RuAngel

[ruangel]

My pregnancy eye opening story

It all started with the announcement of my pregnancy.

Till then i was not aware am not liked by my Mom at all.

Till then i was living a lie that i am being loved tremendously by my family (which includes mom, dad, sister & brother) and they made me believe that only they love me the most and unconditional no one else not even my husband love me like they do.

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While postpartum i know one thing for sure and that is what kind of mother i don’t want to be for my baby

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Kuch rishton me logic nahi magic hota hai🌟 and I thought you were my magic 😆

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Was feeling proud thinking that no one can take him away from me.

I wasn’t aware of his planning and plotting

[ruangel]

Jo waqt chala gaya dil usi ko dhundta rehta hai

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“Stop asking me to trust you while I’m still coughing water up from the last time you let me drown.”

— Unknown

[ruangel]

03/04 was crying in my dreams. I know it is taking little more time but i will get him out of my system. He doesn’t deserve to know me the way he did

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[ruangel]

Why sex is everything for boys?

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Inspite of knowing how bad he is why do i still crave to talk to him?

[ruangel]

Rang kem jay tara sang no

[ruangel]

Am grateful i got to know you the way i know you

[ruangel]

I break my rules for him and i do not regret that #grateful

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“Sometimes we get sad about things and we don’t like to tell other people that we are sad about them. We like to keep it a secret. Or sometimes, we are sad but we really don’t know why we are sad, so we say we aren’t sad but we really are.”

— Mark Haddon

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“But who can remember pain, once it’s over? All that remains of it is a shadow, not in the mind even, in the flesh. Pain marks you, but too deep to see. Out of sight, out of mind.”

— Margaret Atwood

[ruangel]

I miss the time when you were my shield, protecting me from this harsh words of the world

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