[pyrrhcnism]

                             【Ｐｙｒ·ｒｈｏ·ｎｉｓｍ】

Ind. Priv. Sel. Canon Div. | Jonathan Sims | 18+ | As Appreciated by Small Huntress | Sideblog to @reprcssion

[rosecrystal]

unfortunately for everybody i will keep doing whatever i want

[themusewhomuses]

                                            WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?                                             WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?                                             WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

[nikeypapi]

how am i sensitive and an asshole at the same time..

[reprcssion]

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[tear-dropp-deactivated20241031]

Can you multitask?

yes i can ignore several things at once

[starlitmemes]

Gemstone Headcanons

Another set of questions aligned to gemstones to help develop characters! Send in some gemstones to learn more about the muse(s)!

Agate: What or who will your muse protect with their life?

Amazonite: How do they go about comforting or calming down others? Are they good at it?

Amethyst: Do they have a good intuition? If so, do they typically heed it or not?

Apatite: Do they find it easy to communicate with new people, or do they avoid it as much as possible?

Aquamarine: How insightful are they?

Aventurine: Are they the opportunistic sort, or do they typically let chances slip by?

Blue Topaz: Are they the courageous sort? Do they find they can overcome obstacles in their way with relative ease?

Cat’s Eye: What sorts of things soothes them when they’re worked up?

Chalcedony: How do they consider their allies in regards to themself? Do they reach out to them, or do they typically keep to themself?

Citrine: How open are they to new ideas or cultures?

Diamond: Do they find themselves getting sick often or do they have a relatively strong immune system?

Diopside: Are they a creative person in any way? How so?

Emerald: Do they suffer from any sort of mental illness?

Fluorite: Are they able to concentrate easily no matter where they are, or do they need a quiet space with little distracts?

Garnet: What are they most passionate about and who are they most devoted to?

Iolite: Are they financially responsible or do they tend to blow their money as soon as they have it?

Jade: What are their opinions on luck? Do they believe in it?

Jasper: What do they typically do to relax?

Kyanite: What is their temper like?

Lapis Lazuli: How aware are they of others and of their surroundings?

Moonstone: What inspires them? Why?

Onyx: How do they handle hostility from others, whether verbally or physically?

Opal: Are they the emotional sort?

Peridot: Are they open to new growth and change in any way, or are they resistant to it?

Prehnite: Do they find it easy to recall their dreams or do they hardly remember them?

Rose Quartz: Do they typically hold grudges? Are they the type to compromise as best they can during a conflict?

Ruby: Do they typically keep their heart on their sleeve?

Rutile Quartz: Do they have a habit of looking for the source of a problem? Are they the type to attempt to solve it if they’re able, or do they try to avoid it?

Sapphire: What makes them happiest? Is there a reason why?

Smoky Quartz: How is their physical endurance? Are they the active sort of person or not?

Spinel: Are they a worry-wort or are they carefree?

Tanzanite: Do they heal quickly or do bruises and cuts tend to heal slowly?

Tiger’s Eye: Are they self-confident or wracked with doubt?

Topaz: Are they the type to cheer on others or do they prefer to be center stage?

Tourmaline: Are they the understanding sort or do they have trouble connecting with others?

Turquoise: Do they strive for success or do they typically prefer to go with the flow?

Zircon: How wise are they?

[coolretronics]

[pyrrhcnism]

jon 🤝🏽me: refusing to move on to the next task until the first one is done correctly

[pyrrhcnism]

huntloyalty​:

Daisy’s eyes travelled up to where Jon was perched on top of the filing cabinet, her eyes scanning around the room and noting the knocked over chair. She almost wanted to roll her eyes at the way he was acting. This place seemed to drive madness into people and she wasn’t seeing otherwise yet. Why Basira quit her good and stable police job to come and work here she didn’t know.

“Are you stuck?” she asked, watching him closely before gesturing vaguely to the tipped over chair with the file in her hand.

With her enhanced senses given by the Hunt, she noticed the ‘click’ as the tape recorder turned on. It was right at least, she did have some fairly important information about the Unknowing and Orsinov that she’d dragged out from the police archives. She’d obtained it with not entirely ethical methods, but it was good for them all the same.

“I have information on Orsinov. Not from Bouchard this time but from some Sectioned cases.” She waved the file as if he couldn’t see it from his perch which was firmly taller than she was. 

“Are you going to come down and read it?” She thought the misunderstanding with her attempting to kill him was water under the bridge now. They were on the same side against the Unknowing.

There is nothing tastier than a bit of a new information. Almost compelled to leave his ledge up above. Surprising how he can fit himself into small spaces. Martin would have a fit if he saw him right now. These cabinets are not nailed down and well, Jon does not have the most capable track record these days. 

However, Daisy is Daisy and Jon needs just a tad bit more time. A wave from above as he gestured for her to put it down.

“No need,” he remarked, “I could uh--- Take a look at it a little later.”

Never mind how weird it feels these days to read in front of another. How he would zone out and break free without recollection of time. Hours have he sat at that desk and the sun would be set before he knew it. Food is not a thought that occupied him. Somehow fuller than when he started. High doubts that the morning breakfast --what little he had-- was enough to sustain. 

“Much appreciated, however, Detective Ton--- D-D--Daisy,” Jon stammered out, a nervous laugh upon his lips. 

Truly, is he grateful for all she and Basira has done. Half their work --if he could even call it that-- without success if not for their support. Cases that never made it their way or even worse, kept behind due to foul play. Elias whose hands are in many plates. His influence vast and beyond the archivist’s understanding.

“Is there anything else?”

Hazel eyes peered over the edge. A leg dangled over as he prepared to descent. Fully expecting Daisy to leave, now that she has conveyed her findings. No denying that he needs to come down eventually.

Christ, how did he even make it up here in the first place?

[pyrrhcnism]

WHICH TRAGIC CHARACTER FROM ANCIENT GREEK LITERATURE ARE YOU ?

patroclus

you are patroclus, from the iliad by homer, doomed by fate to be stuck in a love story that has no place on the battlefield. although you always have the best intentions, you have to realize you cannot save everyone. your unwavering loyalty means you often lose yourself in the process of putting others first. take a deep breath, remember who you are, and that you are deserving of the same love you try to put out. you are kind, you are strong, and you give and you give but it is never enough to protect those you love. in the end, it's not even enough to protect yourself.

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[chromaticmelody]

Finally posting this over from twitter. I originally drew this Jon for ace week last year. It was meant to go in a set with this other drawing but I never finished him and forgot until like a week ago. Anyways, I love him very much, enjoy pretty outfit archivist :)

[Image ID: A digital drawing of Jonathan Sims, who is standing in the center of the frame, facing slightly to the left with his face tilted downwards. He has brown skin with a number of circular scars along his arms and face. He has a beard and long dark wavy hair streaked with grey. It falls over his shoulder and obscures the right side of his face. There is a black ace ring on his right hand, on which a burn scar can also be seen. Jon is dressed in a sleeveless black crop top with a mesh panel on the upper chest and an ankle-length red plaid skirt with buttons and a slit on one side. The slit shows part of his legs, which are unshaven. He is also wearing black combat boots and is standing with his right foot slightly behind him. The background is light grey with a light brown circle behind Jon’s back. Inside the circle, lighter color text reads the artist’s signature “chromaticmelody.tumblr.com”. End ID.]

[pyrrhcnism]

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hiddenlonging​:

@pyrrhcnism asked:  ‘ do you want something to eat? ’ 

Martin glances up from the statements he is organizing, eyebrows flying up, startled - moreso at the question, than Jon himself. A quick glance at the clock confirms that it’s well past lunch hour, and still Martin sat holed up in his office, oblivious to the ticking of time as it passed. 

Still, he felt safer inside his office than outside the Institute, even with Tim or Sasha or one of the others. Easier to focus on the job in front of him, something methodical and useful, than to venture outside more than necessary and let himself worry about what may be lurking around the corner. 

“Uh, sure, yeah, that’d be great!” He clears his throat, a little awkwardly, and shuffles the statements to the side. “What have you got?” 

“Aha...”

Awkward is the hand raised to the back of his head. A scratch to bid himself time for a proper answer to give when truthfully, he did not expect to make it this far into the conversation. Not when Martin has been avoiding like the plague and who is Jon to blame him?

He too would avoid himself if he could. 

“I um...”, the archivist began, a nervous laugh upon bitten lips, “What would you like?”

If it were left to him to decide, Jon would consume sweets for days. A hunger for sugar most don’t know about. Although, these days, it’s not sweets that he crave. A desire for trauma he does not wish to acknowledge right now. Not when Martin’s attention is upon him once more. A gaze missed he did not realize. 

“My treat,” he smiled, tentative and uncertain. This moment between them fragile and it’s fear that kept him most humble right now. 

Martin would run and he can’t have that.

[leneemusing]

more prompts for your feels

“  what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind?  ”  “  i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i don’t think could ever be paid off.  ” “  what do you see when you look into my eyes?  ”   “  it doesn’t always have to be you, you know?  your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world.  ”   “  i don’t think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until it’s all scars and stitching.  ” “  i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted.  ” “  every time you look at me i feel invisible.  ” “  loneliness is a slow and cruel poison.  ” “  i’m afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust.  ” “  for once in your life, what is it that you want.  ” “  i’ve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, i’m afraid i’ll feel too cold without it.  ” “  i just want to see you smile again.  ” “  can’t you stop running for one second?  ” “  i’ll be here. when you’re ready to talk.  ” “  being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain.  ” “  don’t shut me out. please.  ” “  don’t look at me like that.  ” “  the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two.  ” “  i just wanted to do something good for once.  ” “  why can’t you tell me what’s wrong?  ” “  just trust me. please.  ” “  why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ” “   you’re so worried about losing me/them you’re missing everything in front of you.  ”   “  i’m not leaving you.  ” “  you’re not alone. i’m here.  ” “  you see everyone so clearly except yourself.  ” “  don’t you understand? i love you. and nothing you’ve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that.  ” “  i find broken things interesting. maybe that’s why i like you so much.  ” “  i want to be whatever it is you think i am.  ” “  you see the good in everything. that’s why i like it when you look at me.  ” “  i’ll still be here when you wake.  ” “  i promise i’ll never hurt you again.  ” “  as long as i have you, the rest doesn’t matter.  ” “  what did they do to you?  ” “  i’m not sure i should leave you alone.  ” “  i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not.  ” “  i want to love the parts of you that you hate.  ” “  i’m scared of what you’re becoming.  ” “  i’m sorry, i’m not what you think i am.  ” “  you’ll always have a home with me.  ” “  what happened to you?  ” “  i thought i’d never see you again.  ” “  you’re such a fucking coward.  ” “  i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you.  ” “  you scared me.  ” “  please, don’t ever give up on me.  ” “  i’m not giving up on you. not ever.  ” “  i know you love me. but it’s not the way i want to be loved.  ”

[pyrrhcnism]

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