Sadgirlitz

Just living my best sad life

[sadgirlitz]

we’ve been sad for 3 years ... cheers 🥂

[sadgirlitz]

it’s a process.

learning how to let go. not because i wanted to but because you didn’t want me in your life.

all i could do is wish you the best and let you live your life. knowing it was really the end.

but i love. always have and always will. you’ll be the one that ill tell my daughter about when she is going through a heartbreak.

loving you was not a mistake, on the contrary... you were lesson i was blessed with... and i will forever be grateful for it.

[sadgirlitz]

dear itzhel,

i am sorry.

i am sorry that you tried so desperately to try and fix others, not knowing your hands were begging for help. im sorry i didn’t give your heart the time to heal your wounds while you tried to stop the bleeding of those around you. im sorry for those days when you would smile to hide the pain and force yourself to laugh so no one could worry about you. im so sorry that you put effort and time into people who didn’t reciprocate that time and effort back to you. im sorry for those nights you had to cry yourself to sleep and no one understood why.

im so so sorry that i didn’t love you the way you needed to be loved, the way you craved to be loved, the way you deserved to be loved

[sadgirlitz]

when a person gets hurt over and over and over again... and then finds someone who doesn’t hurt them, it’s hard for them to understand and to completely grasp the idea of being loved.

[sadgirlitz]

I don’t know why you’re acting like this. You even said it yourself. We have a REAL connection, why are you giving up. Don’t give up on yourself, don’t give up on me, don’t give up on us.

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Tim O’Brien, The Things They Carried

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[sadgirlitz]

I think I know why you started to push me away... you realized that you were starting love me. And remembered how she treated you and how she broke your heart. And you probably thought I’d do the same... but baby you should know by now. I’m not her. And if I’m still here is because I love you. Always have. Always will. You will be embedded in my bones and in my soul for the rest of my life.... ain’t changing that.

[sadgirlitz]

okay. fine. i get it. you will never ever hear from me again.

[sadgirlitz]

I really thought had changed... but you’re still that same guy who let me walk out of your life like it was nothing...

[sadgirlitz]

and just like that... you get so drunk you miss me. and ive missed you enough to take you back.

[sadgirlitz]

... yeah. I guess you haven’t really changed :/

[sadgirlitz]

the one that got away :/