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happy birthday to my special boy...

#reappearing briefly to wish my boy a happy birthday. i technically finished this piece like.#back in feburary but i did not want to procrastinate because college is hell. anyway happy birthday to my special boy thank u for bringing m #e endless joy... sighs longingly.... coughs #erha #ranwan #2ha #pollen #i technically have ages of art i havent managed to post but i . have been busy. over the past few years. and my will is . weak. very weak #sighs. someday. when im feeling alive agai n. ranwan save me. save me. im so tired #i drew these flowers by hand btw. worst experience of my life and they dont even look peak. they just look good enough. and good enough is g #good enough but my hand pains have been CRAZY over the past few years. but id do it again #for ranwan #its 12am rn god

briefly coming online to say happy (late) erha release day!!!!!!!

#buzz #if it seems like i’m calmer abt this than expected just know that i’ve spent the past two weeks (got my copy a day late (yesterday)) seethin #g w rage every time i accidentally got spoiled bcs people were posting wo spoiler tags . the storm is over. bliss and serenity are here .#erha #im finally free from the Curse. i have More Official Ranwan ohhhh… they make me insane …#also i haven’t slept properly in a few months bcs of college but that’s completely unrelated

i mean normally i’d write this post w melancholy in mind but like… im writing this a year in advance.

it’ll be five years by the time this comes out (hopefully). five years. that’s wild. and it’s important to Remember. memento mori and all that. but like, wow. did we really make it that far?

#buzz #unus annus #memento mori #i mean. like i said i’m writing this a year in advance. who knows if things will pan out that way #still. i want to think that there’s at least some good that can be found in the future #even if it’s just remembering the past #yeehaw and all that

happy 10th anniversary!!!

#undertale #undertale 10th anniversary #undertale 10 year anniversary #yayyyyyyyy happy anny everypony etc etc i was suposed to finish tuis yesterday LMAO coughs. but ummmmm #sweats. im busy. but i did want to finish th is. sooo. sweats. anyway happy anny agaiiiiin #pollen

okkk 08/09 happy birthday to mine baby!!!!

(technical v9 illust spoilers down below in the sense that it is a redraw of a Certain ch illust w. chibis)

#erha #2ha #ranwan #happy birthday cwn i love u and hope ur doing well. im temporarily comign to posting again for this bcs why not #i hope ur wife is ok man. i hope hes alive and well.#pollen #god i forgot i had an art tag #no ones going to notice but im scheduling this to be put up at 4:09 for a Reason.#the reason is comedy

(possible) (very big) erha v9 spoilers edit for v9 release 1/23/2026 (wouldve updated sooner but. um. forgot sorry): for sure erha v9 spoilers, this is a shitpost do not spoil the series for u over a shitpost

really funny that mr is cwn’s partner considering that he is neither woman nor alive

#erha #2ha #ranwan #shaking my head. i cant believe cwn would lie to xzy like that… this is so tragic…. especially considering h #erha spoilers #2ha spoilers #mildly ominous looking tag and then it’s just a shitpost what am i even doing

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AUGHHH i’m behind but i wanted to get SOMETHING out for his birthday so happy 2025 birthday to mr… the Boy…

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clean(er) version yahooo!!! happy (now belated) birthday to my boy…

#erha #2ha #ranwan #ive tried to post this twice now so here’s to hoping. yahoo… sorry to my sons for being late also. im a fake fan and im working on rectifyin #g that. enjoy art. or not idk i just wanted to post these. lol. lmao. also goutou… my little man….. there’s so little content for him :(#pollen #rb

AUGHHH i’m behind but i wanted to get SOMETHING out for his birthday so happy 2025 birthday to mr… the Boy…

ok edit: updated version is in. the rbs. bcs i forgot those don’t show up on. tags. lmao

#erha #2ha #ranwan #i might upload a clean version later BUT for now. take THIS #HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I KNOW THERES ONLY A FEW M LEFT BUT WHATEVER!!! MY BOYS!!!! SOBS #pollen

played through ut (specifically the red n yellow mod) for the first time in literally years and i can happily report that it’s ruined my life forever

#catch me crying!!! catch me crying over these stupid bastards. ut base already ruins me and now THIS!!!#utry #did not know a mod would make me ship dead (??) kids but whatever. there’s a new chance for everything.#i mean i played through the ending of pacifist (i do Not have the heart for any other routes literally ever) and like. where is chara. free #free my baby they did nothing wrong. where are they. are they just a ghost. what do u MEAN mummy bandages #utry spoilers #going to be haunted forever i guess LMAO (haha. cries. cries so much)#buzz

veilguard spoilers w/o context:

#buzz #dragon age #da veilguard #da veilguard spoilers #i’m coping so hard rn u have no idea. u have no idea.#da2 was my favorite out of the series man. i. veilguard was so good and dagon age as a whole was so fun but i’m coping so hard. what do i do #NOW. why was he THERE. LEAVE HIM ALONE!!! WHY DIDNT U JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE!!!!!!#WHY MAKE A GAME THAT LEAVES ME IN PAIN!!!!#also technically school-live spoilers…?

honestly veilguard was rly good (peak even) and i enjoyed it a lot even w its many issues but like. of all the places to put the final romance scene why there