Feather Heartache

I'm a genius at entertaining others. No joke~ ♪ ( Written by Tenshi Est. Oct. 2018 )

[itisntapityparty]

send me five times kissed for a drabble about five times our muses kissed

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i got no idea how people make promos anymore so, hi! my names otto… here with a fish boy named kanata shinkai from ensemble stars… and if you lookin for a blue kid to interact with, give this bad boy a    ↺  /  ♡  !

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tsundere-model‌:

“Hmn, i you’re serious about that I don’t mind helping you again” he huffed, raising his knees and resting his crossed arms over them before settling his chin on top of them. Eyes lost in the waves ahead, he listened carefully to Kaoru’s reply, turning around to look at him just once unluckily catching that bright smile of his, so different from the usual carefree and playful one.

“Really? I always thought you just wanted to give that ‘hot surfer guy’ vibe” he admitted easily, a hand reaching up to tuck his own stray silver buckles away from his forehead “You make it sound nice… but I still don’t like the idea of making so much physical effort under the sun.”

             “Well, if I manage to get some better photo shoot opportunities, I might ask for your help then, heh.” He certainly wouldn’t underestimate him this time, especially when he’d taught him so much with so little before. Honey hues watched the waves fairly happily, enjoying the way they sloshed against the shore and, in their own way, sang a soft, low song.

              With Izumi’s comment, he huffed a bit before he couldn’t help laughing. “Eh? Do people really go for that? Hmm... Though, most of those guys are kinda buff sometimes too, and I don’t wanna be too muscular... At one point you just kinda start looking ugly if you have too many muscles, aha~” Humming, he gave a glance over to Izumi with the last comment. “Well, at least you get a chance to enjoy watching the waves as they slowly close behind surfers-- it’s some pretty cool stuff to get to see~”

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matsurinomuses‌:

“I’m surprised to have gotten your hopes up, Kaoru-kun. The only girl I might have pictures of on my phone would be Anzu~ Though I’m sure you would’ve been happy to see her anyway.” He hummed, tucking his phone away. He really did enjoy the school garden during any time. Even though he was a bit tired. “With the wonderful job Anzu-chan is doing, it is almost guaranteed. Though, I’m sure you could always use some kind of excuse to come back.”

             “Well, yeah, seeing pictures of Anzu-chan is kind of what I thought you might have meant...” Of course, though, he never shut up about her in class after all. “Mm... Kunugi-sensei would just kick me out though, haaa... Unless they did an alumni performance kind of thing... I would love to come back and perform in front of girls who wanna be idols too~” He laughed a bit, smiling at the idea. “We could both perform and bring UNDEAD back together with its old third years, y’know~?”

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tsundere-model‌:

Friends. It was still strange for him to be referred with such a word, not only by Kaoru but for some reason specially by him. Deterring blue eyes from getting too distracted in the way the drops of water continued to tour Kaoru’s well sculpted body, Izumi stared at the sand underneath him. Honestly, this was poison to the eyes.

“That makes it sound as if you had considered sweet talking me, you know?” he  replied curtly, teasing the blond as he knew no better way of interacting with him than through this kind of jabs. It was also true that half of him hoped this would be the final push needed to get Kaoru to leave him alone -even if the other part desperately wanted the blond to stay for some unfathomable reason.

“It’s not like I was expecting a serious conversation coming from you” he replied easily, tone still harsh. A small roll of the eyes at the thought of being attacked with stupid jokes, he tried to think of a better conversation topic himself, blue eyes managing to skip over the attractive blond that was really living up to the title of eye-candy and falling on the surf-board, to which he pointed easily “Do you really like that, or is it just part of some playboy aesthetic thing?”

            “Eh? I mean, I might try to sweet talk you into giving me more modeling tips~” Snickering a bit, he was only joking though, even if he might have sweet talked Izumi for studying for a test or something of the like. Still leaning back comfortably, he blinked when his surfboard was brought up, and he glanced over toward it. “Ah, yeah! I do really enjoy it... I didn’t even think about the possible aesthetic to it... It’s just... Kind of a way to get out on the ocean and feel like I’m flying for short bursts at a time. Riding the waves is just such a phenomenal feeling, y’know?” Smiling rather brightly, he nodded a bit, looking off into the distance as his eyes lidded with some unseen fondness. “...it’s kind of important to me, in a way, to stay connected to the mother sea.”

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( So, I’m pretty sure I caught a cold due to how bad my stress got in the last few days-- I know it looks like I’m just flopping in activity again like in the past, but honestly? I’m like sick as a dog and popping dayquil daily to fight it right now.;;; I really hope this goes away before the con this upcoming weekend though... I really don’t want to get my roomies sick. @ A@ )

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' Mmmmm, Ka~oru, Floating in the water is always so nice ~ I never have to worry about 「drowning」. But still, I don't know how to 「swim」to see all the pretty sea creatures under the water. Could Kaoru teach me maybe? '

            “Ah? Teach you how to swim?” He hadn’t thought of that before, but it could work! It was much safer than just hoping floaties would keep Kanata safe when they visited the beach together. “Sure! I don’t see why not, Kanata-kun~ Swimming is pretty easy after you get used to it, but I’ll probably still have floaties with us just in case since I don’t want you to sink...”

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tsundere-model‌:

“That won’t prevent me from getting a tan Hakaze” arms crossed over his chest, Izumi’s blue eyes judged the blond -hard. His fair white skin was highly valued in the modeling industry and the last thing he wanted was to ruin that. In any case, even if he wasn’t concerned by that, he wouldn’t be all too interested in swimming. Not today in any case.

His gesture tightened up at the comment, an unhappy gesture as the blond ignored his suggestion and instead decided to come over. Drying himself with the towel and tying his hair back, Izumi stared for a second too long in the sight he would have enjoyed much more in a different situation.

“You are aware I’m not a girl for you to sweet talk to, right?” he replied harshly, white bangs covering his eyes from Kaoru’s inquisitive hazel eyes. “If you hit your head while surfing maybe you should go to the hospital or something”

             “H-Hey! I can look out for my friends y’know!” Huffing, he crossed his arms, tossing a glare Izumi’s way before letting out a sigh. “So mean, Sena-kun~ If I had hit my head I’d probably be unconscious and floating away by now, from what Kanata-kun has said...” Shuddering, he hummed before trying to look at Izumi again. “...it’s not like you’re easy to sweet talk anyway, yeah? You’ve heard it all from when you were a model, Sena-kun~” Shrugging, he leaned back on the palms of his hands, looking out at the ocean. “Mm~ I’m not good at being serious, or keeping things serious, is there anything that’d help lift your spirits~? I know some silly fish jokes if it might help~”

[thedarkestofponds]

Rule one: Always hide the pain.

Six word story (via thedarkestofponds)

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( So, cat’s outta the bag-- and the reason I’d gone by Tesoro and changed alot of how I do things has been resolved, thankfully, nice and neatly! So, I’ll be going by Tenshi again, sorry about any confusion if there might be any! The matter was resolved in private, and it’s nothing to worry about if you weren’t involved! )

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tsundere-model‌:

Blue eyes followed the motions of the blond as he left his surf board aside and walked over, still drenched in water and with one of his confident smirks. Standing by the shadow, still fully clothes, he surely didn’t seemed interested in getting in the water.

“No way~ as a model I can’t be letting my skin suffer any damage because of the sun” he replied in a half-annoyed tone, sniffling a bit and quickly passing his hand under his teary clear blue eyes. Actually, he was just as surprised to see Kaoru in here, walking to the sea to seek time for himself… “You can just go and keep doing your own thing, I’ll just sit around here” He made a shooing motions with his hand.

              “Hmm...? Well, that’s what those sunscreens with moisturizers are for, Sena-kun~” It was hard to miss the sniffle. and especially hard to not pick up on the way Izumi was trying to hide that he was hurting. It was almost like looking into a mirror for a fraction of a second. “Mm... I don’t think I wanna. I think I’ll bother good ol’ Sena-kun instead~” Grabbing his towel, he went ahead and toweled himself as dry as he could get, pulling his hair back with a hair tie before grabbing his surfboard to bring it closer to them, throwing his towel down to sit on the sand next to where Izumi stood. “...something happen, Sena-kun? You don’t have to tell me in detail, but... I’m here, if you need it, y’know?”

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“ please, tell me you’ve done this before. ” //cough

Kiss Sentence Starters;

          “Uh... Y-Yeah! Absolutely!” No. No he really hadn’t, not when he was terrified of his father finding out. But, Izumi was good at keeping secrets, right? Besides, it wasn’t even that big of a deal, was it really? It couldn’t be that hard... Even though he... hadn’t even kissed a girl like this before... After some hesitation, he leaned forward, pressing the the lightest of kisses to Izumi’s lips, and getting beet red the whole time. It was a miracle he wasn’t steaming from how warm he felt his face was, and it was kind of hard not looking visibly flustered beyond belief.

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“ i’ve... never "kissed" anyone before. ” -kanata of matsurinomuses uvu

Kiss Sentence Starters;

             “Ah, really?” For some reason that surprised him, but he laughed a bit after, leaning back on the palms of his hands as he looked up toward the pink and purple sky. Sitting on the beach at sunset with Kanata was always nice, though a part of him wondered how much trouble he’d get into later. Was it really okay to be talking about this sort of thing here? ...yes, mother sea wouldn’t judge them, surely. She was far more understanding than either of their families.

             “Mm...I’ve only ever given girls kisses on the cheeks, but I’ve never actually kissed someone... on the lips.” There’s another laugh, this one more nervous, though he turned his head to glance toward Kanata. “Hey, Kanata-kun?” Smiling a bit, he leaned over to press a kiss to his forehead. “Thank you for always being there for me, y’know?”

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kiss sentence starters.

“ are you gonna kiss me or not? ” “ how many have you kissed? ” “ i really want to kiss you right now. ” “ i think we should kiss right now. ” “ i don’t kiss and tell. ” “ do you wanna kiss me? ” “ am i a good kisser? ” “ do i think i kiss okay? ” “ i’ve always wanted to kiss you. ” “ so i can kiss you anytime i want. ” “ i’ve never kissed anyone before. ” “ please, tell me you’ve done this before. ” “ it we just a kiss, not like it meant anything? ” “ did you kiss me with your tongue? ” “ you are a really good kisser. ” “ i want to be my first and last kiss. ” “ just walk up to him/her and kiss him/her, it’s not hard. ” “ are you trying to lean in and kiss me right now. ” “ do not even try and kiss me right now. ” “ not even a kiss could shut me up. ” “ no kiss goodbye? ” “ you always kiss me goodbye, why? ” “ i dream about kissing your lips. ” “ i’ve kissed before, just not like this. ” “ i don’t know how to kiss, could you teach me? ” “ i don’t wanna miss this kiss. ” “ let’s just kiss and get it over with already. ” “ first kisses are always so awkward, unless the other person is experienced. ”

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@tsundere-model

            “Ohh, it’s not often I see you on the beach, Sena-kun~” Humming, he set his surf board down in the sand as he made his way over. “Did you come to try and challenge me on the water~? I know you’re good at ice-skating but this is a different sort of water, y’know~?” Grinning wide, he snickered a bit, pocketing his hands in his trunks. It was always nice to see Izumi even when it was a surprise, though. He was just more likely to catch Kanata out here than Izumi, usually.

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matsurinomuses‌:

“Classmates?” He actually managed to have his reading glasses on him, putting them on. Squinting a bit at his phone, he made a quiet ‘oh.’ “My apologies, Kaoru-kun~ I genuinely believed they were cute girls~” No, he didn’t. He was well aware that he didn’t have any pictures of girls on his phone. Kaoru was lucky enough that Rei even knew how to get to his photos.

            “Uh-huh...” He really couldn’t believe he’d fallen for Rei saying he had pictures of cute girls on his phone. Actually, how did he even get those pictures on his phone in the first place? Did he have Wataru save them for him? It wouldn’t have really shocked him at this point. “Well, it’s a shame, ugh... You really got my hopes up there, Sakuma-san...” Sighing he tucked his hands in his pockets as he glanced toward the sky just past the overhang of the shade they were under. “Hmm~ Too bad our idol course will be co-ed after we graduate, ahh...”

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           “Sakuma-san, that wasn’t what I meant when I said cute girls.” He wasn’t actually sure what to think of Rei’s attempt, but images of some of his classmates crossdressing was not what he had in mind when he had said ‘cute girls.’ “Sakuma-san, do you need your glasses? Those are our classmates dressed as girls, not actual cute girls...”