Thoughts, prayers, good vibes, (anything) please!
Hey everyone, I don’t really know how to write this but basically I’m just really struggling right now and I could really use some good thoughts/vibes/prayers sent my way. This has been a rough year (couple of years really) for me with chronic terrible eye issues that have severely impacted my mental health and then my relationship of 10 years (we lived together for 8) ended when I found out he had been cheating on me for a year prior (through therapy I’ve also realized how abusive he was and how much mistreatment I dealt with. “would’ve, could’ve, should’ve”, “tolerate it”, “enough for you”, “1 step forward, 3 steps back” etc, all come to mind when thinking of this relationship). Then I just found out at the beginning of December that I have bone cancer in my pelvis. I’m going to have a major surgery to remove it at the end of February (not long after my birthday) and it’s going to be a long, painful recovery. Basically I can’t catch a break and I’m feeling extremely overwhelmed and hopeless so if anyone can send anything positive/healing my way (you don’t have to message me or anything, just send it into the universe or to god or anything), I’d be eternally grateful to you.
