[goldenstokers]

you're good man, no worries really. kind of miss your face i guess since it has been quite awhile since we last saw each other. hey honestly, i say do it, you deserve some peace and quite and a good break if you ask me. hell take me with you, i'm also tired of these heatwaves. been alright, yeah. please have you met me? i'm always causing trouble. nah kidding, but yeah dude, staying out of trouble. going to be weird without having you during these upcoming promos for the new season, not gonna lie. you doing okay though? been meaning to check out your movie but haven't had time to sit down and actually pay attention to a movie.

[rudypnkws]

we've both just been busy, you know how that life goes. aw man, missing my face? shit. don't worry miss yours too. here's the thing there's part of me that's like if i go back up there there's a 75% chance that i will refuse to come back. know dramatic but sometimes i think about it. you wanna tag along? make a guy trip out of it because i'll make it happen. the heatwaves are fucking nuts and it's not even summer yet. i do know you which means you could be getting into trouble, shit we got on trouble on set a ton. it's - yeah. gonna be weird. get it's my own fault for that partly. eh, some days are good, some aren't so good. taking it day by day still. don't worry if you don't get to it, i know you still send your support that's what matters. PRIVATE: so.. kinda lost my shit on madelyn. by kinda i mean i absolutely did and i'm a dick. kinda feel bad, kinda just tired of the bullshit. get she blames me for everything but the constant reminding doesn't help anything. needless to say when provoked i'm an asshole but think you already knew that.

[rudypnkws]

know it's been a little while since we last ran into each other but shit. I keep meaning to text you but i'm 90% sure my team tries to keep me busy to the point of exhaustion to stay out of trouble. to the point i'm debating a trip back to alaska to get some peace and quiet, not to mention avoid these insane heatwaves that have been hitting. how've you been, man? keeping out of trouble? know you're waiting for the last go with press for obx, right? @goldenstokers

[rudypnkws]

🖼️ – What's Madelyn Clines contact name and photo in your phone?

[glodenamell]

i have learned something this last month or so well two things. one is if you put on red trunks with a baywatch logo and run around the beach people go crazy. number two noah beck is the eddie of baywatch all the girls just love him. you are on set with him and no one looks at you. anywho i am stephen you might of heard i am filming something really cool right now. it's nice to meet you all.

@glodenerastarters

[rudypnkws]

gotta admit that i never plan on wearing a bathing suit trucks that have a baywatch logo but isn't that a show they're re-doing? or at least i swear i heard they're doing a remake of it somewhere when i was scrolling online. it doesn't help that i didn't watch the original baywatch either so no clue who eddie is but i'm sure that with a lot of people excited about it, it's going to make for a good time. feel like once the show comes out all things change and suddenly you'll be looked at just as much as anyone else.

[goldeneramemes]

It's not often that you're caught without your phone on you, whether it's in your hand, pocket, or on your bedside table. So, we are now officially asking for your celebrity's password to get a better look into who they are through their phone. Remember to read the meme rules before reblogging this post and keep in mind that you must send at least one ask to each participating muse. Please check back to this post periodically to see who's participating.

𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃

🎵 – What are three of your most played songs on Spotify?

⏩ – What's a song you always skip on Spotify?

🚩 – If you had to create a playlist for your ex, what would it be called?

📸 – What's a photo you wish you could post to Instagram, but can't?

🤳 – What's your favorite photo you've ever taken?

🎞️ – Show us the last photo in your camera roll

📲 – Who's the last person you texted and what did it say?

🗨️ – What's the funniest text you've sent this week?

💌 – Name 3 people whose DMs you would like to slide into

❤️ – If you had a dating profile what would your bio say?

💕 – If you had a dating profile what four images would you pick?

🚨 – Who's on your emergency contact list?

🐦 – If there was a tweet that everyone in the world should see, what would it be?

🛍️ – What was your last purchase on Amazon?

🍔 – What's your last DoorDash order?

🖼️ – What's ___'s contact name and photo in your phone?

🎨 – What's your current lockscreen on your phone?

🔕 – Do you keep your phone muted or have it on sound?

📍 – Where is the weirdest place you've ever lost or found your phone?

🍿 – What is the last show or movie you watched on Netflix?

🔍 – What was your last Google search?

📖 – What's the last book you read on Kindle?

🔗 – Link a TikTok video that best represents you as a person

📈 – What's your favorite TikTok trend of all time?

📹 – What's the last video you watched on YouTube?

♾️ – What are your most used apps?

🕔 – How much time do you spend on your phone per day?

🛑 – What's your worst phone habit?

🛟 – Is there anyone you trust with your phone's password?

❓ – How did you pick your current password?

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[madelncline]

what the fuck did you just say to me? how dare you use that as leverage when you of all people knew exactly what happened between us and what he did. and if you're buddies with chase and drew again, and i clearly wasn't on the list of people you even considered reaching out to, then why contact me, huh? and you're right about one thing: you are a fucking douchebag. never in my life did i imagine i'd be sitting here thinking that you're one of the worst people to ever cross my path. okay, so now i'm not only a petty bitch, but i'm manipulative too? for fuck's sake, no one liked her, rudy. not a single person who came across her found her appealing. she was a stuck up bitch who took advantage of you, and everyone could see it. but what exactly did you expect us to do? it's not like we didn't try to talk to you. it's not like we didn't try to convince you to at least think things through before finalizing a decision that would ultimately damage your career. and honestly, i don't even know what to say to the rest of that. i'm sorry you were stuck in a toxic environment, but there was only so much we could do before we eventually accepted that you'd made your choice. and since you've just pointed out that i wasn't a safe person for you, then i honestly don't know what you wanted from me. but you know what sucks about this little rant of yours? i told you that you were one of the biggest heartbreaks of my life, and your response was to make me feel like i never mattered to you in the first place. so how about you focus on healing and leave me alone? because yeah, right now, you are a fucking villain. dumbass.

[rudypnkws]

I said what I said, Madelyn. You want to use what was one of the worst times in my fucking life as a reason to be angry with me, you don't get to dictate what I say or don't. Fucking sucks right. Whether you were right or wrong, fucking hurts. Kind of like you knew what fucking happened but did the same thing to me, right Mads? Never said we're buddies but at least we can be in the same room without them throwing the past in my face for five minutes when I was trying - trying to genuinely offer support. Yeah believe it or not, you can be. Shocking, I know. Just like I can be a fucking douchebag and an asshole but I own that shit. Can admit that I've handled things piss poor wrong. Don't you think I fucking know that! Do you know how it is when the people you care about hate your fucking girlfriend? How shitty that feels? How alone you feel? When you think you've finally, finally done something right and instead I have to play defense between the people who were family to me and the girl I thought was special? You're right it damaged my career, so what do you care? I'll be out of the public spotlight before you know it and you can forget about me. Case solved. You win Madelyn, you fucking win! Are you happ now? Does it make you feel better! Because I knew I was one of your biggest heartbreaks! I fucking knew and I hated myself for it and I've still not been able to fully handle it. Knowing I broke two womens hearts that I loved. I fucking loved you, you were my sister that I would have WILLINGLY killed for and this is where we ended up. You were engrained in me in a way that I knew deep down we were lost pieces of each other that just found each other by pure luck but okay. You got it, babe. Best of luck in life wherever that is for you. I accepted that a long time ago, but at the end of the day I'll spend the rest of my life realizing that doesn't matter what I do because if people really cared they would see I was fucking trying. Like you said I ruined my career and my life, go celebrate or some shit.

[jj-maybank-deserved-better]

New/old picture of Rudy from season 4 of OBX

📸: wearetherhoads

[madelncline]

you don't even want to know half the shit i've wished upon you, but sure, your downfall was definitely in the top three. don't you freaking dare play the victim and act like you didn't have a choice in the matter. you're a grown man, rudy, and because of that, you should've known better. you should've known that we would've stood by you. we would've supported both you and her despite our apprehension about her, because at the end of the day, she made you happy. instead, you and her collectively decided that we were somehow standing in the way of that happiness, which is so freaking unfair considering we've always been there for each other no matter what. we would've understood if you needed space. we would've understood if she didn't particularly like being around maddie. but to close the door entirely and walk away from a job that i know you loved? that's wild. that's where you're wrong, though. you didn't lose us. you threw us away and for a long time, we waited for you to come back. you see, the difference between me and maddie is that she's a good person with a heart of gold. i'm not. you took her for granted and while she might welcome you back with open arms, just know that it's going to take a lot more than that sorry ass excuse. and if you were that miserable, then why didn't you talk to us? why did you make it seem like this was the easiest decision you'd ever made? excusez moi? i didn't give a fuck? don't you fucking dare make it sound like your exit wasn't one of the biggest heartbreaks of my life, rudy. i'm not going to speak on behalf of chase, drew, or any of the others, but you broke our hearts. and i'm sorry if that devastation eventually turned into anger, but that's your own freaking fault.

[rudypnkws]

i can garner a pretty safe bet on how you feel or what you thought or wish based on your reactions. you were always a hot head, madelyn. or weren't you the one who unfollowed chase after hanging out with his other ex at the time, kelsea? yeah see, chase and i still have met up and talked at events. you want me to be an asshole, i can be the fucking asshole madelyn. i genuinely wanted to come say congratulations on the final season that i can't imagine it was easy and that part of it was because of me. was trying to be fucking nice but you always have this way of needlepointing into a person until they crack. right, so supportive while y'all were making it well known how you felt about her. sorry i got defensive because she was fucking important to me. what do you want me to do, mads, i can't go back and unring the bell. i said i made a fucking mistake, i let her get into my mind. believe it or not, despite what others may think, men can end up in toxic relationships that they don't know how to get out of. but right because i was a grown man, should have just fucking known better. wasn't like i felt like i was drowning or anything because fuck rudy how did every other person in the world feel? yeah i did fucking love it so what does that tell you, madelyn? no one seemed to notice that the last fucking interviews i was so checked out i was barely interacting. didn't see your concern there because i couldn't undo any of it. i knew what was coming, and i hated every fucking second of it. you know what i'm not going to argue with you madelyn, you made me the villain in your story and that's fine. i accept that. doesn't matter what i was genuinely going through because sorry you wouldn't have been the first person i decided to open up to for this reason. but if you think losing maddie wasn't the hardest thing i've ever gone through. losing a friend group that i thought would be with me the rest of my life then, i don't know what to tell you. maybe you didn't know me at all. maybe i didn't know you. cool. yeah well, chase and drew and i have managed to be civil at events. so i guess it is what it is. like i said i came here to say congrats on a final season, hope press goes well, wish you the best.

[madelncline]

let me guess... she dumped your ass, or did you finally manage to see what we've all been seeing? you know what i think is funny, rudy? it's that i genuinely thought we were all closer than that. closer than being disposable. and i get that you wanted to prioritize your relationship with her. i do. but it's that you found it so fucking easy to throw maddie under the bus to please her. and because of what? an on-screen relationship? that's messed up. your promotion means shit, because at the end of the day, we meant shit too.

[rudypnkws]

opposite, i broke things off with her, but glad you were praying on my downfall regardless. it's fine, you want to be mad at me, be mad at me. i get it, okay? i was feeling pulled in eight different directions and someone was going to get hurt no matter how i played it. i was going to be the shitty person no matter what happened. if you think it was easy to throw maddie under the bus you're fucking wrong, that's where i'll stop you there. i fucking hated myself and still do for hurting her. please don't pretend to know how it was. i lost all of my friends, every fucking one of them madelyn. i didn't have people to lean on, and yes that was my doing but it was never because i didn't fucking care. being told i was cheating when i'm not a cheater, having to constantly defend why i'm working a job that everyone is seemingly becoming miserable with. i'll take my hits where they're due but it's not like you all gave fuck in the end. think the only one who maybe did was maddie and i'll stand ten toes down that yeah i fucked that one. you want me to be the bad guy in the story, i've accepted that role.

[rudypnkws]

alright, i'm going to just get it over with and rip off the bandaid. know it's been a fuck you level of time since we've spoken and i get it, you have every right to be pissed at me but wanted to say, know that there's going to be promotion for the last season of the show coming soon enough and really just - wanted to say i'm thinking about everyone. @madelncline

[rudypnkws]

This may be a risky request but what does one have to do to end up in one of your music videos. I've worked on a few so like, I have the experience which means I wouldn't be a pain in your ass. On the other side of things, I'm well aware that if I were to ever land a part in one of your music videos that I'm probably going to die - well, guess what? I'm pretty used to dying in most things I'm in so why stop the momentum here? AKA I'm available and you already got Madelyn so feels like I'm the next best one. @sabslynncarpenter

[rudypnkws]

Rudy Pankow is an actor that was born on August 12th, 1997, making him 28 years old. He currently is based in California with permanent residence in Los Angeles. He identifies as heterosexual and is currently single. All open connections listed below.

—— PLATONIC CONNECTIONS. ❜

best friends.

close friends.

sibling like friends.

confidants.

have worked together.

role model.

ride or die.

childhood friends.

enemies to friends.

wing(wo)men.

squad.

platonic soulmates.

unlikely friends.

positive influence on.

seem like a married couple.

former lovers to friends.

new friends, aka friends who just met.

—— FAMILIAL CONNECTIONS. ❜

family friends.

siblings.

cousins.

long lost half sibling.

step parent or step siblings.

husband or wife.

divorced partners.

in laws.

—— ROMANTIC CONNECTIONS. ❜

relationship.

flirtationship.

one night stand.

second first kiss, aka the first kiss they head with someone of the same gender.

friends with benefits.

blind date.

exes on good terms.

exes on bad terms.

exes on unknown terms.

love / hate.

unrequited crush.

friends with benefits.

enemies with benefits.

childhood crush / lover.

experimented with their sexuality together.

publicity partner.

one night stand or fling that was regretted later.

—— NEGATIVE CONNECTIONS. ❜

enemies.

former (best) friends.

fell for the same person & fought over them.

life long enemies, aka two people who have been enemies ever since they remember but have forgotten the reason for their dislike.

frenemies.

share a secret, aka two people who have a giant secret together but are constantly afraid the other will rat them out.

rivals, direct opposition.

negative influence.

mutual jealousy.

competition.

current lover’s ex, former lover’s current partner.

—— MISCELLANEOUS. ❜

neighbours on good terms.

neighbours on bad terms.

have mutual friends.

have mutual friends but don’t get along.