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Im sick to my stomach from people who are so fucking cynical. I'm so upset. This is fuckin bullshit.

City College of New York April 17, 2013

NYC, with you I enjoy the rain!

#campus

I don’t want an elaborate recorded proposal.

I don’t even want a ring; I don’t believe in diamonds.

I don’t want a wedding performance.

I just want to know every morning,

That today you will show me that you think of me,

And that you will serve me.

A little dot for the day’s act of faithfulness,

In a lifetime makes a mural.

I can’t accept grand events.

They will be washed away,

From the neglect in between them.

I’m so tired of waiting for the next day I will hear from you,

That’s why my heart is closing.

#reflection #reality

Chosen, to be Alone

I can be alone It’s no longer threat The world - my companion - surrounds me constantly My mind, healthy, sound, Accompanies me It always finds something to do Lovers have left me - Flames of neglect Friends, family misunderstand me - fiery dejection My ideas are judged by all - bolts of rejection Divine fire burned that useless skin, To make fiberglass arise

#mylife #reflection #reality

What a discovery I made today…story of my life…

“Just 'cause I love you, and you love, it doesn't mean we're meant to be”

#heartache

A Beautiful, Real POEM

Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is the tree of life. ~Proverbs 13:12

#heartache

Confused mind, divided will, troubled conscience, anxious heart Healing? Yes, please.

Every morning I wake up My heart leaks You.

#heartache #movingon

Expected Results

I plugged a 10V iron Into a 12V socket.

It didn’t work.

I fell in love With a non-match.

It didn’t work.

#heartache

This is where I spend most of my time. Today I was lectured on my weak 5th finger. Soon my pinky will be sore from the exercises, which I should treat with warm water and baking soda. Yes, she said that too. But I love her, she has changed my life.

#practicing #legendarypianoteachers

ericboyd

theturntableofmymind asked you: You write the words i stay awake to read. Can you write a poem about wanting to give so much love, having so much love to give, but no one wants to receive? You treat my presents like poison.

"Close But No Cigar"

You may genuinely feel true love in your heart, but if your actions don’t match it, then it just AIN’T HAPPENIN’

Teehee...

#classicalmusichumor #themetropolitanoperastore

Dreamless

I realize more and more everyday how so many people really don't know what they want in their lives. Then I realize, it's something that I shouldn't have to realize because its so normal, It's that far from my own perspective that it continues to startle me when I encounter it.

Fighting for the right things is usually uncomfortable

I wondered if I was wrong for demanding more, for standing up for myself and for my heart. Following Christ makes me question my decisions, makes me question if I need to exercise more compassion. I was troubled about whether or not the boundaries I was demanding were, well, too demanding, and rooted in self interest. So I meditated on it, asked for wisdom...I remembered how JC stood up for women, how he protected them, how he fought for their hearts and their dignity when others didn't. The conclusion is that, on the contrary; standing up for myself is in fact obedience.

Friends Help You Think

My friend KS asked me what what my favorite thing to do in NYC was...I now know it's definitely walking around Lincoln Center.

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