Running With Scissors

“My dear, Find what you love and let it kill you.Let it drain you of your all. Let it cling onto your back and weigh you down into eventual nothingness." ~ Falsely yours” ― Charles Bukowski portland username: remysomelove

[valthornes]

remyscntiago:

“For the record, I don’t think my tits have ever been this damn cold,” she said with a shiver pulling her collar up around her neck. “I brought rum cake with extra rummmm,’ she drawled, “Open up, let’s get this shin dig started…” @valthornes

“Remy if you keep shaking your tits at me your wedding is not going to be with Wes and Taryn. You’ll be getting hitched to me and Tony.” Valerie grinned and let her in. “I love it when you come by. Bringing the good stuff and gifts for me,” she somewhat joked as she lead Remy in the house and to the kitchen. “So what are we celebrating or are we just getting hammered for the hell of it?”

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"Oh there you go putting all these wild thoughts in my head. I'm a one man and woman, woman though,sorry babe..." She laughed, going in and setting wine and things she had brought over on the counter. "Speaking of titties and wild thoughts, did you see Rhianna at the Grammys? Homegirl is thicker than a Snicker these days...I think I might be in love. Anyway, I digress." She said and gave Val a kiss on the cheek. "Oh, hell I don't know. Let's just get knackered for the hell out of it," she says going to open the wine. "I brought cheese and fruit...do you happen to have any tacos lying around?"

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remyscntiago:

There were no chances to be had though, really. Oh my Sir, that’s a mighty big stick you’re waving around there..alright there’s not a lot of room here but I think I’m pretty well situated.

How could I possibly be bored when I bring the noise? Let’s do it, if you can get Aidan or Ren I’m game, though I’m sure our girl will insist she doesn’t need to be looked after.

I just want, a quiet night home with my lives, that’s all. No, no preference I’ve just always envisioned getting hitched in a castle, not set on any particular place. Just when is it going to happen already is what I’m most worried over.

I know but I’m human and it’s always a bit of a good feeling to be reminded of that. Oh I’m not waving it around —- I’m getting it all ready for you. Less space makes it more fun and adventurous. I’m sitting here thinking of that time back in our college days when we driving down to Florida and I slipped my hand between your legs and you were wearing that skirt. Remember?

It’s not for babysitting, it’s just in case Taryn needs anything because she’s pretty big and not supposed to be all that mobile. Plus Aidan is a doctor. Just makes me feel better.

Then that’s exactly what you’ll get. I’ll cook dinner, make your favorite. I get your rush to get to the wedding but it’s only a few more months, after the babies are here.

[remyscntiago-blog]

My human, yes. I wish you were in my company so I could properly pet you, love. Oh? Watcha gonna do with that big ole stick? Yes, in fact I remember all the times we were driving around and your hand ended up inside my thighs. But why does this time stand out dear? Is because of me getting caught with my head in your lap when that cop pulled us over?

Of course, I'm aware. But you know how independent she tries to be, regardless of doctors orders. I'm sure Ren and Aidan have it covered though.

There's no rush, really. Just excited is all.

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Hopefully it's not a bad time, Ren, just wanted to say thanks for pitching in and making us all breakfast, you're a life saver really. So how you've been? What all is going on? Sorry with all the packing and running around we didn't get much talking in the other day. @renatabessons

[remyscntiago-blog]

"For the record, I don't think my tits have ever been this damn cold," she said with a shiver pulling her collar up around her neck. "I brought rum cake with extra rummmm,' she drawled, "Open up, let's get this shin dig started..." @valthornes

[wonder-benwarren-blog]

remyscntiago:

“Agreed, that might help,” she commented, making her way to the class she had been invited to attend.

Ben really didnt want to be left on his own again but he didnt want to annoy or intrude. “Do you know someone who would be willing to help me out?” 

[remyscntiago-blog]

Remy gave it a moment of thought, then turned on her cell phone send entered the building name in the search bar. "Here according to the GPS, this is where you want to go if you're on foot," she said. "What's your number? I'll send you the directions?" She offered.

[remyscntiago-blog]

There were no chances to be had though, really. Oh my Sir, that's a mighty big stick you're waving around there..alright there's not a lot of room here but I think I'm pretty well situated.

How could I possibly be bored when I bring the noise? Let's do it, if you can get Aidan or Ren I'm game, though I'm sure our girl will insist she doesn't need to be looked after.

I just want, a quiet night home with my lives, that's all. No, no preference I've just always envisioned getting hitched in a castle, not set on any particular place. Just when is it going to happen already is what I'm most worried over.

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[sawyercraven-blog]

remyscntiago:

“Not a bother, just taking a minute to check my messages and what. What’s up” she asked as she finished up a last minute text to Taryn asking if she wanted take out since she was eating for threee now. Remy swirled her straw around in her tea, thinking about a response. “I can definitely say I had more than one…but probably the most defining was when my grandmother died and I literally had no one else, family wise at the time,” she said, somberly. “Going to college right after probably saved me from felt destructing to be honest…but what’s got you in such a reflective mood?”

Sawyer supposed that the death of a family member would have been the answer that would come up when she asked. Which she understood. It was devastating to lose such a prominent figure in one’s life. Her grandparents died when she was very little so she didn’t remember much about the loss. The only connection she could make to it was losing her mother. Her mother wasn’t dead, but she might as well be. “I didn’t go to college right after high school,” she responded, with a meek grin though she nodded in agreement. “Not having family is really hard. But my next question was, what did you do about it but I guess you answered it already. When did you do in college that helped you cope?”

[remyscntiago-blog]

"I think it was more of a distraction than anything else. Where some might not be able to focus under those conditions I became Uber focused and determined to make through in spite of my circumstances. Remy tilted her head and grinned at the girl. "You didn't answer my question though. What's got you on this line of questioning?" She thought it interesting that some one so young would have zeroed in on such a curious introspective. Most young people she knew seemed to have a more frivolous mindset. It was refreshing though to come across a youth with a bit more depth.

[wonder-benwarren-blog]

remyscntiago:

Remy raised a concerned eyebrow. “That can’t be good. I’m sure your professor gives consideration for you being new and all, you think? Either way I guess you should be taking off there.”

“He’s a stickler,” Ben said distaste coating his words. “Yeah I should be, thanks for helping me, I could really go for a tour of the school.” He admitted.

[remyscntiago-blog]

"Agreed, that might help," she commented, making her way to the class she had been invited to attend.

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remyscntiago:

Awe you make me think of that old Mae West quote, save for the fact no one else has ever wanted to save me much less fight for my honor. Such is life.

I could figure something out privacy wise. Why do you ask my love?

Oh, I see. So you’re curious to meet someone who may have known your father intimately. That sounds…delicate and exciting at the same time. I get the subjectivity of the legality and all, guess I’m more so concerned that you’re not putting yourself in harms way knowing the type of people your father dealt with. Should I be? And yes I know you’re going to obsess until your taste buds are satisfied. Just want you to be careful is all.

They all know where you belong and who your man has been since college. Who knew I was so intimidating.

You’ll find out when you get to some place more private? I’d rather you not give people a show.

Intimate isn’t the word I would use, though I get your meaning. I’m not even sure if they were close, I only know they did some business together and I’m hungry for any information I can get. It’s exciting. He never let us into that side of his life, and I get it, I just can’t help my need to know. You know the type of people I deal with so this isn’t any different really. I don’t see reason for concern, the guy would be an old man and I’m pretty protected. I’ll be careful, I promise.

More importantly, what have you been up to?

[remyscntiago-blog]

Raises hand in the classroom...I knew! I think you're right though, the message has been sent loud and clear. So lucky am I. Okay, I've picked up a few dresses to try on. I'm in the dressing room at Nordstrom Rack now.

I hope you find what you need and if you want someone to accompany you I'm free to travel for the next two weeks. Or I can be here with Taryn, either way.

Well, I've just renewed a contract with a certain government entity, still working independently though. Just called on when needed under certain conditions. Pretty excited about that. Not much else going on outside of house hunting and wedding plans in the works. Have you thought about any particular venues you want to check out?

[remyscntiago-blog]

Awe you make me think of that old Mae West quote, save for the fact no one else has ever wanted to save me much less fight for my honor. Such is life.

I could figure something out privacy wise. Why do you ask my love?

Oh, I see. So you're curious to meet someone who may have known your father intimately. That sounds...delicate and exciting at the same time. I get the subjectivity of the legality and all, guess I'm more so concerned that you're not putting yourself in harms way knowing the type of people your father dealt with. Should I be? And yes I know you're going to obsess until your taste buds are satisfied. Just want you to be careful is all.

[remyscntiago-blog]

I'd say you'd have that guy beat, handsome little bugger that he might be. But prove it so if you must, I'm all for fun and games.

Sounds intriguing but why so cryptic dear? What's up with all the secrecy? We're not delving into illegal territory, right? Who is the guy and what was said that has got you so Keen to find him? Sate my curiosity!

[remyscntiago-blog]

Guess!? I'm on pins and needles here. Dish! What research? Spawned by a client but not work related?

[wonder-benwarren-blog]

remyscntiago:

“Well,” Remy started, looking down at her watch as she was a fee minutes late for the lecture she had been invited to attend. “I’m just a guest here but I’m pretty sure this is the psychology building. Are you sure you’re in the right place?”

Ben groaned. “Nope, apparently not. First class and I’m already late, great.”

[remyscntiago-blog]

Remy raised a concerned eyebrow. "That can't be good. I'm sure your professor gives consideration for you being new and all, you think? Either way I guess you should be taking off there."

[sawyercraven-blog]

“I don’t mean to bother ya,” Sawyer started, tapping the nearest person on the shoulder. “There’s this thought I have in my head and it’s gonna drive me bonkers if I don’t let it out.” There was hardly anyone she knew in Portland, having moved here just weeks ago and she didn’t keep in touch with her old friends back in Texas. It was hard for her to contain her thoughts, especially when one was as heavy as this one. Shifting her weight from one foot to the other, she folded her arms across her chest. “I think most people remember the exact moment they realized they were grown up. Because of something said to them, or something they saw… Do you remember that moment?” 

[remyscntiago-blog]

"Not a bother, just taking a minute to check my messages and what not. What's up?" she asked as she finished up a last minute text to Taryn asking if she wanted take out since she was eating for threee now. Remy swirled her straw around in her tea, thinking about a response. "I can definitely say I had more than one...but probably the most defining was when my grandmother died and I literally had no one else, family wise at the time," she said, somberly. "Going to college right after probably saved me from self destructing to be honest...but what's got you in such a reflective mood?"

[remyscntiago-blog]

Sure, posing like an idiot with a giant cows lick on top of my head. Your fault by the way. I mean it's nice when you're pulling my hair and all, just gotta remember to smooth me out after the fact. Anywho, what have you been up to all day?

[remyscntiago-blog]

Cute picture to whichever one of you sent this, but...tell me how both of you able bodied souls managed to let me out of the house with bed head hair???? @taryn-black @wesleykearney