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God I wish I could function normally j wish Jacob didn't have to fuck up so many things for me. I really hate just trying to do something and getting god damn flashbacks. hearing his voice and feeling his hands. WHyYyYY did this happen. God I feel like such a dumb cliche. like I'm making up this tragic backstory for myself I'm so fuckedd up fuck fuck. God I'm trying to let it go I really fucking am.

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I hate myself wtf so much every inch of me is disgusting fucking fucky fucku

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I wish I could fucking handle things instead of wanting to die everytjme something bad happens

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holy fuck I can't stop thinking about smoking this is bad,,,,, god I can't fuck up this kid like I fucked up myself. isn't this a second chance at life?

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I rlly hate it when ppl u thought liked u really don't give a shit and would rather you not be there.

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fuck you lynda stay out of my fucking head

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oh wow I don't feel good about myself and neither do they

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I don't deserve you

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buzzzzzz buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzbhzzzzzzxxcvvbzzzxxxxx buzzzzzz

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hoooooh fuvk I'm lonely I hate it when it hits m god I need distractions or I will hurt myself

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oh my GOD MOTHING feels right nothing feels good nothing feels right right now.........? I'm doing everything wrong??????? ahhhhh everythimh feels bad everything feels b addddddssdd ahhhhhh no ooooooooooo noooooooo

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am I not???? good enough a h hbhh

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ah yes here comes the plaguing loneliness

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arm i s hot need to hurt need to hurt

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I have the overwhelming urge to delete every selfie I post hhhhbnnnnnn

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why did u like that ............ I thought u hated me

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I miss Fenris so much lm gonna cery I miss him I hism miss him I miss him