[𝚂𝙰𝚆]

Mercenary for Shadow Company. Mod is 23 || MDNI

[saw-shadow-company]

Keep it brief. We’ve got work to do.

⮑ 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑰𝒏𝒇𝒐

ɴᴀᴍᴇ - Jason Miles

ᴄᴀʟʟꜱɪɢɴ - ████ , Saw

ᴀɢᴇ - 51

ᴏᴄᴄᴜᴘᴀᴛɪᴏɴ - Contracted Mercenary

ᴀꜰꜰɪʟɪᴀᴛɪᴏɴꜱ - (Former) USMC, (Current) Shadow Company

ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ - 6’0”, broad/big build. Scarring on forearms, right trap, thighs, below knees, across his stomach, on both sets of knuckles, one scar on his right pec, cross section scar on his left pec, and most prominently on his face (Chin to cheek, teeth exposed). Has gun shot wounds around ribs (2) and one on his left shoulder. Brown eyes, well maintained blonde crew cut. Tattoos of various bugs on his left leg. Tattoo of a rabbit on his left hip (on his back).

⮑ 𝑻𝒂𝒈𝒔

ʀᴏʟᴇᴘʟᴀʏ ᴛᴀɢꜱ

► #tombstones - @cmdr-graves ► #makenodeals - @sixkwings ► #british hospitality - @callsign-ghosthand ►#bell tolls - @sgt-bell

►#fork tongued shadow - @cpl-snake

►#messengers of the dead - @lt-crow

ᴘᴏꜱᴛɪɴɢ ᴛᴀɢꜱ

► #dead poet - Saw poetry/writing ► #saw answers - Saw answers anons ► #artwork?? - Original artwork from mod or others ► #Hulu talks - Mod posting

⮑ 𝑨𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒐𝒅 Hello! My name is Hulu on here. I'm 23 and run this blog for fun. I have no preference in pronouns, so use whatever you'd like to use. I don't mind! Dividers by @uzmacchiato and @strangergraphics-archive

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@sgt-garrison

@ask-lieutghost

⮑ 𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒅 𝑫𝒐𝒗𝒆 Understand that this blog is MDNI, and I will treat it as such. Any minor who chooses to follow this blog will be blocked, so be sure to have your age in bio! This blog goes into subjects of verbal and emotional abuse/manipulation, moral flexibility, physical violence, discussions and depictions of sexual assault, discussions and depictions of rape, and general unkind behavior. I do not condone the actions or statements my character takes. Please do not take any insults he says personally. ⮑ 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑾𝒂𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝑵𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒆𝒅 Self harm, horror related facial distortion, degloving, intense depictions of verbal or general emotional abuse. This list can and will change.

[sgt-garrison]

Hi guys

I’m going to be nuking every interaction on this account either later today or tomorrow. Grab what interactions you want. All of my roleplay accounts are going to be wiped clean so I can start anew.

[cmdr-graves]

HAPPY (late) B DAY CASH I LOVE U

@saw-shadow-company

its ok hulu u made me a birthday present and it was so sweet of u ily

[saw-shadow-company]

Go on… show the class…

[saw-shadow-company]

Old man sighted.

Will aim to take your kneecaps.

Sure. Let’s see what you’ve got.

[saw-shadow-company]

Was the moon landing real, Saw? You were there. Did they fake it? Were dinosaurs real? Did you have one as a friend? Did you have to walk uphill both ways in the snow without shoes and in shorts to go to school?

The moon landing was real, and every other landing afterwards.

Dinosaurs are real.

I did not have one as a friend.

No.

[saw-shadow-company]

saw do you wanna hit my vape its watermelon ice

Yes.

[cmdr-graves]

"I wish they'd just killed me. I wish they'd just killed me instead of turning me into this. Being dead is better than being a monster."

@saw-shadow-company

No, y'don't, Jay. You'd rather let them win? You'd rather let him win?

[saw-shadow-company]

You.

That’s low.

The blood on my hands could never amount to his. But I would’ve been free from him. From this.

And I would still follow you blind.

[saw-shadow-company]

Suppose it’s what you’re best at. Made a career of it.

I don’t blame you. I did the same after you left.

[cmdr-graves]

Right.

I wonder where we'd be if I hadn't. Maybe middle o' nowhere sippin' scotch on the porch, listenin' to cicadas.

Instead, you're...- well.

[saw-shadow-company]

Say it.

[cmdr-graves]

...

Dead man walking.

Y'got a right to be mad at me.

[saw-shadow-company]

Doesn’t do me good to be mad at the truth, does it?

You’ve always had a way of intervening when needed. Good intuition.

[saw-shadow-company]

Suppose it’s what you’re best at. Made a career of it.

I don’t blame you. I did the same after you left.

[cmdr-graves]

Right.

I wonder where we'd be if I hadn't. Maybe middle o' nowhere sippin' scotch on the porch, listenin' to cicadas.

Instead, you're...- well.

[saw-shadow-company]

Say it.

[saw-shadow-company]

Y'ever wonder where things went wrong?

@cmdr-graves

No.

Can’t do my job if I live in the past.

[cmdr-graves]

Jesus, Jay, this ain't about the job... 's about - us. I feel like I ran so far, I... I don't know what I'm doin' anymore.

[saw-shadow-company]

Suppose it’s what you’re best at. Made a career of it.

I don’t blame you. I did the same after you left.

[saw-shadow-company]

Y'ever wonder where things went wrong?

@cmdr-graves

No.

Can’t do my job if I live in the past.

[saw-shadow-company]

lets take ibuprofen together

Sounds great. I’ll take some.

[saw-shadow-company]

Saw shoots a glare at the Commander, his fat cigar rolling smoke as he takes small puffs. And his eyes make their way back down to his drink.

He swirls the glass of whiskey he’s been working on in his hand, watching the amber reflect off the dim bar lights, listening to the ice clink. He hadn’t known why he agreed to be here. Socialize? Obligation? Whatever the reason, it was compelling enough to be in this chair.

“I’d rather you shoot me, sir.”

[cmdr-graves]

It's rare for Saw to attend these little team outings. Even when he did, it was a short ten minutes before he was gone again.

Free drinks can be very persuasive.

Saw could drink Graves out of house and home and it wouldn't kill the stupid grin on his face.

"Aw, Saw, none of that 'sir'. We're not workin'. Look at me, I got a tshirt on. Can't get more casual'n that unless you're in my bed."

[saw-shadow-company]

Saw grimaces, watching that cocky little grin spread on his commander’s face. Whether it be from the alcohol or his own suave nature, it stays as Saw continues to insult him.

He wasn’t the best at what he does for no reason. Graves had charm, directness, and a willingness to do what it takes to get what he wants. Getting a drink with Saw was no exception.

So, Saw grunts. Takes the cigar out of his mouth to take a sip of whiskey. Graves had already won their little unspoken game by getting him out here. The most he could try to do is enjoy the free drink, then leave. He doesn’t do as told, looking at the man’s shirt. But he knows what the man looks in tac, in a suit. And this- this was certainly casual.

“This was a waste of time.”

He grumbles out bitterly. The cigar goes back between his lips.

“Could’ve stayed on base if I wanted to see a bunch of idiots try to impress each other.”

[cmdr-graves]

[ open rp ]

The Commander hasn't had nearly enough drinks to embarrass himself onstage. He'll let other Shadows be the center of attention until he's emptied a few more glasses of Woodford. Until then, he'll float between the groups of his employees.

Someone poorly sings a Taylor Swift song behind him, and he finds to object of his attention for the next 20 minutes. This poor soul next to him.

"You goin' up there?"

[saw-shadow-company]

Saw shoots a glare at the Commander, his fat cigar rolling smoke as he takes small puffs. And his eyes make their way back down to his drink.

He swirls the glass of whiskey he’s been working on in his hand, watching the amber reflect off the dim bar lights, listening to the ice clink. He hadn’t known why he agreed to be here. Socialize? Obligation? Whatever the reason, it was compelling enough to be in this chair.

“I’d rather you shoot me, sir.”

[saw-shadow-company]

[ TXT ] :   I don't know who else to call.

@cmdr-graves

[TXT]: Sad.

[TXT]: I’ll call you in 5.

[ohisms]

✱ ˚｡⋆ ↪ 1-800 ( HIT MY LINE ) ... ( a collection of texting prompts, part two. adjust phrasing as necessary, mature themes present. )

[ TXT ] :   you could just say you're sorry.

[ TXT ] :   this doesn't mean i forgive you.

[ TXT ] :   be outside in two minutes or you're dead,  i mean it.

[ TXT ] :   the least you could do is let me know you're okay.

[ TXT ] :   you start your day at 2pm?

[ TXT ] :   i think i lost my  [ ITEM ].  is it there?

[ TXT ] :   where are you?  nobody's heard from you.

[ TXT ] :   pick up.  pick up.  pick up.

[ TXT ] :   what if i said i'm outside?

[ TXT ] :   keep me posted.

[ TXT ] :   i want to kiss you so bad it hurts.

[ TXT ] :   send me your location.

[ TXT ] :   i hope this is some sort of emergency.

[ TXT ] :   i woke up and you were gone.

[ TXT ] :   they know.  i don't know how,  but they know.

[ TXT ] :   don't come home yet. i'll explain later.

[ TXT ] :   don't say i didn't warn you.

[ TXT ] :   i can't tell if you're mad at me...

[ TXT ] :   just trust me,  ok?

[ TXT ] :   [ IMAGE DELIVERED ]  you left this behind.

[ TXT ] :   are we still on for tonight?

[ TXT ] :   i want you to admit what you did.

[ TXT ] :   did you just hang up on me?

[ TXT ] :   are we ever going to talk about this?

[ TXT ] :   this is bigger than both of us now.

[ TXT ] :   i'm still waiting.

[ TXT ] :   what are you doing tomorrow night?

[ TXT ] :   fine,  i'll do it myself.

[ TXT ] :   you're still my emergency contact.

[ TXT ] :   stop,  you're making me blush.

[ TXT ] :   i lied earlier.  i'm not fine.

[ TXT ] :   [ MEDIA ]  ...  delete this after you look.

[ TXT ] :   i'm not joking.

[ TXT ] :   what happened to "never again"?

[ TXT ] :   i just want to make sure you know you're not alone.

[ TXT ] :   i don't know who else to call.

[ TXT ] :   can't stop thinking about you.

[ TXT ] :   you couldn't have told me this in person??

[ TXT ] :   i can't wait to see you again.

[ TXT ] :   did i do something wrong?

[ TXT ] :   i can't help you if you don't let me.

[ TXT ] :   i have ... sort of a favor to ask.

[ TXT ] :   i'm grabbing food, want me to pick you up?

[ TXT ] :   you looked at me different tonight.

[ TXT ] :   i don't want to be alone right now.

[ TXT ] :   i can't believe you'd actually say that.

[ TXT ] :   don't worry,  i handled it.

[ TXT ] :   i didn't think this through.

[ TXT ] :   give me a straight answer.

[ TXT ] :   if you go to the cops,  so will i.

[ TXT ] :   someone's feeling bold today.

[ TXT ] :   were you ever going to tell me?

[ TXT ] :   i shouldn't have said that.

[ TXT ] :   we kind of have a situation...

[ TXT ] :   i keep re-reading our old messages.

[ TXT ] :   like,  a BODY-body??

[ TXT ] :   you should hate me right now.

[ TXT ] :   i didn't plan for this,  either.

[ TXT ] :   i know you're reading these.

[ TXT ] :   have you been taking care of yourself?

[ TXT ] :   it's getting really bad again.

[ TXT ] :   [ IMAGE DELIVERED ]  am i doing this right...?

[ TXT ] :   i'm coming over whether you want me to or not.

[ TXT ] :   i need you to delete our texts.

[ TXT ] :   were you at  [ LOCATION ]  yesterday?

[ TXT ] :   you got anywhere to be later?

[ TXT ] :   i know it's 3am but i need to hear your voice.

[ TXT ] :   are you having fun?

[ TXT ] :   i'm on my way,  don't go anywhere.

[ TXT ] :   it's been awhile,  we should meet up somewhere.

[ TXT ] :   oh my god,  are you bailing again?

[ TXT ] :   [ LINK ]  ...  this reminded me of you.

[ TXT ] :   so that's it?  we're just...  done?

[ TXT ] :   wear the  [ ITEM ]  i got you tonight.

[ TXT ] :   you looked at me different tonight.

[ TXT ] :   bring a jacket,  it's freezing.

[ TXT ] :   your secret is safe with me.

[ TXT ] :   this wasn't meant for you. forget you saw that.

[ TXT ] :   do i need to come over?

[ TXT ] :   stop,  you're making me blush.

[ TXT ] :   you're running out of time.

[ TXT ] :   don't bother making excuses.

[ TXT ] :   i see you typing...

[ TXT ] :   i don't think i caught your name.

[ TXT ] :   they know.  i don't know how,  but they know.

[ TXT ] :   i wouldn't ask if it wasn't important.

[ TXT ] :   you snore,  by the way.

[ TXT ] :   show me what you're working on.

[ TXT ] :   call me right now,  it's an emergency.

[ TXT ] :   if i tell you something,  promise you won't freak out.

[ TXT ] :   i thought you were dead.

[ TXT ] :   this is all a big mistake.

[ TXT ] :   movie's showing tonight at 9,  are you in?

[ TXT ] :   [ IMAGE DELIVERED ]  ...  miss this yet?

[ TXT ] :   you don't have to be such an asshole.

[ TXT ] :   you know what you're doing to me.

[ TXT ] :   i just heard what happened... are you okay?

[ TXT ] :   you owe me one.

[ TXT ] :   i miss you so much.

[ TXT ] :   can you send me the photos from last night?

[ TXT ] :   [ LINK ]  ...  have you seen this???  [ NAME ]??

[ TXT ] :   you looked beautiful last night.

[ TXT ] :   can i see that beautiful face?

[ TXT ] :   i kept your stuff. in case you ever wanted it back.

[ TXT ] :   sorry,  i'm running late.

[ TXT ] :   i'm not supposed to be talking to you.

[ TXT ] :   you can't ignore me forever.

[ TXT ] :   [ LINK ]  ...  don't freak out.

[ TXT ] :   i think my phone is tapped.

[ TXT ] :   hold on,  i'm in the middle of something.

[ TXT ] :   just checking to see if you've blocked me...

[ TXT ] :   you can't tell anyone about this.

[saw-shadow-company]

@cmdr-graves

Y'know I keep wonderin' how in the hell y'survived allat.

Spite.

And whatever illegal substances your medical staff put in me.

[cmdr-graves]

Alright, alright - illegal's a strong word t'be usin'. 'Not FDA Approved'? 'Unauthorized'?

We work miracles- what can I say?

[saw-shadow-company]

It’s got a dead man to walk again. Jesus turned water into wine, and Phillip Graves found a way to bring me back to life.

Funny, isn’t it.