crystal things

hi im foxxy and im making an army

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You can't hide. I know what your new blog is. You won't be running away from what you did any longer, abuser.

haha yea i saw thank you so much anon!! thank you so much for continually harassing me!!!!

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So how's the stalking going.

do you think you could stop. i havent looked at their blog since they said it was over. i havent even thought about them that much. im not as shitty as you seem to think i am okay shove off. ask them if ive done anything if youre so fucking insecure about something thats not even any of your business ive done absolutely nothing at all recently except try to exist 

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i wasnt trying to bring them down not on purpose at least?? its just that if it is the person im thinking of that did this then they made me feel really happy and good then awful so i guess i just dont want you to feel as bad as i did bc of them. idk i know its not my place to talk but i just hope u feel better bc u really are a great person who deserves many happy things. im sorry

its all right thanks for clearing that up anyway. idk i just dont want people to be like "wow theyre horrible" because its my beef with them and not yours but thanks dont worry about it thank you for the well wishes i hope you have a happy life too

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You're so important you deserve better than them trust me

1. okay thank you

2. i honestly dont know what to think about how theyve treated me lately its so contrary to what theyve consistantly done for me i just cant really believe it

3. its not really your place to judge them or me or us i hope they can figure out their problems and have a happy life without me if thats what they really want but dont bring them down because of it thats not polite

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lle t me inn on the jeo ke ii m nto lau ghigngg g 

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i wwa tnt tto awake up no w ppelase itts not fun ny aanyrmore

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thhsi is nt rright i dotnt w annt to di e i dotnt w antt to b e abadnoend

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when i met you, i was given a purpose. i was drawn to you. i wanted to look out for you--and i wanted you to llook out for me. we played and laughed and had so much fun. and you confessed in a round-about-way how gay you felt for me. and i asked you out. and you said yes. and it was the best itime of my life.

i discovered so much with you. i found who i was, and i became comfortable trusting both others and myself. i was finally figuring out who i was. you gave me my entire life, and i fucked up and now youve rightfully taken it away. i dont deserve it. i dont deserve you.

all i want is for you to find someone to protect and someonew ho can protect you, as i obviously could not. i guesss i wanst actually any better, and you werent really safe with me. we wont live together, we wont go to the saquarium or the zoo or the beach. we wont do anyhing. and that does make me sad.

ill be dead and youll be happy. but thats okay, itll makke us both content. id rather be dead than alone.

you were the greatest thing to ever happen to me. now i hope you can be that for someone else too.

i honestlly loved you.,and i still do. but youve told me its goodbye and i knwo its time to quit. so this is farewell, i promissw.

i wont bother you or your friend sever again.

thank you.

im sorry.

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theres nothing left for me its best if i just go

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crystal sat with me but thhen she left and i stil cant tell if im in the Fake or not so i am goigng to slep. proabably

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i cannt tell if im   in the Fake or nto lmao

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its ok everyone knows youre talking about me its fine to say it just say how shitty i am and set all your friends on me i deserve it its fine

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some old guy in walmart smiled at me and said he liked my hat and i just sort of stared at him and he went up to my mom like "she looks like a doe in headlights" and i was like um. possibly because i dont know you???

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ijm just freakked out stil and disgusted wi th myself im deleteign everything and then trying to calm dowwn beore going to get yelled at by my doctor

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stephaanie basically confirmed a lot of what i said as bpd so now its sort of official?? and i might have aspergers she suggested that before i even brought it up

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PLEASE

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things that would be cool

retro sprites of newer pokemons

the sprite doesnt change when trading up through the games

seriously imagine a retro sandshrew battling alongside a three-d ice cream thats fucking rad yo