So... if you have been around long enough to watch Profane Red to go from Polin to Lukola to Jakola, you've seen her through:
1. An incredibly intrusive, and at times imaginative, timeline she made of Luke & Nicola and people near them that she attempted to monetize.
2. Her increasingly gross and out of pocket reels and memes of them both.
3. The discord teenager & AI adult content incidents.
4. The selfie stick of just asking for an RO debacle.
5. Her claiming a certain person was gay before entirely flipping to saying he was a main love interest.
6. Her discord's abuses of members. It's a cesspool in there. Sorry if it's your only discord. Sincerely :/
7. Her decision to join Tumblr and drag along trolling jackals that drove many people to stop posting here at all. I blocked well over 100 people before she left.
8. The crazy Paris and Cannes appearances.
9. The party where people were pretending to lick the cleavage of a cardboard cutout of Nicola.
10. The gaggle of jakolas (yes, they were observed speaking of jakola things) & her getting stage door shut down for not scooting along when their fair time was completed. Singing at an actress trying to see other people at stage door? How obsessed are you??
So... whatever you want to call her, I hope she has sturdy restraining orders in place from all she has harassed because she is clearly not reigning in any impulses. And yeah, I have seen her pretending to be done with Bridgerton... but she loves attention and nothing will erase the bullhockey she and her primary group have pulled and continue to pull.
And if you weren't aware of all the things I mentioned? Feel free to ask around in lukola world. There are receipts. I also didn't even scratch the surface on the vile stuff that has happened.
REAL does not have patterns. REAL does not have "I don't want people in my home and private life" and then dragging your supposed "private life" out in the open every fucking chance you get, with articles written about your nobody "partner" as if they're somebody. And most of all REAL doesn't need constant "prove" that you're definitely with a specific person and not with another.
Youâve been in love with Bucky Barnes since the moment you laid eyes on him. That was five years ago, when your older sister brought him home for a Sunday lunch and introduced him as her boyfriend.
The moment your sister, Carly, showed up for your families traditional Sunday lunch, almost five years ago, with the most beautiful man youâd ever seen on her arm, and your heart nearly beat right out of your chest when heâd smiled at you, you shouldâve run.
Not that you could have, you were just a senior in high school at the time, still stuck living under your parents roof.
But you could haveâshould have considered it when deciding which university to attend later that spring.
Looking back now, you had no real reason to stay.
Your parents were shit, far too busy running a large corporation, attending lavish parties, and enjoying the finer things in life. They cared far more about their reputation and image than their own children.
Well, too busy for you.
They worshiped the ground your siblings walked on.
Aiden was the first bornâtheir heir.
The moment your parents became aware of his existence, it was decided that he would be the one to inherit (Y/L/N) Corporation. Like a lamb to slaughter, he was never given the choice but simply expected to follow in your fatherâs footsteps.
Next came Carly, your fatherâs pride and joy. His princess.
She was perfect in your parents eyes and could do no wrong. She was everything you were not. With a perfect body. The perfect face, hair, eyes, and smile. She did as told, exceeded each and every one of their expectationsâwhether it be graduating at the very top of her class or attending Columbia University just as your parents had.
Even more so when she started a relationship with the son of your fatherâs business partner.
Then there was you.
You were an accident.
Your parents never wanted or planned for another child, but three years after Carly was born, you arrived. They couldnât be bothered with the idea of caring for another baby and you were left to be raised by the nannies.
As time went on, it became increasingly more apparent that they didnât care. Despite all the years of trying your best to impress them and fight for their attention, it never mattered.
You werenât the heir, nor your fatherâs princess.
You were never good enough.
You didnât matter.
Until that fateful Sunday all those years ago.
James Buchanan Barnes, or Bucky as youâd come to call him, for the first time in your entire existence, made you feel important.
He saw youâlistened to you. Cared for you.
This six foot two, beefy man with the most gorgeous blue eyes and kindest smile, grew to be more than just your sisterâs boyfriend as time went on.
He was everything.
Your best friend. Your rock. Your family.
And unknowingly, the love of your life.
So yeah, you shouldâve ran.
Given your parents the bird and fled the moment that high school diploma was placed in your hand. Maybe you could have followed your dreams to see the world or at least attend a university halfway across the continent.
Anything to escape the life you were stuck living now.
But leaving Bucky Barnes was an impossible task.
Not when you knew that deep down, he needed you just as much as you needed him.
So you stayed.
Even if it tore you apartâthe cracks in your heart growing each time he spoke about his love for your sister, witnessed an intimate moment between the pair of them, or the simple burden of knowing that Carly didnât love nor care for him in the way you know he deserved.
You just wondered how much more you could take before your heart shattered completelyâuntil there was nothing left but a gaping hole in the space it had once rested in your chest.
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One that would completely change your life. Three years later, Sebastian shows up at your doorstep to find that you both made more than just good memories that night.
âAnd I help bunica make cookies, daddy!â Theo exclaimed, proudly. The words echoed loudly throughout the small expanse of the elevator and Sebastian shot the older woman behind them an apologetic smile but she waved him off with a little giggle.
âCookies?â He gasped, blue eyes widening significantly as he turned his attention back to the tot in arms. âWhat kind of cookies?â
âChocolate chip!â Theo giggled, patting his tummy with a small smirk and a little shrug. âThey yummy.â
âI bet they were.â He pecked his chubby cheek before stepping off the elevator when it opened to their floor. âDid you and bunica eat them all?â
âNo.â Theo pouted, shaking his head. âBunica put some in my bag for you, momma, and babies.â
Sebastian placed the three year old back on his feet, adjusting his new captain America backpack over his own shoulder before pulling the keys from his pocket and unlocking the door.
âAw, bubs. Thatâs kind of you. I canât wait to eat them.â He beamed, guiding him through the threshold. âIâll bet momma will be so happy. She likes cookies a lot lately.â
After hanging his keys up, Sebastian was quick to remove Theoâs yellow rain boots and matching raincoat, hanging them up in the front closet before slipping off his own jacket and shoes. Theo continued to babble about his fun-filled day with his Bunica as they ventured further into the dimly lit apartment.
He knew (Y/N) was home, heâd seen her work shoes stored away and her keys on the hook, so he was a little surprised to find the kitchen still dark and empty. Usually, sheâd have dinner ready or was at least in the midst of preparing it by the time they arrived home. Theyâd fallen into a pretty regular routine since they moved in a few weeks ago, especially on days she worked.
âBabe?â
Without a second thought, he flicked on the lights in the kitchen, illuminating the open space as he moved around to unpack the lunch box sheâd left on the island and the one sheâd sent, packed full of snacks for Theo this morning.
âShh.â Theo hissed, appearing in the doorway that led to the living room, his index finger held to his lips. âMomma sleeping on the couch.â
Sebastianâs brows furrowed as he made his way around the island to follow the toddler into the darkened space. He switched on a tall lamp behind the couch, allowing him a better view of (Y/N) sprawled across the cream couch, still dressed in her navy scrubs and jacket, sound asleep.
Little snores spilled from her pouty lips, eyelashes fluttering across rosy cheeks as one hand rested protectively over her swollen abdomen and the other hung loosely over the side of the couch. Sebastianâs heart clenched in his chest at the sight, a soft sigh tumbling from his own lips.
She was overworking herself. Again.
He really couldnât fault her for it. She was so selfless and giving, sometimes a little too much. When they asked her to stay over or called her in the early hours of the morning to come in on a day off because someone called in or didnât show up, she didnât have the heart to say no. She was a damn good nurse and she really did love her job but they were taking advantage of her kind heart at this point. It shocked him to his core honestly. She was five months pregnant with twins, and her employer still had the audacity to ask her to come in after working three, twelves in a row or to pull a sixteen by staying an extra four hours. She was working fifty plus hours each week for the past two weeks.
Something he didnât agree with, at all.
Each time he woke to that damn phone ringing between the hours of five and six in the morning, heâd debate throwing it at all the wall or snatching the phone from between her fingers and telling them to fuck off for her.
She may not have the heart to say no but he sure as hell did.
And when sheâd drag her tired body from their bed, stumbling about as she slipped into her scrubs, and mumbling some lame excuse, âItâs healthcare, baby, they're always short. Iâm sorry but they really need me today.â Heâd question why the hell he didnât do just that. But he kept his mouth shut, got up to help her put a lunch together and make her breakfast.
She never complained, not once. Sheâd simply plaster on a smile, despite the lack of sleep and energy that were conveyed in her pale complexion and swollen eyes, and kiss him softly goodbye when he walked her to the door.
âBubs, why donât you hang your backpack up in your room, change into your pjsâremember we set your star wars ones out on your bed this morningâand Iâll order some dinner. How does tacos sound? Or do you want taco salad this time?â
The toddler seemed to ponder for a moment, bottom lip caught between his teeth, âTacos!â He declared with a grin before scurrying off and up the stairs.
Once he saw the light flick on at the top of the steps he pulled out his phone and quickly ordered the food before propping himself on the edge of the couch, next to (Y/N)âs sleeping form.
âPretty girl.â He whispered, brushing his fingers down her cheek, âTime to wake up.â
She moaned softly, eyes fluttering as she struggled to fight sleep. Her body subconsciously slid closer, curling around his, in seek of his natural warmth and familiar comfort. She looked so cuddly and inviting, he almost wished he could join her but he had a toddler and pregnant girlfriend to feed, and if he let her sleep now, she might not later.
âHi, baby.â He said softly when her (Y/E/C) eyes fluttered open to meet his.
âHi.â She whispered, voice still thick with sleep, a lazy smile spread across her lips as she reached up to run her fingers along his scruffy jaw. âI missed you.â
âI missed you too, pretty girl.â He grinned, pulling her up and into his lap before cupping her jaw and planting a sweet kiss on her pouty lips. He chuckled softly when she pulled back to bury her face in the crook of his neck, one hand lifting to brush lightly across her bump as the other rubbed down her back. âThought about you all day. â
âYeah?â She mumbled against his skin, her arms tightening around his middle, fingers grasping the back of his t-shirt.
âYeah.â He kissed her cheek, nose moving to brush through her hair. âI worry about you.â
ââM fine.â She slurred, shifting to rest her cheek against her shoulder so she could gaze up at him through lidded eyes. âJust little tired, thatâs all.â
He nodded, more so to himself, âI ordered some dinner. From the Mexican place you like. It should be here in twenty.â
âIâm so sorry.â She sat up abruptly, attempting to wiggle herself out of his hold. âI meant to make dinner. I just wanted to sit for a second and I guess I fell asleep-â
âShh.â He interjected, drawing her in tighter to his chest and running his fingers through her hair. âItâs alright, pretty girl. Your body clearly needed the rest.â
âMhmm.â She chuckled softly, âThe babies are taking a lot of energy to grow.â
âThey sure do.â He smiled, glancing down at her swollen belly, fingers stroking lightly across the stretched skin beneath her scrubs.
He glanced up at her a moment later, clearing his throat, and biting down on his lip, âI do need to talk to you about something though.â She shifted nervously in his lap, sentiments quick to turn anxious and hesitant. âDonât worry, baby. Itâs nothing bad. I justâand hear me outâI wanted to maybe talk to you about taking some time off.â
(Y/N) breathed out a sigh of relief, body relaxing back into his, âI have the next four days off and I promise you if they call, I wonât pick up.â
âThatâs not what I meant.â He shook his head. âListen,â His hands found her cheeks, gently tilting her head to look at him. He needed to explain this without setting her off. He knew how important work was to herâfor her to make her own money. She didnât want to depend on him like thatâdidnât want him to think she was using him for his money. âI know you love your job but they are wearing you thin. Normally, Iâd let it slide but, baby, youâre pregnant. You shouldnât be on your feet for that long. Itâs strenuous work and itâs hard on your body to begin with.â He paused, eyes searching hers, âI just wanted to talk about maybe taking time-â
âHow long?â She whispered, her voice was so soft he was taken aback for a moment. She blinked a few times, furiously brushing the back of her hand across her cheeks before he realized she was on the verge of crying, eyes glazed over with fresh tears. He shouldnât be surprised, her emotions were all over the place these days, even the tiniest mishap or heartfelt moment had her sobbing, but it still broke his heart to see her cry.
âOh, dragul meu.â He mumbled, rocking her in his embrace as the tears rolled down her rosy cheeks. âDonât cry. Iâm sorry. I was just thinking about how weâre going to need all hands on deck for a while after the twins are born and a three month maternity leave might not be enough time off for you.â He paused, wiping softly at her cheeks, âI make more than enough to provide for us and I want you to be able to focus on taking care of yourself right now and then enough time to bond with our babies.â
He pressed a kiss to her forehead, allowing his lips to linger there for just a moment as she sobbed quietly, âIâI donât want to mooch off your money. I can work.â
âI know that, baby. I know.â He tucked a strand of her behind her ear, index finger lifting her chin, âbut you donât have to. I know you arenât with me for money. Our family and friends know that too. I donât care what anyone else says, the people that matter know the truth.â He continued, âI know itâs a lot to ask you to quit your job but it would make me feel so much better. I worry about all the hours youâre on your feet and the workload.â He took a deep breath, âWould you consider taking time off, maybe just until the twins are a year old? And if you want to go back after thatâs fine, if not, thatâs fine too. But it would give you more time to spend with Theo before he has to share us with two younger siblings, and we can prepare for the babies togetherâyou know we still have a lot to do.â
She nodded, pressing her face into his chest.
âWe could prepare the nursery and then you and Theo could come to Atlanta with me to film in mid June. I talked to my team, the Russo brothers, and Anthony too, they are all more than okay with you both flying down with me. That way we donât have to be apart for long. I told you Iâd be here every step of the way and Iâd take care of you so let me do this please.â
She lifted her head to meet his gaze, sniffling softly as she wiped at her cheeks, âOkay.â
âOkay?â He wondered hesitantly, large hands running tenderly along her sides.
She nodded, offering him the smallest smile, âYeah. Iâll put my two weeks in tomorrow. We can stop by the hospital after our appointment.â
A big grin split across his face, his arms wrapped tightly around her back, clutching her to his chest. âI love you, (Y/N/N).â He whispered, lips brushing tenderly against her own. âSo so much.â
âI love you more.â Her fingers tangled in the hair at the nape of his neck, giving it a firm tug so she could kiss him harderâpouring every ounce of love and adoration she could muster into it because no words could ever come close to expressing just how she felt about him.
âWhy donât we eat when the food gets here, Iâll put Theo to bed, and then we can take a bath.â His lips trailed across her cheek and down her jaw, âHow does that sound, hm?â
âSounds perfect.â She keened at his tone of voice, shivers dancing up her spine at the feeling of his lips finding the sweet spot just below her ear, sucking at the skin before soothing over him with his tongue.
âMomma!â
She jumped out at the sound of Theoâs voice, scrambling to her feet just as the toddler hopped down from the last step. âHi baby.â She smiled, opening her arms to catch him as he leaped into her embrace. She shifted him to her hip, his little arm wrapped around her neck as she planted sloppy kisses to his cheeks. âI missed you, bubs. Did you have fun with Bunica today?â
âYeah, momma.â The toddler giggled loudly, struggling to dodge her kisses, âMissed you. We made you cookies.â
âYou did?â She asked, a radiant smile on her face. âIt must be my lucky day. I canât wait to try them.â
âDaddy and babies eat some too.â He asserted, shooting her what she assumed to be a stern look by the way his eyes narrowed and lips pursed. An expression that looked scarily similar to his dads. âWe share.â
âYouâre right, baby.â She chuckled, combing through his curls, âSharing is caring, isnât it?â
âYup.â He grinned, popping his âpâ. âSharing is caring!â
Sebastian appeared at her side, lifting Theo from her arms. Once the toddler was back on his little feet, he kneeled beside him, lifting her scrub top so that Theo could give a proper greeting to his unborn siblings. The man glanced up at her every so often offering her a brilliant smile as they both whispered sweet words and kisses to her swollen abdomen.
(Y/N) swore her heart never felt so full. She thought herself the luckiest woman in the world and she often wondered what she did to deserve to have the privilege of returning home to these two. Especially on bad days like today. Effortlessly, they lifted her spirits and renewed her soul. A smile, a kiss, a tender touch here, and an âI love youâ there and all worries and concerns were forgotten, leaving no room for anything but happiness, love, and comfort.
They were worth everything.
And if giving up her job meant more time to spend with them and care for them, sheâd do it in a heartbeat.
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âAre you going to join me, or what?â Sebastian called from the bathroom, sinking back into the warm, bubbly water. He knew she preferred the water hotâpractically boilingâbut heâd recently read that soaking in water above a certain temperature while pregnant could increase the risk of neural tube defects. Whatever that meant, he wasnât going to risk it. âI drew this bath for you, prinĹŁesÄ. You better get that cute little ass in here before I come get you myself.â
âPatience is a virtue, love.â (Y/N) chided playfully. He could practically hear the eye roll in her tone.
âBaby-â His mouth snapped shut at the sight of her in the doorway. She looked absolutely breathtaking with her (Y/H/C) hair cascading effortlessly down her back, her light pink, silk robe, although tied securely just above the swell of her bump, hung off her shoulders, exposing the tops of her enlarged breasts and collar bones. Her widening hips swayed teasingly with each step she took.
He couldnât help the groan that spilled from his pink lips, his cock hardening beneath the water from the mere sight of her like that. Because fuck she was absolutely glowing and he did that to her. He put, not just one, but two babies in her. She belonged to him and it had never been more obvious than now. It caused his heart (and his cock) to swell with the utmost pride.
And then she untied the robe, letting it slip off her shoulders to pool lazily around her feet, exposing her naked body to his lust filled gaze, and he was done for. If he didnât get his hands on her in the next three seconds, and inside her in the next thirty, bath time was over and he would take her to bed and spend the next few hours making her cum over and over, until she begged him to stop.
He couldnât decide which option was better.
âAre you drooling?â She giggled, patting his cheek as she stepped carefully into the tub.
âYouâre fucking gorgeous I canât help it.â He muttered, hands trailing up her smooth thighs, to rest on her waist and guide her to sit between his parted legs. âItâs really unfair.â
âFlattery will get you far in life, Mr. Stan.â She sighed, sinking back into his bare chest, the apples of her cheeks sporting a subtle blush. âOh-â She shifted, wiggling her hips, âSomeoneâs excited.â
âLike I said,â He hissed, lips already finding their rightful place on the skin between her jaw and collarbone, âI canât help it.â
She moaned softly, head tossed lolled against his shoulder, one hand coming up to tangle in the thick hair at the back of his head as he began to suck softly at her pulse point.
He knew he wasnât playing fair, his touch alone was enough to set her body on fire. She was practically putty in his hands these days with all those hormones pumping through her veins. Not to mention, how sensitive sheâd become. He was almost certain he could get her off right now with a few swipes of his thumb across her swollen bud, with the way she was grinding her ass against his hardened length, thighs already trembling between his own.
âPlease.â She gasped, clutching desperately at the sides of the tub. âNeed you inside me, Seb. Wanna cum on your cock.â
âShh, baby.â He soothed, one hand wandering between their bodies to grasp his swollen cock as the other pressed on her back, guiding her up and forward. âI got you. Go on, pretty girl. Take a seat.â
She didnât waste a second, shifting back before dropping back down and sinking effortlessly down on his hardened length.
The high pitched mewl she let slip, paired with how easily he slid into her warm, wet walls, had a broken groan tearing through his chest, hips bucking involuntary into her already pulsing pussy.
âFuck. You feel like fucking heaven.â He moaned, eyes rolling back in his head as his hands found her hips, lifting her up before slamming her back down, the fat head of his cock brushing deliciously against the spongy spot within her and kissing her cervix with each thrust. âJust like that. Fuck yourself on my cock.â
One hand left her hip as she set a brutal pace, doing just as she was told and desperately fucking herself on his thick length, his digits found her swollen clit effortlessly, swiping lightly across it.
âYes, yes. Donât stop.â She keened, white knuckling the sides of the tub, head tossed back against his shoulder, and back arching in attempts to grind herself against his touch. âPlease, donât stop. God, I'm gonna cum.â
His fingers worked faster as the other hand wrapped firmly around his throat, lifting his own hips to thrust steadily up into her tight cunt. He groaned, nipping at the skin on her shoulder when her walls clenched around his length, he was unable to pull all the way out before they were sucking him desperately back in.
âGo on.â He encouraged, voice raspy and low. He could feel his own end approaching by the pressure building steadily at the base of his spine. âCome on, pretty girl. Let go for me.â He pinched and rolled her engorged bud between his fingers, a smug smirk tugging at the corner of his lips when she gasped loudly, her quivering thighs attempting to close around his hand, only for him to force them open by parting them further with his own thighs. He planted his feet flat on the bottom of the tub, thrusting desperately up into her, the new angle causing him to slam repeatedly into her sweet spot. âCum with me.â
A broken cry spilled from her lips, echoing throughout the bathroom as the pressure building within her naval snapped, and she gushed around his throbbing cock. Her body twitched against his own, hands clawing at his thighs in attempts to ground herself through her earth shattering orgasm.
âThere ya go, baby.â He panted, âFuck. Good girl.â The way her walls spammed and pulsed around him, milking his cock for all its worth caused his own hips to stutter and a string of grunts to spill from his swollen lips before pressing as deep into her as he could and painting her walls with his cum.
(Y/N) collapsed limply against his chest, eyes lidded, cheeks flushed, a sheen of sweat coating the tops of her shoulders, chest, and back. He allowed her a second to catch her breath, peppering kisses along her shoulders, neck, jaw, and cheek between soft words of praise as his softening cock remained tucked within her warm walls.
âI love you.â He mumbled, one hand stroking her bump while the other combed through her damp hair. âI love you so fucking much. I hope you know that.â
âI love you too.â She mumbled, expression still dazed and eyes glazed over. âI donât know what Iâd do without you.â
âMe neither, baby.â He whispered, kissing her temple. âMe neither. Youâre all I need.â
âââââ
âSo Iâm literally printing all the articles off that youâre mentioned and Iâm going to frame them and hang them up in my house becauseâshit, my sisterâs famous.â
âFuck off, Katie.â (Y/N) hissed, rolling her eyes playfully. âThatâs not even funny.â She shot Sebastian a glare when he failed to stifle a laugh. âAnd what articles? There is like one.â
âThree actually.â The woman corrected, lifting up a few sheets of paper. The wicked grin she wore was clear as day through facetime, one that meant she was up to no good.
âOh my God. You actually printed them out?â (Y/N) chuckled, eyes narrowing as she waved them in front of the camera. âWhat the Fuck.â
âDuh.â Katie huffed, âYou know theyâve really taken to you, (Y/N/N)âSebastian, your little heartfelt post worked wonders, these articles are just the cherry on top.â She feigned a gag, her expression filled with disgust. âGod, your story is so romantic it makes me sick.â
âYouâre just jealous, Kate.â Sebastian spoke up, eyes leaving the road for a split second so he could stick his tongue out at her when (Y/N) panned the camera onto him. âDonât worry, Iâll post a picture of you too if you want.â He paused, biting down on his lip, âHey, isnât your birthday coming up? You know, I have some really good pictures of you from Christmas.â
Katie gasped, a hand pressed offensively to her chest, âYou wouldnât!â
âAh. But I would.â He smirked devilishly, wiggling his brows. âItâs alright, some people just canât handle their eggnog. No big deal.â
âWhatever.â She shrugged, âIâm a cute sleeper anyways.â
Sebastian laughed, shaking his head, âYou were literally using the toilet as a pillow. Your drool was dripping down the side.â
âHey, beggars canât be choosers.â She snapped, sporting a childish pout, âAnyways, I know you both are taking a little break from social media so I wanted to let you know that people seem to be taking it well.â She giggled, âI saw the picture on my for you page the other day and the caption was âThe way he stood up for herâ with the heart eye emoji, âSebastian and (Y/N) are literal proof of whatâs meant to be will be.ââ
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â (Y/N) asked, eyebrows furrowing as she shared a glance with the man beside her.
âLike, you parted waysâlost touch and then found each other again after three years.â She continued. âSebastian, they really love the part about tracking her down.â She exclaimed, earning a feeble laugh from the man. âItâs like a fairy tale. Yâall even had a villain.â She snarled, âFucking Talia.â
âOh my god.â (Y/N) signed, scrubbing a hand down her face. âWell, I guess itâs good that itâs mostly positive. Thanks for the update.â
âOf course, my dudes.â Katie beamed, âAnyways, are you excited for your appointment? Youâre on your way right now, right?â
âWe are.â (Y/N) nodded, wearing a soft smile. She glanced at Sebastian, giving his hand that rested on her thigh a little pat, âAre we excited, babe?â
âHell yeah.â He shifted in his seat, fingers on his free hand tapping anxiously on the steering wheel. âI'm a little nervous too though. I donât want to lose my bet with Anthony.â
âWhat bet?â Katie perked up, âI want in.â
âAnthony thinks theyâll be boys.â He bit his lip as he pulled into the familiar parking garage, hand tightening its grip on her thighs. . âI think girls. And if Iâm right he owes me twenty bucks.â
âOnly twenty?â Katie whined, âThatâs lame. But Iâm with you in this one, Seb. Theyâre definitely girls, you can tell by the way (Y/N)âs carrying low. Boys tend to rest higher up.â
âI thought that was a myth.â
âItâs not.â Katie huffed, rolling her eyes. âAnyways, Iâll let you go but you better call me on your way home. I want to be the first to know so I can rub it in Carsonâs face.â
It took a few more minutes to finally end the call with Katie, the woman adamantly demanding (Y/N) to make a promise to call her first. Oncr they finally did, the pair shared a soft kiss and exchanged some encouraging words before hopping out of the car and making their way into the familiar office. The same nurse from the first timeâLily, theyâd come to learn, led them to a private room. They didnât have to wait too long before Dr. Knapp was stepping into the room, greeting them with her kind smile and positive energy.
âAlright.â She smiled, running the probe along (Y/N)âs belly. âEverything looks great. Theyâre growing as they should and their heartbeats are still strong and regular. Would you like to know the sex of your babies?â
(Y/N) glanced at Sebastian, earning an encouraging nod and a soft smile, she turned her gaze back to the screen where their babies were fluttering about, giving his hand a little squeeze, âYes, please.â
âOkay.â She shifted the probe a little to the left, a huge smile breaking out across her face, âCongratulations, you're having two baby girls.â
âOh my god.â (Y/N) whispered, tears welling up in her eyes and spiking freely down her cheeks. âGirls.â
âI knew it!â Sebastian jumped from his seat, a radiant smile painted across his sharp features. âOh my god, baby. Girls!â His voice cracked slightly, tears building in own eyes as he leaned down to cup her cheek and connect his lips with her in a passionate, heartfelt kiss.
âThank you. Thank you so much.â He mumbled against her lips, âGod, Iâm so happy. Thank you for giving me this.â
(Y/N) sniffled, hands tangling in his locks as she pressed her forehead to his. âNo, thank you. I love you.â
âI love you.â He pecked her lips one more time, large hand brushing across the top of her bump, face soft and smile large as he whispered to her belly. âAnd I love you both.â
Dr. Knapp allowed them a moment, standing aside and watching with a content smile. This was the best part of her job. Sheâd found that more often than not, the fatherâs reactions were the best. Especially when they found out they were having girls. She held no doubt Sebastian would be an amazing father to two baby girls. And with a woman like (Y/N) by his side, these two were in the best of hands.
âI cannot believe I get to be a girl dad. Iâve always wanted that.â Sebsstian sat back in his seat, shaking his head, and laughing delightfully, âI cannot wait to call Anthony. Heâs gonna be so pissed.â
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Tag list: @shellbilee @white-wolf-buckaroo @runawayolives @missusbarnes-rogers-laufeyson @leyannrae
Just One NightâMasterlist Part Two
PairingsâSebastian Stan x F!Reader
Summary
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One tha
Whenever I see a gossip blog that spreads a bunch of bs say they have a âsourceâ, I immediately am sent into hysterical laughing fits. Just remember kids, you can have a âsourceâ too if you try hard, believe in yourself, and know you have a great ability to make a lot of sh*t up.
I donât know if I would necessarily call Ale non famous, and theyâve been together for over a year, not a few months, he also was not Gossip Girl main cast, but hmm đ¤
I know chace is with Rebecca but sheâs famous, and they were on and off. And I believe Ed recently broke up with someone. Sooooo
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One that would completely change your life. Three years later, Sebastian shows up at your doorstep to find that you both made more than just good memories that night.
Warnings
MINORS DNI. 18++. Smut, oral sex (male receiving) protective seb, angst, fluff.
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April 30, 2021
(Y/N) sighed softly, dropping the file back on the table and sinking further in her chair. Her hand instinctively came to rest protectively over her growing abdomen, while the other rubbed at her left temple, attempting to sooth the migraine budding behind her eyes.
Sebastian mustâve sensed her unease because he shifted his chair just the slightest bit closer, hand slipping across her swollen belly, his fingers intertwining with hers.
All she could manage was but the faintest of smiles before she turned her attention back to the rest of his team planted around the long meeting table, âSo what do we do?â
Everything had been good.
At nearly ninteen weeks into her pregnancy, everything seemed to be progressing as it should. Her morning sickness had subsided significantly at the twelve week mark, like theyâd hoped. The twins were growing as they shouldâboth the size of a bell pepper; around five and half inches in length and weighing almost six ounces. Their ears were nearly developed, lungs beginning to branch out, and their genitals were fully formed.
Sebastian and her were better than ever, spending a lot of time preparing for their two new arrivalsâwhether it be house hunting, attending their first birthing classes (More so for Sebastian because he knew absolutely nothing about labor and delivery), reading various books, preparing for maternity leave, and a whole lot of shopping.
The increase in hormones made it impossible for her not to jump his bones whenever and wherever she had the chance but he didnât seem to mind, absolutely obsessed with how beautiful she looked swelling with his babies and a burning need to worship and pleasure her in any and every way possible.
Sebastian always joked and teased that if she werenât already pregnant, sheâd definitely be now with the way theyâd been going at it.
Unfortunately, those hormones didnât just bring about an increase in her sex drive. It caused mood swings that had her crying over a cat commercial one minute then wreaking havoc on whoever ate the last orea the next. He took it like a champâconsoling her when she needed it, waiting patiently for her anger to subside so that he could console her some more. When those pesky cravings for anything sweetâwhether it be ice cream, chocolate, or something with peanut butter, woke her from a deep slumber, he willingly, happily dragged his tired butt from bed to get it for her. Even if it required a not so quick trip to the twenty four hour grocery store up a few blocks.
Theo was handling things well too.
There were certain steps to take when preparing a child for the arrival of another and they were taking them in stride. They were allowing him to, essentially, take the lead. They answered his questions when heâd ask. Most of them were simple,
âWhat are babies doing in there, momma?â Or âDaddy, how they eat?â, to which they responded with, âWhat do you think theyâre doing in there, Bubs?â and âMommaâs feeding them, bud. She shares what she eats with them.â
They worked hard to include him through the transitionâletting him help pick out onesies and blankets on shopping trips, encouraging him to talk or sing to (Y/N)âs belly, and had even brought him along for a prenatal appointment so that he could hear his younger siblings' heartbeats.
The three year old had slowly begun to grasp the concept. He didnât quite understand why the babies wouldnât be able to play with him when they came home or why they would spend most of their time crying, sleeping, and feeding. But it did seem to make a little more sense when they had whipped out his own baby pictures and photos of (Y/N) while pregnant with him.
So yeah, things were going very well for them.
Up until now.
âWell,â Sebastianâs publicist, Talia, began, âWe have no choice but to break the news.â She tapped her pen on the note pad placed before her, âWe want to maintain control over the situation before the news really spreads and rumors start flying. For now, itâs just this one fan account on Instagram but this page has thousands of followers.â
(Y/N) wasn't all too sure about Talia. With the way the woman had handled Sebastianâs public relations in the past, she seemed to care more about money, power, and attention, and little less about Sebastianâs mental health or physical wellbeing.
From all the stories sheâd heard and vent sessions sheâd endured, she didnât trust her one bit and had no doubt that this woman would throw her to a pack of hungry wolves if it meant keeping Sebastianâs image intact and cleaned to perfection.
She could see the headline now; âSebastian Stanâs baby mama kept him, unknowingly, from his own child for two years.â
Oh, how the public would just eat that up.
âI donât care about that.â Sebastian groaned, tone heated and low. âThey stalked her. They followed her and our son, to and from the grocery store, just to get those fucking pictures.â He jumped from his chair, moving to pace the length of the room. âAnd now this accountâwhat they are postingâŚâ He ran his hand frustratingly through his hair, chest heaving with anger. âHow did they even get those other pictures? If close friends or family have social media, itâs locked down tight and private. Yet they somehow managed to get pictures from her momâs Facebook?â
(Y/N) didnât think sheâd ever seen him like thisâso angry, practically seething. His shoulders were straightened and tense, his fists clenched at his sides, and lips pressed into a thin line. Every word that left his lips sounded venomous and threatening. And if his body language wasnât enough of an indicator, his eyes were. The previously light irises were an entire shade darker as if they were alight and burning with pure vexation.
She couldnât decide whether it scared her, turned her on, made her proud, or all of the above.
Seeing him so protective over their familyâof her, did something to her. If she had any previous doubts of him and how he balanced his work and personal life before, it was definitely gone now. He would protect them and the life they were working on building no matter what.
âSebastian.â He froze in his spot, the sound of (Y/N)âs silvery and soft voice, inadvertently calming him. âItâs alright. We knew this would happen.â
âItâs not alright, pretty girl.â He approached her then, voice and expression much softer now. âWhat they are saying about you.â He shook his head as he slipped back into his seat. âIt's just not right.â
âWhat they say doesnât bother me.â She smiled softly, brushing her hand along his cheek and down his jaw, enjoying the way he shuddered before practically melting under her touch, âI donât need to explain myself to them. We know the real story and thatâs all that matters to me.â
He sighed, catching her hand and placing a tender kiss on the back of it. âI know but Iâm not ashamed of you. I want them to know that you arenât just some flavor of the month I accidentally knocked up or some gold digger trying to trap me.â He tucked a loose curl behind her ear, soft baby blues gazing earnestly into hers. âYouâre so much more than that and if I can do something to soften the blow or stop the speculation and bullying, I will.â
âOkay.â She whispered, leaning down to chastely peck his pouty lips âYou know more than me on how to handle this. Iâll do whatever you need me to as long as we keep my family out of it.â The smallest giggle slipped past her lips, âMy mom is really freaked out by all the friend requests and messages sheâs received.â
âWe have a plan.â Talia spoke up, drawing their attention back to matter at go hand. âBut it's ultimately up to you to decide. We want to focus on telling the truth while maintaining a good image-â
âI donât care about my image, Talia.â Sebastian interjected, rolling his eyes as he slouched back in his seat.
âWell, you should if you want to keep scoring roles and the support of fans.â She snarled before straightening up in her chair, face quickly void of any and all emotion. âSo we thought the best course of action would be to make an official Instagram post which will quickly be followed up by a few articles explaining the post in greater detailâŚâ
Truthfully, (Y/N) was lying when she said the things they were saying about her didnât hurt a little. In the pictures the two fans had managed to snap, she was wearing an oversized sweatshirt and baggy sweatpants so it was hard to decipher if she were pregnant or just overweight.
There was an entire thread trending on Twitter of people arguing over it. The ones who were on team âsheâs pregnantâ were blatantly slut-shaming herâcalling her every name in the book and claiming she was only out for his money or fame. The other; team âsheâs just fatâ, were harshly scrutinizing her appearance and questioning why Sebastian was âdating a cowâ.
Of course, there were a few offering support and sharing positive words but they seemed far and few between in comparison to all the negativity.
She could handle it though.
What she couldnât handle was how they spoke about Theo and essentially harassed her family.
They had yet to figure out that Theo was Sebastianâs son. She didnât understand how they hadnâtâseeing as the kid was the literal mini version of his father. (The universe really had said âCopy and Pasteâ with that one.) Instead they automatically assumed and decided that he was some bastardâs kid and that she was trying to pawn off on their idol. A few had even gone as far as to criticize his appearance too, which had shattered her heart, into what felt like, a million little pieces.
That was her baby they were talking about.
Her perfect little boy with the sweetest smile, bluest eyes, and biggest heart. And here they were calling him a âbastardâs sonâ and âdevilâs spawnâ.
No doubt they would feel really bad when they found out that âbastardâ or âdevilâ was Sebastian all along.
(Y/N) stole a glance at Sebastian, who sat listening intently as his team continued to discuss, bouncing various ideas off one another about what should and should not be included in the post and articles.
Sheâd tuned them out a while ago. She hadnât the slightest clue about how any of this worked and really didnât care too. Hollywood was a dirty, dark place and she had no interest in understanding or partaking in anything to do with it.
Sebastian would handle it and she trusted him like none other.
She eyed the sandwich and chips Sebastianâs assistant, Levi, had brought her. It was something sheâd been craving and it did look really good but she didnât feel all that hungry anymore. She needed to eat, she knew that, but everything weighed too heavy on her heart.
She couldnât help but feel like it was her fault. She shouldâve noticed those girls following her. Theo had felt a little under the weather that morning and was seconds away from a full blown meltdown so her focus remained solely on him. It was a quick tripâin and out, and she hadnât considered the risk of being seen.
She didnât blame the two girls, they were just curious. Yes, it wasnât at all appropriate or acceptable that they followed her around or took pictures without her knowledge, but theyâre intentions werenât malicious. She couldnât really fault them for it.
This never wouldâve happened in the first place, if not for her. Sebastian wouldnât be facing scrutiny and this unnecessary drama, if she wasnât here to stir it up in the first place. Now he was taking risks, she never wanted him to take, just to protect them. His fans were upset because of her.
This man who worked so hard to make something of himselfâstarted from scratch, worked hard, and gained the support of millionsâwould choose her and their children over everything.
She, no way in hell, deserved that.
And she feared he would resent her for it down the road.
âWhy donât we just tell the truth?â Sebastian hissed, arms crossed over his chest, glaring daggers in Taliaâs direction. âBlame who is actually at fault here. Might be good for them to take responsibility for their actions.â
âWhat is the truth, Sebastian?â Talia chuckled lowly, almost tauntingly, âWho is at fault here? Alex? She did what she had to in order to protect you. If she were still here, we never would have been here in the first place. This is exactly why we didnât want you finding out about that little mistake-â
Sebastian stood so quickly his chair fell back, the weight of it slamming into the ground echoed throughout the now eerily silent room, causing (Y/N) to jolt in her seat, startled by the sudden commotion. He smacked both hands down on the table, leaning threateningly over it so he could look Talia dead in the eye. He paused for a moment, enjoying the way her expression turned from cocky to fearful in a matter of seconds.
Sheâd fucked up, big time. And everyone including her knew it.
âDonât ever refer to (Y/N) or our son as a mistake.â His voice was low and gravely, his chest heaved, and eyes burned with pure fury and ire. âDo I make myself clear?â
âYes, sir.â She bowed her head, voice now timid and quiet.
âI shouldâve known.â He laughed, though it was humorless, shaking his head as he ran his tongue over his bottom lip. âYou and Alex were always two peas in a pod.â He straightened up, eyes scanning over her with a look of disgust on his face. âI shouldâve known you were in on it too.â
âPlea-â
âYouâre fired.â He spat, interrupting any and all attempts at pleading for forgiveness. âNicki, youâve been promoted to head publicist and I trust youâll find someone to replace you. As for the rest,â He paused, dark eyes trailing over each and every face in the room as if he were assessing them, âI will personally decide what I do with the official post and email all of you an outline of what I want written in the articles.â
A chorus of âYes, sirâ and nods sounded throughout the room as Talia gathered her belongings and scurried teary eyed from the room.
âIâm sorry you all had to witness that. Now,â He shook his head, âIf youâll excuse us, we have places to be.â
(Y/N) quickly slipped her sandwich and chips into her bag before rising from her seat. She was in somewhat of a state of shock as he guided her from the room, the door slamming behind them.
âBaby,â Sebastian whispered, dragging her into the first room he came across which just so happened to be a private bathroom. After locking the door, he pulled her towards him and cupped her face in his hands, brushing his thumb soothingly along her cheek, âIâm so sorry you had to see that and that Talia spoke like that-â
She cut him off, gripping the lapels of his jacket before slamming her lips against his. It caught him off guard for a few seconds but moments later he was kissing her back with just as much desperation, large hands sliding from her face to grasp her waist and pull her closer.
She drew back, eye lidded and chest heaving, âYou are so fucking sexy when your mad.â She bit her lip, hands wandering along his chest, feeling and exploring the toned muscle beneath her fingertips, âEspecially when itâs to protect me and our family.â
âYeah?â He smirked smugly, running his tongue along his bottom lip as his own hands trailed her curves and along the expanse of her swollen belly. He was obsessed with these curves and her little baby bump. He couldnât possibly keep his hands to himself when they were all his to hold and explore.
âYeah.â She whispered, glancing up at him through long lashes before rising up on her toes to kiss softly along his jaw, âGod, never seen you like that. It turned me on so much.â She mumbled against his skin, nipping playfully at his sweet spot. âIâm soaked.â
He growled lowly, the sound reverberating through his chest and causing her to shudder in his tight hold. âEverything I do-â He gasped softly when her hand slipped down to cup his rapidly hardening length through his jeans, â-Turns you on lately.â
âI canât help it.â She mumbled, a little pout on her plump lips. âYouâre just so hot and God, these hormones drive me wild.â Before he had time to register, she was already sinking to her knees, face level with his prominent bulge. She licked her lips as she undid his belt. âLet me show you how much that meant to me.â
âFuck, (Y/N).â He groaned, head lolling back as she dragged his jeans and briefs down, releasing his fully hard and leaking cock. âYouâre going to be the death of me, prinĹŁesÄ.â
She hummed softly, shuddering at the filthy moan that spilled from his lips when she wasted no time gripping his base, pumping him slowly and lapping lightly at the precum that had gathered at his tip.
âGod, baby.â She gazed up at him through her lashes. Her big, (Y/E/C) hues the epitome of innocence despite the large cock pressing between her lips. âYou lookâŚso fucking good wrapped around my cock like that.â His hand found the back of her head, gathering her locks into a makeshift pony as she sucked him further into her mouth.
One hand remained gripping his base, delicate fingers wrapped tightly around his thick girth, continuing to lazily stroke what she couldnât quite fit in her mouth, while the other slipped up to fondle with his balls hanging heavy between his thighs.
The strangled moan that tore through his chest when she hollowed her cheeks, sucking him deeper until the fat head of his cock bumped the back of her throat and caused her to gag slightly around him, leaving her core aching and panties completely soaked.
âFuck me.â He grit out, head tossed back and chest heaving as he struggled to catch his breath. âIâm not gonna last if you keep doing that.â He moaned wantonly, hand cupping the back of her head, guiding her down further on his cock. âFeels too good.â
She gagged slightly, eyes watering and saliva beginning to spill from the sides of her mouth as he thrust himself gently into her mouth. Each thrust going deeper than the last as he lost himself in the feeling.
âWhat a good fucking girl.â He groaned, eyes squeezed shut, struggling to remain his composure. âTake me so well. You were fucking made for me, I swear to God.â
She keened at the praise, doubling down on her effect, sucking harder with each desperate thrust of his hips into her hot, wet mouth.
His control was waning, she could tell by the way his grip tightened on the back of her head, fingers tangling unyieldingly in her hair, babbled praises and encouragements spilling feebly from his bitten lips, and his chest heaving as he struggled to catch his breath, and thighs trembling beneath her fingertips.
He was close.
âFuck, fuck.â He whimpered brokenly, hips continuing to flex forward, cock sliding perfectly along her tongue and cheeks, âIâm gonna cum. You-you gotta stop before I cum.â
She pulled back with a pop, a line of spit falling from her lips to his tip, as her hand remained pumping his length, âWant you to cum in my mouth. Need it.â His cock twitched in her hold, the sight of her on her knees, pupils blown, and lips swollen, alone was nearly enough to do him in. âFuck my face, Sebastian.â
He let out a strangled groan, not wasting another second as he guided her back down on his cock, thrusting himself sloppily into her throat.
âFucking hell, baby.â He grit out, biting down hard on his lips to suppress the moan that threatened to spill loudly and proudly from his lips. âThe mouth on you. God, feels so good. You like that, huh? Like when I fuck your face?â
She moaned around him, the vibrations causing shivers to dance up his spine, as she took each deliberate, deep thrust like a champ.
(Y/N) braced herself, breathing heavily through her nose when the fat head of his cock met the back of her throat repeatedly. Her nails dug into his thighs, struggling to steady herself against each brutal thrust. Teary gaze trained solely on him, not wanting to miss the way he looked when he finally came down her throat.
A few more pumps of his hips and he let out one last filthy moan before pressing fully into her mouth and released his hot seed down the back of her throat. He held her there, cock sheathed deeply as he gave a few shallow thrusts to work himself through it.
He shuddered when she released him, quickly swallowing his spend before proudly presenting him her baron tongue.
âFuck, pretty girl.â He chuckled delightfully, cupping her jaw and brushing his thumb along her swollen lips. âYou did so well. I love you so fucking much.â
âMmm, I love you more.â He helped her to her feet, quickly tucking himself back in pants before wrapping her up in his arms and drawing her in for the softest kiss.
âThank you.â She whispered against his lips, fingers tangling in the hair at the nape of his neck as she melted further into his embrace.
âI should be thanking you.â He chuckled, tucking a loose strand of hair behind her ear. âBut anything for you, pretty girl. Anything.â
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âIs this necessary?â (Y/N) giggled as Sebastian unbuckled her seat belt before guiding her from the car.
âDonât ya trust me, sweetheart?â He teased, laughing feebly when she took a few timid steps forward, head turning every which direction as if it would help her see through the blindfold heâd slipped over her eyes.
âOf course I do.â She replied with a small pout. âI just donât like not knowing stuff or⌠not seeing.â She huffed, hands sliding up his arm to grip his bicep. âCan I have a hint at least?â
âBaby, patients.â He shook his head, biting down on his lip to suppress a chuckle. He couldnât help himself, truly. She looked like an absolute goof hanging off his arm, shuffling unceremoniously forward with one arm outstretched as if he were about to guide her into a wall.
Like he would ever do that.
Sebastain waved to a man sitting behind a desk, earning a single nod before guiding (Y/N) to the elevator.
âIs this-â Her hand ran along the cool metal, âIs this an elevator?â A huge smile split across her pink lips, âOh my god. Sebastian, are you finally taking me to the top of the Empire State Building?â
âNo.â He laughed, shaking his head to himself, âNot this time. Sorry, pretty girl.â
The elevator doors opened and he led her in, relieved that they would be left alone for the ride up. He was a little nervous. Her surprise was something they had discussed and he hoped she wouldnât be mad that heâd gone and made a decision without her.
âThis seems like a long ride.â She spoke up, leaning her head against his bicep. âAre you sure itâs not the Empire State?â
âBaby,â He laughed, placing a kiss on the top of her head. âItâs not the Empire State.â
Before she could respond the elevator came to a halt and the doors slid open. He led her down a hall and around a corner.
âAlright. Are you ready?â He asked, excitement stirring in his chest as he fished a key out of his front pocket. When she gave an eager nod, he unlocked the door and swung it open before slipping the blindfold off her eyes.
(Y/N) blinked a few times, eyes struggling to adjust to the light. She ran one hand along the trim, the other cupped her belly as she stepped through the threshold. âWhatâwhat is this?â
âWell,â Sebastian bit his lip, hands stuffed in his pocket as he rocked nervously on his heels, âItâs our new home.â
She didnât say anything, walking further into the large apartment. Eyes alight and lips parted as she scanned the space. âYouâyou rented this for us?â
âBought it actually.â He mumbled, scratching the scruff along his jaw. âIâm sorry I didnât talk to you first I just wanted to surprise-â
âNo.â She whispered, rushing towards him and taking his face between her hands. âDonât be sorry. Oh my god, you have nothing to be sorry for.â Her eyes filled with tears, bottom lip trembling as she gazed up at him, âI canât believe you did this all for me. I donât deserve you.â
âHey, hey,â He cooed, lifting her hands from his face so he could pull her into his chest, âYes, you do. You deserve everything. And if I could give you the world I would.â He brushed away the tears that managed to spill down her cheeks before cupping her jaw and planting a soft kiss on her lips. âI love you. I told you Iâd take care of youâtake care of our family.â
âI donât want you to think I just want you for your money.â She choked out, burying her face in his chest. They were pressed so tightly together, he could feel her swollen belly pushing against his lower abdomen. âI wouldnât be able to afford something like this without you⌠I can pay half or the electric and water-â
âPretty girl.â He interrupted, a soft smile creeping across his face, âI make a lot of money and Iâm happy to spend it on this. Anything to provide nothing but the best for our family.â His large hand found her bump, creeping up under her shirt to brush tenderly across her warm skin. âWeâre in this together now. Everything I own is yoursâmy home, my money, my body, my heart. All yours.â
âI love you.â She cried quietly, âI love you so much. Thank you for everything. I donât know how Iâll ever repay you.â
âI donât want anything, dragul meu.â He whispered, tilting her chin up until she met his gaze, âJust you.â
He leaned down, nose brushing along her cheek and nudging gently against her own. She whined softly, growing impatient with his teasing. Her hand grasped the back of his head, pressing her lips to his in a desperate, fiery kiss.
Sebastian dutifully followed her on her exploration of the apartment. Enjoying the way she gasped in awe at each and every room.
The kitchen was absolutely gorgeousâwith marble counters and an abundance of space. She could picture herself now, cooking and preparing meals as Theo colored at the island. The living room was large and spacious with big windows and the perfect view of the city. Down a hallway she found a partial bathroom, a decent sized laundry room, and a home office.
She was absolutely floored when she came across stairs leading to a second floor. Giggling excitedly as she practically bounced all the way up them. There she found three good sized bedrooms and two full bathrooms. The last door opened to reveal a large master bedroom with huge, stunning windows, good sized closets, and a big, marble bathroom with glass showers and claw foot tub.
âThis is amazing.â She exclaimed, running her hand along the tub. âI canât believe this is really ours.â She turned to face him, expression eager and her smile big, âWhen can we move in?â
âIâm guessing you like it?â He chuckled softly, lifting himself from where he leaned against the doorframe, hands reaching out to grasp her waist when he was close enough. âThe painters are coming tomorrowâwhich reminds me, I need to let them know what colors you would like in each room so we can stop and look at samples before dinner. Should be ready for us to move in by Tuesday. I already hired movers for that day.â He continued, âI want to make sure weâre all settled and the nursery is prepared before I leave to film again.â
âWow, youâve got it all figured out.â She stood on her toes, pecking his lips quickly, âAnd for your information, I donât just like it, I love it.â She smiled, wrapping her arms around his neck, âItâs absolutely perfect. You did good, babe.â
He smiled bashfully, a blush coating the apples of his cheeks, âThanks.â
(Y/N) captured his lips in one more tender kiss, pouring everything she couldnât verbally convey into it. She would never be able to thank him enough or repay him for everything heâd done or the sacrifices heâd made, but she sure as hell could I try.
Actions spoke louder than words.
And if loving him and giving him her all, made up for even a portion of it, she would do it.
Because loving him came easier than breathing these days.
âNow,â She drew back, eyes closed as her forehead rested against his, âCan we get a snack? Iâm fucking starving.â
The sound of his laugh echoing throughout the empty space made her insides warm and the barren apartment feel a little bit more like home.
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Tag list: @shellbilee @white-wolf-buckaroo @runawayolives @missusbarnes-rogers-laufeyson
Just One NightâMasterlist Part Two
PairingsâSebastian Stan x F!Reader
Summary
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One tha
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One that would completely change your life. Three years later, Sebastian shows up at your doorstep to find that you both made more than just good memories that night.
Warnings
Dad!Seb, overload of fluff, lil angst, Theo turns three!!! Mentions of pregnancy.
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March 14, 2021
âDaddy.â
Sebastianâs eyes fluttered open to meet a pair of big blue eyes, peaking just over the top of the mattress.
âHi, daddy.â Theo whispered, wearing a big toothy grin as he pressed his face to his fatherâsânose to nose and forehead to forehead. âMornin.â
âGood morning, bubs.â Sebastian lifted himself from his stomach, stealing a glance at the form beside him, relieved to still find (Y/N) still snoozing on. âHappy birthday.â He smiled, slipping as quietly and carefully from beneath the sheets.
âThank you for not waking momma, Theo.â He mumbled, scooping the boy up in his arms as he made his way out the bedroom, stealing one last look at his sleeping beauty before closing the door gently behind them. âSheâs very tired.â
âI three now.â The toddler nodded, eyes wide and expression serious as he held up three fingers, âI big now.â
âYou are.â Sebastian cooed, kissing each of his chubby cheeks, followed by his little button nose. âAre you so excited for your party today?â He asked, playfully wiggling his brows, âGrandma, grandpa, and Bunica will all be there.â
âYay yay.â He beamed, bouncing excitedly in his fatherâs hold. âEat cake?â
âYeah, bubs, thereâll be cake.â He assured with a smile. Pausing at the bathroom door, he placed the tot back on his little feet, âLetâs try to go potty and then Iâll make you a big birthday breakfast.â
After helping Theo up onto the toilet, he scurried to the laundry room where he knew his favorite sweats were washed and folded nearly on the dryer. Slipping them quickly on before returning to monitor the toddler, only to find him already washing his hands on his little step stool at the sink.
He really was a big boy.
Sebastian wasnât sure he liked it all that much.
He couldnât help but want him to stay little forever. Even in the little time heâd known himâbeen in his life, heâd seemed to grow with each and every minute that passed. But it was the natural way of life, heâd slowly grown to accept that, even more so now that they had two more on the way.
And Sebastian hadnât a single doubt that Theo would make a great big brother. He was very attentive and aware despite his age.
Sometimes a little too much.
Most recently heâd picked up on the fact his momma wasnât feeling good. And oh, that just wouldnât do for Theo.
They tried to explain things in latent terms so heâd better understand.
He knew there were two babies in his mommy's belly. How did they get there? He hadn't the slightest clue. That it would soon start to grow and eventually get pretty big. Then the babies would come to live with them and heâd be a big brother. It was a very big role to uphold but heâd do it.
Heâd be the best big brother anyone could ever have.
It was minor really, the changes Sebastian had picked up on in the past few weeks. It started with subtle clinginess. Sebastian couldnât count the number of times he would wake in the middle of the night to Theo sliding, not so sneakily, into their bed before snuggling himself up against (Y/N)âs front. He didnât say a word, just placed a little kiss on her forehead and sometimes her abdomenâa habit he no doubt picked up from his father, before curling into her and falling right back to sleep.
Then it was the way heâd begun to track her movements. His bright eyes seemed to follow her wherever she went. If she moved into another room, out of his line of sight, he moved too. Heâd simply carry whatever toy heâd previously been playing with along or abandon it all together, in favor of something else. As long as he remained in vicinity of her, he was content.
Next it was âYou okay, momma?â, âMomma need help?â, âMomma, happy?â, âBabies okay?â. The man swore he heard him ask all three at least once every hour or two.
(Y/N) was completely oblivious but Sebastian noticed. It was an innocent kind of concern. But it warmed the manâs entire body, right down to the bone. Although he might be a little biased, he swore he had, hands down, the best kid in the world. Theo might be his literal clone but all those good, caring, selfless traits, those were all (Y/N).
Sebastian lifted Theo up and onto the counter, still dressed in his little Dino pjs pants (heâd insisted adamantly that he take his shirt off too, when heâd seen dad had gone without his).
âThe birthday boy wants chocolate chip waffles, right?â
âMhmm.â Theo nodded, a radiant smile spread across his face. âHelp too, please.â
âOf course, bud. Thank you!â He shot him a smirk and a little wink as he moved to gather the necessary ingredients and supplies, âDaddy could use all the help he can get.â
And thatâs how (Y/N) found them when she finally woke and dragged her tired body out of bed, in search of her two favorite boys. Theoâs back pressed to Sebastianâs chest as they worked together to stir the batter in a big mixing bowl.
âIsnât this quite the sight?â She spoke up, a smile tugging at the corner of her lips as she leaned against the door frame. âMy two favorite boys making breakfastâŚand shirtless. I must be dreaming.â
âMomma!â Theo squeaked, making grabby hands at her. Previous objective flying out the window and forgotten at the mere sight of her.
âHappy birthday, Theodore James.â She didnât waste another second, swooping him up into her arms and showering his face with big, sloppy kisses. âI canât believe my baby is three now, momma doesnât want you to grow up.â
âMomma!â Theo giggled and screeched, attempting to wiggle out of her grasp and away from her attack of kisses. âDaddy, help!â
Sebastian jumped in at his son request, snatching him from (Y/N)âa arms only to turn on him, much to the tots dismay, by bringing his tummy to his mouth to playfully nip at. Theo struggled in his grasp, little hands trying desperately to push his fatherâs head away.
When the three years old laughter turned to heaving gasps, Sebastian ceased his attack, gently placing the him back on two little feet. He watched with a small smirk as the tot made a mad dash to the pup lounging lazily on the couch.
âGood morning, my love.â (Y/N) greeted, now standing before him, her hands wandering up his bare chest.
She looked effortlessly radiant, basking in the morning light that streamed in through the opened windows. Her (Y/H/C) locks were wild, eyes still glossy and swollen from a good night's rest. The soft smile she wore caused his heart to flip in his chest and knees to weaken beneath him. It showcased perfectly just how content and happy she was to be here with themâwith him.
âGood morning, pretty girl.â He leant down to capture her lips in a desperate kiss, one large hand creeping to rest on her abdomen while the other wrapped securely around her back.
The kiss mustâve worked in his favor because by the end of it she was putty in his handsâall grasping hands, hooded eyes, heaving chest, and swollen lips.
He wasnât playing fair and he knew it.
Her hormones were all whacked out and on overdrive these days. They were only going to get worse from here on out. And heâd be lying if he said he wasnât looking forward to it.
âHow did you sleep, hmm?â He whispered, nose bumping lovingly against hers as his hand brushed tenderly against her tummy. âYou look fucking gorgeous.â He groaned, tossing his back. âAs always.â
âThank you.â A blush spread across the apples of her cheeks, lip trapped between teeth as she glanced up at him through thick lashes. âI slept like a rock.â She chuckled softly, âI guess I have you to thank for that, practically fucked me right to sleep.â
âJust doing my job, sweetheart.â He shot her wicked grin before lowering himself to his knees, face level with her abdomen. Her hands flew instinctively to the back of his head, fingers combing soothingly through his thick locks as he lifted her tank.
Sebastianâs large hands exploded the smooth expansion of skin, whispering soft âgood morningsâ and sweet nothings to their unborn children.
It astonished him that this is where they lay, both the mere size of strawberries, resting comfortably, nestled within (Y/N)âs womb. He still hasnât wrapped his head around the idea completely. How strong and selfless she was to be giving up her body to nurture and grow the two new lifeâs they created together out of pure, unconditional love.
God, he couldnât remember ever feeling like this. To be so in love and completely enraptured by someone that his chest physically aches at the mere thought of living a life without them. He didnât even want to think about where heâd be if he hadnât met her nearly four years ago.
The feelings he had for her made all his past flings and relationships look insignificant and childish. Heâd never committed himself to someone in the way he was now. His heart was hers. His mind was hers. His body was hers. It didnât even matter if a few years down the road, she woke one morning and decided she longer wanted him, at least heâd had her.
Because even a minute with her is better than no time at all.
The realization shouldâve scared him, it most definitely wouldâve in the past, but he was too far gone now. It was like free falling from a fucking plane and all he could was hold on tight and hope sheâd catch him before he slammed head first into rock bottom. Saving him for his ultimate demise. Because losing herâlosing them, would be worse than death in his mind.
Sebastian gazed up at her, admiring the way her eyes fluttered closed as his lips skimmed softly across her belly, her fingers tugging gently on the hair at the nape of his neck. She looked like a goddess above him, just waiting to be worshiped.
Well, she was a goddess in his eyes. And he planned on spending the rest of his lifeâas long as sheâd let himâdoing just that.
âWait.â He whispered, large hands palming and touching along her lower abdomen.
âHuh?â She mumbled, still a little dazed and lost under his tender touches.
âI think,â He tugged her shorts lower on her waist, eyes trained on her exposed skin as he ran his hand from just below her breast to the top of her mound.
âBaby!â He glanced up at her, a brilliant smile on his face and a twinkle in his eye, âYou got a little bump.â
âWhat?â She asked, eyes wide, âNo. It doesnât just grow overnight.â
âNo, babe, I'm serious.â He cupped her lower abdomen, âIt swells just a little right here.â
âI bet Iâm just a little bloatedâŚâ She was moving out of his hold before he had time to protest, waltzing right out of the kitchen and in the direction of her bedroom. He followed, a smile plastered permanently across his sharp features.
Sebastian knew her body like the back of his hand. He noticed, almost immediately, the widening of her hips, the swelling of her breast in the past two weeks alone. He was right about this.
She perched herself in front of her full length body mirror, lifting her shirt before turning to the side.
He plopped down on the edge of the bed, watching as she studied her changing body. Her brows were furrowed and lips pursed as she shifted to examine it at every which angle, running her own dainty hand along her slightly swollen stomach.
âWhat the fuck?â She giggled, shooting a confused glance over her shoulder, âWhere did this come from?â
âLook at you, pretty girl.â He laughed delightfully, shaking his head softly, âYou're starting to show!â
When she was within arms reach, he tugged her to stand between his legs, eager hands wandering her tummy. âGod, youâre an angel. So fucking sexy.â The smile he wore made her heart flip in her chest, knees feeling a little like jelly, âI canât wait to see you get all round and swollen. I'm not gonna be able to keep my hands to myself.â
âYouâre incorrigible.â She chuckled, playfully rolling her eyes.
âOnly for you, baby.â One hand lifted to cup her cheek, dragging her lips down to meet his, in a fiery kiss. âOnly for you.â
âââââ
(Y/N) scurried around Theoâs room, trying to find the shirt sheâd bought last week, specially for this occasion. She could hear Sebastian greeting her parents and Georgeta, attempting to buy her some time.
âHere we go.â She grinned, yanking the t-shirt from the drawer it has been unceremoniously stuffed into. Theyâd been working on teaching Theo to clean up after himself, so it was most likely him that had moved it from where it was once folded neatly on the dresser. âCome here, bubs. Letâs put your new shirt on to surprise Grandma and Grandpa.â
It took a little more effort to slip the shirt on, the toddler practically wiggling with excitement over his special day and his new shirt.
âWhat it say, Momma?â He asked, as she combed her fingers through his hair.
âIt says âBig Broâ.â She smiled, leaning forward to kiss his cute little forehead. âRemember the plan?â Theo nodded furiously. âDonât say anything. Just let grandma and grandpa read your shirt, okay?â
âWhereâs the birthday boy?â
âRight here.â (Y/N) called, taking Theoâs hand in hers and guiding him out of his room.
Upon laying eyes on his grandparents, Theo dropped her hand, running full force into their embrace. (Y/N) settled at Sebastianâs side, watching with a huge smile as they showered him with kisses and cooed over how big he was getting.
The man beside her wrapped an arm around her waist, large hand resting instinctively over her abdomen. She shot him a knowing glance, lip caught nervously between her teeth.
She had no idea how they would react. They loved Sebastian, truly, but they hadnât officially been together all that long. She worried that they might think that itâs too soonâthat they were moving too fast. She didnât want their opinion on him to change because heâd gone and knocked her up again.
They were both at fault, theyâd both been a little reckless in deciding to forgo any protection. She hoped theyâd understand that.
Georgeta knew. They had broken the news when sheâd brought Theo up to visit at the hospital the following day. The Romanian woman had been absolutely floored over the announcement of two more grandchildren. Sheâd burst into tears when the words spilled rapidly from Sebastianâs lips, muttering excitedly in Romanian as she embraced them both in bone crushing hugs and repeatedly kissed their cheeks.
âWait, (Y/F/N),â (Y/M/N) asked, poking at the toddlerâs belly. âWhatâs his shirt say?â
(Y/N) perked up, butterflies fluttering about her navel and heart rate speeding up in her chest. Sebastian mustâve sensed her nervousness because he gave her hip a little squeeze, arm tightening around her waist as he leaned down to kiss her hair.
(Y/F/N) adjusted Theo in his arms, allowing them a better view of his little green t-shirt. âBig⌠Big Bro?â He read, eyebrows furrowed as his eyes scanned over the words.
âOh my God.â (Y/M/N) gasped, hand flying to her mouth.
âSurprise?â (Y/N) smiled bashfully, lazily shrugging her shoulders when her motherâs eyes landed on her.
âYouâre pregnant?â She asked, tears welling up in her eyes.
(Y/N) nodded, a smile growing as her mother rushed to embrace her and Sebastian, weeping and chatting animatedly over how happy and excited she was. Her father was soon to join them, pulling (Y/N) into a hug and kissing her forehead softly as he expressed how happy he was for her and how proud she made him. He drew Sebastian in for one too, thanking him for taking care of his baby girl and for making her so happy.
They were both beyond relieved by their approval and support. Especially Sebastain, who had been a nervous wreck for the past few days. (Y/F/N) was an intimidating man, he hated the idea of being on that manâs bad side.
âOh,â (Y/N) spoke up, sharing a small smirk with the man beside her, âWe forgot to mention one other thingâŚâ
âWeâre having twins.â Sebastain finished proudly, sending her parents back into a flurry of excitement and questions.
Eventually, everyone had settled down. Attention shifting back to the matter at hand⌠the birthday boy.
Theo requested his birthday dinner be him and his fatherâs favorite pizza shop a few blocks over from their apartment. Instead of dining in and risking being spotted or approached by fans, Sebastain and (Y/F/N) went to pick it up for takeout.
While they were out, the three women entertained Theo with various party games and crafts (Y/N) had planned out just for this occasion.
Unfortunately, they didnât know any of the children in the area and he didnât have his friends from daycare like he had back in Michigan, so they did their absolute best to make up for the lack of party guests and friends the tot could play with. Theo didnât seem to mind, perfectly content to be with the people that loved him the most on his special day.
The pizza arrived not too long after and they sat at the table, taking turns sharing their favorite stories of the three year old over the years. Something the birthday boy clearly loved, listening intently and curiously as each person told their tale.
Theoâs favorite seemed to be the one his grandfather recalled about the very first time heâd changed his diaper.
It was (Y/F/N) watching Theo, while (Y/N) and her mother ran some errands and went to a postpartum appointment. At just two weeks old, (Y/F/N) had felt a little overwhelmed with the responsibility, having not cared for a baby in quite some time. When the babe had grown fussy and was in need of a change, all previous knowledge of changing a diaper, seemed to fly right out the window. As soon as heâd drawn back the front, the newborn started peeing. In the end, both women had returned home to find his diaper strapped on backwards and (Y/F/N) still drenched in urine as they both slept soundly on the couchâTheo snuggled peacefully in the crook of his arm.
By the end of the story, the older man had the entire roomâespecially Theoâdoubled over laughing. And later on in the evening, the toddler would ask him numerous times to tell it again.
When their bellies were full and the leftover pizza was packed neatly away in Tupperware containers, they moved to the living room so Theo could open his gifts.
This time heâd sought out his bunicaâs help with opening his gifts, which brought immense pleasure to the older woman. Taking on the responsibility as if it were one of her greatest honors.
As per usual, the ever spoiled child he was, received an abundance of gifts. Anything and everything from a new bike and matching helmet, to dozens of books, to, what (Y/N) swore, was an entire new wardrobe, and lots and lots of new hot wheels and trucks. The three year old was absolutely elevated and fascinated with each and every item he unwrapped, excitedly running to show his momma and daddy with each and every present.
âWhere the hell are we going to keep all this stuff?â Sheâd whispered to Sebastian when they were only halfway through the gifts.
âTold ya, pretty girl.â Heâd responded with a wicked grin and sly wink, âGotta find a new place.â
When it was time to open his gift from Katie and Carson that had arrived in the mail a few weeks prior, (Y/N) had whipped out her phone for a quick FaceTime. Her sister noticed Theoâs shirt immediately, spending the first two minute of their phone call screeching and jumping around her house.
âDude! Carson!!!!â Katie had yelled, the sound of footsteps thudding across the ground could be heard through the call before (Y/N)âs brother-in-law had appeared on the screen. âGuess what? Weâre going to be an aunt and uncle again!!! To twins!! Fricken twins!â
âNo way.â He had mumbled, eyes scrunching to read his nephew's shirt on the screen. âNo freaking way! What?? When did this happen? Sebastian, my man, look at you go! Shooting one shot, only to score two!! Thatâs impressive.â
Heâd definitely earned a whack upside the head from his wife for that one and had caused the man in question to nearly fall out of his chair from laughing so hard.
âAlright, alright,â Katie had piped up, expression serious and focused, âLet me see my favorite dude open his presents.â
Of course, theyâd sent him his own little custom-made fire suit, face mask and fire boots included. That definitely had been his favorite gift, much to his aunt's delight.
They stayed on the call as they gathered around the kitchen island, Theo sat directly in front of his chocolate ice cream cakeâper his request, with a big â3â candle lit dead smack in the middle.
Sebastian had whipped out his phone to take a million pictures and a video of him blowing out his candle. The smile Theo wore was worth everything, especially when heâd blushed bright red when theyâd sung him happy birthday.
(Y/N) wanted to make sure that this day was special for him. It was his very last birthday as an only child and soon enough heâd have to learn to share attention with not only one, but two younger siblings. The change was going to be a hard one, it was something that everyone struggled with when adding another member to their family.
She desperately wantedâneeded him to know that no matter what, he would always be her baby. For a long time it had always been just the two of them and in the time span of a year, they would gain three new members. And it didnât make her love him any less.
He was her entire world. Always would be.
(Y/N) tucked him in that night, all tuckered out and coming down from a sugar high and the overall excitement of the day. Sheâd taken her sweet time reading him three books. Heâd fallen asleep halfway through the second one, soothed by her fingers brushing softly through his tousled hair but sheâd stayed and finished the third anyways.
Even after he was tucked into his new big boy bed that his dad had set up for him a few days prior, sheâd plopped herself on the edge, tracing her fingers along his forehead, down the slope of his nose, and across his smooth cheeks.
She couldnât believe how fast he was growing up. It felt like just yesterday she was bringing him home from the hospital, all swaddled and tucked snuggly in his baby carrier with his little blue hat.
How perfect he was with his chubby cheeks, button nose, pouty lips, and long eyelashes. He was perfect now too. All grown up, growing to look more and more like his father with each day they passed.
But she couldnât help but miss the days when all he wanted was to be held tightly to her chest, rocking him in the rocking chair as she hummed soft lullabies to console him.
Back to when he needed her more.
âYou okay?â
She glanced over her shoulder to find Sebastian leaning against the door frame with his arms crossed over his chest.
âYeah.â She replied softly, âJust canât get over how big heâs getting, I guess.â
âItâs the way of life.â He sighed, strolling further into the room until he stood behind her, hands resting steadily on her shoulders. He leaned down to kiss her head, his fingers already working to relieve any built up tension in the muscle beneath her skin.
âI know.â She sighed, relaxing underneath his touch, body going lax against his. âI donât like it.â
âI know.â He chuckled, softly, gathering her hair to one side so that he could press soft, open mouthed kisses along her neck and shoulder. âWe just have to cherish each and every moment with him. You did so good with him, sweet girl.â He whispered against her skin, arms tightening around her midsection. âYouâve made his life the best you could in these three years and you still have many, many more to make it even better. Heâll never stop loving you or needing you, you're his mom. A man will always need his mom. Take it from one with personal experience.â
âYouâre right.â She laughed quietly, âThank you.â She turned around in his embrace, burying her face in his chest and inhaling his comforting scent. âI love youâ
âAnd I love you more. Now,â He whispered, his finger lifting her chin before he bowed down to capture her lips with his own. âLetâs let him rest, dragul meu. He had a very busy day.â
âOkay.â She allowed him to take her hand, guiding her from the room. With one last glance at her sleeping boy, she flicked the night light on and reluctantly closed the door tightly behind them.
Sebastian gave her a reassuring smile and a quick peck on the forehead before rejoining their lively parents in the living room to finish the uno game theyâd started.
Tag list: @shellbilee @white-wolf-buckaroo @runawayolives @missusbarnes-rogers-laufeyson
Just One NightâMasterlist Part Two
PairingsâSebastian Stan x F!Reader
Summary
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One tha
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One that would completely change your life. Three years later, Sebastian shows up at your doorstep to find that you both made more than just good memories that night.
Warnings
Angst, discussion of pregnancy, medical terminology?? Fluff!! Dad!Seb
Notes!!
A bit of a short chapter because the next chapter I want to be focused mainly on Theo. Youâll see why soon enough. ALSO forgive me if I messed anything up with first prenatal appointments. Google was my friend but we all know it isnât always 100% correct so bare with me.
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March 12, 2021
Sebastian stole a glance at (Y/N) sitting in the passenger's seat beside him. She was looking out the window, seemingly lost in her own thoughts.
She looked better than she had when heâd returned two weeks ago. Her skin had regained its natural flush and she looked much more well rested.
The throwing up and dizziness hadnât stopped, not in the slightest, but the doctor had recommended a vitamin B-6 supplement, ginger, and over-the-counter prescription of something called doxylamine. He also suggested certain foods with high protein, low in fat, and to avoid greasy, spicy, fatty foods all together. Sheâd mostly been eating bananas, rice, applesauce, and toast, much to her dismay, apparently bland foods were said to help.
But the real kicker had been ginger lollipops. He swore she was sucking on one of those more often than not. The hospital had offered her a few to try and as soon as sheâd expressed how much she liked them and that they seemed to significantly help, heâd immediately went and ordered them in bulk. Not only were they completely stocked up at home but Sebastian started carrying a few on him at all times. When sheâd lovingly teased him about it, heâd always blush tenfold and mumble that he just couldnât stand seeing her feeling bad and wanted to be prepared.
During her pregnancy with Theo, she had suffered from Hyperemesis Gravidarum. It was somewhat expected that the case would be the same with this pregnancy. For now they were taking it day by day. If her symptoms continued past the twelve week mark, then theyâd have to reconsider and change a few things, for now things seemed to be progressing as they should. But they were prepared, and Sebastian would make sure the doctor was too.
His hand slipped over the console and into her lap to intertwine his fingers with hers, giving it a little reassuring squeeze. The gesture caused her attention to shift onto him and she shot him a small smile.
She was nervous, he could tell.
They were on their way to visit a very, highly recommended OBGYN, Dr. Renae Knapp. She was said to be the best of the best, and obviously Sebastian wouldnât settle for anything less for his girl and their unborn child.
It was their very first appointment and surprisingly, he wasnât even the slightest bit nervous.
In fact, the past two weeks heâd been bursting with nothing but excitement and happiness. The idea of being a father used to freak him outâhaving someone that relied completely on him to cherish, love, and care for seemed a little daunting. But ever since Theo and (Y/N) walked into his life, it was almost like a switch flipped somewhere deep in his mind.
And yeah, he may not have been around when Theo was born and he never really had the chance to learn to care for or how to best handle a newborn, but he would figure it out, he was confident of that. Especially with her on his side.
As for how (Y/N) was feeling about things, sheâd been more on the hesitant, quiet side. He knew it was more out of apprehension than over the idea of having another baby with him.
She was a natural worry wart. Overthinking tended to be her downfall.
Fortunately, sheâd slowly but surely begun to voice her concerns to him and he was quick to reassure her. Most of them revolved around himâthat sheâd burdened him or made him feel trapped, fear heâd leave them when it became all too much because babies werenât easy, how it might negatively affect their relationship or get in the way of his career.
Heâd be lying if he said her doubts didnât hurt him, but he knew it wasnât out of question of him or his character but simply her anxiety and insecurities running rampant. She was never one for change and having a baby was a big one.
She just needed time to adjust.
With each passing day, she seemed to not only accept that this was real and it was happening, but had begun to show signs of excitement in subtle ways. Whether it be mentions in passing of changing the guest room into a nursery or the time heâd caught her scrounging the web in search of cribs and the safest baby carriers or when sheâd asked him to retrieve two tubs from the storage room labeled âmaternity wearâ and âbaby clothesâ.
There was still a lot to discuss and figure out but they had time.
Sebastianâs main concern right now was making sure (Y/N) and their baby were both healthy and keeping it out of the press until they had time to inform her family and his team formulated a plan how to break the news to the public while still maintaining and protecting their privacy.
He parked the car, pulling the keys out of the ignition before he turned to look at her. âYou ready?â
A big grin tugged at the corner of his lips and she really couldnât help but mirror it. His excitement was really starting to rub off on her. âYeah.â She took a deep breath, rolling her shoulder to relieve the tension that had begun to build, âYeah, Iâm ready if you are.â
âOh.â He chuckled, âIâm more than ready, prinĹŁesÄ.â
He leaned over the counsel, cupping her cheek in warm hand before pressing a tender kiss to her lips.
Hand in hand, they entered the clinic through a back entrance and were led straight to a private examination room by a friendly nurse in bright purple scrubs. Sebastian jumped in to fill out the necessary forms and paperwork when he noticed how her hands shook, allowing her to change into a gown.
When she laid back on the table, he slid his chair right up beside her, taking her trembling hand in his as he finished reading a few questions to her that he didnât quite know the answer to.
It wasnât too long they sat, Sebastian rubbing his thumbs over the back of her hands, kissing her fingers, and mumbling sweetly to her before a tall woman with blonde hair and bright eyes entered the room, wearing a white lab coat and carrying a few files.
âHello, Iâm Dr. Knapp.â The warm smile she wore easing (Y/N)âs nerves almost immediately. âYou must be (Y/N), so good to meet you.â
âHi.â She smiled bashfully, âYeah, thatâs me. Itâs nice to meet you too.â
âAnd you must be dad?â
âHi.â The man beside her stood from his chair, politely shaking her hand, âYes, I am.â He exclaimed proudly, âIâm Sebastian.â
âGreat!â The doctor pulled a wheeling chair up to the bed, âLetâs get right down to it.â
Dr. Knapp jumped right into the actual medical examination first. She proceeded as if it were a general health exam; taking her vitals and noting her height and weight for future baseline readings before checking her heart, lungs, breast, and abdomen. They then moved on to a pelvic exam, assessing the size and shape of her uterus and pelvis.
They moved on to running a number of testsâurine, bloodwork, genetic carrier screening, STD test, and a Pap smear. Also performing the first part of a nuchal translucency test to evaluate the risk that their baby may be born with Down Syndrome, other chromosomal abnormalities, or heart defects.
And although this sort of medical exam would make most uncomfortable, Sebastian remained unwaveringly by her sideâholding her hand, offering her an assuring smile, or whispering a few encouraging words.
The appointment continued, Dr. Knapp asking the necessary questions, discussing her symptoms, and reviewing the medical records that had been sent over from the hospital. She listened intently as (Y/N) recounted the struggles sheâd faced in her first pregnancy. She even went as far as to ask how both of them were feeling mentally and emotionally, and if they had any concerns or worries theyâd like to disclose.
Sebastian was pleased with how quick (Y/N) spoke up, throwing all of her anxiety and fear out in the open. It meant she trusted Dr. Knapp and heâd made the right call by suggesting her by name. He, himself, was impressed by the way she handled itâdiscussing each individual concern thoroughly and reassuring her until nearly all of worries seemed to just melt away.
After sheâd gathered the necessary information. She moved on to giving her advice. What (Y/N) should and should not be eating, what prenatal vitamins to take, and how much she should be exercising.
âNow,â Dr. Knapp began, âbecause youâre already about ten weeks into your pregnancy, we should be able to get a good picture with an ultrasound.â
She rolled a machine up beside the bed as (Y/N) lifted her gown, revealing her still flat abdomen. âOh, thatâs cold.â She winced, giggling a little when she smeared clear gel on the warm skin.
âSorry, shouldâve warned ya.â The woman chuckled, pressing the transducer against her abdomen.
Sebastian sat forward in his chair, gaze trained on the screen as he brought (Y/N)âs hand, held between his own, to his lips. He watched closely as Renae ran the probe slowly across her abdomen until the screen projected her womb.
âAnd there is your baby.â Sebastian wasnât quite sure what he was looking at but he gazed in complete awe. Teary hues trained on the fluttering blob on the sceen.
(Y/N) felt the same. Her eyes flicked between the screen and the man beside her, heart swelling infinitely in her chest. One look at her little baby and she was done for, all her worries and concerns melting away temporarily.
Dr. Knapp clicked a few buttons and the image zoomed in, allowing them to better make out the shape of their baby. âBaby is about two inches. The head is here⌠arms there⌠and legs⌠oh, look there are the toesâŚ. And-â She paused, eyes narrowed and lips parted.
âIs-â Sebastian swallowed hard, heart speeding up in his chest, âis everything alright?â
âYeah. Just-â She moved the probe a little lower. âAh, just as I suspected.â
âWhat?â (Y/N) asked, voice raising in pitch and eyes widened with fear, âWhatâs wrong?â
âNothing is wrong. I just missed something before. It seems thereâs not just one but two babies.â She flipped a switch on the side of the monitor and two heart beats echoed throughout the room.
âCongrats, youâre having twins.â
Sebastian slumped forward, eyes rolling back in his head before he hit the floor, lights out.
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âYou alright?â (Y/N) asked, nervously side-eyeing Sebastian as they sat on a park bench.
They were sitting in a quiet part of the park, a little hidden spot next to a small pond. When heâd suggest they take a walk, get some fresh air and clear their heads when theyâd left the doctors office, sheâd agreed.
It was a nice day, although the temperature was still on the cooler side, there was no breeze and the sun provided a comforting warmth as it beat down on them from above. Spring was in the air, she could practically smell it.
Normally, this kind of thing would relax and renew her, but there was a literal storm swirling within her mindâone that had been brewing since the moment heâd woken from his little fainting episode.
She could barely recall what the rest of the appointment had consisted of, her brain absolutely reeling over the idea of two babies growing within her womb.
They both were it seemed.
Sebastian hadnât spoken much eitherâoutside of suggesting a walk and asking if she wanted some frozen yogurt when theyâd come across it on their trek here, heâd been scarily silent.
âYeah.â He sat forward, placing his now empty, paper cup aside before resting his elbows on his spread knees, his face dropping into his hands.
She couldnât help but assume the worst. Her heart felt like it was attempting to crawl up into her throat, anxiety tightening in her chest.
This was it.
He was going to admit that it was all too much and that he wasnât ready. He was going to leave her. And sheâd be left all alone to raise three kids.
A baby was one thing but two? Now that was asking far too much of him.
She wasnât sure this was something she could even handle herself.
(Y/N) looked away, eyes trained on the rippling water below them as she attempted but failed to stifle any tears that threatened to spill. Her efforts were futile, they came anyway, rolling steadily down her rosy cheeks.
Although she tried desperately not to draw attention to it, she couldnât help the little sniffle that slipped as she struggled to compose herself.
And of course he heard, never missing a thing when it came to her.
âOh, hey. Hey.â He whispered, wasting no time, he slipped off the bench and squatted down before her as he took one of her small hands in his and lifted her chin with the other. âItâs alright, sweetheart. Donât cry.â
She broke down at his soft tone of voice and the worry in his expression, shoulders shaking and chest quaking as she struggled to catch her breath between heart wrenching sobs.
âIâmâIâm,â She choked out, âIâm so sorry.â
Sebastian swore his heart split in two at the sight of her looking so defeated and the patent pain in her cries.
âBaby.â His own voice cracked with obscured emotion. He dropped back down on the beach, pulling her into his lap. He held her tightly against his chest, rocking her gently in his embrace as she continued to cry, placing soft kisses on her hair and rubbing a comforting hand along her back. âItâs alright. Let it out.â
It didnât take long until her cries turned to sniffles, little hiccups tumbling from her bitten lips as she slowly regained her composure. He continued whispering sweet nothings against her hair, doing his best to sooth her to ease the ache in his own chest.
Sebastian was quick to see the error in his ways. He couldnât stand to see her upset and a part of him knew it was his fault. He had upset her. He was being selfish and inconsiderate. She needed him and he hadnât pushed his own shock aside to reassure and console her.
âIâm sorry.â She whispered, voice croaky and still thick with emotion. âIâI understand if you donât want this-â
âNo.â He asserted, tone clear and final. He shifted her in his lap, cupping her face in hands, âNo, baby, I want this. Donât you ever doubt for a second that I do.â His voice was softer then and she finally lifted her teary eyes to find he wore a toothy grin. âI was just shocked, dragul meu. Iâm so sorry if I made you think that.â He tucked a strand of hair behind her ear, brushing his knuckles along her jaw. âYouâre my girl. Iâm not going anywhere ever. Youâre stuck with me.â
Her bottom lip trembled, (Y/E/C) hues shining from heightened emotion, but the tears that spilled from her eyes were not from sadness nor fear, but sheer relief.
The increased hormones raging through her body didnât help. She buried her face in the crook of his neck, fingers clutching desperately at the flaps of his jacket as she attempted to calm herself.
âI love you. I love our son.â He whispered, breath fanning across the top of her head as he pecked her temple. âAnd Iâll love these babies too. Already do.â
âI love you.â She mumbled against his skin, the comforting scent of his cologne and something so him, doing well to ease her frayed nerves and slow her racing heart. âThank you. I love you so much.â
âIâll take care of you. Itâs not going to be easy but we can do this together.â He smiled softly, fingers combing through the ends of her hair. âWeâve gotâwhat six and half months to prepare? We got this.â
She shifted, head now laying on his shoulder as she gazed fondly up at him. âNo,â She giggled, âTwins usually only make it to about thirty six weeks. Iâm two and half months along, so we got about five and half.â
âWeâre having twins.â He deadpanned, the smile he wore was infectious, âWe are fucking having two babies. Holy shit.â
She laughed feebly, âWe are.â She didnât think it possible, but in that moment her love only seemed to grow for him.
He was right.
Although they were buckled in for the ride of a lifetime, that would most definitely include a few bumps and unexpected turns, they could and would get through it together.
With him, anything and everything was possible.
âI think itâs time to move in together.â He chuckled, âBut weâre definitely gonna need a bigger place.â
She hummed in agreement, cupping his jaw before her lips meeting his, in a soft, passionate kiss.
They were doing this. They were having twins.
Tag list: @shellbilee @white-wolf-buckaroo @runawayolives @missusbarnes-rogers-laufeyson
Just One NightâMasterlist Part Two
PairingsâSebastian Stan x F!Reader
Summary
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One tha
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One that would completely change your life. Three years later, Sebastian shows up at your doorstep to find that you both made more than just good memories that night.
Warnings
Angst, fluff, dad!seb, mentions of pregnancy, mentions of health issues.
Notes
There is a bit of (okay⌠a BIG) time jump but youâll understand why as you read.
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February 25, 2021
The holidays had ended all too soon, leaving the post-holidays blue set in.
Sebastian left for LA on January third, after they spent an uneventful, quiet New Yearâs Eve with just the three of them. Heâd been so reluctant to go, if fact, (Y/N) had been the one to pack his suitcases while heâd sat perched on the edge of his bed, wearing a pout that nearly gave Theoâs a run for his money. Sheâd ignored it, obviously, despite the ache that bloomed in her chest and only seemed to grow each day he was away.
Sheâd read through the script before heâd left, it was far too good of an opportunity for him to miss and sheâd been dammed if sheâd let him.
As for (Y/N), well, she went back to work. There was something about the ending of the Holidays that always had the Emergency Room hard-pressed. It never seemed to end. Especially when Valentineâs Day rolled around, then all the crazed and heartbroken turned up complaining of phantom chest pain or admitted for alcohol poisoning.
Sheâd figured itâd definitely slow down after that but it never did, and she wondered if it ever would. At this point she stayed after more often than not, pulling fourteen to sixteen hour days only to return the following morning at her usual time. Gone were the days she worked three twelves a week, now working five instead.
She was beyond exhausted.
Poor Georgeta, who had stepped up to watch Theo while she worked, ended up staying over in her guest room more often than not. The woman never complained, more than happy and willing at the prospect of spending time with her grandson. Even though, (Y/N) never really had a choice, she still felt bad when she had to make that call to inform the older woman that she wouldnât be making it home by seven.
Not to mention the lack of time sheâd recently spent with Theo. She knew how upsetting it was for him, she was gone before he woke and asleep by the time she returned. Heâd struggled to deal with his fatherâs absence but to have his mom barely around too, it was all too much for the almost three year old.
Things werenât going great for (Y/N). And to top it all off, her body couldnât keep up with it all.
At the beginning of February sheâd acquired a bit of a bug that she couldnât quite seem to shake. It started with what seemed to be a small head coldâheadaches, extreme fatigue, nausea, and dizziness.
And it seemed to only grow worse as time went on.
Her dizziness had turned into full on fainting spells (though she kept it to herself so as to not alarm anyone) and nausea to vomiting. She couldnât recall a single day in the past three weeks that didnât consist of her stopping to upchuck her breakfast on the way to work or sprinting to the employee bathroom between patients to throw up her lunch.
But still she shook it off, blaming exhaustion, a bad meal, or allergies.
All she needed was a few days off, some snuggles with her son and very loving boyfriend, who was set to return in just a few weeks. Just in time for Theoâs birthday.
She hadnât spoken with him much lately and it had her missing him like crazy. Their schedules seemed to overlap these days. At the beginning, she talked to him any chance she got. Theyâd text continuously throughout the day, sheâd call him on her way home from work, heâd FaceTime to say goodnight to Theo, and would stay on the phone until she went to bed herself. Sometimes sheâd wake to him still on the line, having fallen asleep himself before he got the chance to hang up. But with filming wrapping, they had him working extra long days too. They were scrambling to finish up and do the necessary reshoots before his costar was due to film another movie mid march.
He called when he got the chance and she answered when she could. More often than not sheâd check her phone to see some sweet, heartfelt message wishing her a good morning or goodnight. But it still wasnât enough.
She needed him right now more than ever, though sheâd never tell him.
If she called him right now and begged him to come home or merely mentioned how sick and tired sheâd felt lately, he would drop everything and hop on the next redline in a heartbeat. She couldnât ask of him thatâshe wouldnât.
Everything would be fine. Heâd be home soon and once again all would be right in the world.
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âAre you alright?â Leslie asked, eyeing (Y/N) from where she was leaning back in her chair at the nurses station. âYou look a little pale.â
âIâm fine.â She swallowed hard before taking a deep breath in through her mouth and out through her nose. She definitely wasnât alright. The smell of Leslieâs tuna sandwich had her stomach rolling and she was about three seconds from hurling in the trash can beneath her desk.
âReally?â The redhead narrowed her eyes, crossing her arms over her chest, âBecause you look like you're about to hurl all over your lap right now. Does the smell of my sandwich bother you?â
âNo.â She mumbled, gaze trained on the computer before her and lips pressed in a straight line. If she could just focus on charting, not think about it, and continue to breathe through her mouth, sheâd be fine. Sheâd eaten all that sheâd packed and she still had five hours of her shift, she really didnât need to lose it now. It would only leave her feeling absolutely starved a half hour later. Happened every time.
âAre you sure?â Leslie taunted, sliding her chair closer, the stupid sandwhich still in her hand. âIt never bothered you before and you had the same reaction when I brought it last Monday.â
âIâm-â The moment she went to respond, the smell hit her tenfold. Sheâd barely managed to make it to the trash can, upchucking the entirety of her lunch. Leslie was quick to act, kneeling beside her to hold her two braids back.
âAtta girl.â Leslie cooed, patting her back, which caused the smallest smile to crack across her face before she was heaving and gagging again. âLet it all out.â
(Y/N) coughed a few more times before moving to sit against a filing cabinet. The older woman offered her some water and a tissue, to which she eagerly accepted, rinsing her mouth of the foul taste and wiping the remnants of any vomit that may be residing on her lips.
âGot something to share?â Leslie asked, raising an expectant brow at her.
âWhat do you mean?â
âWhat do I mean?â She scoffed, âDonât think I havenât seen you running off to toss your cookies for the past three weeks and suddenly after months, you're turning green at the smell of my tuna sandwich. That boyfriend of yours knock you up already?â
âIâm just tired.â (Y/N) replied all too quickly. As if the idea of being pregnant was simply impossible or just outright ludicrous. âOr allergies. The weather is changing.â
âAllergies?â Leslie shook her head, looking at her as if sheâd grown another limb or something.
âYes.â (Y/N) nodded, shrugging half heartedly, âAllergies. I get really bad sinus drainage this time of year. It upsets my stomach.â
She rose to her feet, still feeling a little shaky and unsteady from how violently sheâd heaved. Pointedly ignoring the look the other woman was giving her, she tied off the trash bag, running to toss it in the soiled utilities room before returning to her desk as if nothing happened.
âWhat?â The (Y/H/C) signed when Leslie failed to stifle a laugh.
âOh, nothing, honey.â She chuckled, biting down on her lip to hide a smile. âYou just got a serious case of denial, thatâs all.â
(Y/N) ignored her. Just like sheâd been ignoring everything else for the past six weeks. She wouldnât dare consider it for even a second. If she did, it might make this a little too real and then itâd probably be a problem.
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(Y/N) ended up getting out of work early. She had no doubt that Leslie had tipped the head nurse, Natalie, off about her little episode earlier in the afternoon. When things slowed down about an hour and half later, sheâd approached her, ordering her to go home, instead of asking if she wanted to.
(Y/N) attempted to call Sebastian when sheâd reached her car but it went straight to voicemail. She found it a little odd, as he never turned off his phone, but didnât dwell on it. She was far too excited to get home, change into comfy clothes, and snuggle her baby.
Upon arrival, she was displeased to find the elevator out of service, leaving her no choice but to take the stairs. Her movements were sluggish and she was far more winded than she normally was when she reached her floor.
For a split second, she debated asking Georgeta to stay so she could take a quick power nap but decided against it, in favor of going straight to bed after Theo went down. Maybe sheâd even let him sleep with her tonight. She could really go for some snuggles and he always slept in when he slept with her.
One of Georgetaâs Romanian tunes could be heard from the hallway, which meant she was cooking. An image of the older woman dancing around the kitchen with Theo on her hip as she sung softly, made a smile break across her face. Itâd been awhile since she came home to that, she had missed it.
Unlocking the door she was immediately greeted with an excited Bucky, who jumped right up on his hind legs, pressing his paws to her chest to lick at her face. His tail was wagging a mile a minute as he let out happy, little whines.
Heâd been very clingy lately, whining and crying when she left, and following her everywhere she went when home. Heâd even started sleeping in her bed again, curled protectively against her body. She didnât know whether it was because Sebastain was away or because she hasnât been home as much lately.
âHi. Hi.â She cooed, dropping her stuff before kneeling down to give the pup some much needed love and affection. He wiggled his body against her hands, excited and far too eager to feel her touch as she ran her fingers through his thick fur.
Desperate to see her people, she made her way further into the house, heading straight to the kitchen, where she was surprised to find only Georgeta. And as predicted, she was swaying in front of the stove.
âHi.â
The woman whipped around at the sound of her voice, her entire face lighting up when she caught sight of the younger woman setting her lunch bag on the counter.
âDragul meu.â She cooed, scurrying around the island to pull the woman into a hug. âYouâre home early! How was work?â
âWork was fine.â She smiled, drawing back, she grabbed her bag, emptying the contents left over from her lunch. âToday was slow for once!â She shocked her head, rolling her eyes playfully, âWhich is good because Iâm dead on my feet.â
Georgeta returned to her stirring at the stove, listening intently as (Y/N) chatted about her day, and stealing glances as she moved around the kitchen placing her used Tupperware in the dishwasher and snagging a banana from the fruit bowl.
Truthfully, sheâd been worried about the younger woman. Although she didnât comment on it, sheâd noticed a change in her weight and had overheard her vomiting a few times before work. Not to mention, how exhausted she seemed to be. Even when they spent time together on her days off, she seemed drainedâmovements sluggish and a lack of concentration and focus.
She didnât bring it up to (Y/N), but she sure as hell mentioned it to Sebastain. That woman was as stubborn as they come and if anyone was going to get through to her, it would be her son.
âYou work to hard.â Georgeta commented, waving her spoon at (Y/N) in a pointed manner. âYou need to rest. Youâll burn yourself out.â
âI know.â She sighed, scrubbing her hand down her face. âTell that to my work. Sometimes I donât even think they realize how many hours they have me at. My overtime is through the roof.â
It was only then she realized just how quiet the apartment was. Far too quiet to be containing a certain two year old. âWait.â She paused, placing her glass of water back on the counter, âWhereâs Theo?â
âRight here.â A familiar voice called. One that she hadnât heard in person for almost two months.
She spun around so fast, she nearly felt dizzy.
And there Sebastian was, looking as handsome as ever in a pair of gray joggers and tight white t-shirt with their son in his arms.
âOh my god.â She whispered, her legs were already moving before her mind had time to process. She let out a choked sob as she collapsed into his side, mindful of Theo as she buried her face in his chest. âYouâre here.â She cried, tears flowing so fast, she could already feel it soaking through his shirt.
âHey.â He whispered, his mother appeared at his side, taking Theo from his arms so he could console her. âYeah, baby. Iâm here.â He wrapped her up tightly to his chest, rocking her back forth in his embrace while pressing soft kisses to her head. âI missed you.â
âI missed you.â She mumbled, clinging to him as if heâd disappear at any given moment. It felt like it honestly, for all she knew this could be just another good dream and sheâd wake up alone in her bed. âHowâhow are you here?â
âWe wrapped early.â He rubbed his hands soothingly along her back, attempting to console her. âI hopped on the first plane once I shot my last scene.â He didn't mention that his mother had called him a few days prior, voicing a few of her concerns that left him absolutely reeling with worry.
He may or may not have pushed and begged to finish his scenes immediately so that he could return home early. But she didnât need to know that.
Sebastian pulled back, cupping her face with both hands, he tilted her head up, and kissed her for the first time in almost two months. It was short and sweet due to the other two onlookers but it was enough to get her heart racing in her chest and a warmth thatâd been missing to spread across her chest and seep into her bones.
He was home. Nothing else mattered now. Everything would be alright.
âHow are you, sweetheart?â He whispered, nudging his nose tenderly against hers. She looked so tired it caused his heart to ache in his chest. If he thought that time a few months ago was bad, it was nothing compared to now. She looked so frail, weak.
She was pale, lacking a natural flush to her cheeks, the bags under her eyes were prominent and deep compared to when heâd seen her last, and she felt thinner in his hold. Something was off and he doubted it was just from lack of sleep.
âIâm okay. I really missed you.â She smiled up at him, wrapping her arms around his shoulders. âAnd how are you? How was your flight?â
He looked the same. Same handsome smile, same fluffy hair and full beard.
Heâd returned to her just as he was. She loved it. It was like heâd never actually left in the first place.
âIâm better now that Iâm with you, my pretty girl.â He leaned down to peck her lips, thumb brushing tenderly along her tear stained cheeks. âMy flight was good though. Even though it seems to take forever. I think I was just eager to get home to my family.â
She blushed at that, a bashful smile playing at the corner of her lips. âWeâre happy to have you here. Youâre not allowed to leave ever again. Just so you know.â
He chuckled, âWasnât planning on it, sweet girl, at least not for a little whileâŚNow,â His face was quick to turn stern and serious. âI heard youâve been overworking yourself so go change and take a little nap before dinner.â
âI love you, ya know that?â
âI do.â He nodded, signature smirk drawn across his sharp features, âAnd I hope you know, I love you more.â He stole another quick kiss, âNow, off you go.â Giving her bottom a subtle pat, he shooed her off.
âJeez. So bossy.â She shot him a wink and smirk before strolling to give Theo some love.
After smooching the tot in a tight hug and smothering his faces with smooches, she wandered off in the direction of the bedroom. Leaving Sebastian to talk with his mother while Theo fiddled with a few new trucks and cars his father had brought him in his little pop up tent.
âYouâre right.â Sebastian sighed, plopping down in a seat at the island. He scrubbed his hands down his face and scratched the coarse hair along his jaw. âShe doesnât look healthy. Something is off.â
âI told you, fiul meu.â She appeared behind him, massaging her hands along his shoulders in attempts to relieve some of the tension. âI am worried.â
âAnd you said youâve heard her throwing up a few times?â He asked, biting down hard on his lip. âYou donât think⌠you donât think sheâs making herself throw up?â
âNo. No.â She slipped into the seat beside him, taking her hands in his. âNo. Sheâs very tired. They are overworking her, yes, but this is different. Sheâs emotional and a little bit moody. When she isnât sick, her appetite is big.â She took a deep breath, a small smile tugging at the corner of her lips as she searched his concern filled eyes. âI think this is something else entirely.â
Sebastian opened his mouth to ask what she meant but there was a loud thump from across the apartment. He was quick to his feet, worry and fear rising within and causing his chest to tighten. He raced down the hall, Georgeta hot on his heels, in the direction of (Y/N)âs bedroom.
Pushing open the door, he is met with an empty room. â(Y/N/N)?â He called, knocking softly on the closed bathroom door, his heart beating rapidly in his chest, âYou alright in there? It sounded like something fell.â
When he received no response, he didnât hesitate to push it open, only to be met with some sort of resistance, like something was in the way. There was just enough room for him to slip through the crack and he was met with the sight of her passed out on the floor.
He swore his heart dropped into his stomach.
âOh my God. Fuck.â He dropped to his knees, cradling her head in his large hands, âHey, baby. Wake upâMama, call 911â(Y/N), come on, sweetheart, wake up.â
Georgeta scurried off in search of her phone, leaving him to stay with her.
Two fingers found her carotid artery on her neck and he was relieved that she still had a pulse.
â(Y/N)! Please, come on, baby.â He called, brushing his fingers through her tousled hair once heâd positioned her head in his lap. âWake up.â
He couldnât help but cry of relief when she groaned softly, eyes fluttering across her pale cheeks.
âAtta girl.â He whispered, voice cracking as few tears slipped down his cheeks. âOpen your eyes. Let me see those pretty (Y/E/C) eyes.â
ââm fine.â She croaked groggily, coming back to it. âOh, hey! Nope.â He scolded, pushing her gently back when she attempted to sit up. âStay put. The medics are on their way.â
âDonât needa go to hospital.â She attempted to argue, even as she still struggled to keep her eyes open, her head lolling side to side. ââM fine, jus lil tired.â
âMy god, you stubborn woman.â Sebastain chuckled, tossing his head back with a soft shake. âHumor me, please. I just fucking found you passed on the bathroom floor. You just about gave me a heart attack, sent me to my grave early.â
She opened her mouth to respond but he cut her off, âAnd donât even act like you havenât been feeling good for the past few weeks.â
He desperately wanted to ask her why she didnât mention it to him, but now was not the time.
âSorry.â She whispered sleepily, reaching for his free hand.
âWhat are you sorry for, baby? Hmm?â He intertwined his fingers with hers as his other hand remained as it was, brushing soothingly through her hair. âYou got nothing to be sorry for.â
âSorry I scared you.â She breathed out a soft sigh at the nice feeling of his ministrations, relaxing further into his lap as she fought off sleep. âSorry didnât tell bout feelin bad⌠didnât wanna make ya worry.â
âIâm always gonna worry about you, (Y/N). I love you.â He lifted her hand to kiss the back of it. âItâs what comes with loving someone. I worry because I care.â
âWorry bout you too.â She smiled tiredly up at him, eyes heavily lidded, chest rising and falling steadily. âCause I love you a lot too.â
âI know, pretty girl.â
The paramedics arrived a few minutes later, they were quick to get her hooked up to various machines and ask her a few questions. Sebastian wasnât sure what the big box thing and all the wires did, but he trusted them to do their job. He remained quiet as he sat beside her on the floor, continuing to hold her hand and comb through her (Y/H/C) locks, as he took it all in.
Once they were sure she was stable, they moved her to the gurney though sheâd whined and protested like there was no tomorrow, claiming profusely that she didnât need to go to the hospital and that she was fine.
God, she really was going to send him to the grave early. He swore he could physically feel gray hairs growing in.
Sebastian went with her, plopping himself down beside her to hold her hand, play with her hair, brush his thumb across her cheek, and whisper sweet nothing in her ear. Anything to let her know he was there, while she dozed, all cuddled up and strapped into the stretcher.
Georgeta would stay home with Theo until further notice, neither of them wanting to wrangle a hangry, tired two year old while sitting for hours to wait for test results. Besides, it wasnât anything he should see right now, far too young to understand what was happening to his momma. It would only upset him to see her like that.
Upon arriving at the hospital, he for the first time in his life, pulled out the celeb card, and requested (Y/N) be placed in a private room, away from prying eyes and the chaos of the emergency room. But he didnât really need to because one of her coworkers was quick to recognize her.
â(Y/N), what the hell?â A redhead hissed, leaning over the gurney once the medics had rolled her into a room. âWhat happened now?â
âHi, Leslie.â (Y/N) smiled lazily, eyes droopy and glazed. âThis my boyfriend, Sebastian. Seb this work bestie, Leslie.â
âHi, Iâve heard a lot about you.â She grinned, slipping on a pair of gloves, âWhat trouble she get in now?â
âNothing, Iâm-â
âShe fainted.â He interjected, âPassed out right on the bathroom floor.â
âAh.â Leslie sighed, preparing an IV. âAnd yet here she is trying to tell me sheâs fine.â She shook her head, tsking softly, âIâm starting you on fluids, Miss Queen of Denial. Did you tell Sebastian here about your little mishap earlier?â
âNope.â Sebastain pulled a seat up beside her bed, taking her free hand between his own. âShe did not. What happened?â
âCouldnât keep her lunch down, threw it up right in the nurses station at the smell of my sandwhich.â
âHuh.â Sebastian sighed, sitting back in his seat. He was completely stumped. He didnât have the best knowledge on this kind of stuff but he was lost over what could possibly be wrong with her. She was healthy, completely fine when heâd left her two months ago. âShould we be worried? Sheâs not likeâŚâ He cleared his throat, shifting uncomfortably in his seat. âSheâs not seriously ill or anything, right?â
Leslie laughed, and somehow it seemed to ease the ache in his chest and tension in shoulders. If she wasnât worried, he didnât need to be either.
âOh no, honey. Sheâs fine. Iâm almost postive I know exactly what this is but Iâll let the doctor run some tests first.â She finished connecting the IV, hanging it up on the pole beside her before removing her gloves. âListen, Iâm sorry (Y/N) but Ben is the only doctor available right now.â
Sebastian perked up in his seat as (Y/N) whined in protest.
âI know, babe.â Leslie frowned, placing her hand over hers and giving a little squeeze, âBut your boyfriends here with you. Maybe Sebastian can freak him out a little, go all alpha make on his pervy ass.â She shrugged, shooting him a glance, âMaybe it'll be enough to get him off your case for good.â
âYeah, baby.â Sebastian agreed, âOne wrong move and Iâll rough him up a bit. He wonât bother you when Iâm here. I just want you looked at as soon as possible.â He brought her hand up, pressing a kiss to her lithe fingers, âJust need to make sure youâre okay.â
Once sheâd agreed, Leslie was out the door, returning with a bald man, who looked to be around 5â9. Sebastian had to bite back a laugh.
This man really thought he stood a chance with his girl.
The man swooped confidently into the room, completely ignoring his presence. âOh, (Y/N), what a pleasant surprise!â He grinned, reaching down to pat her hand, and letting it linger a bit too long for Sebastianâs liking. âWhat seems to be the problem today?â
Sebastian rose confidently from his seat, chest puffed out slightly, âHi, Iâm her boyfriend, Sebastian.â He reached his hand across the bed, holding it out for Ben to shake.
âOh.â The man's eyes widened, hesitantly placing his hand in his. Sebastian just couldn't help himself, gripping his much smaller hand tightly and giving it a firm shake. He found great pleasure in the way Ben winced, drawing back his hand with a little shake, flexing and stretching his fingers. âOh, shit. You-youâre Sebastian Stan.â
âYeah, yeah I am.â He chuckled slowly, âSo Iâd really appreciate it if you took good care of my girl. Sheâs not feeling too good and I want you to find out whatâs wrong with her and fix it.â
âRight, of course.â He stuttered out, eyes darting rapidly, looking anywhere and everywhere to avoid meeting Sebastianâs hardened gaze. âI just have a few questions and then weâll run some tests.â
Leslie giggled quietly from behind the doctor, shooting Sebastian a subtle thumbs up and a wink which he couldnât help but crack the smallest smirk over. Ben got right down to business, asking numerous questions about the symptoms she was experiencing, when they started, about her lifestyleâeating habits, sleeping habits, last menstrual cycle.
Sebastian had to bite his lip to keep from laughing when the man blushed bright red and stuttered through asking if she was sexually active. To which the Romanian man had proudly, smugly answered that she definitely was.
He was having far too much fun making this dude uncomfortable. He didnât feel bad, not when heâd spent more time making his girl feel the same. He was pretty confident heâd be leaving (Y/N) the hell alone from here on out.
Before leaving, heâd ordered some tests, promising profusely that heâd place them under a rushed order.
Leslie and Sebastain shared a good laugh after he practically flew from the room, slamming the door behind him.
She was quick to gather supplies to draw some blood from (Y/N) who had fallen asleep the second Ben had finished his interrogation, unintentionally leaving him to ask the necessary questions or voice any concerns.
âSo,â Sebastian began, crossing his arms over his check, âYou said you had a pretty good idea of whatâs going on with herâŚâ
âI do.â Leslie smiled, capping one vial before moving to fill another.
âWhat do you think?â He asked, biting down at his lip as he watched closely as she worked.
âHonest truth?â He nodded, running his tongue over his bottom lip. âI think sheâs pregnant.â
âPregnant?â His heart skipped a beat in his chest. He whispered the word a few times, tasting on his tongue. He was slow to process the concept, a million thoughts racing through his mind and he couldnât seem to latch onto just one. He swallowed hard, âReally?â
âYeah.â She shrugged, drawing the needle back and discarding it before wiping away a drop of blood that slipped down her arm and placing a bandage over it. âExtreme fatigue, nausea and vomiting, dizziness and fainting, food aversions. I know youâve been away so you havenât seen her but god she looked like sheâs been through a war lately.â She shook her head, placing the vials in a little box before slipping off her gloves. âShe tried to hide her symptoms from me, she really did, but she was tossing her cookies between patients, and couldn't really seem to keep anything downâ hence the weight loss. I canât even count on both hands how many times I caught her dozing off while charting in the past three weeks. And then todayâs fainting spell.â She gazed down at the sleeping woman, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. âThe other day she complained about her breast hurting too. Another sign.â
âSheâs in denial.â Leslie straightened up, narrowing her brown eyes at Sebastian. âI think sheâs scared. Sheâs been claiming itâs allergies or sheâs just tired.â
âWhy would she be scared?â He wondered aloud, dropping back in his seat, he scratched the hair along his cheeks and jaw.
âMaybe sheâs scared of how youâd react. You know how she is, doesnât like to burden anyone, Miss independent and all.â She sighed softly, âShe went through her pregnancy with Theo on her own and maybe she has some underlying fears about going through that again. She mentioned once that it was a tough pregnancy.â
âI wouldnât.â He cleared his throat, shifting in his chair so he could take her cold hand between his. âI wouldnât leave. She wonât be alone ever again.â
âWell, Iâm relieved to hear you say that because then Iâd have to kick your ass.â She teased, a playful smirk on her lips. âWould that be something you wanted?
Sebastian wasn't very sure about a lot of things. He was indecisive more often than not. It always took him longer than it should to pick what he wanted to eat for breakfast or decide what role he wanted to try to score next nor did he have any idea of where he wanted to be in five year.
But he was sure about (Y/N).
There was no picking or choosing or deciding with her. She was never just an option to him. In his eyes it was a given that sheâd be there.
When he couldnât decide what he wanted one morning, sheâd already be there cooking something in the kitchen. Or if he was overwhelmed by the piles upon piles of scripts sitting on his desk at home, sheâd waltz right up, plop herself down his lap to read through them with him, effortlessly picking and choosing her favorites with a thoroughly thought out argument as to why the role would be perfect for him. And as for where he saw himself in five years, that was all too easy, right by her side.
So if she were pregnant, which could very well be true with the amount of unprotected sex theyâd had before his departure to LA, it wouldnât ever be a deciding factor as to whether heâd stay or go. She was stuck with him.
Whether she liked it or not, he belonged to her.
And maybe deep down a part of him wanted this. After all, he was very much aware of how babies were made but that didnât seem to stop him from cumming inside her every chance he got.
The thought of Theo having a little brother or sister didnât sound all that bad.
In fact, the idea of seeing (Y/N) grow all round and swollen as she nurtured and carried his baby, made his heart swell in his chest. To actually be there this time around to witness all those first heâd missed out on with Theo. That first cry he or she made as they entered this world. To hear them babble their very first words or take their very first step. To cradle them and rock them tightly to his chest on those sleepless nights and maybe even change a few diapers.
Yeah, maybe the timing wasnât the best. He was due to film Captain America 4 in just a few months but he hadnât accepted any project after that and he could take some time off to be there. He could make it workâwould make it work.
And heâd do it all with (Y/N).
With her by his side, together they could do anything. Including having another baby.
âYeah.â He nodded, a smile cracking across her face. âYeah, thatâs something I would want.â
Seemingly pleased with his answer, Leslie left to get those tests going, leaving Sebastain to watch over (Y/N) as she slept, completely oblivious and unaware of the thoughts swirling around in his head.
Visions of snuggling a little baby to his bare chest, picturing his pretty girl in a rocking chair, singing softly as she breastfed their baby, and imagining Theo blue eyes all wide with wonder as he held his sibling for the very first time.
Soon enough, he was shaking (Y/N) awake when Ben stepped into the room, results held in hand. He moved to sit beside her on the bed, wanting to hold her close as the doctor broke the news.
The need to let her know he was there and wouldnât be going anywhere, despite her worries and concerns, was almost overwhelming.
âWell, the results are in.â Ben started, looking a little too solemn. âAnd it looks like youâre pregnant. Congratulations.â
Tag list: @shellbilee @white-wolf-buckaroo @runawayolives @missusbarnes-rogers-laufeyson
Just One NightâMasterlist
Pairings-- Sebastian Stan x Female!Reader
Summary
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One that w
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One that would completely change your life. Three years later, Sebastian shows up at your doorstep to find that you both made more than just good memories that night.
(Y/N) glanced up from where sheâd been chopping potatoes when Sebastian entered the kitchen, a sleepy Theo on his hip. âWell good morning.â She beamed, placing the knife down and wiping her hands on her apron before strolling around the island.
She stood up on her tiptoes pecking Sebastianâs pink, pouty lips and then Theoâs head from where it rested on his fatherâs shoulder. Theyâd both taken a much needed nap after a morning spent playing in the snow, giving her, Katie, Georgeta, and her mom time to prepare for tonightâs Christmas party.
âSleep well?â She asked, adjusting the little plaid bow tie Sebastian dressed Theo in. âYou look so handsome, Theo.â With his little khakis, joggers and gray dress shirt to match the tie perfectly. Heâd even added a bit of gel to the tots curls, styling it similarly to how he styled his own.
âMhmm.â Sebastian hummed, his blue eyes still a little cloudy and swollen with sleep. He turned his attention to the boy in his arms, a large hand rubbing the length of his back. âDidnât we, bubs?â Theo nodded slowly, lids still heavy as they fought to stay open.
She wasnât at all surprised they were both still drowsy and slow to wake up. Theyâd played really hard outside. (Y/F/N) had retrieved the old sled from above the garage and Sebastian had spent an hour pulling the tot around on it and riding it down the hill out back. Theyâd only come inside after sheâd bribed them with hot chocolate and homemade pot pie for lunch.
With rosy cheeks, frozen noses, numb fingers and toes, sheâd helped them from their winter wear and set them up to eat in front of the fireplace. She plopped herself in Sebastianâs lap, listening contently as Theo babbled from where he sat in his highchair. Once their bellies were full and they were warm to the touch, sheâd shooed them off for an afternoon nap. Peaking in on them a half hour later, Sebastian was sprawled across the bed with Theo cuddled across his chest, snores falling softly from both pairs of parted lips. They were a sight for sore eyes and it had taken everything in her not to join them. Sheâd reluctantly dragged herself from the room and back to the task of preparing dinner but not without taking a few pictures of them first.
âAnd you.â She smiled, running her hand along Sebastianâs chest, the feeling of the green cashmere sweater soft beneath her palm. âYou look so good.â And he did, with his hair fluffed to perfection, the scruff along his jaw full but trimmed neatly, and those black jeans that made his ass look good.
âSays you.â He mumbled, free hand finding her waist to drag her body closer to his before leaning down to capture her lips in a soft kiss. âYou look gorgeous, baby. Always do.â He smiled, dipping to peck her lips a few more times.
(Y/N) had put a bit more time and effort into her own appearance. Taking the time to loosely curl her hair and put on a bit more makeup than she was used to. Katie had begged to pick out an outfit for her and sheâd chosen a black long sleeve bodysuit, black and white plaid skirt, paired with nylons and black Chelsea boots. It had always been somewhat of a tradition to dress nicely for the Christmas eve party and she wasnât about to give that up now.
âThank you.â She bowed her head, a bashful smile tugging at the corner of her red painted lips, and a subtle blush coating the apples of her cheeks. She couldnât help it. Not when he was looking at her like that, brushing his thumb so tenderly along her cheek.
Before she could say anything further the doorbell rang and like a horse to a carrot, her family rushed to greet whoever lay behind it. Georgeta appeared beside them, whisking Theo from Sebastianâs arms on her trek to the front entryway without a word.
Taking advantage of the moment alone, the Romanian man drew (Y/N) back in, one hand wrapped around her waist and the other cupping her jaw as he attached his lips to hers for one more sweet kiss. It would be awhile before he had a chance to have her all to himself and he wasnât going to waste the opportunity now.
âI love you.â He breathed out. Ever since heâd said it. He couldnât stop. It spilled freely and proudly from his lips every chance he got. He wantedâneeded her to know that no matter what, he loved her.
âI love you, Sebastian.â She pressed her forehead to his, eyes fluttering closed as she took a moment to feel his body against hers and breath in the comforting scent of his cologne.
âWhere is this boyfriend I've heard so much about?â (Y/N) rolled her eyes at the sound of her grandmotherâs voice echoing throughout the front foyer. âYou said he looks just like Theo and I need to see it with my very own eyes.â
An elderly woman appeared in the doorway, her hands on her hips, and an expression of pure determination on her wrinkled face. âMy God.â She chuckled when her eyes landed on Sebastian. âYou're right, (Y/M/N). Those genetics are as strong as steel.â Before the younger couple could reply or react she was standing before them, embracing Sebastian in one of her bone crushing hugs. Like the trooper he was, heâd let her, wrapping her up in his arms with just as much enthusiasm. (Y/N) had to cover her mouth to subdue a giggle at the look of wonder and shock on the brunette manâs face. She didnât understand his surprise, this was her motherâs mother after all.
The rest of the family shuffled in, exchanging joyful greetings and eager introductions. Everyone had welcomed Sebastian and Georgeta with open arms, making sure to go out of their way to make the pair feel comfortable and at ease.
It was a little overwhelming at first. He didnât have a big, loving family growing up. It was always just him, his mom, his step dad, and step brother. He wasnât used to family get-togethers on holidays or joyous occasions. Hell, they barely even celebrated his birthday once heâd turned eighteen and attended college. But as the evening went on, he grew more and more relaxed and comfortable in everyoneâs presence.
Sebastian sat back trying to piece it all together. There were (Y/N)âs grandparents and an aunt on her motherâs side--Jack, Louis, and their daughter Carrie. Two aunts and uncles from her fatherâs side--Susan was married to Bill and Kathy to Joe. An abundance of cousins, mostly girls, all married and with children of their own. Feeling confident that he wouldnât call someone by the wrong name, he joined the group of men in the living room. Carson and (Y/F/N) did well to include him in conversation after passing him a beer and giving him a reassuring pat on the back. Georgeta and (Y/M/N) entertained her grandmother and aunts over wine and various appetizers while (Y/N), Katie, and two of her cousins returned to the kitchen to finish preparing dinner.
He kept his eye on Theo, who ran excitedly after his second cousins on chunky, unsteady legs. He was struggling to keep up, being the youngest of the bunch, but he was a stubborn, determined little fella. The two oldest girls seemed to adore him, taking on the task of caring for and playing with him. In fact, they seemed to take charge of the entire crew--settling them if they got too riled up or scolding them when they let their too eager hands wander over the abundance of gifts that lay underneath the twelve foot tree.
The entire house was so lively and warm--bursting with chatter, laughter, and holiday tunes, the lights low to showcase the Christmas lights that were strung randomly about and wound through the tree, and the smell of cooked ham and mashed potatoes wafting from the kitchen. Now that heâd gotten a taste of this experience, he didnât want to miss out on something like this ever again. Heâd dreamt of times like this since he was a boy and as he grew up and life went on, the idea seemed less and less plausible. Then along came (Y/N) and all things heâd once considered impossible were suddenly possible now. He was suddenly a father, then a boyfriend, and now he felt as if he and his mother had a new family.
It wasnât long until (Y/N) was calling everyone to the dining room. The table was set neatly with the best china and the most delicious looking food. Heâd taken a seat between his girl and her grandmother after bucking Theo in his highchair. He watched, taking it all in as the family fell into a somewhat of an assembly line to pass and distribute the dishes. The food was as good as it looked. The ham, mashed potatoes, green beans, freshly baked rolls, and strawberry jello prepared to perfection, leaving everyone raving and (Y/N) blushing tenfold. Sheâd spent the better part of the meal tucked into his side on the large bench, laughing as Louis flirted and dote on her boyfriend. Sebastian picked up on her games rather quickly and flirt playfully in return, even when she pinched his cheeks a little too hard. He couldnât complain all too much about it when it had (Y/N) giggling and grinning like that.
Eventually, theyâd moved the party to the living room so that they could clean things up before presents. Sebastian, Carson, and one of her cousin's husbands volunteered to do the dishes. Heâd done it with the intention of getting (Y/N) to relax and spend time with her family but of course, she didnât. Choosing to pack the leftovers up and direct the boys on where to store the clean dishes. It didnât take long between the four of them and soon they were joining everyone in the living room.
Sebastian plopped down in an oversized armchair, dragging (Y/N) into his lap just as (Y/M/N) began passing presents. There wasnât much for the adults besides the sweaters Louis had personally knit everyone. Sebastian had been shocked when the package had been placed in his lap. It was actually very well knit and navy blue. Sheâd proclaimed excitedly that it would âbring out those darling blue eyes.â, to which the girl in his arms had agreed. Heâd proudly assured Louis that heâd most definitely wear and thanked her profusely for such a unexpected, heartfelt gift.
Despite that, he had thoroughly enjoyed watching the children, especially Theo, receiving numerous gifts. The way his entire being would light up and heâd stumble over with the gift in his little hands so his momma or daddy could help him open it, had Sebastian absolutely swooning. He swore he had a permanent smile etched across his face all evening and he didnât think it would go away anytime soon. The cherry on top was (Y/N), who sat perched in his lap, her back leaning comfortable against his chest and head resting on his shoulder. She wore a content smile, eyes gleaming with joy as she chatted casually with the people around them and sipped slowly on her wine.
She was perfect.
The perfect mother. The perfect daughter. Sister. Granddaughter. Cousin. Niece. And the perfect girlfriend.
She jumped up to fill empty wine glasses or fetch someone another beer. She made sure to keep up on trashing the discarded wrapping paper so it wouldnât be too much of a hassle later. She joined Theo in his excitement about each and every gift. Even opening gifts when he got distracted by a toy heâd previously unwrapped.
The evening wrapped shortly after they finished up presents. The kids were tired and parents still had to do some preparation for Christmas the following morning. One by one they started to leave, wishing them a âMerry Christmasâ and a few âIt was nice to meet youâsâ directed towards Georgeta and Sebastain.
Soon after (Y/N) was whisking Theo off to bed after heâd kissed and wished each of them a goodnight, leaving him to help Katie stock the stockings and lay out more presents for the morning. When (Y/N) returned, looking a little sleepy herself, sheâd helped him finish off the cookies and milk, and nibbled on the celery and carrots to make it look like the reindeer had enjoyed a quick treat on the stop by their house. Then they too snuggled up beneath the sewn quilt in their room and fell into a blissfully content sleep.
âââââ
(Y/N) stirred from her deep slumber to the feeling of a warm body pressing harder against hers and soft lips leaving a trail of open mouthed kisses along the back of her shoulder and neck.
A content sigh slipped from her lips as she sunk further into Sebastainâs embrace, surrendering herself to his ministrations.
âGood morning.â He mumbled, voice husky and still thick with sleep. âMerry Christmas.â
âMmm.â She groaned, burying her face into the pillow beneath her in attempts to hide a smile. âMerry Christmas.â Her voice was muffled but she was certain heâd still heard her, by the low chuckle that vibrated against her back.
The sun was just starting to rise, meaning it was far too early for them to be up. But Sebastian didnât seem to care, his large hands were already wandering the length of her bodyâtracing each and every dip and curve. She let him, eyes fluttering against the apples of her cheek and breath steady as she allowed herself to doze in his arms.
That is, until his hips pressed forward, his hardened cock nudging her ass. He let out a soft moan causing her to shudder in his hold and goosebumps to pimple across her skin. His warm hands found her waist, holding her in place as he ground his hips into hers again. This time with much more precision, his cock skimming repeatedly between her cheeks and down the length of her clothed core.
She pushed back, angling her hips up to allow him better access. The guttural groan that slipped from his lips and directly into her ear, set her entire body alight.
âNeed you, prinČesÄ.â He panted, lips skimming up her shoulder. âNeed to feel your tight cunt wrapped around me. Let me make you feel good.â He pecked that sweet spot just below her ear. âLetâs start this day off right.â
âPlease.â She whimpered, biting down her lip as his lips latched onto the sensitive skin, sucking and licking gently so as to not leave an obvious mark. He didnât want to deal with Carson and Katieâs teasing. Theyâd spent two whole days declaring him a horny teenager when theyâd caught a glance of the marks heâd painted on her skin at the beginning of the week. âPlease, Sebastian.â
âWhat do you need, baby? Hmm?â He drew his hips back, rolling her onto her back. He tucked a strand of hair behind her ear before leaning down to capture her lips in a soft, slow kiss. She parted her lips when his tongue swiped across her bottom lip, allowing him access to better taste her.
He drew back to catch his breath and was taken aback by the sight before him. She looked like a goddess in the morning lightâpink lips swollen, cheeks, neck, and chest flushed, and (Y/E/C) eyes lidded beneath long lashes. Sheâd gone to bed wearing nothing but a pair of cheeky cotton panties so he was granted the glorious view of her hardened nipples and soft curves.
âFuck me. Please.â She whined, dainty hands reaching out to feel himâtracing his shoulders, down his chest, and to his leaking cock. He gasped when her fingers wrapped around his base before giving it a few meaningful tugs. She nibbled on her bottom lip, lust blown hues wandering up from where her hand pumped his cock, past his heaving chest, to meet his own hooded gaze.âWanna feel you. Need you inside me.â
She was going to be the death of him. Sebastian was sure.
âYou want me to fuck you?â He nodded to himself, a sly smirk tugging at the corner of his lips as his fingers trailed along the waistband of her panties. âRight now? Donât want my mouth or fingers first? Hm? Just need my cock?â
âYes. Fuck. Please.â She keened as his thick digits dipped beneath the cotton fabric to brush across her drenched slit.
âShit, baby. Youâre soaked.â She whimpered at the loss of his touch when he drew back to slip the remaining garment down her legs before tossing it somewhere across the room. He shifted, moving to position himself between her spread legs. âYou sure you donât need my fingers first baby? Donât want to hurt you.â
âNo.â She shook her head, wrapping her legs around his slim waist and arms over his broad shoulders, âJust your cock.â
Steadying himself on one arm, he gripped his thick length, pumping it a few times before running it along her heated core. He couldnât help but chuckle at the way she gasped, hips bucking when his leaking head bumped against her clit. He gave no warning before he pushed into her, burying himself deep within her warm, wet walls.
Sebastian groaned at the feeling, pausing a moment to let her spasming walls adjust as she keened and gasped beneath him. The moment she started clawing at his back and digging her crossed legs into his lower spine with a few breathless pleas, he drew out to the tip before pushing slowly back in.
He set a steady pace, pushing into her with slow but deliberate thrusts, allowing her to feel every ridge and vein of his cock along her tight, velvety walls. His lips met hers in a sloppy, hard kiss. One that was all teeth, tongue, and obnoxiously desperate.
Just as he got into the flow of things, rhythm steady and a pressure beginning to build at the base of his spine, she pushed hard on his chest, using her entire body weight to flip him over. His back hit the mattress and she was tossing a leg over to straddle his waist before he had time to comprehend.
âFuck.â He breathed out, large hands grasping her waist as she slid down on him, her soaked pussy eagerly sucking him back in.
If he thought she looked like a goddess beneath him...God, it was nothing compared to how she looked above him. (Y/H/C) wild, eyes closed, head tossed back, lips reddened and swollen, and an expression of pure bliss worn across her delicate features.
(Y/N) planted her hands on his chest as she began to roll her hips, back arching as her bundle of nerves brushed deliciously over the trimmed hairs trailing from his lower abdomen to the base of his cock.
He couldnât help himself, a sly smirk tugging at the corner of lips as his hand lifted to slap her ass, spurring her on and causing her pace to pick up.
âAtta girl.â He cooed, âJust like that. Fuck yourself on my cock.â His fingers trailed lower, easily locating her sensitive bud and strumming it quickly beneath the pads of his calloused fingers.
(Y/N) cried out, nails scratching desperately at his chest in attempts to ground herself as she teetered just on the edge of her climax. It didnât take much, a few more swipes over her clit and the coil snapped. She came hard with a broken cry of his name, clenching and gushing all over his cock.
Sebastian watched her completely enthralled in the way her eyebrows pinched together, eyes fluttered closed, and soft moans spilled freely from her parted lips as her walls spasmed around him.
âI love you.â She panted, âI love you so much.â
Before he had time to respond, she lifted her hips until only his tip remained and then slammed herself back down. Setting a brutal pace that had his back arching and eyes rolling to the back of his head.
âFuck.â He grit out, gripping her hips. âFuck. I love you too.â Her pussy was still pulsing from her previous orgasm and it only seemed to get tighter with every brush of his thick cock against that sweet, spongy spot inside her. âFuck. Want you to come with me. I love you. Please, baby.â He was a desperate, babbling mess beneath herâbegging and pleading for her to keep going and to finish with him.
She knew he was absolutely done for when he started speaking Romanian under his breath. Sheâd managed to catch a few words and phrases in his rambling, âte iubescâ and âfrumoasaâ being oneâs she had recognized.
His thumb found her clit once again, rubbing furiously over the overstimulated bundle as his free hand wrapped around her throat, dragging her down to capture her lips in a desperate, fiery kiss.
Her climax approached suddenly and without warning, she didnât have time to prepare before the pressure in her naval snapped just as his hips stuttered and pressed hard and deep into her spasming cunt.
The feeling of his hot seed coating her walls had her keening into his mouth, her weeping cunt desperately milking him of every last drop.
(Y/N) collapsed onto his chest and Sebastian didnât hesitate to wrap his arms around her, holding her tightly to his chest as they both fought to catch their breath and steady their racing hearts.
âThank you, pretty girl.â He whispered, placing a gentle kiss on her temple, his fingers brushing tenderly along her bare back.
She lifted her head, resting her chin on his chest, and offering him a radiant smile, âNo. Thank you.â Her fingers tangled in the hair at the nape of his neck before she drew him in for a sweet, slow kiss.
Every ounce of her adoration and affection for him was poured into that kiss and he reciprocated with just as much, if not more love of his own.
They really didnât need to verbally say those three wordsâcould merely convey it with tender touches, longing gazes, and soft, lazy kisses but the way heâd whispered the words repeatedly against her hair as he held her in his arms, softened cock still buried within her, sheâd never felt more assured and convinced of anything in her life.
And maybe she didnât need to hear him say it but she never wanted him to stop.
âââââ
Eventually, Theoâs cries emitted from the baby monitor beside their bed, leaving them no choice but to leave the safety and warmth of the sheets.
When the sun was up, so was the toddler.
The rest of the house woke soon after to find the family of three adorned in matching pajamas and Santa hats, cooking breakfast and a fresh pot of coffee brewed.
They were in no rush, taking their sweet time to thoroughly enjoy the homemade waffles, eggs, bacon, and fruit. The atmosphere was lively with casual chatter and boisterous laughter, simply content to just be together on such a special day.
After a quick clean up and a refill to each of their mugs, they shifted to the living room to open their gifts.
They started with stocking. (Y/N) had allowed her mother to handle them this year after sheâd voiced how much she missed doing it for her and Katie when they were kids. Of course, sheâd made sure to add the traditional toothbrush, toothpaste, and orange at the bottom of each stocking along with each individual's preferred choice of candy, a few gift cards, wool socks, and other little sweet knick knacks.
In spite of the two year olds wearing patients and lack of an extended attention span, they decided to have Theo open his first. Sebastian had been the one to help him this time, plopping him on his lap, and guiding the tots hands to unwrap each gift.
It didnât last long, Theo easily sidetracked by every present he opened. In the end, Sebastian had opened most but that was perfectly okay because (Y/N) still got lots of pictures and the tot was returning home with tons of new toys, books, and clothes.
Gift exchange between the adults went much quicker than it had with the toddler, seeing as there wasnât nearly as much to give. Instead of giving a gift to everyone, (Y/M/N) had drawn names and assigned someone specifically to each of them.
Whatever they decided to give their significant other was up to them.
Everyone seemed pleased with what theyâd received. Especially Georgeta who has received a brand new sewing machine and a large collection of printed photos of Theo from the first two years of his life from (Y/N).
âAlright.â (Y/N) smiled, smacking her hands against her thighs before rising from her seat once the rest of the family had left to give them some privacy. Walking over to the tree, she bent down to grab the beautifully decorated envelope that had been laid beneath all the presents. She felt nervous, in a good way, about finally giving Sebastain his gift. Sheâd spent a good month and half working out the details and it was something she knew without a doubt he would cherish forever. Taking a deep breath, she returned to her stop beside him before placing the envelope in his lap with shaky hands.
He set his mug aside, raising a curious brow at her, as a playful smile tugged at the corner of his pink lips. âHmm.â He lifted it, giving it a small shake, âWonder what this could be.â His fingers slid along the flap at the top. âMaybe itâs a puppy. Iâve always wanted one of those.â
âDonât let Bucky hear you.â She chuckled, âNow hurry up. Iâm getting impatient over here.â
âSo demanding.â He tsked, shaking his head, though he still complied, pulling back the flap before tipping it to allow the contents to slide out. Two sheets of paper fell into his lap and his brows furrowed in confusion.
(Y/N) watched anxiously as his eyes scanned the first document, enjoying the way his features lit up at the realization.
âIs this what I think it is?â He asked hesitantly, sentiments bordering between serious and hopeful.
âTheoâs birth certificate.â She nodded encouragingly, âSure is.â
âYouâŚyou added me?â He wondered, blue eyes widening significantly.
Her smile widened, âI did. Youâre his father, your name belongs on his birth certificate. And before you say anything, look at the other one.â
Hesitantly, he slipped the other paper out from beneath the other.
â(Y/N).â He whispered, eye trained on the paper hanging between his fingers.
âSebastian.â She replied, a smile growing on her face.
âYou-â His voice paused, voice cracking, âYou did this for me?â He met her gaze, blue eyes glossing over with unshed tears. âYou changed his last name?â
She nodded, shooting him an encouraging smile. âI thought Theodore James Stan was more fitting.â Her heart clenched when his shoulders began to shake and a choked sob spilled from his trembling lips. She reacted immediately, her instinct to console him kicking into overdrive as she slid closer, embracing him against her chest and running her fingers soothingly along the hair at the nape of his neck and to the top of his spine.
Sebastian cried feebly into her chest, clutching desperately at the fabric of her shirt. He was quick to gather himself though, sniffling softly as he drew back from her, eyes a little puffy and red. âI donât know whag to say. IâI,â He took a deep breath, blue hues searching hers as his mouth opened and closed, clearly at a loss for words. âThank you.â He whispered, âFor everything.â
âMerry Christmas, Seb.â With that she pulled him in for a slow, passionate kiss.
âMerry Christmas.â He mumbled against her lips, dipping down to press a few more meaningful pecks to her plump lips. âI love you.â
âAnd I love you.â She smiled, gently combing her fingers through his messy hair. âMore than youâll ever know.â
After stealing one more quick kiss, he took a deep breath, rising to collect his own gift for her. âListen, you really upstaged me here so bare with me-â
âSebastian.â She interjected, shaking her head softly, âIt doesnât matter. Having you here with me is the greatest gift and better than anything I couldâve hoped for.â She reached out, intertwining her fingers with his when he was in reach and pulling him down to sit back beside her. âYou alone are enough for me.â
âOkay.â He glanced away, a bashful grin tugging at the corner of his pink lips, and subtle blush rising to the apples of her cheeks. âMe too.â
He placed a decent sized square box in her lap, one that looked similar to something that would hold a pair of boots or thick jacket. Sheâd never specifically stated what she wanted and heâd never asked, but she did recently mention needing a new pair of winter boots next year. It wouldnât surprise her if heâd stored the information for later use, he was a very attentive listener, especially when she was the one speaking.
She tore back the silver paper, excitement bubbling in her chest. Lifting the lid, she let out a little gasp at the contents within. Her attention was immediately drawn to the familiar disposable camera, positioned neatly over what looked to be a photo album.
âYou kept it.â She whispered, pulling it gently from the boxâas if it were the most delicate thing in the world and would merely crumble under her touch. Three years, it had been since sheâd held it, running around New York with a man sheâd known for less than five minutes.
It might be a cheap, disposable little thing but it meant so much more to her.
It was the beginning. Somewhat of a catalyst to the change that would occur in her life not too long after. A token of the night she conceived the one she loved most in this world with a man she loved just as deeply.
âOf course I did. I had all the pictures backed up and printed out.â Sebastian spoke up, wearing a pleased smile at the look of pure wonder and awe shining across her delicate features. âI put them in a scrapbook. I know how much you like those. So now you have one for us to go with the ones of Theo.â
She plucked the black cloth-covered book from the box, tossing it aside to open it in her lap. The first ten pages were filled completely from their night three years ago. Pictures of them outside the Metropolitan Museum of Art, around central park, at the bottom of the Empire State Building, in Time Square, on the Brooklyn Bridge. Of them sharing kisses, making goofy faces, and wearing big smiles. Even a few taken by or with strangers theyâd cross paths with on the streets.
She continued to flip through, finding heâd even printed off recent pictures to add to the book. Including a lot of all three of them. A few from Halloween, thanksgiving with their parents, selfies from their drive to New York during the big move, a picture of them a stranger had taken while on their karaoke date, in their matching Christmas Pjâs, cuddling up during movie nights.
She hasnât realized just how many photos they had together but to see them all before her made adoration and love bubble in her chest. She couldnât really explain how she felt other than just happy.
Sebastian made her so extraordinarily happy.
âOh, Sebastian.â She breathed out, dainty fingers tracing the very last page of the book. This picture was bigger than the rest, blown up to cover the entire page completely. It was one her mother had taken of them on thanksgiving.
They were standing together, Sebastianâs arm thrown over her shoulder, his other holding their son, whoâs bottom rested in the crook of his fatherâs elbow as he looked to be laughing with (Y/N). Her head was tossed back, eyes scrunched, smile wide, and palm flat against Sebastianâs abdomen with her other arm wrapped around his waist as if she were relying on him to stay upright. While mother and son shared a giggle, the man in the middle was looking directly at her, an expression of complete awe and admiration worn shamelessly across his sharp features.
She could really see it in his eyes there, just how much he adored her.
Sebastian didnât even have time to react, barely catching her when she launched herself into his lap and kissed him like it was the only thing she knew how to do. And he was quick to kiss her back with just as much, if not more, enthusiasm.
âFuck, I really love you.â She chuckled when she pulled back, forehead resting contently against his.
âFuck, I really fucking love you too.â He breathed out, large hands trailing the length of her waist, hips, and back. Content to just hold her and feel her beneath his touch. âDid I do good then?â
âYou did fan-fucking-tactic, babe.â
Tag list: @shellbilee @white-wolf-buckaroo @runawayolives @missusbarnes-rogers-laufeyson
Just One NightâMasterlist
Pairings-- Sebastian Stan x Female!Reader
Summary
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One that w
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One that would completely change your life. Three years later, Sebastian shows up at your doorstep to find that you both made more than just good memories that night.
Warnings
MINORS DNI!! 18+++ Flulff!! Pining!Seb, Dad!Seb, mentions of sex but not actual smut.
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December 20, 2020
Sebastian glanced at Theo in the rear view mirror. The tot was still sound asleep, all cute and snug in his car seat with his blankie tossed over his lap and his giraffe tucked under his arm.
It was impressive honestly, heâd passed out after they stopped for dinner around half past fiveâabout five hours ago.
Beside his sleeping baby sat his mother, reading one of her cheesy romance novels with her glasses resting on the tip of her nose and a pair of bulky headphones over her ears. No doubt listening to some old Romanian tune or Ed Sheehan, sheâd been hooked on him since (Y/N) introduced her to his music a few weeks ago.
Gerogetaâs presence always offered him a steady comfort, even more so now as he grew nervous at the prospects of meeting the rest of (Y/N)âs family. He was really happy to have her with himâto experience their first Christmas with Theo, (Y/N), and her family, together.
His eyes flicked back to the road. The sun had long ago set and a snow storm had rolled in, hindering his visibility of the snow covered road. Of course, he was used to the snow, but nothing couldâve prepared him for the winters in Michigan. His previous experience of driving in it has been slim to none and it only seemed to get worse the further they traveled north.
âI can take over if you want.â (Y/N) spoke up, drawing him from his thoughts. His nose scrunched at the idea. He was stubborn and a little too proud to admit that he couldnât handle it.
He could.
He was perfectly capable of driving his family through the fricken tundra to a city heâd never been to before. He could transport them safely. And he would.
âItâs only gonna get worse from here. Just wait until we no longer have those nice city lights to guide us.â He could practically hear the smirk in her voice and he loathed it.
âIâm fine.â He grumbled, hands tightening around the wheel. He was sweating a little bit, anxiety rising steadily in his chest with every winding curve and downhill slope.
He spared a glance at her, eyes lingering a little longer than they should because good God, she was the prettiest thing heâd ever seen. Sitting in the seat next to him, wearing his old college hoodie, that was a good two sizes too big, a pair of thick gray leggings, and fleece socks.
Those (Y/H/C) locks were loose and still a little flat around the top from the winter hat sheâd had on earlier. She had only whined a little bit this morning when sheâd realized she couldnât pull it back in braids. Not with those dark purple marks heâd spent all night possessively sucking and biting into her delicate skin.
She looked so little and soft with her knees pulled up to her chest, back against the door so she was angled to face him. All fresh faced and wearing a sly smirk .Her coat and boots had been long discarded on the floor beneath her feet after claiming the heated seats warmed her to the bone.
âAre you?â She chuckled, an eyebrow cocked playfully. She was giving him that look. He really couldnât get anything past her. Not when it came to reading him anyways. âCause the way your white knuckling the steering wheel says otherwise.â
The man huffed, giving her a bit of a side eye as he bit his lip to suppress a smile. âWhat? You doubting my driving abilities now?â
âWoah. Now,â She tossed her hand up defensively, âI never said that. Iâm just saying Michigan winters arenât friendly. Even Iâa born and raised michiganerâget anxious driving through this shit.â
Sebastian chuckled at her admission, âIâm fine, baby.â One hand dropped from the wheel, blindly reaching to grasp her thigh and give it a firm squeeze. âJust keep guiding and directing me and Iâll make sure to get in there in one piece.â
She lifted his hand from her thigh, intertwining her smaller hand with his before lifting it to her lips to kiss his fingers. âI believe in you.â She whispered, dropping their hands back on her lap.
âHow long do we have anyways?â He wondered, flicking his brights on. He really couldnât see a damn thing but the road was empty, save for them, so he wasnât too worried about staying in the lane.
When she told him they were going somewhere near a place called Traverse City, this was definitely not what he was picturing. But he shouldâve figured it would be in the middle of nowhere, surrounded only by trees when she said theyâd be staying at her family's cabin. The city boy in him heard the word âcityâ and automatically pictured something akin to a much smaller version of Chicago.
âTwenty minutes.â She responded after a quick glance at her phone. âNot too much longer.â Her thumb brushed soothingly along the back of his head. It consoled him, eased the budding anxiety within his chest.
âSo tell me again whoâs all going to be there?â He sat up further in his seat, eyes squinting to read a sign further up along the side of the road. He thinks it said something about watching for deer.
âJust us and my parents.â She responded, reaching out to retrieve a chocolate kiss from where she had them stored in the center console. âAnd my grandparents, my aunts, uncles, and cousins will come for dinner on Christmas Eve.â
âOkay.â He nodded, more so to himself. She didnât know why he was so nervous. That man was quite the charmer she had no doubt sheâd win them over with one of his dazzling smiles. There was no doubt, knowing her parents, that they already raved about him. They were so fond of him. The rest of the family would be too.
âAnd your sister and her husband, they still canât make it?â
(Y/N) sighed, shoulders sagging slightly as she shook her head. âNo. Carson couldnât get the time off.â This was the first Christmas sheâd spend without her big sister, Katie. Of course she understood but to say she was bummed would be an understatement. She hadnât seen the couple since they moved to Seattle last year. Carson was a fireman and that type of work didnât stop for no one or nothing. They just hadnât found the time to visit and with her work schedule and Theo, she couldnât pull off a visit either.
âWhat does Katie do again?â Sebastian asked, drawing her from her thoughts. He knew how upset she was when her sister called last week to break the news. Sheâd spent the rest of the evening sulking over it.
âSheâs an elementary school art teacher and Carson is a fireman.â
âAh. Thatâs right.â With a little yank on the hand he held, he guided her across her seat until she was crammed against the center counsel. Slipping his hand from hers to instead wrap it over her shoulder. She leaned into him, head resting on his shoulder as he pecked the top of her head and ran his fingers soothingly down her arm. âIâm sorry they canât make it. I know how bummed you are.â
âItâs okay.â She sighed, eyes fluttering closed as she relaxed further into his side. âI was just really excited for you to meet them. Theyâre amazing.â
âMaybe we can take a trip to Seattle, go visit them or something soon after my next project.â He offered, giving her shoulder a little squeeze.
âMmm.â She hummed, âIâd love that.â She shifted, lifting her head to peck his lips before sliding back to her previous position in her seat.
Less than twenty minutes later, they were pulling down the long drive leading up to the well lit cottage. Sebastian was astonished by the size. It was a lot bigger than heâd expected it to be with big windows and a wrap-around porch.
âWow.â Georgeta cooed, âIt's just darling. Your parents own this?â Her accent always grew thicker when she was tired. (Y/N) thought it was the cutest thing.
âYep.â She replied, popping the âpâ. She was practically bouncing in her seat as Sebastian parked next to (Y/F/N)âs truck. âItâs been in the family for a few generations now. Itâs had a bit of remodeling in the past few years though.â
âThatâs amazing.â Sebastian piped up, leaning forward so he could get a better look. âItâs so⌠homey. I like it.â
âWait until you see inside.â (Y/N) beamed, slipping her boots and coat back on. âThe fireplace is so cool. The entire place is.â
Before he could respond she was hopping out of the car and barreling up the steps to meet her parents as they stepped outside to greet them. Sebastian took a moment to watch the way they embraced each other, heart warming at the joyful exchange. He knew how much she missed them when they were away and he was reminded once again of the sacrifices she made just so he could build a relationship with their son. Not only had he done that but heâd now built one with her too. He couldnât imagine his life without either of them at this point.
âEa este ea?â (Is she the one?)
Georgetaâs words startled him. Heâd been so lost in his thoughts, heâd honestly forgotten she was even there. But the answer to her question was all too easy. Heâd never been more sure of anything in his life. She was it for him.
âDa, mama. Ea rate.â (Yes, Mama. She is.)
âGood.â Was all she said before she too was exiting the car, scurrying to pull (Y/N)âs mother into a bone crushing hug.
Sebastian stepped out of the car after slipping on his jacket. He wanted to get Theo inside and to bed right away. The storm was beginning to pick up and the wind was nipping harshly at his exposed skin. Carefully, he unbuckled the sleeping toddler and scooped him from his seat. He didnât stir as he wrapped the blanket tighter around his little body and tucked him tightly to his chest inside his jacket in attempts to shield him from the cold and blowing snow.
âYou got him?â (Y/N) appeared behind him just as he had grabbed the end of Buckyâs leash and was coaxing him from the warm car. âYou go ahead and get him inside, my dad and I will grab the bags.â
With a nod, he rushed up the steps, offering a quick âhelloâ to (Y/F/N) before following (Y/M/N) and Georgeta inside.
Unfortunately he didnât get too far into the house before Theo woke with a little cry, wriggling against his fathers chest in an attempt to steal some of Sebastianâs body heat.
âHey.â He whispered, pressing kisses to his forehead and chubby cheeks, a hand running soothingly along his back. âItâs okay, bubs. Shhh.â Theo seemed to relax at his fatherâs voice, cries turning to tiny whimpers and sniffles. Much to Sebastianâs dismay, however, the two year old was now wide awake, blue eyes wide and alert as they took in the familiar setting.
(Y/N) and her father shuffled through the front door behind him, dragging in the three suitcases, a big tote filled with Buckyâs things and a few of Theoâs favorite toys, and two boxes packed with all the wrapped gifts.
âItâs freaking cold out there.â (Y/N) huffed, hastily rubbing her hands together to warm them. Her cheeks were rosy and numerous snowflakes had settled in her hair. Upon laying eyes on her, Theo perked up, making grabby hands for her, âMomma. Momma.â But before she could make her way to him, an unfamiliar face appeared in the threshold of the kitchen causing her to pause in her tracks.
âSurprise!!â The woman beamed, arms out wide and a large smile worn upon her face. By the pictures heâd seen and the distinct similarities, he knew this woman was none other than her sister.
âNo freaking way!â (Y/N) cried out, tears welling up in her eyes as she barreled full force into Katieâs awaiting arms. âYou little shit.â Although she had the biggest smile heâd ever seen, her voice cracked and the tears started steadily rolling down her cheeks.
When they pulled back from their heartfelt embrace, a tall man with sandy hair appeared behind them, a mischievous smirk across his lips. âHey, kiddo. Long time, no-â (Y/N) slammed into him, sending him stumbling back into the wall. Fortunately heâd seen it coming, catching her before both of them ended up on their asses.
And this must be Carson.
âScrew you both! I was so upset you couldnât come. You-â She spun around shooting a playful glare at Katie, âI expected this from, but you-â She jabbed her finger into Carsonâs chest, trying hard to remain stoic and angry, âI expected better!â
They laughed feebly, shaking their heads at her dramatics. âWe got ya good, didnât we?â Katie grinned, wiggling her eyebrows at her little sister which only earned her a huff in response.
âOh!!â Katie chimed up, now walking in his direction. âYou must be Sebastian! Iâve heard so much about you. Itâs so nice to finally meet you.â Now that she was closer, he could easily pick out features both sisters shared. The similarities were uncanny. She surprised him by pulling him into a side hug to which he returned without a second thought. âWeâre so happy to have you join us for the holidays this year. Itâs going to be such a great week. You better buckle up because youâre about to experience your first (Y/L/N) Christmas and itâs going to be a wild ride.â
He swore he would never get over how welcoming and kind this family was.
âItâs nice to meet you! Really happy to be here.â He breathed out, a nervous smile tugging at the corner of his lips. She gave his shoulder a pat and another big smile before turning her attention to Theo. He went eagerly into his aunt's arms, giggling as she showered his face with kisses and cooed over how big heâd grown.
(Y/N) slid up beside him, wrapping her arm around his waist and in turn he threw his own over her shoulder, leaning down to peck her lips. The smile she wore when she pulled away made his heart clench. Heâd do just about anything to see her smile at him like that all the time. Her happiness was now his.
âHello, Iâm Carson.â The man greeted, offering him his hand, âIâm a big fan of your work. Itâs really great to meet the man (Y/N) canât seem to shut up about.â
âCarson.â She hissed, âDonât embarrass me.â
âHey, thanks! Sebastian.â He took his hand, giving it a firm shake after sparring a glance to the woman beside him, taking great pleasure in the blush that now coated the apples of her cheeks. âItâs really good to finally meet you too. Glad you could make it.â
Georgeta and (Y/M/N) joined the group still standing in the entryway, sharing a few more introductions, greetings, and hugs before (Y/N) was leading him through the house with their belongings in tow, and the promise to be back after giving him a tour.
Once they returned, Sebastian in complete awe of the place, they joined the rest in the living room. Sharing a glass of wine as they caught up by the fire. It wasnât long before they called it a night, tuckered out from the day's travels. Theo ended up in their bed not even halfway through the night. The tot fussy and over tired.
But Sebastian didnât mind. Not in the slightest.
He was more than content to hold both of them. The two people that just three months ago, had become the center of his entire life. They were what mattered now.
They were the only thing that mattered.
ââââ
âOh my gosh.â (Y/N) gasped, eyes alight with innocence and excitement as she dragged Sebastian to a booth filled entirely with custom sewn stockings and Santa hats. He swore heâd never seen so many different options.
Who would want a tiger print Santa hat?
âThese are so sweet.â She ran her fingers over a few laid out on the table. He watched closely as her eyes zeroed in on a few red plaid stockings. She grabbed them, turning to present them to him with a radiant smile on her face. âLook at these, babe. Arenât they so cute?â
He cocked his head, studying the fabric closely. Truthfully, he didnât think they were anything special. It looked similar to ones heâd seen sold just about anywhere he went these days. Plaid was very in style. âYeah, prinĹŁesÄ.â He smiled, eyes trained solely on her, âitâs very cute.â
âBe serious.â She playfully rolled her eyes, biting down on her lip to suppress a smile. She was very much aware that he didnât mean the stockings.
She turned back to the table as he wrapped his arms around her waist, plastering his front to her back. It made her head spin and distracted her from the matter at hand but she really couldnât complain. Not when his larger body was warming her much smaller one so nicely.
He tucked his face into the crook of her neck, lips running lightly against the cool skin there. He breathed out a chuckle when she shivered at his ministrations. He wouldnât ever get over how reactive and responsive she was to his touch.
âWhat if I got names embroidered on them?â He hummed in response, too distracted by the scent and feel of her. âOr maybe like âHo Ho Ho.â She shook her head, âNo. That sounds kinda weird. Someone might take it wrong.â That caused him to smile against her skin, fingers trailing up and down her sides in attempts to make her giggle and get her attention.
He was incorrigible. They hadnât had much time alone since arriving at the cottage three days ago. Not that he didnât enjoy spending time with everyone. (Y/N)âs family was amazing and heâd grown to see them as part of his own. Heâd thoroughly enjoyed watching the goofy banter between (Y/N) and Katie and had found a friend in Carson.
But God, was he desperate to get her alone. He wanted to take his sweet, torturous time with her until the only word that fell from those sinful lips was his name.
He really couldnât help himself when last weekend's events were replaying repeatedly in his mind. The way she looked beneath him, how she tasted on his tongue, or the way she sounded as he pushed into her for the very first time. It was engraved in his brain. Scorched into his memory like pyrography.
âSebastian.â She whined, head lolling against his shoulder. Although she was protesting, the movement allowed his lips more space to explore.
âNames, baby.â He mumbled, hands coming to rest on the soft curve of her waist. âOur names would look great on them.â
Much to his reluctance, she wiggled out of his grip. âKnock it off. Weâre in public.â She couldnât help but giggle at his whine and childish pout. âYour team said we needed to go under the radar, if you continue you might draw some unwanted attention and blow our cover.â
He huffed, blue eyes rolling though he still wore a small smile and it spread as he watched her approach the elderly woman who ran the stocking booth. He joined her at the table, listening in as she discussed various prints and explained her vision. It was simply a stocking that would be hung up once a year for less than a month but she still expected and strived for perfection. It was one of her quirks. Something that made her so⌠her.
Just another thing to love about her.
Yeah⌠love. Because he did. Sebastian loved her. Call him crazy or claim it be too soon but when you know, you know.
He wasnât unfamiliar with the feeling. The intense feeling of deep affection or a great interest and pleasure in something. He loved lots of people and lots of things. Whether it be his mother, a past lover, a food, or an object. But it was nothing like this.
To be constantly tipping between the feeling of excitement and hope to fear of the unknown and vulnerability. In the past, heâd have booked it for the hills the moment her smile started making his heart beat quicken from where it rests in his chest. But he wouldnât, couldnât dare walk away. His mind hadnât even considered it an option like it wouldâve in the past.
He never planned for her. Never planned for either of them. But the best things always come unexpected it seems. He was experiencing that first hand now. And he wouldnât change a thing. She was stuck with him now. He was hersâmind, body, and soul. Even if she didnât know it yet.
He belonged to her. The sentiment wouldâve scared himâhad scared him for all of his life and in past relationships. But not with her. He was okay being vulnerable with her. He yearned for it. Needed it. Because unlike anyone, he could count on her not to let him down.
How could he when she let herself be just as, if not more, vulnerable with him?
Sebastian spent the rest of the evening watching her. All throughout dinner with Carson and Katie at the excessively decorated diner with great cheeseburgers and even better fries, heâd had to bite his tongue numerous times to keep those three words from slipping out when Carson got her laughing so hard that coke cola had come out her nose. Sheâd been so red in the face, out of embarrassment or from the struggle to breath, he wasnât sure. But the light in those (Y/C/E) eyes and the smile sheâd flashed him once sheâd recovered had nearly caused him to blurt it out right then and there.
Or when sheâd tried so, so hard to lace up her own ice skates. Claiming adamantly that as a strong, independent woman, she could and would lace them herself. How her face scrunched in concentrationâpretty pink lip trapped between her teeth, eyebrows furrowed, and eyes squinted in failed attempts to focus. Then sheâd let out a frustrated huff, arms flailing in defeat before silently lifting her foot in his direction. Heâd happily sunk to his knees for her, a smug smirk on his lips as he tied each skate. He didnât dare comment on it or tease her while doubling the knot, not wanting to wound her pride. She was so damn stubborn but it was at the top of that list. Just another reason he loved her.
But he didnât manage to hold back for much longer. It finally cameâspilling from his lips Iike literal word vomit. The catalyst for it all was while on the ice. Sheâd talked a big game before theyâd even stepped out on the rink.
âIâve watched a lot of ice hockey back in my day. Dads always been a big fan of the red wings so Iâve got this.â Sheâd said. âIt canât be that hard. If Katie can do it, I can. Sheâs clumsy as hell.â
One step on the ice and she fell flat on her ass. Like the trooper she was, sheâd laughed it off. He was quick to help her up and sheâd allowed him to fuss over her for a second by brushing the snow from her bum and double checking the tightness of her skates. They were fine, they both knew it too, he was just trying to make her feel better.
She wasnât one easily deterred but much to his delight, sheâd accepted his arm when offered, declaring it was just until she had the time to get used to it.
That wasnât the case at all. She was terrible. The worst heâd ever seen, heâs almost certain.
âI think Iâm getting it.â She beamed, skates shuffling against the ice. Sheâd barely move an inch with each glide (if he couldnât even call it that). He was the reason they were even moving at all but he couldnât complain. Not when her back was snug against his chest, his arms wrapped securely around her waist, and she was giggling and smiling like that. âBabe, am I doing good?â
âYeah, baby.â He chuckled, dipping down to kiss her cheek. âYouâre going great.â
Sebastianâs lips on her cheek served as a distraction and her skate caught on an uneven patch of ice. She tipped forcefully back into his chest causing him to lose his balance. He landed hard flat on his back, (Y/N)'s full weight on top of him.
He let out a guttural groan when the air finally returned to his lungs. He would definitely be feeling that for the next few days.
âOh, no.â She scrambled to lift herself up on her knees, hovering above him as delicate hands went to the back of his head, âIâm so sorry, baby.â Her eyes scanned his face, tilting it side to side. For what reason? he wasnât sure. âAre you alright? Oh my god.â She shook her head, âMaybe Iâm not cutting out for this skating thing. You arenât hurt, right?â
âI love you.â
She froze, eyes wide and lips parted in surpriseâlike a deer caught in headlights.
He chuckled, a lopsided grin tugging at the corner of his lips as he brought his hand up to tuck a curl behind her ear. She looked like a literal angel above him under the sparkling lights hung in the trees around the rink. All bundled in her coat and hat, her cheeks and the tip of her nose the color of cherries.
âIâm fine.â He whispered, eyes flickering between her eyes and lips. âAnd I love you.â
âYou do?â She breathed out, eyes searching his bright blue ones.
âI do.â He stoned his features, not wanting her to doubt his sentiments for even a second. âI know we havenât been together for that long but Iâve never been more sure about anything in my entire life.â He brushed his thumb along her cheek. âI am in love with you, (Y/N). Youâre it for me.â
âI love you.â She whispered, wide eyes a little glossy and full of adoration. He didnât get a chance to respond before her lips were on his. âI love you.â She repeated, louder this time, followed by a delighted giggle before she kissed him again, slower and softer this time. âIâm in love with you, Sebastian Stan. Youâre it for me too.â
âHey!â A familiar voice called from across the ice. âAre you gonna get up or continue to make out like a pair of horny teenagers because youâre blocking our path. Weâre trying to race over here.â
âFuck off, Carson.â (Y/N) hissed, not sparing her brother-in-law a glance as she flipped him the bird. There was a chorus of laughter on the other side of the rink but they didnât mind.
They were together and in love.
Tag list: @shellbilee @white-wolf-buckaroo @runawayolives @missusbarnes-rogers-laufeyson
Just One NightâMasterlist
Pairings-- Sebastian Stan x Female!Reader
Summary
You spend an unforgettable night with Sebastian Stan. One that w