just multiple mental illnesses in one person

she/her 18:) i support recovery just never been in it tw: ed, sh, and a broken sense of humour

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how i avoid eating:

-cry

-sleep

-smoke

-cry again

the end

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i love being at uni bc i can just not eat all day and no one notices or cares if they do so now i’m coming for that ugw

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Man are like "I can fix her" but this is her:

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when eating only 900 cals or less a day stopped working for weight loss so i switched to eating 500 or less

[rahabq-deactivated20230110]

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lmao talking to people pretending to be in recovery really boosts my ego bc i fr went my whole day thinking i was recovered until i got home and bc everything in my house is over 100 cals i just didn’t eat

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when i binge i hate coming on tumblr bc i feel like everything i’ve posted has all the sudden become a lie just bc i ate closer to the necessary amount of calories for an adult

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ed bitches showing off the new low cal snack/meal that they’ve created be like:

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everyone on this app be like:

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prepubescent me ate this shit up and was constantly reorganizing my family kitchen making it impossible for my parents to ever find anything or notice that i was never eating

so in conclusion thank you cassie ainsworth for giving me tip and tricks on how to starve myself

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lmao i’ve gotten so many vids on my fyp on tiktok about how a “new” study has found that vaping can cause infertility…yah…like no shit why are you acting surprised??🤨🤨🤨

but here’s the thing i’m not even concerned bc i know damn well if i’m infertile it has all to do with my ed not bc of fucking vaping lmao

[crushedcoffeeberries]

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why is a red bull enough some days but then like 50 million snacks and 20 meals aren’t enough other days

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sum up how ur ed makes you feel

me:

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me: *says i’m gonna starve myself today*

also me approximately 5 mins later:

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my best friend and i trying to justify our drug abuse after being caught