Our shining boy become a shining star
This morning I wake up before my alarm clock rings despite lack of sleep, only 1-2 hours i think. I just... still can't believe what happened yesterday and I'm torturing myself watching his video, listening his song, ofc I can't help but cry.
I... Me too. Never knew jonghyun and shinee were meant a lot for me, but he did, yes they did. Pretty much I really grew up with them, when i don't have someone to talk to about my problem i watch them wishing for a better life, happy day may happen to me too if I work hard.
This may sound exaggerating but he and shinee really there for me when I had a hard time. I don't really know what should I do back then, and now too i guess, but seeing shinee that always hard working give me a motivation, their passion in everything they do that I’m lacking, a must listen song that comfort me, console me and give me strength.... I just can't believe this is happen. Really.
Kim jonghyun my angelic like voice... I can't ever hear him singing live anymore. I need to prepare for the worst can happen in shinee anytime but please give me a time this is just...... jebal jebal jebal hajima.
Now I just hope his mom, his sister, and shinee member hold hand, stay together to give strength to each other, i just can pray from here. And I hope he can release his pain now...
You’ve worked so hard jonghyun-ah, you're my prize.
I will always remember you, our dearest Kim Jong Hyun.