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I kind of have a small crush on a teacher so I put all my emotions on here. M 11 year age gap T 4 year age gap

[vampiremaiden-deactivated202210]

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He’s 22 but he is so fucking hot

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T said I had a beautiful voice and WOAH. That’s shits been making me weak in the knees every time I think about it.

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T told me to text him and tell him how my audition goes and I don't know why, but that makes me feel like he cares. Even if it's just a little bit, it makes me happy.

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T called me honey today and I'm not sure how to feel bout it. Thinking about it gives me little butterflies, but then again everytime I talk to him, it's like he hates me? Kinda confused

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Just saying, T and I would make a hot couple. Looking at the pictures of us last night, we looked so good together 😤

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I got a bunch of pictures with T tonight and he is literally so cute. Makes me sad and happy at the same time.

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Gave T a high five today 😩

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I want to have another dream of T so bad, and I don’t know why. It was so good and I kinda miss it.

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Just had a very rated r dream about T and and lets just say it wasn’t sexy time, but he definitely was holding my hands and moaning in my ear.

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T is literally so cute. After we stopped playing for today, I leaned my head on my instrument with the face of exhaustion and he smiled at me. But like, one of those really cute smiles where his tongue is poking out from in between his teeth. It was so cute.

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T sat with me on the bus last night for a few minutes and the urge I had to lean my head on his shoulder was so strong. He looked so warm and inviting.

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T gave me a hug today and said that he is so proud of everything I’ve done. Please, I cry so hard. Plus this is the first time he has actually hugged me and I was like oop.

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So T was trying so hard to make eye contact with me and when I finally met his, he asked “how are you? Have you had a good day?” And then he proceeded to tell me about a good crepe place because I told him I made crepes. This man is so cute.

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underrated Romantic Things:

- making up excuses to walk them home or to their car just to spend an extra few minutes in the presence, even if you're going out of your way to do it, to make sure they get home safe

- the Eye Contact that lingers after one of you catches the other staring at them but don't bother to look away, eventually one of you breaking into a shy smile and the other joins

- playing with each other's hands and stroking their inner wrists with your thumb ever so tenderly

- absentmindedly singing to them when they're drifting to sleep in your arms, seeing their faint smile as they head toward a peaceful slumber

- surprise shoulder kisses when you lean against a lover

- reminding them to take care of themselves even if it's unneeded, just to be able to see them smile and nod and promise you that they will, for you

- subconsciously sniffing their shirt when you hug them tightly, and it's kinda weird but ??? you don't even realize you're doing it they just smell so good and you can feel them smile every time you do it so sndkdkd

- waiting all day to tell them any kind of good news that you got because you're most excited for their reaction and encouragement than anyone else's, no matter how hard it is keeping it from others throughout the whole day

- that quiet muttering of "i love you"s in between kisses pressed against your lips never getting old, feeling your stomach doing backflips every time they do it and just feeling so loved in that moment

- gravitating towards each other in any room that you find yourselves in, you don't even notice it until you're right next to them after a few minutes of being several feet from the other, the force of your love too strong to keep you apart for long

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This screams “single” in 50 different languages and it hurts

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I had a dream that M came back for like a day and I got to hug him and now I miss him so much more than I already was.

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I’m not saying that resting my head on a man’s chest would solve all my problems, but it wouldn’t hurt

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I miss Ms pet names that he called me. I miss hun. I miss duckling. I miss him.