[sadlazyhuman]

As my breaths get shorter

my lungs fill with smoke

every deep breath is a hiss

my mind fogged to forget you

no matter how many drugs

how many bottles

i cant figure out why you left.

after every little thing you noticed

after every glance and dance

after every conversation

you dissapeared

"i just didnt think much of it"

youd say

that wasnt enough to satisfy my brain

my body was enough to satisfy you

for two measly minutes anyway

i acted like an idiot

i stayed up late

i saved you cones

i gave you what you needed

apparently it wasnt enough

appaerntly i wasnt enough

~By the sadlazyhuman

[sadlazyhuman]

i’ve always been so clumsy

one time when i was 11 i fell into 10 years of depression

[sadlazyhuman]

Sometimes you gotta wonder why you wore the super sexy lingerie for him, because it took longer for you to get it on & off again than it took for him to cum.

[sadlazyhuman]

Friend: What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Me: What doesn't kill me needs to try harder.

[sadlazyhuman]

I was born in the wrong era of love. I want polaroids of us smiling , hand written notes , flowers that I don’t have to ask for , star gazing , drive in movies , ice cream dates , milk shake dates , picnics , surprise dates , taking pictures of me because you want to ... spending time together & going on adventures going to museums and cafe’s .. the concept of love I want to experience just isn’t around anymore & that sucks ☹️

[sadlazyhuman]

[sadlazyhuman]

Frida Kahlo told her husband, "I'm not asking you to kiss me, nor apologize to me when I think you're wrong. I won't even ask you to hug me when I need it most. I don't ask you to tell me how beautiful I am, even if it's a lie, nor write me anything beautiful. I won't even ask you to call me to tell me how your day went, nor tell me you miss me. I won't ask you to thank me for everything I do for you, nor to care about me when my soul is down, and of course, I won't ask you to support me in my decisions. I won't even ask you to listen to me when I have a thousand stories to tell you. I won't ask you to do anything, not even be by my side forever. Because if I have to ask you, I don't want it anymore.”