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5/24

In my dream, I enter the Met with three cats: Toby, Marlowe, and Gus. We’re going to live there, although Marlowe perhaps seems to already be living there already; I see him on a pale blue Victorian sofa with an older, white-haired man. Together, they’re looking at an impressionist painting.

I continue up the stairs with Toby and Gus, who are surprisingly undaunted by the other museum goers. We go to an outdoor garden, and in fact it’s a cat pavilion; there are other cats roaming and being pet by museum visitors. Toby and Gus aren’t off-put by this, either. They frolic in the grass, and Toby digs a bit in the dirts and rock, trying to make a comfortable bed for himself.

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My dream, 5/13

I dreamed that my first college boyfriend, was recording a song. Kind of a psychedelic/drone situation with lots of beeps and bops. He sent it to me for review, and I wanted to praise it—but mostly so I could ask for his feedback on my novel.

His girlfriend is a character in my novel.

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LJ’s Dream, 5/12

Right before I woke up today I had a dream you and me and JD were in a beach house together and the tide was coming dangerously in And we kept finding gold chains on the beach (like guido style chains) And you and Lauren were in a fight.....

don’t dream about specific people so much anymore so was odd but that’s been happening more in recent months

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CB’s Dream

Dreamed we were planning on going on a trip to Cambodia together. You were helping your dad do some spring cleaning and put a leather belt in a discard pile. I grabbed it and planned on keeping it. He saw me later on and got mad that you discarded it and took it back. He was your dad but he was also Ron Padgett

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JDB’s dream, 5/12

We were roommates in Ithaca in the dream I just woke up from

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I had not had a friend before. It interfered with freedom and made me deceitful in some ways, but it also extended and gave resonance to life.

Alice Munro, Lives of Girls and Women

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Break up songs forever 

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Elizabeth Bishop in a car with a cat. Relevant to my “work”

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this mug this cereal everything

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I thought my cats were big

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if u don’t like this I don’t get u

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2015 was the year I learned all about the Croque en bouche

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Rachel Cusk, Outline

“Sometimes it has seemed to me that life is a series of punishments for...moments of unawareness, that one forges one’s own destiny by what one doesn’t notice or feel compassion for; that what you don’t know and don’t make the effort to understand will become the very thing you are forced into knowledge of.”

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by far the best beebz video ever