control.

[qvxrzs]

stats - 22/07/25

•female

•51🔁

•162.56cm - 5’4

•hw-75kg - 165lbs

•cw-66.9kg - 147lbs

•lw-63.05kg - 139lbs

•min gw-54kg - 119lbs

•main gw-48-52kg - 106lbs-115lbs

•max gw-46.5kg - 102.5lbs

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holy FUCK dude i cannot control myself for the life of me like jeez today’s the first time ive managed in so long to control myself SOMEWHAT i ate like maybe 200 calories under maintenance at a stretch i cant keep going on like this im at my highest

[qvxrzs]

the lioness does not concern herself with people who complain but do nothing about it

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the lioness does not eat to feel good she eats t survive

[qvxrzs]

js realised when i lost the most weight i wasn’t even fasting that much just intermittent fasting and now that i fast liek 3 times a week and eat only to survive i lost like 4kg?

[qvxrzs]

got called fat today sorry gonna like fast until i die

[qvxrzs]

why does life pass so slow when fasting

[qvxrzs]

finally listened and ate an apple when i had a craving/ got hungry and i actually worked to kill the craving, now i feel disgusted that i wanted to eat oily foods and ruin my skin more as if it wasn’t already ruined. life is hell.

[ctrl7455]

[qvxrzs]

gonna start counting in lbs rather than kg so i feel like im losing faster

[qvxrzs]

and you don’t wanna know how alone i’ve been

[qvxrzs]

blog day 1 back on track

currently in maths rn with only a 10 hour fast and i feel pathetic

i’m gonna try hard to fast today

i need to prove myself i can do this

i’m not even gonna go inside to the canteen if i see people eat i’ll actually throw up i can’t eat.

i’m sorry to my current and future self

i have until 2026 to atleast be 55kg and that’s a promise

a message to my future self

if you haven’t seen a 4 as the first number of the scale

DONT GIVE UP

even if you stop now you won’t be happy rather get it over and done with now

i’ll try nap after school

take my mind off food

[qvxrzs]

school is so fricking buns

[qvxrzs]

why the fuck do i keep failing

[qvxrzs]

i need to start just blogging random thoughts

[3dkinglol]

You'll ALWAYS regret a binge, never a fast

[izzy444angel]