Weirdest most upsetting nightmare in a while
We were separated/ put in different teams during the event
And then after the event I idk I followed my team and they all jumped in a car except me and they went back to their lives
And I realized oh crap yeah he's the one who I should be in the car with
So I called and I told him and I said idk why I thought we were going separately
Then the phone call stopped I thought my ear kinda tapped into something wrong like it happens sometimes so I called back. He answered
And he said oh I can't turn back I'm already at [relatively close place that's about 10min away top]
And it immediately clicked that something was off cause he would sometimes do an half an hour detour just to see even though it wasn't necessary me but he couldn't make a 10min detour when it basically meant I had to spend the night alone and outside??
But I brushed it off, I thought myabe he wasn't aware
I told him about the lack of buses or trains, how I didn't know anyone else there that could take me back, how grateful I'd be,how it didn't make sense to pay anything when we were going to the exact same place where we both lived
He started talking about broader stuff like how we should spend more time appart and how our activities together should only be like movies and a walk, how friendship suits us better
Now that would have been ok to hear.... But not as an excuse to let me spend a cold dark night alone outside in a completely unfamiliar place !!
Even if he wanted to be just friends, that's no way to treat a friend ?!!
And to tell me all that over the phone ??
Anyway I said oh so you're breaking up with me ?!
I said ok, well just pick me up, I'll pack my stuff and go and you'll never hear of me again
He said he was tired and he was going to go now
And he hung up (again, possibly)
I was left there alone in the dark and unbroken
Tried to call again just to be ignored
Tried to call later and noticed some status like "Tired and sad" which I thought Who is this for ??? He never did that before so who was he communicating with
I then tried to call mutual friends, for them to call him since maybe he blocked me (it was way too early for airplane mode)
My only luck was that there was a bridge nearby
I called him one last time to tell him thank you for your time but it was my last try and evidently it didn't go well
I apologized for "anything that I have done that led you to be this cold and heartless"
I told him that I barely had any battery left in my phone anyway
And I told him about the bridge, about how I'd wait there about 10min in hope that he still cares enough to call me back
For what seemed life forever
I called him one last time
My last word were "I get it"
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