dom!Jungkook, Hybrid heat sex, Angst, more intense aftercare, biting, slight hair pulling, protected sex because your first name is still not AGU to add the STD
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He wakes up to you clinging onto him.
You've both taken a nap after he had at least managed to get some cereal and a bottle of water into you, but right now, he knows the next wave of your fever has started again. If he looks at your behavior and body language, he'd say you're in the deepest phase now - completely oblivious to anything that might've held you back until now. You'd always seemed to keep his boundaries in mind, having remembered his limits, and it had impressed him in a way he can't quite describe properly.
But he also can't deny that he had gotten confused with himself as well.
Domestic things aren't his personal liking. He doesn't like gestures like that, as they had become completely meaningless over the course of the years- shattering his innocent dreams of love and pure affection after realizing that nothing was ever done without intentions. He's become to hate romance in general at this point - annoyed at valentines Day or other people's anniversary parties he'd get invited to.
He never actually shows up, always makes up excuses.
But as you grind your naked body against him, hands gripping the sheets and eyes closed in bliss, he can't help but imagine what it would be like to just stop and stare for a little bit. He'd already caught himself a few nights prior, offering to hold your hand after all - a gesture he's deemed childish and stupid until now, before he'd met you. You've talked, just a little, in between breaks- and while you don't seem to have many friends, you do seem to adore the one's you have with a pure and beautiful form of love.
It upsets him that he knows one day you'll regret being this kind.
But right now, he moves his focus on you again. As soon as you seem to notice his response to your actions, you turn around and straddle his waist, eyes hazy as you watch him move a bit to grab another condom from the bedside table, his gaze focused solely on your hands as they take it from him to put it on yourself.
And although he might not show it much on the outside, he's not been aroused from a simple sight like this in ages- if ever at all.
He doesn't even realize his hands running over the skin of your legs, starting at your ankles before his palms travel up to your thighs - his grip testing, for what he's not sure. He explores your body a bit more response from you clear as you proudly straighten your back at the way his fingers trace the curve of your sides, right before they move over to your chest, thumbs flicking your sensitive buds. The slight smile on his lips is genuine, out of his control, as he doesn't even notice himself slipping.
"Come on, hm?" He starts coaxing you, helping in leading the Impatient head of his cock into your entrance, before you sit down, palms flat on his stomach. Normally, he'd be used to it all, wouldn't be affected as much, but if anything, it's worse every time he gets to have you. His hands grip the soft skin on your hips, with more strength than he's done before, but you clearly don't mind, breathing picking up at the way he picks the pace you grind on him.
Impatient has never been a word to describe Jungkook- at least its not one that's used to describe his personality on the online business website. But as soon as he spots that hiss of pleasure from you when he accidentally leaves red imprints of his fingers on your skin, he's a goner.
Turning you over with a secure hand over your back, he eagerly continues his pace. Slower- but with more force, a growl heard underneath his breath as his head dips down to nose around the crook of your neck. If you weren't so flushed and filled with your heat, you would've definitely reminded him of his own limits set- but its futile, as his teeth already bite down on your shoulder.
It's not enough to mark, because he realizes what he's doing in the last second, and it makes him gripbyour wrists a bit tighter.
Why are you like this? Were you a sick joke by the company to test his patience? If yes, he's already failed miserably, professionalism fading with every moment he spends with you, it seems. It sets him off, frustrates him, but what frustrates him even more are the sounds of pleasure you emit as every nip of his teeth on your skin, every thrust of his hips.
Maybe if he can't see your face, he gains back his consciousness.
Wrong.
The moment you've turned around, happily presenting yourself to him even though he knows you said you usually don't like it let's him grip your hair for a moment, soft sigh the only response he gets. His hands maneuver you into a position he sees fit, front down in the pillows as you hold onto the sheets, entire body moving with every one of his thrusts. His inked hand traces the dip of your spine, gaining a shudder from you, hips jerking and giving him a mean little idea.
Not stopping his by now stuttering thrusts, his middle and ring finger start to mercilessly attack your sensitive pearl, making you growl into the pillows below, body moving erratically before your orgasm escapes you full force. It's a sight he won't ever forget, your juices staining his thighs before he notices his own knot forming.
Pulling out has never been harder for him.
But it's clear that you're equally as distressed, if not more- visibly reaching out to him underneath his body, turning over onto your back, heavy breathing accompanying the sight of your glistening skin. He hates it.
He hates that you're so fucking pretty.
"What is it?" He chuckles when you whine, small hands reaching for his now bare length, grabbing onto his hips however, attempting to pull him closer.
He knows what you want. It had been a mistake in the first place, but the last time he finished on your skin had seemed to bring you into a somewhat high almost. He shouldn't condone this at all, he knows that it will only lead to problems later-
But he still jerks himself to a finish on your stomach, an action you happily receive.
Thank God he'd put a towel down this time.
"Greedy little things." He chuckles when you move your hips around, even after just coming down from your high, not satisfied at all it seems. His inked hand finds your wet heat, his own chest flushed while his arm flexes under your gaze, fingers effortlessly working you to another orgasm. His digits don't reach as deep as his length does, but its fine for the moment-
Until he leans down, mouth wasting no time to eat you out like a man starved.
It forces sounds out of your mouth you've never thought you'd make - his hands, however roughly taking your wrists down from your face, leaving you unable to conceil any of your noises.
He wants, no, needs to hear it all.
He doesn't care about the obscene noises coming from his spot between your legs, growl underlining his words as he speaks lowly. "Dont you dare close your legs." He warns, and you shakily open them further, earning a him from him, an answer that signals his happiness at your action. "Good Girl."
Your hips jerk up a little once you cum, arousal clearly staining his face, but he doesn't mind at all.
Finally, you come down, his kitten licks too much as you whine in protest. He's amused, but also surprised at himself, having noticed his cock leaking onto the towel whatever he might've had left. Cunnilingus wasn't his personal favorite-
It's the first time he's actually gotten so aroused from it.
But right now, despite his usual routine of letting you calm down to clean yourself up later, he instead carries you to the shower, where he stays with you the entire time. He himself pacifies his thoughts by reminding himself that he's only making sure he doesn't get hurt after this whole ordeal - even though he's been through the worst, which is clear. "..you don't have to -" you even say, but he shakes his head, squirting some body wash onto your loofah.
"Its fine." He simply responds, though your pout shows him that you do not buy it.
"Why.. are your limits all just, non-sexual stuff?" You ask, and he raises a pierced eyebrow in amusement.
"Biting can very much be sexual." He reminds you, earning a roll of your eyes.
"You know what I mean.." you say. "I don't want to make you do something you don't want to.. like taking care of me right now." You remind him, and he thinks about it for a moment as well.
He runs the spongy item over your skin with care and catches himself, being a bit upset that you won't be carrying his scent as strongly anymore. You're right, in that usually, he's not comfortable with any of this. The close proximity, the domestic feeling aftercare, even this conversation - but it flows naturally in your presence. "I'm comfortable. Don't worry about me." He simply answers almost robotically- and it does indeed worry you.
He's such a nice guy, he really is, and after finding out some bits and pieces of his life, you just feel so much worse for him now. You don't mind his job at all. If it's what makes him happy, then you'd never judge that. But there's a feeling inside you, telling you that there's more to it than just 'I like my job'. He doesn't sound genuine when he says it. His eyes are always distant, as if he's not there.
Just like right now.
You turn around to take the loofah from him as soon as he's done, carefully inching your way forward as you attempt to return the gesture. He looks tense, way too tense, and you smile reassuringly up at him. "Saying no is always okay." You tell him gently, and his eyes widen a bit. "Would you like to have me help you?" You ask, pointing towards the loofah.
He shakes his head, parts his lips, lip ring glistening under the water - but you just smile, putting everything you hold to the side.
"Alright!" You say, no negative reaction to be found whatsoever. "I'll make the bed this time then!" You giggle, carefully stepping out the shower to dry off, leaving him under the streaming shower head all by himself.
His eyes glued to the pastel pink loofah, foam still all over it.
In which the lines between work and personal pleasure are becoming more blurred than he'd like to admit.
Tags/Warnings: Hybrid AU, Wolf hybrid!Jungkook, Otter hybrid!Reader, Angst, strangers to ???
Additional Chapter Warnings: Smut, messy sex, mentions of numerous bodily fluids (cum, arousal, spit), size difference, manhandling, Subspace, Soft-Dom!Jungkook, Hybrid heat sex, slight Angst, aftercare, protected sex because STDs are only acceptable if it's A to the G to the U, conflicting feelings again big oof, did I mention angst?, knotting oops
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He can see you're having a hard time.
He's unsure what to try at this point, his usual routine basically dependent on his partner's timing, but with you, it seems like it's not going to happen this way. You seem distracted, unsure, absolutely not comfortable at all, and it makes him feel as if it's his own fault, even though it's probably not. Maybe you really are too different in species to be compatible. However, that hasn't been a problem for past clients of his in the slightest. You're technically a predator hybrid just like he is - so fear can not be the reason you just won't slip.
"I'm broken, am I not?" You suddenly say quietly, hiding your face into a round pillow next to him. "I don't get why I can't do it!" You squeak in frustration, and if the circumstances were different, he would've laughed about the cuteness of your voice. But he knows how bad it must feel to be stuck like this - neither here nor there - floating uncomfortably between two entirely different mindsets. He's been through this many times himself - Seeing someone else suffer through this brings back memories of his own that he thought he had left behind.
"You're alright." He reassures, running a comforting hand over your back, but he can see that his touch does little to soothe you, tail whipping around almost angrily. He's out of options at this point, the entire situation uncharted territory for him. Of course, years prior when taking on the job, he'd been trained for a situation like this- but honestly, those actions aren't something he could ever see working with you. There's no 'pushing' you in this state - something isn't right, and he has to figure out what it is. Not just because it's his job, but because he wants you to feel better.
So he breaks his first personal rule and steps over one of his limits.
You're surprised when he moves to sit behind you, arms pulling you onto his lap, legs on either side of yours. He's warm and he smells so nice, his entire presence filling your mind to the point of making you almost dizzy. "Jung..koo-" You start, fighting yourself slipping at this point, while he himself runs his chin over the top of your head- effectively scenting you. it makes you remember the odd list of his limits.
Kissing. Hugging. Hand-holding. Marking. Aftercare. Knotting. Scenting. Nesting. Breeding. Basically, anything domestic was an absolute no-go for the hybrid it seemed like.
But you're unable to question his actions, mind finally falling freely under his touch, desire awakening as your fever starts. He notices his own lust immediately, filling his thoughts as he lets his hands wander from your arms to your thighs, where he carefully tests the waters. But you're clearly done for at this stage, lifting your hips as if to signal to him where you want him to touch you.
He gladly obeys your wish.
The wolf hybrid wordlessly helps you out of your skirt, cupping your heat with his palm while you rut into it without any shame, eyes closed as you rely on other senses to work instead. Your whines are addicting to him.
So much so that he takes his time teasing you over the fabric of your underwear. After years of doing this job, he rarely ever gets affected himself, sex having lost its 'spark' so to say, everything having become bland and grey. But right now, as he watches you squirm with red cheeks and clenching thighs, he starts to feel something stir inside him again.
"Can't wait to be inside you." He speaks in almost a whisper, your ears instantly turning towards his voice to catch every syllable eagerly. He moves you both around, pulls your legs, and pushes your body into a position he likes before he helps you out of your loose shirt.
You're not wearing a bra, so he's immediately greeted by the sight of the admittedly most perfect pair of tits he's ever seen.
It's making him a little dizzy in the head, how even your little beauty marks and faint red spots and impurities in your skin look just so utterly pretty. Your scent has changed too - warm and inviting, sweet yet not too much so. It's safe to say that deep down, it's scaring him a little.
When he pulls down your panties, he's not surprised to see you already soaking; dripping almost, eagerly waiting for his care, it seems. Your hips won't stay still, constantly squirming around, and he can't help but think about who might've ever had the honor of seeing you like this before him. You've briefly mentioned a relationship that had lasted a year or so, but that It all been a while since you've been intimate with someone. He doesn't quite understand why; you seem very outgoing and friendly, easy to talk to, and beautiful visually. It shouldn't be hard to find yourself a partner with outstanding qualities such as yours.
And yet, in a way, he likes it. Wants to burn himself into your mind, give you memories you'll never forget.
He rids himself of his own clothes, quickly shedding any fabric before he opens the first of many condoms to be used with you. You're reaching out for him, distracting him a little from his task, but he only smiles to himself when you huff displeased as soon as you notice you can't reach him, laying down like this. What he doesn't expect is the bold move of yours that comes next, though - thighs straddling him, hips moving to run your slick core over his covered length. It makes his gaze darken, the sight of you all flushed and needy, raising his blood pressure.
"What a minx you are." He almost chuckles, however easily taking over the control again as he pushes you a little, letting you fall onto your back into the pillows and blankets below. "Impatient, are we?"
"Yes!" You whine, clearly unhappy about his stalling. He himself doesn't even know why he's doing it either- he should be getting onto it as soon as he can as to not get your whole time management out of order, but something inside him wants to drag this entire ordeal to high heavens, simply because he feels something at all.
"You think you can take me like this?" He wonders out loud, almost as if pitying you. "I don't think you can. I'd split this tiny cunt right into two." He growls at the end of his sentence, predatory gaze running over your flushed body underneath him. His knees part your legs before he pulls you closer by your ankles, the action fully amusing to you, it seems, and he loves it.
His hand starts to explore where you're clearly needing him most in this moment, thumb parting your soft lips to expose your dripping core to him, sensitive pearl already making you jump as soon as his finger runs over it teasingly. "So cute." He chuckles more or less to himself, but it fuels your happiness either way, as you smile a bit bashful underneath him. He positions his tip right at your entrance, something that doesn't go unnoticed by you, bevahse your hips already jerk closer, causing his grip on your thigh to increase in force.
"You're a good girl, right?" He asks, and you nod eagerly, his own desire increasing at your willingness to respond to him like this. You really are a good girl, the best in his opinion, though he knows not to voice that out loud.
After all, as soon as your fever stops, this will be nothing but past tense either.
Wordlessly, he lets the leaking tip of his length push onside you, a stretch that's unfamiliar but not unwanted by you. You own toys, obviously. There's nothing wrong with that after all, but he's bigger than any of those, creating a small challenge. Will he make it fit? How much can you take?
He knows in your state of mind it's futile to ask for feedback on how far he can go - that's the danger of heat-sex after all, and the reason people like him exist in the first place. He's down the line, not just some random sex worker for hybrids, but a companion with training and experience to handle situations like this.
Every jump or tension he spots gives him enough clues as to if he's doing it right or not.
"There we go." He praises lowly, your half-lidded eyes watching as he leans down to you before a hand of his lays over your lower stomach. "Fuck." He curses without being able to catch it, realizing that what he's feeling underneath his hand was his cock bulging a little inside you.
You're going to be stuck in his head for a while after this.
He's slow at first, wet sounds accompanying his first gentle thrusts, but it's clear that you're not satisfied with a slow pace like this. "Please -" you start, eyes closed as you hold onto the blankets underneath instead of him. He notices this - though he's pulled out of those thoughts the moment you lift your hips in a particular way that catches him off guard. "Please, faster!" You beg, and he adjusts his arms and legs for a better grip on your body before he complies with your wishes.
It's normal for the first wave to be desperate and rather rough after all.
It's why, technically, he should be careful with you not to tire you out too much or hurt you by going too fast or hard. But he's catching himself barely in control as he growls underneath his breath, sight of the strings of your arousal clinging onto his pelvis, fueling his thoughts to the point where he can hardly think straight. The wet sounds mixing with your whimpers underneath him sound like music, not at all like nasty noise resulting from dirty activities better left untold.
He loses focus for just a second.
He can see the way his palm hits your behind. He can feel the way he slips out of you before his hands manhandle you onto your hands and knees. He spits down onto your still gaping core, grip on your hips so firm he's able to lift you and push you onto his length himself, but its as if he can't actually do anything about it. You're luckily not distressed or upset by this; desperate gasps one's of pure pleasure, but he still knows he's crossed a limit you even reminded him of. And yet he can also feel something entirely different happening, something that makes his mind blank with only one goal ahead.
Your thighs are suddenly shaking as you cry out, creamy substance of your own pleasure coating the base of his cock as you come undone, clenching around him in a way that pulls gasps of his own out of him. He grits his teeth, lower lip pulled between them as he thrusts erratically into you, reaching his own high only a few moments after.
He can barely regain his sanity back seconds before disaster, his knot swelling, but luckily outside of your core. It hurts a little, makes him feel disappointed, but he's most of all hit by the sight of you utterly spent in front of him, breathing heavily.
"Fuck." He curses, leans over you to address the situation at hand. "Hey. Little bear, hey?" He wonders, unsure why he's even coming up with this petname right now, but it seems to work, one of your eyes cracking open a bit.
Your gaze is hazy, body and mind completely fallen into your fever, but he can also recognize subspace when he sees it. Luckily, you seem happy, no distress whatsoever, just exhaustion clear in your face. Strands of hair cling to your sweaty forehead, and he chuckles in relief, wiping them out and away from your eyes as he moves to get rid of his condom.
It makes him hiss as soon as he pulls it over his still horribly sensitive knot, something that doesn't go unnoticed by you.
Crawling towards him, heavily pushing yourself into a sitting position, you lock eyes with the sad sight of his length, all red and pulsing. "I'm sorry. This doesn't.. usually happen, It'll go down in a few minutes." He explains, though your next action again presents a new and unknown situation for him.
This has happened to him before, when he was still new in the industry that was. He remembers the humiliation and also distaste in people's faces whenever it happened, words still in his mind as it had always been said to be 'proof of his horrible self-control' back in the day.
But you lay down open your legs, and invite him in. Not only in a sexual sense, but in a way that tells him that you don't hold any thoughts about it at all.
He has to stay professional, however.
"Its fine, you're tired now." He smiles, but you shake your head, pointing at the inside of your thighs before you close them, legs folded close to your body. "Is that okay for you? Would you like that?"
You nod, yes. You'd love that.
He carefully positions himself a lot calmer now as he places his painful length between your soft thighs before you close them, letting him move slowly and slightly over your skin. It eases his ache almost immediately - not perfectly like it would've been inside you, but still better than nothing at all. "Thank you." He whispers out, head leaning on one of your knees while he watches you with warm eyes, palms caressing your legs. "You're so sweet." He praises, and you smile, that adorable grin where he can see those tiny canines of yours, a sight he won't forget for a long time.
You both stay like this for a moment longer, before his eyes close in concentration, high approaching him. You impishly reach out at that, the moment he keeps himself still not thought through by him because technically, he wanted to calm down. He stutters however, instantly moaning out without his control when your finger traces the red head of his leaking cock, catching him off guard combined with your tensing thighs.
He cums rapidly, strings of white painting your stomach and chest, coating you in his scent.
It's quiet for a moment before he can't help but laugh, realizing that you really are nothing like the people he usually deals with. "Come on. Let's get you cleaned up." He tells you, mind finally able to clear up again as he carries you to the shower where you sit down and clean yourself on your own for a moment.
He takes that time to clean himself as well, get his thoughts back on track while he catches a glimpse of your nest.
One of the blankets has been soiled a little during your activities moments prior, something he should've kept into account by default. He usually lays a towel down to avoid this, but he completely forgot about it, leaving him in this predicament. He can't sleep like this with you, but he also doesn't want to mess anything up- he doesn't even know why he won't just let you do it yourself. He doesn't know either why he suddenly feels anxious having you alone in the shower, forcing him to go back and watch over you, eventually taking the washcloth from your hands to help you rid yourself of all the soapy foam on your skin.
He's losing control over the situation, and he doesn't like that.
Grounding himself outside of the bathroom, he drinks something before you emerge as tired as ever, jumping into the nest and cringing when you feel the partially ruined blanket. You kick it out and adjust the other fabrics and pillows before you settle, effectively inviting him back inside to sleep.
It's quiet until he lets his palm fall onto the pillow close to you, opening and closing it in a gripping motion for a second, receiving a confused glance from your side. "Otter hybrids need to hold hands during sleep, right?"
You nod but instead hold the weirdly shaped fat cat plush closer to you instead, denying his invitation. "But you don't like holding hands." You mumble sleepily, stretching your limbs for a good second before you hold onto the edge of a pillow. "..and I respect your boundaries." You say quietly before he can sense you falling asleep.
And he's left staring at you for a moment.
Because he's sure, you've got no idea what those words mean to someone like him.
In which Jungkook is a professional hybrid heat-partner who just wants to do his job.
Tags/Warnings: Hybrid AU, Wolf hybrid!Jungkook, Otter hybrid!Reader, Angst, strangers to ???
Additional Chapter Warnings: mentions of sex work, we're starting with slight Angst, conflicting feelings already oof
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Jungkook is someone who's learned to read a person's character simply by looking at the way their apartment looks like.
You're a little chaotic, but it seems that you do have a certain way of organizing most of your things. Despite the small size of your living space, it feels spacious enough and very much like a home, much different to his own home, he feels like. It smells nice, too - faint traces of a past dinner and clean laundry, mixed with fresh air you're letting in currently through an opened window near your small open kitchen. "I'm sorry it's so messy I- uh, didn't.. I don't know. I couldn't really clean up well-"
"It's completely fine, don't worry. It's normal in your state." He reassures calmly, letting you know that he's pretty knowledgeable in terms of hybrid heats - male as well as female, that is. It's his job, after all - and he's one of the best in his company. You've only gotten the chance to book him because there's been a small flue wave going around in the company, rendering most lower rated and 'cheaper' partners unavailable. He's basically not supposed to be here, but considering you've booked weeks ago, the company had no choice but to give you an alternative.
So instead of a fellow otter hybrid, you're going to spend it with this.. very tall and clearly-out-of-your-league-attractive wolf hybrid. Not what your personal choice would've been, but right now, the only other option would've been to cancel entirely, which would've ended in you probably being sent to hospital instead.
And no one likes to spend their heats there.
"..uuurgh still, I don't like this." You fuss around, clinging onto a round pillow as you walk around and adjust more blankets on the pull-out sofa. It's clear to him that if the circumstances hadn't changed like this, you would've never met him in the first place. He's not one to judge by monetary wealth, but its very obvious that you're not the kind of clientele he usually deals with.
First of all, you're his age, just a little younger. He typically deals with women well into their thirties at least- something that never bothered him, but also something he's never quite realized until now. He's not only a heat partner, after all- he also provides company for dinners and other activities of non-sexual nature. 'Arm-candy' like most women would call him.
Secondly, you're clearly not used to having visitors. Much less heat-partners; he's read from your paperwork given by the company to him, that you've never booked with his agency prior to a few weeks ago, and that you've put a cross into the 'Inexperienced' line of the questionnaire. It tells him two things; you're not a Virgin, which takes a little pressure off of him, but you're also not very experienced when it comes to physical intimacy.
You've answered the papers online in a way that gives him a few rough clues as to what you'll need from him. Considering you're typically using suppressants, he knows you might not respond well to an overbearing partner. At the same time, most answers lead him to the conclusion that you will, however, enjoy someone who can take control over the situation and lead you with calm and soft dominance.
Looking at you, nervously nesting on all fours with your arm still clutching the small pillow, he is almost sure that he will enjoy it this time as well.
You're cute - there's no other more fitting word to describe you with for him. Fluffy socks, hybrid tail wagging every now and then, and tiny bear-like ears between your hair moving around with no pause, making him watch you with amusement. He's done a little research on otter hybrids to prepare himself, and to say that he's gotten curious to meet you would be an understatement.
Your kind is rare in the first place - only a few hundred remaining around the world, and most of them are male, not female. Female otter hybrids prefer a mate of the same species, but male otter hybrids aren't very social and, most of the time, aggressive when it comes to physical intimacy. They don't stay with one partner, are prone to infidelity, and do not do well with kids. So most end up with a partner of a different species - and otter genes aren't very dominant, so the resulting child most likely won't gain the mother's hybrid-side.
It made him pity you a bit- the fact that you'll most likely never have a child that looks like you, or that you were willing to spend your heat with someone of the same species for comfort even though you know of the dangers and downsides of it. Maybe that's why he's made sure the company didn't change him for someone else as the alternative. Something about you got stuck in his head - an odd need to at least have someone take care of you properly once in your life because everyone deserves that.
"Its small, isn't it?" You wonder, sitting in the middle of your 'nest', eyes glimmering as you watch him walk closer, putting his bag down close to the bed. "This must be so awkward for you." You chuckle dryly, emotions all over the place due to your pre-heat.
"Absolutely not. Your home is very welcoming and inviting." He reassures, eyes careful to take note of any change in body language so as not to make you nervous. It's a habit, trained into him by now, to make sure customers will be happy with his services at the end of the day. But maybe this time, it's not just that. Something about you, your scent, your behavior.. makes him feel oddly protective, almost.
He blames his alpha-genes.
"You have to say that." You mumble more or less to yourself.
"Hm, maybe, but I mean it too." He shrugs, taking off his jacket before he puts it over his bag. His scent hits you like a wave, making you visibly shudder - something he seems to notice with a small smirk of his, amused, yet you yourself hide more or less in embarrassment. "You're very cute." He comments, and you growl, nose crinkling and tiny canines showing for a second-
Something that makes him laugh, for the first time in a while actually makes him laugh out loud, because that's the least threatening and simultaneously most adorable attempt at intimidation he's ever seen in his life. His tail wags behind him, smacking against the covers, but it makes you smile most of all, something he decides you should do all the time.
You're such a fresh change of the overpriced dinners and millionaire mansions he's been experiencing up until now.
"Okay so, I uh, don't like that position where I'm facing down, but also please don't stare because that'll make me nervous, and I have to hold something all the time because if I don't I get anxious and-" you ramble, and he puts a reassuring hand on your bare thigh, something that sends an odd feeling into his own core, your skin so fucking soft and warm underneath his fingers that he cannot help but let them move around a little bit, thumb running circles.
"I've read your questionnaire and everything. Don't worry about a thing, okay?" He tells you, and you stare for a moment, before asking.
"Are those real?" You wonder, reaching out to tap the silver balls from his piercing on his eyebrow, making him chuckle again. Your mind is clearly all over the place at this point, but he doesn't mind one bit.
Because you're honest. You don't try to impress him, or instantly use him with no hesitation nor thoughts for him.
"They're real. This one too." He explains, pulling on his lip ring for a second. Your eyes widen a bit, thoughts of what it might feel like if you'd kiss him filling your head- but that's a rule you'll have to keep in mind. That's what's been written in his limits.
His description had intimidated you quite a bit at first. Marked down as someone with 'hard dom and sadism experience' made you worry at first, especially after reading about all of his kinks, likes, and preferences. Edging, shibari, orgasm control, size kink, or other intimidating words like manhandling or primal play. Googling these terms made you delete your browsing history immediately after; pictures and videos still in the back of your head. That, combined with the fact that he's tall and athletic and so much more experienced, just filled you with nervousness, to say the least.
But his limits were something that confused you.
Kissing had been at the top of the list, right above things such as praise and pegging - the last being another thing you had needed to search up on the internet.
"Have you eaten yet?" He breaks you out of your thoughts, cheeks reddening as you realize you must've stared at him for a full on minute at least by now, but he doesn't seem to care much about it. "We might want to do that before your first wave hits." He reminds you, and you nod.
"Yeah.. I mean, No- I mean no, I've not eaten, and yes, we should do that." You stutter out, and he nods with a gentle smile. You wonder if he has a girlfriend. The description said no, but he might just not want to declare that publicly. You can't imagine someone like him being single, if you really thought about it. But then again, he could also be a total asshole if he wasn't working, which this is to him.
Work. It's his job. Get yourself together.
"I can just.. have some snack or something. No need to cook." You tell him when he walks towards your kitchen area.
"You need something proper, though. You mentioned that your longest heat was almost two weeks." He gently scolds, looking back at where you're sitting in your nest. "Nutrition is important. You'll need all the energy you can get."
It all reminds you that in maybe just a few hours, your first wave will hit. You'll be completely under his mercy, body aching to be ruined by him, and it all kind of hits you at once. He's here to have sex with you, and he's done it to many before you. His actions aren't one of kindness- they're simply customer service so to speak, no actual emotions behind them. This man is simply good at his job, good at acting the part of a good companion- but down the line, as soon as your heat ends, he will not care.
Just like everyone else.
Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe you should've taken your suppressors. You don't even know why you took Seokjin's advice to stop using them. "Hey." He coos suddenly, sitting next to you on the nest where he looks at you with mild worry. "Can I touch you?" He wonders, and you shrug before nodding. It's not like that'll help you in any way - and neither will he hurt you. His rating would be badly affected by that. He brushes away your hair before seemingly measuring your temperature simply by feel, clicking his tongue quietly. "Already slipping, hm?" He softly states, and again, you only shrug.
Depressive thoughts and feelings can happen to females who suddenly stop the use of suppressants. Messing with hormones is never a good idea, and these medications do exactly just that - creating an imbalance if taken too often, which seems to have been the case with you. Jungkook makes a mental note to be extra careful with you in that case so as not to send you into an episode. Having you drop would be more than stressful for the both of you, and he intends to make this a good experience for you.
Not just for his ratings, but for you.
But he can also only do so much. He can't get too close, can't give you the impression that this is anything but business to him, because that would just be cruel to you. He won't present himself as anything more than what he is; someone you paid for, someone who will ease your pain during your most vulnerable time, someone who's job it is to make you feel good during all of this.
He's not someone to fall in love with. He himself knows he's tainted, dirty. His body is stained with the past touch of all of these people he's entertained, and while he doesn't see anything wrong with his work, he also knows how it's viewed by the general public. He's chosen this himself, and he's fine with it all - but someone like you who seems so kind and friendly should not think of him as a potential lover.
His love would only corrupt you.
"We can order something quick and easy. But you need to eat, okay?" He carefully tells you, watching as you just let yourself fall to your side, clinging onto the pillow in your arms until you stubbornly shake your head.
"M' not hungry." You mumble muffled into the pillow, but he won't have that, as his hand pulls it down.
"Maybe you do not feel hungry right now, but you are." He tells you with a stern gaze. "I've heard your tiny little tummy roar like a lion just a few minutes ago. You don't get to fool me." He jokingly scolds, and you pout at him defeatedly, pushing against his thigh with your socked foot - one he catches by the ankle. "Are you going to be a brat with me?" He tries, and your eyes glimmer with mischief at that. "I thought you'd be such a good girl, but look at you. I'm almost disappointed." He sighs, leading to your eyes widening as you quietly look at him with an expression he knows would melt anyone's tough intentions.
He himself knows he wouldn't be able to say no to you at any given time if you'd shoot him a glance like that.
"Maybe if you share a meal with me, I'll be happy again." He sing-songs, amused by the way you're so easily controlled by his words alone. He wonders how you'll react later on when he's going to play your body like this. He just knows you'll be so deliciously responsive to the tiniest touch - writhing underneath him, happily receiving his care. He already has to think about all the things he wants to try with you.
Will he be able to push you around a little? He'd love to dominate you with more than just his words, that's for sure. If he could, he'd even bite; mark your body up, leave his own proof that he's been allowed to be this close to you at all. You'd squeak so adorably once he'd bite your neck while taking you from behind, pushing his seed as deep as it can go, filling you up-
He snaps out of it, fingers stilling where they'd been running over the soft bare skin of your thigh, your leg laid out over his lap by now as he'd been busy in his thoughts.
Jungkook used to believe in fate. In soulmates, true love, destiny, and karma - but nowadays, he's grown up. He knows most of that is a lie. People who stay together for life are the exception and not the norm, and families break apart over the smallest of arguments. The fact that he feels himself slip even just the slightest bit from his own control means nothing. It can't mean anything.
He won't allow it to.
You'll forget about him after this. You'll be just another person's dirty little secret, something you might be talking about when you're drunk in the future playing some game with your friends- but nothing you will ever openly admit, and he's fine with that. He knows that this is his place in the world and in society in general. He's okay with that.
And yet, somewhere deep inside, he worries.
Because your scent is already stuck in his head. Your mere skin already makes him crave more. The sight of you has his muscles weak.
He blames his alpha genes again.
Because that's easier for now than possibly admitting what might actually be going on.
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