saint viscera

fear no evil

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hello i’m saint viscera (morgan) and i’m 18. right now i’m currently writing an anthology called the wretched verse. read about it up there. *have mercy is the only story that will have a official blog to read from @havemercyonus

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here on this account, i will likely start posting my art, sketches and smaller writings/ snippets. be free to ask respectful questions in the ask box. if you stuck with me so far, thank you

and always,

walk defenseless through the valley.

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GULFANGEL

gulf angel is a heavy metal band, that exists in the wretched verse story of dirt pits.

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meet the ndiaye’s

anyone who doesn’t know, this is 31’s family from idle prey and its second half canine infection , they needed an introduction. lenore and morella, the twins are her sisters (you won’t catch them or their father calling her half anything) blood is blood.

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cash would never be a boy mom. this is a house for girls.

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jesus loves you even if you’re bad

—and she loves you on earth and in heaven.

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incision: see no evil

from the little rock, arkansas plot. silas’s first job for cash. took place there as a fixer for a business man and his son , named percy damon the brute. they had a contract. the men recognized him as a soldier and healer.

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what do you prescribe ?

silas is back working for cash and getting inebriated on the job.

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you knew i was a snake

“bullet barnes had a girlfriend and his own family a long time ago.”

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liar, liar

the missing persons report for amma back then had not been made by any member of the kilgore residence. no one in her family knew she ran away or claimed to have seen her last. nova said she hadn’t. but she had last saw amma with her finger to her lips before leaving out of their window. nova’s silence would stage her older sister’s run away into a grisly unsolved disappearance even further.

during a maintenance inspection of their shared bedroom by the landlord who called the police in the kilgore residence in late april of 1991. a trunk of amma’s clothes was found in the closet heavily saturated and contaminated by other misc. substances, the highest volume found in them was her own blood.

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amma’s name is easily memorable to a few people she grew up around. mostly cash, shauna lane, ulysses, her four siblings and her classmates. it’s because its a shortened version of a older name.

it’s from her maternal side. her mother changed her legal name to jessamine before marrying him and gave part of the old one to her. amma couldn’t pronounce it in full as a little kid. it was too many syllables. so, amity-lorraine was shortened to simply “amma” and her childhood nickname stuck.

she feels very mundane about it.

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puppies and kittens

cash. big suprise he lets his guard down rarely to tease, he’s not very stoic when he’s been worn done at work.

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fear is the little death

information about the theme of fear with amma.

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her sunken eyes filled with blind grace.

old wise blood (1995) was on my mind, as the weather was getting warmer. after experiencing heavy migraines from staying up too late. I decided I really missed these two, so it felt fitting to make this of them all hyped up and grimey after del’s boxing match. before he had to go back to texas.

he had her back through all the trouble she caused. and poor amma had his even more. she wouldn't sleep until he was awake. amma waited during the black outs forming from injuries to the face, heavy drinking. including other things taken to ease the neverending pain.

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i won’t last another year.

it’s amma’s birthday. she gets teary eyed all day.

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I’ve got no soul to sell

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light of my life.

saccharine conceição, who is a scholar, she’s existed for a while. her nickname “rina” was given by family because in portugués her name is pronounced sacarina. she means a lot to me. and her upcoming story is a tale of how abuse transforms a person and their art.

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a dream of dark and troubling things

it feels like a stigmata in my side when i have this gnawing thought of the detriment that protecting a life brings when everything else has tried to keep her dead. silas, could’ve lived a very mundane life in his trailer alone for the rest of his days to come. and dealt with the burnout then. but this part of him, lives to do good because it’s all but lost in repeated tragedies that happen around him.

without much spoilers given, he hides many horrible things amma’s done from cash’s knowledge and those that interact with her. silas does this to protect her because the truth of these acts are punishable. she’s a natural killer after all. often he searches for why he stays, and finds an answer each time. when there is none, he doesn’t leave because to him abandonment is unforgivable.

which is why i find him looking after someone else’s daughter very painful. being a fixer comes with mountains of guilt he has over aiding in death. more than preventing it like silas used to as a physician. but seeing her alive and well, and kicking and screaming and living when he thought she wouldn’t. when he’s washed his hands of the blood on his hands it makes what he’s buried fade quietly into the background.

it’s this grotesque religion that’s become his alone.