Goodbye.

Wir können im Leben nichts bestimmen,wir können nur entscheiden wie wir damit umgehen.

[thoughtcascades]

i flirt like a villain because being the nice guy got me nothing but receipts and regrets.

[remanence-of-love]

[a-mind-in-ruins]

You never really chose me... not fully, not completely.

But you never let me go either.

You told me you weren't ready but you stayed just enough to keep me hoping.

You held on, not to love me, but to not lose me.

And I kept waiting, thinking maybe one day you would choose me.

But deep down, I knew... if you wanted to, you would've.

[a-mind-in-ruins]

I got so used to being who everyone else needed... I forgot who I was.

I said "I'm fine" until I believed it. Shrunk myself so others could breathe.

Softened so they'd stay.

But somewhere in the quiet, I stopped feeling like me.

[therecoveryquotes]

The goal isn't to be sober. The goal is to love yourself so much that you don't need to drink.

[traeumendestille]

Manchmal ist es einfacher zu sagen, dass es einem gut geht, denn zu erzählen, wie es einem wirklich geht, kostet zu viel Kraft.

[rosalieee]

ich bin voller liebe, aber warum liebe ich mich nicht selbst?

[weltenwellen]

Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

[herzsplitter]

Diese Art von Traurigkeit, bei der du nicht weinst, sondern einfach nur still ins Leere schaust, weil du in diesem Moment genau weißt, dass sich nichts ändern wird

[echoesoftheinfinite]

[your-imperfect-poet]

"please stay" I desperately whisper, begging on the knees that are used to being bruised. I've done this before, many times. But everytime I forget that I am able to plant flowers on the graves of the people that have have walked out my life. I forget that despite having a large cemetery in my heart, there is a much larger meadow that grows above it. That is my spirit and no one can take that from me. The loss of a person will not be the loss of myself

- Kimberley Mellors

[kxputteseele]

Manchmal frage ich mich, was ich alles machen und schaffen könnte, wenn ich nicht so viel von meiner Zeit und Energie dafür nutzen würde, um zu heilen...

[stayuntilthefoglifts]

Never have I dealt with anything as difficult as my own soul.

Imam Al-Ghazali

[remanence-of-love]

[feiner-geist]

Ich distanziere mich, wenn es mir nicht gut geht, weil ich sonst der herzloseste Mensch werde, den du jemals treffen wirst.

[tagebucheintragsblog]

Dieses Jahr lernte Ich die Version von mir kennen, die am Kaputtesten aber auch am Stärksten ist.

[mrdemonwithgreen-blueeyes]

Die einen führen Kriege mit Waffen, die anderen mit Worten und die letzteren führen ihren ganz eigenen, im Kopf.