PUPPETSISTER. wip roleplay sideblog featuring a genshin impact au for mafuyu asahina where she was created by the raiden shogun alongside scaramouche. crafted by ollie.
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truth be told, mafuyu also felt the same way. the two of them had never met, as far as they knew, and yet they couldn't help but feel a sense of nostalgia looking into his eyes. how strange this is.
"...not as far as i know," mafuyu said slowly, stilted. she was not used to speaking to others outside of the yashiro commission. "but... i may have a theory." as much as it hurt to think about, this person's eyes felt like she was looking into a mirror. "if... that is alright with you."
❛ i won't apologize for the way i chose to survive. ❜
❛ i won't ask you to love me. ❜
❛ i won't be another thing you ruin and walk away from. ❜
❛ i won't be here when you finally decide you need me. ❜
❛ i won't be the reason for you to stay. ❜
❛ i won't be your second choice anymore. ❜
❛ i won't forgive you just because you finally feel guilty. ❜
❛ i won't hold you back anymore. ❜
❛ i won't keep setting myself on fire just to keep you warm. ❜
❛ i won't let myself hope for you again. ❜
❛ i won't let you do this alone. ❜
❛ i won't let you turn this around on me. ❜
❛ i won't make it so easy for you this time. ❜
❛ i won't tell you when i miss you. ❜
❛ i won't wait forever just because you're scared. ❜
❛ won't you at least say goodbye this time? ❜
❛ won't you be lonely without me? ❜
❛ won't you be sorry for once? ❜
❛ won't you look for me when i'm gone? ❜
❛ won't you miss being loved like that? ❜
❛ won't you miss me? ❜
❛ won't you regret this when it's too late? ❜
❛ won't you remember that i tried? ❜
❛ won't you tell me what i did wrong? ❜
❛ won't you wish you had said something kinder? ❜
❛ won't you wish you had stayed? ❜
❛ won't you wonder what could have been? ❜
❛ you won't admit that you hurt me because then you'd have to care. ❜
❛ you won't be able to fix this so easily. ❜
❛ you won't be the reason for me to stay. ❜
❛ you won't even look at me anymore. ❜
❛ you won't find me waiting for you ever again. ❜
❛ you won't get another chance. ❜
❛ you won't get to break me twice. ❜
❛ you won't have to worry about losing me anymore. you already did. ❜
❛ you won't keep using my love against me. ❜
❛ you won't know what to do with yourself when i stop needing you. ❜
❛ you won't remember this the way i will. ❜
❛ you won't say it, but i know you blame me. ❜
❛ you won't understand what you lost until i'm gone. ❜
✦ ⋆ 𖤓 ⋆ ✦ 𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐕𝐄 ··· a collection of injuries tended in silence, pain worn like armour, the intimacy of being seen at your worst. genre: hurt and comfort, angst, romance, drama.
• You're bleeding through your shirt. Don't tell me you're fine.
• How long have you been walking around like this?
• I'm not going to hurt you. I just need to see how bad it is.
• You should have told me the moment it happened.
• Hold still. I mean it. Hold still.
• This is going to sting. Bite down on something if you need to.
• You've been hiding this for days, haven't you.
• Who did this to you? I need you to tell me who did this.
• Stop being brave for five minutes and let me help you.
• I've seen worse. I've also seen men die from worse, so let me look at it.
• I found the bandages in the trash. You want to explain that?
• Don't you dare apologize for bleeding on me.
• Your hands are cold. That's not a good sign.
• I'm not angry. I'm terrified. There's a difference.
• Come into the light. Let me see your face.
• You should have stitches. I know you won't go. So sit down and let me do what I can.
• You're white as a sheet and still trying to stand up straight.
• I could hear you in the night. I didn't say anything. I'm saying something now.
• Don't look at it if it makes it worse. Just look at me.
• It's not weak to let someone see you hurt.
• You came to me. Of all the places you could have gone, you came here.
• Lay back. You're not getting up until the color comes back to your face.
• I'm not going to ask what happened. Not yet. First let me fix what I can.
• You've been holding your left side since you walked in. Think I didn't notice?
• This is going to leave a mark. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
• I've patched up a lot of people in my time. None of them scared me like you do right now.
• You could have died out there. You could have died and I would have been the last person to know.
• Sleep. I'll be right here when you wake up. I'm not going anywhere.
• You're allowed to make a sound. Nobody's watching.
• I need you to stay awake for me. Just a little longer. Talk to me.
• You're lucky the cut wasn't deeper.
• Stop apologizing for needing help. Stop it right now.
• I've seen what it looks like when someone's used to this. That's what scares me most about you.
• Tell me your name. Tell me what day it is. Stay with me.
• You're going to be alright. I promise you.
• You went back out there after this? With this?
• Nobody takes care of you, do they? That ends tonight.
• I've been gentle with you. I need you to be honest with me in return.
• You're safe now. You're here, you're safe, and I've got you. Just breathe.
01. avoids eye contact or looking at the floor.
02. wringing hands together in silence.
03. fidgeting with the hem of their shirt, unable to stay still.
04. looking at receiver in long silence before looking away.
05. silently leaves a folded note on the table in front of the other.
06. touches the others arm but pulls back out of guilt.
𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 -
01. slams fist onto a table without saying a word.
02. exhaling sharply through their nose and clenching their jaw.
03. throws an object across the room.
04. crossing their arms tightly, digging fingers into their own skin.
05. pacing the room with heavy steps.
06. glares at the other with a clenched fist.
𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 -
01. gently pushing stray hair behind the others ear.
02. resting their forehead against the others.
03. cups the others face with both hands.
04. pressing a kiss to the others forehead in silence.
05. lingering touches against the others face.
06. wraps their arms around the other from behind and rests their head on the others shoulder.
𝐬𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -
01. wiping their eyes before someone can notice.
02. pressing their face into a pillow to muffle sobs.
03. pulls the other into a desperate hug and wont let go.
04. silently reaching for the others hand, needing comfort.
05. walks into the room with red-rimmed eyes and no words.
𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 -
01. spins the other around without warning in a hug.
02. links arms with the other and tugs them along happily.
03. provides the other with a handmade gift.
04. tackles the other in a sudden and joyful hug.
05. kisses the others cheek unexpectedly and grins.
𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫 -
01. backing away slowly and looking for exits.
02. hiding behind the other and peeking around.
03. flinches at sudden movement from the other.
04. presses their back against the wall with eyes darting around the room.
05. jumps at a noise and instinctively grabs the others hand.
𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠
01. tucks a blanket gently around the other person's shoulders.
02. applies a bandage with slow and deliberate care.
03. brings them food and water and watches to ensure they eat.
04. runs fingers through their hair in efforts to soothe.
05. rubs soothing circles on the others back while they cry.
06. stays silently by the others side in support without saying a word.
𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠
01. raises a hand but hesitates.
02. grips the others arm a bit too tightly.
03. pushes the other away with more force than necessary.
04. turns their back on the other to begin walking away without a word.
05. rips a shared photo in half without a word.
06. steps in closely with cold and narrowed eyes.