For the Tainted Sorrow

汝、陰鬱なる汚濁の許容よ、更めてわれを目覚ますことなかれ ☆ fangirling; feelings; flailings ☆

[ruuriiiii]

God, please don't be too hard on me. i don't have any shoulders to cry on. i'm doing this alone.

[ruuriiiii]

For someone pessimistic, I sure love the idea of thinking about your fondest, happiest memory to cast a Patronus Charm to repel dementors; of thinking happy thoughts with a dash of fairy dust to be able to fly; to find sunrises more beautiful than sunsets; of never wanting to say goodbye.

[1st-1]

Source 

[1st-1]

I hope parallel universe me is doing ok right now

[ruuriiiii]

Boom Nino HAHAHAHA xD 

[satoruhgojo]

My one and only

[ruuriiiii]

i still DO believe that the very best friends i had were my first year high school friends.

they knew everything and we’ve been through a lot.

but i was a terrible friend; i ditched. not without reason but i never wanted to explain.

sometimes, i miss them but it’s too late.

[itachis]

Volleyball is a sport…where you always look up!!

ー HAIKYŪU!! ILLUSTRATIONS (2022) drawn by Haruichi Furudate

[bsd-bibliophile]

Sheep Song  - Nakahara Chuuya - Japanese recital

(the adaptation took a part of this for the Corruption activation phrase, it was surprisingly hard to find, other songs are more popular)

   I. Pray  

May I look up when I die!May not this small chin become smaller still!Yes, I am blamed for what I have not felt, an invocation to death, I believe.

Ah, if only I look up!Then, at least, I might be as one who feels everything.

   II.  

O expectations, stale and dismal airs,leave this body of mine!I want nothing anymore but simplicity,quiet, murmurs and order.

O acquaintances, grantors of dark disgrace,do not wake me again!I will endure my solitude,arms seeming already useless.

O eyes that open doubtfully,open eyes that stay motionless for a while,ah, heart, that believes in others more than itself,

O expectations, stale and dismal airs,leave, leave this body of mine!I enjoy nothing anymore but my wretched dreams.

   III.

My youth was nothing but a lowering storm occasionally lanced by sudden sun.

[porchlights]

it should be a law that if it’s raining and you wake up feeling comfy in bed you shouldn’t have to answer to any of your obligations

[ruuriiiii]

you have no idea how incredibly sad i am

[nervedeep]

Sorry I can’t hangout tonight I’m due to descend into madness

[mack-will]

#best platonic duo at it again

[lambergeier]

truly can’t believe the entire internet used to be about playing little games. it was about having adobe flash and playing little games on nick.com

[aanakin]

Bad news first, always.

[eyyyiwantdeath]

[aletheyass]

i literally wasn’t made to work sorry to the freaks who enjoy this grindset shit but you literally have psychological problems. i just want to sit and think and maybe talk and eat and drink