A blog about my TCs. My first TC is "N", and my latest is "R". They're both absolutely incredible 💜 I'm 19 and in college. I love writing and interacting with people, so my ask box is always open for imagine requests, advice, or just as a place to vent!
I saw R for the last time this semester while handing in my final paper. I went to his office with a friend from his class, but he wasn’t there. We talked to his secretary for a bit then went and waited in th hall with someone from our next class where we had a final. We all studied for a bit and talked, and then R came in. It was freezing out so he was all cute and bundled up with a coffee in his hand and he looked adorable 🙈 we talked for a few minutes about mundane stuff and then we said goodbye. I’m taking another class with him hopefully next semester and I told him I was interested in it, so it’s not sad, just a bit sucky. I can’t wait for next semester 😌
Today was pretty uneventful since we only had to stay in class long enough to get our right drafts back, but apparently R has a dog! He told us why he cancelled class last week and said his secretary called during a snowstorm while he was walking the dog and told him not to even bother coming in. Other than that, it seemed like when he walked in he looked for me first, but I’m probably just overplaying it in my head 🙄
Sorry I haven’t been on, everyone! I’ve been having some health problems lately and I’ve been really under the weather. But! I have class with R tomorrow! 😌 I’m sure he’ll make me feel better. I’ll post when I get home if anything happens
if net neutrality is taken away, your parents are gonna know every website you go on because now they have to pay for each of those websites.
you have a private tumblr/instagram/twitter/etc where you rant about your day or talk about your mental health and express your feelings without having to worry about judgement from irl family/friends/peers? if net neutrality is taken away, now they’ll have to know about it. have an account dedicated to porn, posting nudes, or sex? well, if net neutrality is gone, it’s taken away. not supposed to be online talking to strangers because of strict parents? there goes that too.
not only is all that lost (something that has honestly gotten me through some hard periods in my life because of my online friends and the ability to talk freely about what I’m going through without my parents knowing every detail), but now you can’t just search whatever you want and get that information right away. whether you need to look up something for math help, have a question about when a celebrities birthday is, or want to look at pictures of cute dogs: that is all monitored and can be blocked if your internet service provider deems it unnecessary or doesn’t want you to look at it. to my knowledge, you have to pay for all of that.
(mentioning this because expressing creativity is near and dear to my heart) net neutrality is going to make things so much harder for content creators, like YouTubers and artists and cartoonists and writers and photographers that share their work and get their following online. !!net neutrality is going to make just about everything harder, except for large corporations!!
in such a technological world, this. isn’t. FAIR. this isn’t RIGHT. and we can’t let these rich people who want even more money take away our internet!!
contact your representatives and spread the word. I’ve heard that it’s not acceptable to fill out net neutrality related things online and send them emails because of too many bots sending it to them. call them, write them. I know phone-calls can be scary and awkward (I recommend writing or typing out exactly what you want to say to them), but please consider taking the five minutes to talk to them to help save our internet.
this is an actual thing. this isn’t a joke. if we don’t do something about it, the internet as we know it and as we love it is going to change drastically, and not for the better.
Imagine that, one day, you need to stay after to work on something. As you’re leaving, you decide to pas by their office. You know they’re probably at home by now, but you can’t help it. You turn the corner and start to scan down the hall. It’s quiet. You say “I told you so” in your head and keep walking. As you get closer to their office, you slow down just a tiny bit. You can’t help yourself. You peer into the doorway, and see (tc/n) sitting at their desk; papers strewn about and their head in their hands.
You don’t want to bother them, so you keep walking. But they notice you at the last second. You hear them get up, and walk quickly out into the hall.
“(y/n), wait up! Got a few minutes?”
“Hey!” you say, awkwardly fixing your outfit. “Yeah, I was just on my way out. You looked kinda stressed, so I didn’t want to stop in and interrupt or anything.”
You give them a warm smile and try to keep your eyes on theirs. You always have to try so hard to make it seem less obvious that you’re looking them over; admiring their hands, their lips, which shoes they have on today. You notice they have a few hairs out of place and they look tired. For a moment, you think (tc/n) is looking up and down, between your eyes and your lips, but you push the thought out of your head.
“I wouldn’t mind at all if you interrupt. I wanted you to, actually. I’m just...”
They trail off, and this time you’re sure they’re looking at your lips. You feel a smile start to tug at the corners of your mouth and before you know it, you’re being gently pulled into their office. Before you can even ask what’s going on, your back is against the wall. There’s barely any space between you and (tc/n) now.
“I always want you to interrupt me, (y/n).”
They hesitate for a moment, but as soon as you start to lean in they close the gap. You’re swept up in a desperate kiss that feels both familiar and new. You can feel them start to lose themselves in the kiss, and you do too, for a moment. As you realize who it is you’re kissing (and where it is you’re kissing), you feel a blush rise to your face. You pull away and take a deep breath. You clear your throat, then look into the hall to make sure no one saw. (tc/n) takes a step back, but still has a smile plastered on their face. They chuckle, then tenderly wrap their fingers around your wrist to pull you in again.
“I don’t want to keep you too long,” they nearly whisper. “Just promise you’ll come by and distract me again some day.”
You give them a small, sweet kiss and promise you’ll be back. As you walk out, you take one last look and see (tc/n), watching you with that big, childlike smile still on their face.
Today I had class with R. He was going around handing back some assignments, and at one point when he was near me, he was staring at me. I looked up at him and he said, “did you do something to your hair?” And I just said “nope” and laughed a little bit. After a few seconds he said “Oh, wait. You’re not wearing glasses today you have your contacts in. I knew something was different.” Then smiled a little bit and got back to handing out assignments. I’ve been thinking about it literally all day 😌 plus, we talked about Freud and Jung (even though he doesn’t teach psych), random video games my friend in class was looking at and why I can’t stand learning about the French Revolution in my history class I have after his. He’s just so cute and easy to talk to 💕
My tc has a convention to go to tomorrow and Friday and won't be at school, so I'm not planning on wearing makeup or anything nice. Do you do similar things or am I just weird?
I don’t think you're weird at all! I do the same things sometimes. I definitely put more thought into outfits when I have a class with my TC or when I know I’ll see them just to make myself feel a bit more confident and fun
So I have this professor and I was the only person who showed up to his office hours last week. It was me and him for almost two hours!!! And get this, he asked if I wanted to be his TA next fall.
OMG goalsssssss I know this ask must be ancient by now but good for you!! I’m jealoussss 😂 if you accepted his TA offer, good luck! I always wanted to try my hand at teaching, especially with a TC 😉
I wanna talk to him and get to know him, but Im nervous as hell around him. Advice?
I used to be that way with N. I had the chance to take classes with him across a few semesters, so after I got over my initial nerves I would go up to him after class and ask questions. Now, with R, its way more laid back and we can just kind of joke around and talk. If time isn’t on your side, try to find things in common with them! If you can't find anything, you can always start with just saying you enjoyed the lesson, appreciate their teaching style, etc. That’s easy, and will also make them feel grateful and maybe a little flustered that you took the time to complement that. Good luck! My inbox is always open 💕
I guess I’m back 😋 (update on N and teacher crushes in general)
Hello everyone! I’m not sure if anyone that used to follow me is active, but I’m officially back to running this blog.I had plans to delete this blog, but I just couldn't part with it. So many of you were amazing and I really felt like I had friends here. Plus, as hard as I tried, I never really got over N.
I would always see him around and hear snippets of his class in the hallways. I think part of me definitely still wants him, and this blog was a part of those feelings in a way. I still see him a lot and I’m still at the same college, but I have a bit of a problem. I find myself falling for another professor (who I think I’ll call R). He’s absolutely amazing, passionate, and funny. He’s handsome and we always joke around. I feel a lot closer to R than I ever really did with N. At one point he even printed out some stupid little award for some writing I did in his class for like, elementary school kids and signed it (it’s hanging on my fridge). He’s just so sweet and smart and regardless of what happens I want to be a bit more active with my feelings for him, without being inappropriate of course. That’s why I’m back here; to help get my feelings out and just gush over my TCs 😂 I hope I get to reconnect with some of you, and for anyone who is new I’m always down to talk! I also plan on dusting off the ask box and getting through questions/ imagine requests. I’m sorry it’s been so long but I’m really excited to get back into writing, and the community in general! 💕
I won't even get to see N until Thursday since tomorrow is Election Day and we have off. I just miss his even more now that I know I'll never get the chance to get close to him 😪 I wish I never took his class last semester
Honestly every time I think about his wife I get this really weird mix of feelings. I feel so incredibly happy for him because I know how excited he must’ve been when they found out. I can just picture how he waited with her in the waiting room at the doctor holding her hand. He must’ve been so nervous and excited and a million other things all at once. And I’ve even noticed how excited he’s been for the past few months. But then when I think about it I feel so sad and heartbroken. I was finally starting to talk to him more and thought he was genuinely more interested and comfortable with me but now my chance of any kind of relationship with him (just as friends or more) is gone. I don’t know what to do anymore.
So close, literally by my side, but also worlds apart. I feel lost. Now, knowing that he has someone else, do you still think it's best to talk to him? What if he just goes and says "I don't wanna have anything else with you, this is it, I like her"? Thank you answering me and for being so kind. 💞
Part 2~Honestly, it's up to you if you decide to talk with him or not about it. If it were me, I would still try. I wouldn't give him an ultimatum or anything but I would just be like hey I want to say this because I don't want it to effect me in the long run or the relationship we do have by never saying anything about it. And there's a chance he might react that way but at that point it's about whether or not you'd want to continue with the relationship if he does say that. You have to decide if you're ok with just the physical relationship. I'm sorry I can't give you better advice hun 😕 good luck with everything ❤️❤️❤️
But there's more to the story, you know... My tc has someone else in his life, things are messy, that's why doesn't any romantic deal with me. Although we do a certain level of intimacy, we still know very little about each other. It's kinda like he wants to keep me in the dark, plus he doesn't want to get to know me... think he's just avoiding in all ways to get emotionally compromised with me. That's why I'm so confused and messed up. Here I am, crazy dying for him, and he's just there. (1)
Could you do an imagine where he is the woodshop teacher and you ask him for help on a project and then gets hurt and the teacher has to kiss it to make it better?
"Hey, Mr. (tc/n), could you come over here for a second? I have a question.""Sure thing, doll. What's the problem?"You sigh and look down at your work station. You glance at some of your classmates and notice how far behind you are. "I don't think I'm going to finish this during class. Can I stay after today or are you busy?"He smiles and picks up your project. He turns it around and looks it over. You take a moment to look him over. You could always tell how much he loved creating things and using his hands, which made him one of the best wood shop teachers you could've asked for. Plus, he's always more than willing to help you out. He shifts his weight and you could swear you smelled some of his cologne beneath the smell of the sawdust. He gingerly places your project back down on the table, making sure everything is still in place before removing his hands. "I can always make time for you. Just come after your last class. You can stay as long as you need and I'll help out any way I can.""Thank you sir. I'll see you in a little bit!" He smiles and nods before returning to his desk. You begin to clean up and gather your things before your next class starts. You knock on the door to the workshop after your last class lets out. You hear some papers rustling and then see (tc/n) stick his face around the corner to look at you. He waves you in with a smile on his face. "You ready to get this thing done, (y/n)?""Yeah, if I can finish it.""You've got this! Don't worry. Do you want me to put on some music?"You think for a moment as you're getting situated in your spot. "Sure. Put on whatever you like. I'm sure you have great taste."You felt a little sting in your finger and looked back at your project to see what happened. You must've given yourself a splinter when you were looking to the side to talk to (tc/n). You've gotten plenty of them before, but you were still annoyed. "Aww shit," you sigh. "Come on.""Is everything alright?"(Tc/n) walks over to you with a worried look on his face. "Yeah, just another stupid splinter. I just gotta-ow!" You yanked it out faster than you were expecting to. Usually it takes a few tries to get them out. "Whoa, easy there. Let me see.""I'm fine, it's just a little splinter. I'll live."He ignores you and gently takes your hand. He slowly turns it over and lightly runs his thumb along where the splinter was. "Does it still hurt?""It's a little sore. I bet a kiss from you would make it better."You start laughing until you feel him lead your hand up towards his lips. Your heart starts racing and you hold your breath. He presses his lips softly against your finger. He lets go of your hand and you both stare at each other for awhile. He keeps shifting his gaze between your eyes and your lips. He leans in and give you a kiss on the cheek quickly before stepping back and putting some space between you. "Feel better, miss (y/n)?""Much better, Mr. (tc/n)."You both grin and laugh before turning back to your work.
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