Hey it's me. scilla...

eccentric soul

[klasszik]

Act like you’re blessed. Talk like you’re blessed. Walk like you’re blessed. Think like you’re blessed. Smile like you’re blessed. Dress like you’re blessed. Put actions behind your faith, and one day you will see it become a reality.

[scillacreates]

"23 wassgood?

[scillacreates]

You healed me - scilla

#poetry #poetry community #written word #frommyhearttoyours #thank you #healed #healersneedhealingtoo #love

[manimmichelle]

trying to heal, while trying to grieve, while trying to live, while trying to forgive, while trying to love, while trying to be loved

[sentimentalbeing2001]

“all too often women believe it is a sign of commitment, an expression of love, to endure unkindness or cruelty, to forgive and forget. In actuality, when we love rightly we know that the healthy, loving response to cruelty and abuse is putting ourselves out of harm's way.”

- bell hooks, (1952-2021)

[scillacreates]

Wish somebody had told me this earlier.

[scillacreates]

YOUR PERFECT FLAWS

18/04/22

12:12 am

It's during the little moments

Of you screaming.

Of your quirks.

It's during the little moments

When i catch you smiling

Or laughing

It's during the little moments

When you share yourself with people;

Conversation wise.

It's in all these moments

That someone may find boring or annoying about you.

Exactly then, i realize how inlove

I am with you.

Your quirks are the most adorable about you.

I can't ever get bored of you

I can't ever fault you for your flaws

They suit you

They make you who you are

And that's who i am inlove with.

So if you ever doubt my love,

Remember how perfect your flaws are

To me.

Remember me say

I'm inlove with your core being.

[scillacreates]

If i were a boy, I'd still wear my heart on my sleeve.

[scillacreates]

18/10/21

9:20pm

Our hopes and dreams

Sometimes i wonder,

Do i still live in your biggest dream?

Or has my time perhaps long passed?

And maybe now,

I am ashes left to be burried.

Yeah...

I wonder if

Am i too late?

To have you in my own dream.

Would time still allow?

For you and i to accomplish what we started.

Sometimes i wonder,

If you are sure

You made no mistake.

[scillacreates]

W'sup?

[chicago-freestylee]

i love every little detail of you.

[scillacreates]

"You're a flower child, beautiful child, I'm in your zone.

Looking like you came from the 70's on your own."

[scillacreates]

23/07/21

22:03

Only at 23

Only at 23 years of age

She finally came to rescue the child in her.

Her spirit had been dying slowly in wrath

For all her past that she left unresolved.

Only at 23

She finally had the strength to get back up and fight

For what she always wanted as a child.

To be heard, to be felt, to be happy.

What did she know about fighting this battle earlier?

Nothing.

She was an immature, weak child

In a mature, strong body.

She is still a weak child

In a 23 years old body.

Right at 23,

She rose up

Ready for the battle.

To be heard, to be felt

For her inner child's happiness,

For her inner child's peace.

Only at 23.

[moodsandmatters]

[scillacreates]

[scillacreates]

16-07-21

-an extension to the family- Ayanda.

You're my friend

You're my love

You're my everything

A day without you

Hearing from you

Talking for hours with you

Is my worst

It turns upside down.

So imma keep getting mad at you.

Because I love you

I don't have no one else

But you.

I know I have a life of my own

Should go a day on my own

But you're a whole part of my day

So I miss you when you're gone

My hearts crying when you're gone for too long.

You matter

Your voice

Your laugh with me

All of you.

I hold you dearly

In my heart.

Never forget that.

[velvetmysoul]

[scillacreates]

14-07-21

I AM

You give me space

To be all of me.

So gracefully

I am,

The beautiful and the ugly,

The good and the evil,

The passive and the rebel,

The calm and the storm.

I am all of me.

You know all of me.

You give me space

And your grace

To embrace

All of me.

Scilla...