Jella

i love Jesus ❤️ 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒⠀⠀

[metamorphesque]

My longing knows not of space nor time... Dracula: A Love Tale (dir. Luc Besson), No one has taken anything away…(Marina Tsvetaeva)

[tirednolongerinterestedgoaway-d]

“There is one safe and happy place, and that is in the will of God.”

—David Livingstone, Scottish doctor, pioneer Christian missionary

[yourfaithandcourage]

[seraphim-eternal]

Because I live, you will also live.

John 14:19

[qershie]

I love churches ⛪️ ❤️

[devoutdeer-deactivated20251231]

But what if God is kinder and more merciful than we could ever imagine? Could you let go of the tension in your chest? Could you allow yourself to be imperfect and frail? I think our biggest folly is that we don't realize just how much God loves us unconditionally. If we discovered how much He loves us (as we are), we would drop the performance and feel okay not being okay.

Sometimes the only thing that gets me out of a spiral is knowing that God doesn't set conditions on His love.

Society teaches us that we can't do certain milestones until we're "well", or that we're "failing" if we aren't fully healed, or haven't reached certain expectations others imposed on us without our consent.

But God loves us as we are, even if we are broken, mentally ill loners and nobodies. Society may hate us and not understand us, or they may want us to be "fixed", but God's loving arms are wide and unconditional.

[fecir]

[zelinaki]

Αυτό, λεφτά και ανεργία.

[gulistan-blog]

㋡🥀

Nature design beauty scenery..

[vangoghcore]

by stefano.pezzetta

[gulistan-blog]

㋡🥀

peaceful..

[feralisa-deactivated20241027]

[cottagemoridollynatural]

My ko fi

[ladyrue]

Plants everywhere all around me.

[qershie]

🍒

[vangoghcore]

by euphemia.stokefield

[qershie]

🪷

[ladyrue]

Kami's Secret Garden.

//my Ko-fi.

[qershie]

Am I tired? Lazy? Stupid? Not capable of understanding simple things?

Or is it normal to feel this way?

Because I don’t know how to feel anymore. Is it just a stage of another life crisis? Because I am now 25 and I still don’t know anything. My head hurts all the time. I’ve managed to keep myself mentally stable all this time but now all I can think of is negativity. I feel like sleeping all day but hate myself when I wake up because I could have done so much and finish so much. But I can’t. I am genuinely exauhsted. I try so hard but I put myself down before even starting sometimes. I don’t know anymore, I guess I’ll wait and see how things go. Maybe time will make me understand more.

- Random thought of the day / Jella X.

[oldpaintings]

The Four Roses and Lady of the Roses, 1901 by František Dvořák (Czech, 1862–1927)

[dardant-universe]

[mattisdovier]

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#Spitzer